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Im 35 have two kids. I, like many other single moms, worked and lived a normal quiet life with my kids. My exhusband threw us out the house almost six years ago with nothing. I worked hard to get an apartment and pay bills and care for my kids including putting them sports to keep them active. Everything worked out ok for all these years until my ex got married. He married into riches and now he wants the kids. Looking at his finances, he took me to court and sued me for full custody, without money for a lawyer I asked for court orderd attorney. That didnt work out for me and now Im having to pay 400.00 mthly for child support and get them every other weekends. I cant even get them to go to church with me cause my ex threw in that he didnt want religion in my kids. How a judge can do this, I dont understand. All this came down in Feb,2012. I cant pay for an apartment so I moved in with my mom in march, 2012. she as of May 2, 2012 had a massive heartattache. now Im out without anything. Because I moved out the way to live with my mom, I lost my job, cause it was too far and my mom was paying car notes on her car and it has to be returned to dealership. and no money for rent on her home and everything has hit me and Its more than I can bear. Please help me so I can get on my feet to atleast so I can get an apartment for me and my kids and and help get my job so I can pay my child support, most important. I pray everyday/nite for God to help me and I was praying tonight 5/15/2012, and I felt he led me here to this site for help. Thank you for help.

I really need help please. I am a 48 year old single dad raising a 4 year old daughter. I am loosing my home, I am disabled I had 3 back operations and have my lower spine fused between L4 and L5. I am going threw a divorce, I caught my wife in August 2010 having sex with a guy she works with in my house with my daughter in the next room. When I caught them he locked himself in my bathroom until the police showed to take him out of my house. His name Doyle Brigman works for Jack Henry in Monett, MO. My soon to be ex wife walked out on my daughter and I. We are not making it. I really need help please. I also need a good divorce attorney, I do not even have a lawyer can not afford one. I hope someone answers my prayers. God Bless. I was just served by the sherriff I have to go to court. They are taking our home and I have no place to go with my daughter. Oh god please someone help us. Oh god please.

Hello, I am 28 i am a single mother of three. 9months, 4 yrs and 7yrs. My husband left me and my children when my last child was three weeks old. We are going threw a bad divorce. Trying to make ends meet until i go to court has been a struggle. If it wasnt for my taxes i would not have found an apt for me and my children. I was able to pay for two months plus deposit but thats almost up. I am working as hard as i can to provide for me and my children but it has been hard. I could use any help. Cloths shoes anything at all. Thanks and god bless Juliane

Am a 28 year old from Africa with one kid. My huband threw me out of the house simply because he met a younger prettier woman with whom he sired a kid while we were still married/living together. He wants nothing to do with me and our 5 year old son. Now i have moved back home to my mother's house, I have to pay for my son's schooling, buy his food, keep clothes on his back and yet i have no job. I have been looking for a job for the last 4 months to no avail. I have a Bachelor's degree but i have no experience and connections the 2 critical ingredients to getting a job on this side of the world. The only little money i had when i was chased away from my matrimonial house i used it to pay for my son's school fees for the first term of the year and now he's closed school for Easter i have no idea how am going to raise school fees for next term which resumes in a few weeks. I'd like some help starting over, money for paying rent deposit and rent plus also money for my son's schooling as i look for a job. My mum's house is so small, she is diabetic and i dont want to add to her many problems and stress. I can be contacted on jemytoni@gmail.com. Thanks alot for reading. Any help will be higly appreciated and when am settled i will donate back every penny.

Hi there...
The whole idea of asking for money makes me sick to my stomach. I have never been a beggar or a person who wanted charity. But I honestly have no other choice anymore.
My story starts in 2009 with my ex girlfriend, whom would turn out to be the worst thing that ever happened to me. I'm not going to play the blame game, because I have forgiven her since. However I am left with the lasting damage of that relationship.
We had dated when we were young, she had cheated with a friend and I had left her, but i always loved her most of all and was eventually able to forgive her later. I was a fool for love. This is where the trouble starts, we had begun to talk again in early 2009, and soon a relationship developed between us once again. By this time she had a daughter who was 7 years old. I moved to another state to be with her and her daughter, after awhile I loved her daughter as my own child. I took her fishing with me every chance I had. I did not realize it before I had went down there, but her family was a real problem. They took to controlling every aspect of her life, even going as far as taking her mail out of her mail box and reading it. From the very start I has hated, I could not be controlled or told what to do, though they tried. Later in the year I was working and I thought things had improved, they grudgingly accepted me.

I am not a cruel or an evil person, I am always firm but loving when it comes to discipline. There had started to be problems at school and home, with tantrums, and destructive behavior. My ex and I talked about it and we tried everything, nothing seemed to work save simple old fashioned spanking. When she threw a tantrum one day and wrote that she hated us and left it on a note where we would surely find it, and broke her own window in her room. I knew something had to be done, this was totally unacceptable. So I spanked her, not hard or vicious like i got when i was a boy. But just my hand. I left a red mark, not welts or bruises a red mark. Of course being a little girl, she tended to talk and tell everyone EVERYTHING. She told her grandmother about it, and that was it for me, suddenly i was this horrible terrible person. My ex and I quarreled about it a great deal and I left for awhile just to get my head around things and see if it was worth saving.

I decided to leave, and I went home back to indiana where i was from, I left with a broken heart, but i knew the situation couldn't be fixed.
There were other things going on at the time I did not become aware of until later, one was that my ex was pregnant. She later admitted to me that she had been smoking while pregnant, drinking, taking more and more prescriptions, and when she finally told me about it she told me she was glad she had miscarried.
I have never forgotten that statment.
Now here is where the real trouble begins and why I am in such desperate need.
The child told her teacher, and child services became involved, as they always do and will for any reason.
Eventually it got turned over to the sheriff's office to see what they wanted to do with it. Now enters the grandparents into the equation.
The pushed it hard even against my ex's wishes, and managed to get them to file charges for child abuse and issue a warrant. A warrant I didnt even know i had until christmas time 2010. I was picked up and detained for extradition over it. The following monday I was released, I was informed that they didnt want to come get me. I called my ex, and she told me that she had told them to drop it, we talked and talked, she begged me to forgive her for all that happened, and eventually i did, for some reason I still felt like i couldnt live without her. So we continued to talk up until july of 2010. When something happened, grandmother got curious wondering what these numbers were on the cell phone bill. She confronted my ex and she told her that she had talked to me. Ever since that point I have this "open case" listed publically on my record. After about 10 interviews I discovered that was the reason I couldn't have a job. Who would want to hire a "child abuser" anyway? Here it is febuary its been about 8 months without work. I lost my place, and nearly everything i own, I even lost the will to live. I live with my parents now, and I know im a burden to them. I'm thinking about it everyday. It is tax refund time now, and I have half of what I need for my lawyer to try and fix this horrible mess. He is of the almost certain opinion this will be completely dropped, and I can have a job again, and recover somewhat of a life. If you can help please help, I am a desperate man, and I want my life back, I need it back, I cant take not being able to work, and being a burden to my parents who are dirt poor!

Thank you so very much for viewing my post. I am a 21 year old woman that recently became homeless, due to my friends throwing me out.Both parents have passed away and I am an only child. I came to VA to start a new life from my home town of Austin Texas yet it seems its getting worst. I am actually in the library writing this. I was staying with my girlfriend but her boyfriend wanted to do sexual activities with me, I said no and they threw me out. I been on the street for 2 weeks now, washing up in gas stations and sleeping where I can find shelter (hospital, old building & lots). Picking out of garbage to eat and going to local soup kitchens. Please I am asking for any type of help to get me off the streets. I went to the local shelters here but so over crowded, they turned me away. Please I beg for any help. Please. I just want to stop sleeping on the streets. Thank you and God bless.

Thank you so very much for viewing my post. I am a 21 year old woman that recently became homeless, due to my friends throwing me out.Both parents have passed away and I am an only child. I came to VA to start a new life from my home town of Austin Texas yet it seems its getting worst. I am actually in the library writing this. I was staying with my girlfriend but her boyfriend wanted to do sexual activities with me, I said no and they threw me out. I been on the street for 2 weeks now, washing up in gas stations and sleeping where I can find shelter (hospital, old building & lots). Picking out of garbage to eat and going to local soup kitchens. Please I am asking for any type of help to get me off the streets. I went to the local shelters here but so over crowded, they turned me away. Please I beg for any help. Please. I just want to stop sleeping on the streets. Thank you and God bless.

Thank you so very much for viewing my post. I am a 21 year old woman that recently became homeless, due to my friends throwing me out.Both parents have passed away and I am an only child. I came to VA to start a new life from my home town of Austin Texas yet it seems its getting worst. I am actually in the library writing this. I was staying with my girlfriend but her boyfriend wanted to do sexual activities with me, I said no and they threw me out. I been on the street for 2 weeks now, washing up in gas stations and sleeping where I can find shelter (hospital, old building & lots). Picking out of garbage to eat and going to local soup kitchens. Please I am asking for any type of help to get me off the streets. I went to the local shelters here but so over crowded, they turned me away. Please I beg for any help. Please. I just want to stop sleeping on the streets. Thank you and God bless.

Hello,
I am a single mom, with a disabled child. I was hit with a double surprise last month in the loss of 2 of our social security checks. I had intended to pay the past due water bill last month, but this situation threw a monkey wrench into an already precarious situation. According to social security, we lost the checks because my son turned 16. These agencies never pre-warn you, and if they even attempt to notify you, they send multiple conflicting information, which is not clear on what they are doing.
Because the water has been turned off, and the bill finalized, I now have to pay a total of 343 in order to have the service restored. The utilities company contacted my landlord, who has issued a 7 day notice to me because the lease says that I cannot have the utilities turned off for any reason.
I trust God, and I know He will come through for me somehow, because He's never failed me, but I am getting a bit concerned, as I have exhausted all options. God usually moves very strongly when that happens, so when I saw this site, I figured I'd try it, because you never know what direction He will move from.
The local assistance agency says they can see the loss of income that created this emergency, but want me to provide proof of income replacement in order to get the assistance; which I cannot yet do as I am still unemployed and seeking work.
It's amazing to me; the timing of this. After being forced to wait almost an entire year, due to lack of finances; to take my licensing exam and pay for my license to work, I chose to sacrifice a bit on the bill in order to do this, because I cannot work without the license. I did the right thing, and did not break the law in violating that rule, but waited until I could get my license to practice massage therapy. Now, I am facing the loss of our home. Even if I attempt to set up advertising, the arrangement will take more than 7 days to set up the deals and get the clientele in, and I won't get paid until the clientele have redeemed their deals. My license just arrived, and the doctor that was going to hire me, has "changed the direction of his business." So needless to say, my time is limited and I need some immediate help to remedy this situation. I appreciate your time and interest in reading this, and any assistance you can offer. God bless.

Hello, I'm a Navy Corpsman Veteran and my wife and I founf out that we are going to have triplets this year. We both work (at not ghreat paying jobs) but she will be on bed rest soon (at 20 weeks) so we will only have one income coming in. On top of all this, our car's engine just threw a rod and will cost $4,500 to replace (money that we don't have and should be going towards kid items. This is the first time I've ever done anything like this, so I'm ashamed of myself for even asking for help. Any little bit will help my wife and soon to be two identical twins and one fraternal triplet. Thank You and God Bless

hello i have a seven year old son who has terminal cancer medulloblastoma brain cancer with leptomeningeal spreaded disease threw out his body we were given 3months to 3yr before his life ends? as a single parent and carer to my son i dont have much money to spare and i would just like to give him his favourite toys which are lego? if i have to beg i will, i will do anything to try and help my son enjoy the rest of his life and time i have left with him, if any one require more info on my sons terminal illess please ask.

I'm in need of 600.00 dollars to catch up my rent. We are close to being homeless. I have 5 kids who look up to me and I'm trying hard to not let them down. I lost my dad just a few months ago and have been going threw a deprection and have pulled myself out slowly and I just need a bit of help to get ahead

HI, Last Aug my wife and son were coming home from local county fair and laughing and talking about the things that happened when i was hit by a drunk driver. Had serious injury to my left arm and was just back to work after being unemployed for year and half because my company closed its doors. i was 9 days shy of my 90 days and my work let me go because of missed days of work due to this accident. I cant tell you how hard this has been for my self and family. while on serious pain meds my wife was left to make desions for us and ended up pawning our wedding rings to get money.We have had a black cloud over us since last june since our home was broke in then my son broke his ankle,i was hit by drunk driver, wife fell down stairs in september surgry in november my truck took transimision leak, then recently took another leak in another location then trying to make 75.00 to help pay for the leak i was helping a friend get their snow blower when my truck slide on their ice in their driveway and i was thrown into a tree. I am reaching out to anyone who willing to help.. I would really like to replace my wifes wedding ring, shes been threw alot. please help

My name is SJ Damron i recently found out that im having kidney problems the thing is i already have lost a kidney when i was a little kid due to it being damaged when my mom was pregnant. So now that im 24yrs old my one and only kidney i have now is messing up i dont come from a rich or wealthy family and do not have medicare or anything like that. I recently went threw dialysis and now i am doing fine but the problem is all my medical bills are killing me i can hardly pay them i owe so much i had to move back in with my mom cause i couldnt afford my appartment anymore and to top it off my dad who was trying to help me died in July so now im in a huge bined i hate to ask random people for money and honestly i dont think im going to get anything from anyone on this site but it doesnt hurt to try im not asking for one person to send me thousands of dollars but i owe left is 12500 in medical bills anything will help if you can even just send me 50 cents to even just a dollar id appreciate it in every way all you have to do is email me sdamron22@hotmail.com with ill help you in the title and ill send you my address to where you can send it to if i can get 12000 people to just send a dollar or even 50cent it would help thank you all who read this and help if yall do and god bless

Hello, Honestly I can not believe that I am writting this so i thank you for reading. I am a mom to a wonderful 15 month old little boy who is my world. I have never been married however I have been with my sons father for 7 years, 5 of which we have lived together. Our relationship was "movie perfect" at first and it just slowly went downhill over the years. I am not going to lie, he has never physically hurt me. However I have been called names and degrated in front of people for the last time. I need to leave but I was laid off when I was 18 weeks pregnate and have been a stay at home mom ever since.......Just to give an example of what I have to put up with, we were at a christmas party with everyone he works with and in front of everyone he says you have something on your but and when I asked what he said Oh nevermind thats just your wide load sign. I know this may seem very small thing to some of you but thats just an example. I go threw these mean and hateful comments daily. I have told him that they hurt me and wish he would stop but he just said that if i dont like it I should leave...he said that hes not going to put up with me talking back to him since I have gained weight and became ugly, he says he didnt mind "putting up" with me when I was skinner and I embarres him. Now, I am not overweight, in truth I used to be underweight when we met. I could tell stories of the like all day long, and I havent even mentioned the emails and facebook messages I have seen of him telling other women how beautiful they are and how he wishes I wasnt a cow. I just cant let my son grow up in this life thinking this is the way he is supposed to treat women. I know this is part my fault for not leaving him sooner, but that is all water under the bridge now. I have a beautiful baby who deserves better than living in this "family". I cant leave without any money as I have no job. I have put in dozens of applications yet I an told they are not hiring but I will be put on the waiting list. Anything you can offer that can get me and my son out of this house would be forever greatful and if you cant donate a prayer for me and my son would be just as apperciated.Thanks again for your time, and for reading my story.....it felt good to get off my chest for a while. God bless

Me and my family are tring to get into a house. So we can make a better life for our selves but we need at least 3,000 to be able to do this we have been going threw some taugh times all we need is a little help to do it thank u

Im not the one to ask for handouts, but im so desperate that im at my ends wit. I had been in a relationship for 3 yrs with my ex. This was the first man i had ever lived with. I cooked, cleaned, gave plenty of love, completed all that was asked of me, yet was never good enough for him. He threw me out and threatened to call the cops at 9pm. I suspected he had sumone on the side. All i had known in my town was his fam, no friends he was real jealous. I didnt beg or want to fight and packed my stuff. There was no one or no where to go so i stayed in a motel that night. With the money i saved during the relationship, i bought a 78 travel trailer and made it my home. Im now trying to make life for me and be successful. I work, go to school fulltime and after paying mthly bills, im lucky to have a few dollars to buy groceries or gas. I dnt party, drink or do drugs. I dnt date either, my heart is still dealing with me being thrown out for no reason. I save every penny, and am very frugal. Every so many weeks i have enough change saved and buy gas to see my fam who lives two hrs away. I never question God, hes made me stronger. Just wish i could buy a candy or icecream now and then. And not worry and stress so much over lack of money. Any donation would help me, prayers too would be appreciated too.

Im a desperate mom who has a estranged ex spouse who abused me and my daughter, throwing us ouit, and keeping our stuff.. it has been a really hard asnd terrible time..but With Gods help we are making it threw...i Enrolled in School, to get a new and brighter future, and in another city to get us away from the abuse, and Ive been accepted....But Im suppose to be there in two weeks, and we virtually have nothing, me and my daughter are in desperate need of help ...i have no other family, and no resources...but we have faith and are trying this web site...

If you can help in any way, expense money to find a place to live...after two months my financial aide kicks in, and will cover us while in school but till then were really stuck....or a place to live ..or rent...once i get aide i would even repay anyone who could help us... Me and my daughter would be so grateful..... It's Bakersfield or Bust for us... If there is any way anyone can help, anything would help...even ifwe could just afford to stay in a hostel... Thank you....and god bless. lisa and Trish

This started happening in August. I left my house and was walking to the car when I saw out of the corner of my eye a huge birdlike thing swooping towards me. It scratched and pecked my scalp viciously and I had to run to the car. I was bleeding pretty badly and ended up needing some (expensive) stitches where it pecked me.

So about a week later I went outside again and again out of nowhere I hear a "whoosh" sound and suddenly this huge owl is scratching at my face and pecking at me. I ran back inside and again I was bleeding and scratched up, although I didn't need stitches this time. So I started thinking what is going on here?

I was attacked by this owl several times in September and October as well. It's quite large and a brownish-black color. Sometimes it "hoots" as it swoops down towards me. It seems to prefer to attack at night, although it has attacked me in the daytime as well.

The owl attacks have made me very paranoid about going outside, and I can't sleep normally any more. I lost my job after making some stupid mistakes at work because I can't concentrate. The worst thing is that people don't believe me when I tell them there is an owl who hates me and always attacks me. They usually just laugh, or they pretend to have compassion and then tell others I'm crazy. I'm constantly looking up at the sky and checking all trees and telephone poles whenever I need to go outside now. I always wear thick hats and long sleeves now as well. Sometimes I can see the owl waiting for me, perched in a tree, through the window. Once I saw the owl perched in a tree on a bright night when I had to go to the store. I made it to my car and went to the grocery, and when I came out the door and went to put the groceries in my car, I SAW THE OWL ON A LAMP-POST THERE. I panicked and threw all the grocery bags into the trunk and jumped into the car. It is following me and waiting for a chance to attack again.

Anyway, I'm asking for help here for two reasons. First, I need to get away from this owl. I lost my job and am in debt and can't afford to move unless I have some help. I want to move to a different part of my small city, or maybe even to a new city. I just want to start over. It seems like this owl has ruined my life. Secondly, I think I need some psychological counseling, but I don't have insurance. The owl has traumatized me and I'm always worried about it. I sometimes get panic attacks where my heart starts beating really fast and I start to sweat and need to sit down and do nothing for half an hour. It's really scary.

Anyway thank you for reading and please consider helping me. I think I could get a new start with about $1000, but every little bit helps. God bless you.

I am a mother of 4 sons who desperately needs to get out of my marriage. My husband is abusive, controlling and lacks the ability to be emotionally supportive. My youngest son is only six weeks old. 2 weeks after he was born I was diagnosed with postpartum depression. That same day, my husband threw me on the ground and choked me because he said he was tired of me being "crabby". I went to an attorney to file for divorce, but she wanted a $3,500 retainer. I am on maternity leave from work still and we just don't have the money to afford that fee. I didn't tell my husband that I went and don't plan to. I would like to be able to come up with the money somehow because he likes to throw it in my face that I don't have any. It would be so nice to be able to completely blindside him when he is served with divorce papers. I am a kind and caring woman who loves her children more than life. I have tried to be the very best wife I can be and I know that I deserve to be treasured. I just had a baby and my husband will not speak to me or show an ounce of support. I am so sad and miserable and just want to leave him. The only thing keeping me here is the fact that I cannot afford to leave him. It would mean the world to me if you could help me at all. I found the courage to leave, now I just need to find the money. Thank you.

hi, iam a 26 yr old female. Iam from northern ireland. I find this rather difficult as for my young years i have already came threw alot of trauma. I have been subject to mental physical and sexual abuse as a child. My partner left me after we both lost our jobs and in turn lost our house that wdd owned. Anyhow having came threw alot in my life i want to give back to those in need. I have began a counselling course to become a counsellor. I managed to get enough money gathered up to pay deposit to start the course however 1st Nov I have to pay next intallment which I haven't got I have applied for student finance but got turned down. Iam a single mother of one I am not working as trying to get a fulltime job is so tough. If anyone could find it in their heart to help me persist my training for a career I would be so grateful. £2500 would pay for my whole course, this is a lot of money I realise however any amount that people could manage would go a great way to helping. Thanyou. I have paypal my email is bluesnowflake03@yahoo.co.uk

Hey i am in need of lot of help. i have 4 children and need to pay bills,and neef to put my kids threw school and day care so i csn start school again and i can barely afford food let alone rent its really frustrateing could someone please help me in any amount or gift cards for food or something sorry i am desperate...

My name is Clarence Tracy I’m 24 and live in FL. I got hurt at work after a few 2 months they finally got me to a specialist. After a few moments of talking to him and he taking a quick look at my injury. He told me to get some more test and sent me on my way. He didn’t give me any paper work and I went home. I was in so much pain that I wasn’t thinking right at the time. I also had medical transport waiting for me. I get home and am waiting for an email form the workers comp to get my apt. The email doesn’t come I see that I also didn’t get a workers comp check. So I emailed my lawyer and I didn’t get a response so I got on the phone Google Voice because we don’t have a phone. I called workers comp and talked to the guy. He told me that the doctor released me on full duty. I said okay so, and told him that i had apts to go to and he said. The doctor didn’t send any request for that, So i have the feeling that they are screwing with me. I’m still hurt the pain hasn’t gone a way. I don’t know what this doctor is thinking. I have asked for a new doctor 3 weeks ago. No answer back!, I also have tried to get back to work but they are giving me the runaround “O well i have to talk to this person and this person has to talk to this person” and so on. I am now not getting any workers comp checks no medical and no work. The law firm that i have my lawyer threw is a really good for worker comp cases. I just cant get a hold of my lawyer. Not for a lack of trying mind you, so here I am I have 2 step kids and a wife. She is trying to get a job but its hard. She was a stay at home mom when i was working. We get 117 a week for children support but that is not close to half our bills. We have $100 electric $40Gas and $650rent, we have a $47 internet bill but that is so we can have a phone and able to try and find help/ talk to my lawyer and worker comp. I am at the end of my rope I don’t know what we are going to do and I’m really depressed about the money and not being able to do every thing that i could before I got hurt, and still no pain meds. to deal with the pain I’m taking aspren right now but I’m on the last few pills. I have started to sell off my things. I really need help I don’t know what to do or what the out come of this is going to be. I just don’t feel like this is worth it any more and if I cant pay for my kids to have a good life then what worth am I? I just want to ask if you would help me out any thing will help for 1cent to what ever We have set up a donation page for us please consider donating what ever you can. we will send you what ever info that you want to show you that we are real and not a scam Please take this to hard and consider if not for me and my wife for our kids.

I am 65 years old. 20 years ago I fell on a patch of ice I managed to dislocate my right shoulder chronically
and broke a few ribs. a few moths later I herniated 3discs in my lower spine and of course damaged a nerve or two
Leaving me unable to stand or walk. It took me 15 years but i finally managed to walk
very short distances with the aid of a back support and a cane. Along the way I developed type2 diabetes and of course while I was stumbling around I tripped and dislocated the other shoulder.
So back to the Chair for a while. I started coughing and could not find anything that stopped the coughing.
My doctor says I have asthma. So now we add an inhaler to the lengthening list of drugs.

Then when I finally start to get out of the chair I developed chest pains and shortness of breath.
I went into a heart hospital for the scope threw my inner thigh so they could see how bad my arteries were. Because I failed the stress test completely. Whatever they saw that morning was pretty bad. They kept me sedated and the next morning I had Quad Bypass surgery - - They could not figure out why I was not dead.
There was very little blood getting threw my heart.

I woke up 3 days later with tubes every where. There was a large incision and they used wires to hold my breastbone together.
The years I spent in a wheelchair took a toll. .....It seems the human body is not designed to remain sitting all the time.
I am 6ft -250 lbs.
So of course Two years later the wires unraveled, tore lose or broke.
They cut me open on the same scar and after a bone graft they put in 3 large titanium plates with 34 screws.

I t now costs $1500 per month for insurance (just for me plus whatever my wife has to pay for herself.)
Between the mortgage and my drugs and the thousands for copays on the two surgeries We have nothing in the bank and my wife still owes over $60,000 in student loans.

But, you know -I just have to hang around to see what the hell happens next.
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The only thing I can do is ask for your help. Even a dollar or two would make a difference.
Thank you

I'm going to be honest I don't even know really where to start but at this point I'm so desperate I'm willing to try anything, I am a 37 year old woman who about 8 years ago had it all was on top of the world, great job a home wonderful friends and family but then I met a guy on the internet from a different country and he sucked me in with his false promises and hopes of a beautiful life together, we started talking on the phone got to know eachother over a years time and I sold my house quit my job and closed out my savings to go be with him he ended up not being the wonderful man he had lead me on to believe he was. He started beating me I became pg with his child he put a gun to my head because I told him I wanted to leave him and proceeded to play russian roulet and by the grace of god the gun jammed on the last round and when that didn't work he tried to suffercate me until I was able to break free at which time he threw something at my stomach and I lost my child . I made it back to America and had to come back and stay with my parents now with no job no money and very depressed. I finally was able to get a job but am so far behind on bills that piled up while I was gone and some that I have gotten since I arrived home and I need the help so bad. I am a good person and if I had money I would be on this site helping anyone I could and many people I know and love who need help, I am not trying to get rich here I'm trying to be able to get to a point in my life again where I can breath and start to enjoy my life like I used to all those years ago. I'm so lost I worry and stress everyday and pray for god to help me show me my purpose in life and try to keep my faith knowing the pain I went through losing my child and my belongings was just gods way of preparing me for something beautiful in the future and that my pain was not without reason. I would be so greatful for anyones help so that I can get caught up get my health back so that maybe I will be able to have a child before my time runs out I'm getting at that age where its kinda now or never but I know I am not finacially able to support a child right now soo I would never bring one into the world without being able to provide for it. I grew up with struggles so I would never want to put my child through this. Anyway thank you so much for hearing my story and if you would be able to help that would help me more then you would ever know and if not and even if you just read my story and it touched you just a bit that was worth it to me cause it just goes to show that god is everywhere:-)