Suicide Tags

Thank you for reading. I'm a 25 year old female looking for a little help from others towards rebuilding my life. A few months ago my fiance took his own life at our house while I was out of town visiting family. I still to this day have not been able to go back to our house to get any of my belongings. The police will not respond to e, neither will victims services. The estate and all of my belongings went to his parents, who blame me for his decision to end his life. It hurts because I was by his side trying to get him help. I was told that the parents discarded everything of mine to make it look like I had moved out so that I would not receive anything from the estate. I lost my car, clothes, personal belongings, furniture, memories of my fiance and all of my paperwork as well as my job, because I couldnt go back. I am asking for donations to help me with food, clothes, shelter, car for work, and to help hire a lawyer for losing everything that I owned. Not one lawyer will take my case for free. With this help I may be able to fight for compensation from the estate and with that money, will go back to school for councelling. I wish to help those who are contemplating suicide, and who are victims of it like me. Again, thank you for reading. This is 100% true story and Im still fighting with the police to this day, wondering why I was never given the option to go back to my home to get my things. Or why they didnt investigate as to what happened to them. Thanks.

Last night, I found out that I may lose a huge chunk of my already very low income. I'm very frightened.

My worst fear on this earth is being homeless. I am already very much physically alone--in the sense of the only daily companionship I have is my three cats.

I am really, really scared. In the last year and a half, I've lost, my educational future, three jobs, my home, my flat...I was just getting back on my feet and now am told I owe a huge sum to the govenment because they made a big foul up on my paperwork.

I so want to be dead, it's not funny. I am NOT committing suicide--but that said, I would give anything to be dead. To me, it would be like winning the lottery. Life is far worse than death, as far as I can see.

I would very literally rather be dead than homeless.

When you're poor, or alone, or mentally ill---people treat you like dirt--like you've no value, whatsoever.

But, when you're homeless--in most American's eyes---you cease to exisit altogether. I would rather be dead. I really would. I'm really, really scared. I could use a hug right now--not a "virtual" hug, but a real one--oh, how I would love to hear the words, "everything will be alright." But it's not, and there's no one there. I'm just so scared and lost and lonely. I wish I were dead.

Dear friends,
My name is Kavitha, I live in Bangalore (India) I have 3 kids, husband and parents. We have suffered a massive loss in our business and reached a suicide point with a lot of debth . If you people support and help us we can survive, we want to live, don’t want to die pls help us any thing if possible. Pls DON’T IGNORE THIS REQUEST. We don’t have any other option. This is the last option for us so pls forward this msg to people u know and pls, pls, pls save us. May god bless u.We will return every rupee u help us.
NAME: kavitha murthy
EMAIL: kavithamurthy15@yahoo.com
BANK: SYNDICATE BANK
Balasubramanya
a/c no.0441 101 2901
IFSC CODE:SYNB0000652

Dear friends,
My name is Kavitha, I live in Bangalore (India) I have 3 kids, husband and parents. We have suffered a massive loss in our business and reached a suicide point with a lot of debth . If you people support and help us we can survive, we want to live, don’t want to die pls help us any thing if possible. Pls DON’T IGNORE THIS REQUEST. We don’t have any other option. This is the last option for us so pls forward this msg to people u know and pls, pls, pls save us. May god bless u.We will return every rupee u help us.
NAME: kavitha murthy
EMAIL: kavithamurthy15@yahoo.com
BANK: SYNDICATE BANK
Balasubramanya
a/c no.0441 101 2901
IFSC CODE:SYNB0000652

Dear friends,
My name is Kavitha, I live in Bangalore (India) I have 3 kids, husband and parents. We have suffered a massive loss in our business and reached a suicide point with a lot of debth . If you people support and help us we can survive, we want to live, don’t want to die pls help us any thing if possible. Pls DON’T IGNORE THIS REQUEST. We don’t have any other option. This is the last option for us so pls forward this msg to people u know and pls, pls, pls save us. May god bless u.We will return every rupee u help us.
NAME: kavitha murthy
EMAIL: kavithamurthy15@yahoo.com
BANK: SYNDICATE BANK
Balasubramanya
a/c no.0441 101 2901
IFSC CODE:SYNB0000652

Dear friends,
My name is Kavitha, I live in Bangalore (India) I have 3 kids, husband and parents. We have suffered a massive loss in our business and reached a suicide point with a lot of debth . If you people support and help us we can survive, we want to live, don’t want to die pls help us any thing if possible. Pls DON’T IGNORE THIS REQUEST. We don’t have any other option. This is the last option for us so pls forward this msg to people u know and pls, pls, pls save us. May god bless u.We will return every rupee u help us.
NAME: kavitha murthy
EMAIL: kavithamurthy15@yahoo.com
BANK: SYNDICATE BANK
Balasubramanya
a/c no.0441 101 2901
IFSC CODE:SYNB0000652

Dear friends,
My name is Kavitha, I live in Bangalore (India) I have 3 kids, husband and parents. We have suffered a massive loss in our business and reached a suicide point with a lot of debth . If you people support and help us we can survive, we want to live, don’t want to die pls help us any thing if possible. Pls DON’T IGNORE THIS REQUEST. We don’t have any other option. This is the last option for us so pls forward this msg to people u know and pls, pls, pls save us. May god bless u.We will return every rupee u help us.
NAME: kavitha murthy
EMAIL: kavithamurthy15@yahoo.com
BANK: SYNDICATE BANK
Balasubramanya
a/c no.0441 101 2901
IFSC CODE:SYNB0000652

Dear friends,
My name is Kavitha, I live in Bangalore (India) I have 3 kids, husband and parents. We have suffered a massive loss in our business and reached a suicide point with a lot of debth . If you people support and help us we can survive, we want to live, don’t want to die pls help us any thing if possible. Pls DON’T IGNORE THIS REQUEST. We don’t have any other option. This is the last option for us so pls forward this msg to people u know and pls, pls, pls save us. May god bless u.We will return every rupee u help us.
NAME: kavitha murthy
EMAIL: kavithamurthy15@yahoo.com
BANK: SYNDICATE BANK
Balasubramanya
a/c no.0441 101 2901
IFSC CODE:SYNB0000652

Dear friends,
My name is Kavitha, I live in Bangalore (India) I have 3 kids, husband and parents. We have suffered a massive loss in our business and reached a suicide point with a lot of debth . If you people support and help us we can survive, we want to live, don’t want to die pls help us any thing if possible. Pls DON’T IGNORE THIS REQUEST. We don’t have any other option. This is the last option for us so pls forward this msg to people u know and pls, pls, pls save us. May god bless u.We will return every rupee u help us.
NAME: kavitha murthy
EMAIL: kavithamurthy15@yahoo.com
BANK: SYNDICATE BANK
Balasubramanya
a/c no.0441 101 2901
IFSC CODE:SYNB0000652

Dear friends,
My name is Kavitha, I live in Bangalore (India) I have 3 kids, husband and parents. We have suffered a massive loss in our business and reached a suicide point with a lot of debth . If you people support and help us we can survive, we want to live, don’t want to die pls help us any thing if possible. Pls DON’T IGNORE THIS REQUEST. We don’t have any other option. This is the last option for us so pls forward this msg to people u know and pls, pls, pls save us. May god bless u.We will return every rupee u help us.
NAME: kavitha murthy
EMAIL: kavithamurthy15@yahoo.com
BANK: SYNDICATE BANK
Balasubramanya
a/c no.0441 101 2901
IFSC CODE:SYNB0000652

I'm a young female and I'm desperate in getting plastic surgery! I'm not looking to get anything like breast implants... I'm looking to get reconstructive surgery for my face. For a long time I've always wanted to get this done but never could afford it! It's not like I'm trying to look perfect or anything... this is something that I truly need! With this problem that I have I have extremely low self-esteem and still suffer from depression because of my looks.... even contemplated suicide! There are times I feel like I can't even leave the house because of how I look. Even strangers look at me and stare and make rude comments sometimes... it really hurts... especially when they don't even know me! I want to be able to work and have a normal life like everyone else, but right now it's really hard for me to do. It's easy for people to say "you should love yourself the way you are" but if you have people always reminding you how ugly you are, it's not that easy to be confident and ignore what people say. I know if I have this surgery done it will really help my confidence in a big way! I know my life will never be perfect but I know that it will be a lot better than what I'm going through right now. I'm a good person and I'm honest! I figured by coming on here and just posting what I really need it just couldn't hurt. I hate to beg or ask for help for anything because I am a very independent person. But with everything I'm going through, I just can't do this on my own! I'm even willing to do a loan. The full amount I need is now $19,000. So far someone was nice enough to help me out with $1000 towards the surgery. If anyone else out there is willing to even help me out with a loan so I can get this surgery done I would really be grateful for that as well! If someone out there can please help me I would really appreciate it! Every little bit helps! Thank you

I'm a young female and I'm desperate in getting plastic surgery! I'm not looking to get anything like breast implants... I'm looking to get reconstructive surgery for my face. For a long time I've always wanted to get this done but never could afford it! It's not like I'm trying to look perfect or anything... this is something that I truly need! With this problem that I have I have extremely low self-esteem and still suffer from depression because of my looks.... even contemplated suicide! There are times I feel like I can't even leave the house because of how I look. Even strangers look at me and stare and make rude comments sometimes... it really hurts... especially when they don't even know me! I want to be able to work and have a normal life like everyone else, but right now it's really hard for me to do. It's easy for people to say "you should love yourself the way you are" but if you have people always reminding you how ugly you are, it's not that easy to be confident and ignore what people say. I know if I have this surgery done it will really help my confidence in a big way! I know my life will never be perfect but I know that it will be a lot better than what I'm going through right now. I'm a good person and I'm honest! I figured by coming on here and just posting what I really need it just couldn't hurt. I hate to beg or ask for help for anything because I am a very independent person. But with everything I'm going through, I just can't do this on my own! I'm even willing to do a loan. The full amount I need is now $19,000. So far someone was nice enough to help me out with $1000 towards the surgery. If anyone else out there is willing to even help me out with a loan so I can get this surgery done I would really be grateful for that as well! If someone out there can please help me I would really appreciate it! Every little bit helps! Thank you

I'm a young female and I'm desperate in getting plastic surgery! I'm not looking to get anything like breast implants... I'm looking to get reconstructive surgery for my face. For a long time I've always wanted to get this done but never could afford it! It's not like I'm trying to look perfect or anything... this is something that I truly need! With this problem that I have I have extremely low self-esteem and still suffer from depression because of my looks.... even contemplated suicide! There are times I feel like I can't even leave the house because of how I look. Even strangers look at me and stare and make rude comments sometimes... it really hurts... especially when they don't even know me! I want to be able to work and have a normal life like everyone else, but right now it's really hard for me to do. It's easy for people to say "you should love yourself the way you are" but if you have people always reminding you how ugly you are, it's not that easy to be confident and ignore what people say. I know if I have this surgery done it will really help my confidence in a big way! I know my life will never be perfect but I know that it will be a lot better than what I'm going through right now. I'm a good person and I'm honest! I figured by coming on here and just posting what I really need it just couldn't hurt. I hate to beg or ask for help for anything because I am a very independent person. But with everything I'm going through, I just can't do this on my own! I'm even willing to do a loan. The full amount I need is now $19,000. So far someone was nice enough to help me out with $1000 towards the surgery. If anyone else out there is willing to even help me out with a loan so I can get this surgery done I would really be grateful for that as well! If someone out there can please help me I would really appreciate it! Every little bit helps! Thank you

I'm a young female and I'm desperate in getting plastic surgery! I'm not looking to get anything like breast implants... I'm looking to get reconstructive surgery for my face. For a long time I've always wanted to get this done but never could afford it! It's not like I'm trying to look perfect or anything... this is something that I truly need! With this problem that I have I have extremely low self-esteem and still suffer from depression because of my looks.... even contemplated suicide! There are times I feel like I can't even leave the house because of how I look. Even strangers look at me and stare and make rude comments sometimes... it really hurts... especially when they don't even know me! I want to be able to work and have a normal life like everyone else, but right now it's really hard for me to do. It's easy for people to say "you should love yourself the way you are" but if you have people always reminding you how ugly you are, it's not that easy to be confident and ignore what people say. I know if I have this surgery done it will really help my confidence in a big way! I know my life will never be perfect but I know that it will be a lot better than what I'm going through right now. I'm a good person and I'm honest! I figured by coming on here and just posting what I really need it just couldn't hurt. I hate to beg or ask for help for anything because I am a very independent person. But with everything I'm going through, I just can't do this on my own! I'm even willing to do a loan. The full amount I need is now $19,000. So far someone was nice enough to help me out with $1000 towards the surgery. If anyone else out there is willing to even help me out with a loan so I can get this surgery done I would really be grateful for that as well! If someone out there can please help me I would really appreciate it! Every little bit helps! Thank you

The recent suicide of my father in January has left my mom and I with over $11,000 worth of debt and we NEED HELP! I don't know how else I can put it, we need help, we're both working but it's not cutting the costs. Anything will be a huge help! thank you!!!

I'm in need of a few hundred dollars to help put some food on the table. After my fathers suicide in January of this year, my mom has been struggling to put food on the table. I work to pay for a few bills, but I know my mom would appreciate it if I came home with a few groceries for her, my sister, brother and I. Anything will help!

My mom and I live in the house my grandfather built and if we don't come up with $11,000 by July 1st, the house will be taken away from us! My father took a mortgage out on the house to start his business over 10 years ago. After his suicide in January, my mom was left with all the bills, we just can't do it alone. Please help, we don't expect $11,000, but anything would help!!!

My mom and I live in the house my grandfather built and if we don't come up with $11,000 by July 1st, the house will be taken away from us! My father took a mortgage out on the house to start his business over 10 years ago. After his suicide in January, my mom was left with all the bills, we just can't do it alone. Please help, we don't expect $11,000, but anything would help!!!

I'm in need of a few hundred dollars to help put some food on the table. After my fathers suicide in January of this year, my mom has been struggling to put food on the table. I work to pay for a few bills, but I know my mom would appreciate it if I came home with a few groceries for her, my sister, brother and I. Anything will help!

My situation is more complicated than I can explain, however I ended up as a single parent despite having been married and never expecting this circumstance. In brief, my husband experienced the onset of severe, debilitating mental illness and made several suicide attempts before we split up and my daughter and I have been alone since the last twenty years. I worked hard and partially succeeded in raising my daughter alone but during the last twenty years I became ill. My husband's family want little to do with us and do not provide us with any support. My daughter is trying to get through post secondary education and I am hoping that the economy will be improving but meanwhile I cannot pay the bills because my hours were cut. My own father is in a nursing home, he has no money to speak of, my mother died last year, and my husband's family will not help us despite their own wealth. We want desperately to become more independent but do not want to rip anyone off. If you are interested in my cause let me know. If everyone who read my message gave only a single dollar, imagine how much good it might do? We want to be able to buy a home so that we can put a stop to these high rent payments we make. A mortgage, based on my work history, would be less expensive. It sounds unreal but we live in Vancouver and want to stay here if possible for work and school. We have been here for a long time. Please let me know if you want to help us make some dreams come true. If you do, then I can provide you with more information to make donations and more details on our lives and how your donations are helping us. I know that we do not live a third world lifestyle but many people are unaware of how quickly homelessness can happen in North America due to lack of family support, which is our problem. Please find it in your heart to help us.

My problems started when I was hurt at work. I did not get paid for the time I was out until 3 years later. By that time, creditors had started levying my account and then I got behind in my mortgage. I have worked since I was 13 and never imagined I would ever been in this situation. I then got laid off from the same job in October, I have applied to the government programs for help but so far no answers. I am desperate, I sit everyday and fear I will be thrown out, and I fight off suicide everyday. Please if any one has a heart, please help me. I am an honest, hard working person that has fallen on incredibly hard times.

After my mum and step dad both passed of suicide when i was 17 I was left alone in my mums house, all the bills got transfered to my name,as it was a 3 bedroom house I had bills coming from every direction, I was then moved to a 2 bedroom house in hope that when my brother came out of prison he would have a place to live, the bills still piled up and he didnt come out to help as i had hoped for.
I started studying a course im in love with and passionate about spending every penny to travel 60 miles a day i barely even have bread in the house at times.
Im coming to the end of my course which is photography and special effects media makeup and unlike all the other girls on my course, i dont have a kit i have been trying to save but when you live on nothing its hard and its upsetting they all have parents to pay for any equiptment they want.
I have a brilliant business idea which relates to my course and i really need a kit, every penny counts and id be deeply greatful for any help to fulfil my dream. Thank you all God bless your souls xxx

I'm a young female and I'm desperate in getting plastic surgery! I'm not looking to get anything like breast implants... I'm looking to get reconstructive surgery for my face. For a long time I've always wanted to get this done but never could afford it! It's not like I'm trying to look perfect or anything... this is something that I truly need! With this problem that I have I have extremely low self-esteem and still suffer from depression because of my looks.... even contemplated suicide! There are times I feel like I can't even leave the house because of how I look. Even strangers look at me and stare and make rude comments sometimes... it really hurts... especially when they don't even know me! I want to be able to work and have a normal life like everyone else, but right now it's really hard for me to do. It's easy for people to say "you should love yourself the way you are" but if you have people always reminding you how ugly you are, it's not that easy to be confident and ignore what people say. I know if I have this surgery done it will really help my confidence in a big way! I know my life will never be perfect but I know that it will be a lot better than what I'm going through right now. I'm a good person and I'm honest! I figured by coming on here and just posting what I really need it just couldn't hurt. I hate to beg or ask for help for anything because I am a very independent person. But with everything I'm going through, I just can't do this on my own! I'm even willing to do a loan. The full amount I need is now $19,000. So far someone was nice enough to help me out with $1000 towards the surgery. If anyone else out there is willing to even help me out with a loan so I can get this surgery done I would really be grateful for that as well! If someone out there can please help me I would really appreciate it! Every little bit helps! Thank you

I'm a young female and I'm desperate in getting plastic surgery! I'm not looking to get anything like breast implants... I'm looking to get reconstructive surgery for my face. For a long time I've always wanted to get this done but never could afford it! It's not like I'm trying to look perfect or anything... this is something that I truly need! With this problem that I have I have extremely low self-esteem and still suffer from depression because of my looks.... even contemplated suicide! There are times I feel like I can't even leave the house because of how I look. Even strangers look at me and stare and make rude comments sometimes... it really hurts... especially when they don't even know me! I want to be able to work and have a normal life like everyone else, but right now it's really hard for me to do. It's easy for people to say "you should love yourself the way you are" but if you have people always reminding you how ugly you are, it's not that easy to be confident and ignore what people say. I know if I have this surgery done it will really help my confidence in a big way! I know my life will never be perfect but I know that it will be a lot better than what I'm going through right now. I'm a good person and I'm honest! I figured by coming on here and just posting what I really need it just couldn't hurt. I hate to beg or ask for help for anything because I am a very independent person. But with everything I'm going through, I just can't do this on my own! I'm even willing to do a loan. The full amount I need is now $19,000. So far someone was nice enough to help me out with $1000 towards the surgery. If anyone else out there is willing to even help me out with a loan so I can get this surgery done I would really be grateful for that as well! If someone out there can please help me I would really appreciate it! Every little bit helps! Thank you

I'm a young female and I'm desperate in getting plastic surgery! I'm not looking to get anything like breast implants... I'm looking to get reconstructive surgery for my face. For a long time I've always wanted to get this done but never could afford it! It's not like I'm trying to look perfect or anything... this is something that I truly need! With this problem that I have I have extremely low self-esteem and still suffer from depression because of my looks.... even contemplated suicide! There are times I feel like I can't even leave the house because of how I look. Even strangers look at me and stare and make rude comments sometimes... it really hurts... especially when they don't even know me! I want to be able to work and have a normal life like everyone else, but right now it's really hard for me to do. It's easy for people to say "you should love yourself the way you are" but if you have people always reminding you how ugly you are, it's not that easy to be confident and ignore what people say. I know if I have this surgery done it will really help my confidence in a big way! I know my life will never be perfect but I know that it will be a lot better than what I'm going through right now. I'm a good person and I'm honest! I figured by coming on here and just posting what I really need it just couldn't hurt. I hate to beg or ask for help for anything because I am a very independent person. But with everything I'm going through, I just can't do this on my own! I'm even willing to do a loan. The full amount I need is now $19,000. So far someone was nice enough to help me out with $1000 towards the surgery. If anyone else out there is willing to even help me out with a loan so I can get this surgery done I would really be grateful for that as well! If someone out there can please help me I would really appreciate it! Every little bit helps! Thank you