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My family is on our way out of our apartment. My boyfriend has been unemployed for 2 years, depleted his unemployment account, and I now work 7 days a week and still only get 30 hours in. We are making no money, have 3 kids, one of which has a 9th birthday this month with no chance of getting a present. My bills are going unpaid which means eventually the electricity will be shut off as well as internet and then of course the rent. If someone out there in my area would just hire my boyfriend real soon we might stand a chance. I don't want to be on the streets with my kids and pets. I am just asking for temporary help or a job for my boyfriend. No one in my family has drug or alcohol issues. We are good people experiencing a streak of bad luck. I am exhausted from trying everything only to be rejected every time. But I will NOT give up. I do not have a PayPal account and do not know how this works but would love the help. Thank you.

My best friend was recently diagnosed with cancer. She's too proud to ask for help herself, and I'm one of the few people in her life that even knows she's sick. Her own family (who recently disowned her after she broke up with a fiance they liked) doesn't even know what's going on.

My friend started having a panic attack after doing some calculations and realizing that she can't afford her final semester of college this August after paying for Chemotherapy and some unexpected car repairs. Her family refuses to give her the information she needs to fill out her FAFSA, so she can't even get student loans.

I couldn't stand seeing her like that -- She's been struggling with issues for years due to a traumatic childhood, and to see her dreams of graduating fall apart due to money issues was too much to bear.

So I told her I'd pay for her last semester, in full. And looking at my finances, I will be able to pay for most of it if I penny-pinch, don't eat out, avoid driving anywhere I don't need to, and donate some blood to the local blood bank. But it looks like even with doing that, I'll come up about $500 or $600 short.

If you can donate and help out, I'd be forever grateful for you helping her dreams come true. If you can't donate, have any ideas on how someone living in the Clark County, Nevada area could make some money over the weekends, let me know in the comments.

To my babies,

1) You will always be safe.
2 There is no such thing as a Boogie Man.
3) You can always come home.
4) I will always be here for you.
5) There will always be laughter and singing and dancing.
6) The sun always comes up,even on cloudy days.
7) You will never have to worry, I can fix it.
8) Study hard and you will go somewhere in life.
9) Be good to yourself and others.
10) When you're wrong, say your sorry.

16 years that flew by...

To my teenagers,

1) Danger may find you, be stronger, faster, and smarter.
2) You will sometimes be afraid, but I will comfort you.
3) Home is where your heart is, no matter where, no matter the circumstances that seperate you.
4) I will always be where you are when you need me.
5) There may be days of quiet and the dancing subdued, but sometimes you see a rainbow on the rainiest days.
6) Sometimes the sun stays hidden behind the clouds, but its warmth is still felt down here on the ground.
7) Sometimes you have to fix it yourself, but I will stand beside your while you try.
8) Study hard anyway, even if your dreams are not what you wished for, the journey there is the just a small twist in the road.
9) Love with integrity and honor, even when it's difficult, even when it's not returned. Believe in love.
10) Forgive yourself when you ask others to forgive you. You are worth it.

I hope you will not see the struggles we face, the house we are in danger of losing, or the tears on my pillow late at night. I hope you never see my quiet desperation and uncertainty. I hope you never know that I’ve lost my job to budget cuts 5 times, just like I have now. I hope you cannot see the moments of hopelessness in my heart and how much I have aged in such a short time. I hope you remember how strong your Mama is and how I would do anything for you both. There is no SuperMom, just an ordinary Mom in extraordinary circumstances. And one last thing…..when you are given to, it is always with a promise that you will in some way give back.

Love, Love, Love,

The Third Musketeer

Please help us. Thank you

To my babies,

1) You will always be safe.
2 There is no such thing as a Boogie Man.
3) You can always come home.
4) I will always be here for you.
5) There will always be laughter and singing and dancing.
6) The sun always comes up,even on cloudy days.
7) You will never have to worry, I can fix it.
8) Study hard and you will go somewhere in life.
9) Be good to yourself and others.
10) When you're wrong, say your sorry.

16 years that flew by...

To my teenagers,

1) Danger may find you, be stronger, faster, and smarter.
2) You will sometimes be afraid, but I will comfort you.
3) Home is where your heart is, no matter where, no matter the circumstances that seperate you.
4) I will always be where you are when you need me.
5) There may be days of quiet and the dancing subdued, but sometimes you see a rainbow on the rainiest days.
6) Sometimes the sun stays hidden behind the clouds, but its warmth is still felt down here on the ground.
7) Sometimes you have to fix it yourself, but I will stand beside your while you try.
8) Study hard anyway, even if your dreams are not what you wished for, the journey there is the just a small twist in the road.
9) Love with integrity and honor, even when it's difficult, even when it's not returned. Believe in love.
10) Forgive yourself when you ask others to forgive you. You are worth it.

I hope you will not see the struggles we face, the house we are in danger of losing, or the tears on my pillow late at night. I hope you never see my quiet desperation and uncertainty. I hope you never know that I’ve lost my job to budget cuts 5 times, just like I have now. I hope you cannot see the moments of hopelessness in my heart and how much I have aged in such a short time. I hope you remember how strong your Mama is and how I would do anything for you both. There is no SuperMom, just an ordinary Mom in extraordinary circumstances. And one last thing…..when you are given to, it is always with a promise that you will in some way give back.

Love, Love, Love,

The Third Musketeer

Please help us. Thank you

To my babies,

1) You will always be safe.
2 There is no such thing as a Boogie Man.
3) You can always come home.
4) I will always be here for you.
5) There will always be laughter and singing and dancing.
6) The sun always comes up,even on cloudy days.
7) You will never have to worry, I can fix it.
8) Study hard and you will go somewhere in life.
9) Be good to yourself and others.
10) When you're wrong, say your sorry.

16 years that flew by...

To my teenagers,

1) Danger may find you, be stronger, faster, and smarter.
2) You will sometimes be afraid, but I will comfort you.
3) Home is where your heart is, no matter where, no matter the circumstances that seperate you.
4) I will always be where you are when you need me.
5) There may be days of quiet and the dancing subdued, but sometimes you see a rainbow on the rainiest days.
6) Sometimes the sun stays hidden behind the clouds, but its warmth is still felt down here on the ground.
7) Sometimes you have to fix it yourself, but I will stand beside your while you try.
8) Study hard anyway, even if your dreams are not what you wished for, the journey there is the just a small twist in the road.
9) Love with integrity and honor, even when it's difficult, even when it's not returned. Believe in love.
10) Forgive yourself when you ask others to forgive you. You are worth it.

I hope you will not see the struggles we face, the house we are in danger of losing, or the tears on my pillow late at night. I hope you never see my quiet desperation and uncertainty. I hope you never know that I’ve lost my job to budget cuts 5 times, just like I have now. I hope you cannot see the moments of hopelessness in my heart and how much I have aged in such a short time. I hope you remember how strong your Mama is and how I would do anything for you both. There is no SuperMom, just an ordinary Mom in extraordinary circumstances. And one last thing…..when you are given to, it is always with a promise that you will in some way give back.

Love, Love, Love,

The Third Musketeer

Please help us. Thank you

I know that I should always have faith but it's really hard to believe in miracles when I wake up everyday feeling I'm trapped inside of a nightmare. I have 2 sons and I take care of my babies but I need some help right now and i don't have any help. I'm in trouble with the bank because I took money I didn't have in order to make it this far.I found a way to make some money online but I have to get others to sign up and complete offers using my referral link and it really hasn't been easy. I've even offered to give people part of the money to help us both out but I'm not having any luck.

I'm not able to work right now but I plan on starting school may 21st at Colorado tech online but I can't even afford the $50 application fee and they won't take it out of my financial aid. My mind never rests and rent is due in a few days but I'm already behind 2 months. The man I'm renting from has been trying to give me a chance because he knows I usually stand by my word but I'm out of resources and I have no family or friends that can help me. The only thing that makes me keep getting up out of bed are my boys. They Smile so bright and have no idea what's going on cause i just smile back at them. I just need a little help right now and a chance to get on my feet. My landlord will accept me paying him in installments until i am caught up and if you can help me by donating anything or even signing up as my referral and completing offers for me so you won't have to spend any money, anything to help me get close to keeping my place and paying off the bank because i owe them over a thousand dollars and even though my main concern is a place to live i do wanna be able to not be afraid of answering my phone when I get it turned back on.

hi, i am ghizal, an indian muslim. i have been following christianity from past 4 years secretly hiding it from my parents but they found out and disowned me and askedme to move out of the house. i am in the process of completing my graduation this year but the utter shortage of money has left me hopeless. i lost my job as the company shut down due to a loss. i am 23 and need some help for my food expenses and basic academic expenses to keep afloat and stand up on my own. any help is appreciated. please!! i can return your moneyonce i get a good job at hand. i am trying to get a job in the cruise liners.

Been out of work for 4 yrs... 24 yrs at Wachovia
Came down with Plantar fasciitis 1 yr and half ago could barely walk... Doing better now, still can't stand up for a long period of time. Started doing flea markets to help pay my bills but never seem to be able to get enough items to pay all my monthly bills.. Just need a few hundred more dollars to put into products, to get the wheels turning better. Hope your help a small business minded person who still believe's in the american dream.

Thanks
Jeff

I posted a beg online because I need help and so far all i have gotten is two guys offering help(Scams). One wanted my name, address, phone number and wanted to send me checks so i could take out some money for myself and and send the rest to orphanage in Canada. The other took me through a long process of how he could know for sure I needed help. He made me believe he was sincere and genuinely willing to help. at the end of the day all he wanted was my bank account info. He said the only way he helps people is thru chase bank wire transfers and credit cards. When I told him I couldn't get a chase bank account he never contacted me again. If somebody is willing to help you they will donate via PayPal. I have not received any help yet but I hate scammers. I may have just gotten on begslist but to attempt to exploit already down on their luck individuals disgust me and If I am ever contacted by another person attempting to scam me I will make it my personal mission in life to demolish their sorry asses. I sometimes comment on peoples post asking if they want to be a referral for me and make some extra money that way. It is legit and I stand y my word. I do that because I need help too and although I am supposed to keep the money I make I pay some of it out to the person because they need the money and I feel something is better than nothing but there is no tricks or games. I'm starting to believe that nobody helps anybody on here but I have to hope I am wrong. I am trying to pay my past due and current rent before I am evicted as well as take care of my 2 son's. I have a 2yr old and a 4 month old and they keep me busy. my email is ycurry@yahoo.com if you are seriously interested in being a referral for me and completing some free offers(and I will help you understand how to do everything so you get credit) then hit me up. If you are interested in donating to me to help my family that is also my PayPal email address or you can hit the donate button below. If You want to scam me, try your luck and I guarantee it will be the biggest mistake of you've ever made! This is supposed to be about people helping people right?

hi, i am ghizal, an indian muslim. i have been following christianity from past 4 years secretly hiding it from my parents but they found out and disowned me and askedme to move out of the house. i am in the process of completing my graduation this year but the utter shortage of money has left me hopeless. i lost my job as the company shut down due to a loss. i am 23 and need some help for my food expenses and basic academic expenses to keep afloat and stand up on my own. any help is appreciated. please!! i can return your moneyonce i get a good job at hand. i am trying to get a job in the cruise liners.

im just a 20 year old girl needing a little extra help with this months rent. i dunno how to make this post stand out cause im just an average girl thats a little behind and could really use some help this month!

I know that I should always have faith but it's really hard to believe in miracles when I wake up everyday feeling I'm trapped inside of a nightmare. I have 2 sons and I take care of my babies but I need some help right now and i don't have any help. I'm in trouble with the bank because I took money I didn't have in order to make it this far.I found a way to make some money online but I have to get others to sign up and complete offers using my referral link and it really hasn't been easy. I've even offered to give people part of the money to help us both out but I'm not having any luck.

I'm not able to work right now but I plan on starting school may 21st at Colorado tech online but I can't even afford the $50 application fee and they won't take it out of my financial aid. My mind never rests and rent is due in a few days but I'm already behind 2 months. The man I'm renting from has been trying to give me a chance because he knows I usually stand by my word but I'm out of resources and I have no family or friends that can help me. The only thing that makes me keep getting up out of bed are my boys. They Smile so bright and have no idea what's going on cause i just smile back at them. I just need a little help right now and a chance to get on my feet. My landlord will accept me paying him in installments until i am caught up and if you can help me by donating anything or even signing up as my referral and completing offers for me so you won't have to spend any money, anything to help me get close to keeping my place and paying off the bank because i owe them over a thousand dollars and even though my main concern is a place to live i do wanna be able to not be afraid of answering my phone when I get it turned back on.

I am a 26 year old female trying to make my way in the world. I am currently working as hard as I can to fund my starting my own small business. I have sold lots of my belongings but I am still quite a way from my target.

Things are really dire lately and I would love to be able to support myself where my own hard work = the business hopefully does well. My short term goal is to open a small jewellery stand. I have researched suppliers and am close to choosing a suitable one or two. My total start up costs are around the figure of £3200 and I currently have £900. I would be amazed if anyone kindly donated any some of money to me it would show there are some amazing people left in the world. I would be genuinely grateful for any amount from 1p its your hard earned money so thank you! I am absolutely not trying to fund the whole project from this and will continue to work as hard as I can to save however at the rate I'm going with all my rent and bills its going to take a looooong time.

My future goals are to work very hard to build the business so hopefully one day it will not only be able to support me fully but I would love to become a small employer. With so few jobs around, I realise its a drop in the ocean but every little helps as they say. I can truly promise that if I am lucky enough to do well in my new business and have more money than bills I will absolutely help others, both in time and money.

To anyone who has or will contribute to anyone at all on this site or other charity sites you are truly an amazing person and you give me faith in the good people left in the world.

I want to make a NGO for needy people like student or poor children, because I am a poor student and I know that how tough to be a graduate person.From my boyhood I took help from Club,Library,school's teacher's, neighbours and Class frieds also,

so, I know how tough to be a educated person, I want to help them those who are really needy for education and want to stand on his or her own feet.

I need around $5000,for making a cyber cafe at first as well as foundation a NGO.

So I need help for you.Plz help me for starting my own business and NGO. I want to stand on my foot.Plz help me.

My husband and i have been married 7 years, both work full time but bought a house (when i say bought, i mean got an interest only mortgage on a rubbish deal tied in for 5 year)that was 3 years ago and we pay our way but thats all we can afford to do, we try to save but what pity little we manage to put back is always needed for something, most recently the dentist, needed antibiotics 3 times, £7.50 each time because we work,£17.50 just for the dentist to see me and thats the NHS dentist. Sorry for going on, our problem is that we desperatly want a baby together, we have been through every test the docs wanted and the end result was unexplained infertility and as weve been trying for 7 years he gave us a 1% chance of conceiving naturally , usually the NHS would offer 3 attempts at IVF but because my husband has a son (hes 16 now) who i love and have been lucky enough to have in my life, we are not eligible and will have to pay approx £5000 for 1 attempt at IVF.Obviously if anyone by some mirracle was able to help i would get and provide with receipts or a statement of how much it costs. i havent got a bit of paper with the price on but ill sharp get one and show you. I hate doing this,begging, it's against everything i stand for bar one thing and i would give my life just for the oppportunity. My husband is 43 which to the docs is no issue but im 28, 29 this year so the clock is ticking. ivf is only offered under 36 years for woman.Any help even just advice, we'd be most grateful,please and thank you. Sarah x

Thank You so very much for your help. Heres my story. I am in my early 30s. I am a mother of two loving kids ages 4 and 9. My husband moved out a year ago after a bout of depression, stating "I love you thats why I cant stand to stay here n watch you die like this!" And it is true anyone who has watched a loved one waste away before thier eyes can tell you it eats your soul. In a way I cant blame him. I have hopes we will someday get our family back together. Untill then I am in this alone, and now find my self here asking you for help.
I have several cronic illnesses. Including scoliosis:Scoliosis is a sideways curvature of the spine that occurs most often during the growth spurt just before puberty. While scoliosis can be caused by conditions such as cerebral palsy and muscular dystrophy, the cause of most scoliosis is unknown. My scoliosis curve got worse, the spine rotated and twisted, in addition to curving side to side. This caused the ribs on one side of the body to stick out farther than on the other side. Severe scoliosis can caused back pain and difficulty breathing. In my case In severe scoliosis, the rib cage may press against the lungs and heart, making it more difficult to breathe and harder for the heart to pump.I also experience harsh neurological affects of Muscle weakness, Numbness and Abnormal reflexes. To save my life I had to have surgery.
Surgery involves correcting the curve (although not all the way) and fusing the bones in the curve together. The surgeon lays bone grafts across the exposed surface of each vertebra. These grafts will regenerate, grow into the bone, and fuse the vertebrae together. The bones are held in place with one or two metal rods held down with hooks and screws, helping to support the fusion of the vertebrae.I went through all this at age 13. But now with the onset of sevral more cronic illness complication from the surgery that once saved my life now slowly kill me.
Years later I began getting sicker and sicker by the time I was 20 my spine was degenerating causing horrible pain, I had to have my appendix removed, then gallblader went bad. We never dreamed these all had a common factor. Doctors just shook their head proclaiming :you are just so young for your body to be failing like this". Eventually it was discovered I have Lupus and severe arthritus. Lupus is an autoimmune disease, meaning that the body' s immune system mistakenly attacks healthy organs and tissue. Lupus can affect any part of the body, causing inflammation and damage in joints, skin, kidneys, heart, lungs, blood vessels, or the brain. More than 90% of people with lupus have skin rashes, often triggered by exposure to the sun, and about half have kidney and lung problems. Because lupus affects the joints, it is considered a rheumatic (arthritis) disease.
Upon this discovery things began to make sense. So doctors now knowing why began a body wide check up to see what all has been affected. One test was A bone mineral density (BMD) test measures how much calcium and other types of minerals are present in a section of your bone. Your health care provider uses this test, along with other risk factors, to predict your risk of bone fractures in the future and detect osteoporosis. Bone fracture risk is highest in people with osteoporosis. They found I indeed had osteoporosis at the age of 22. SO now My bones are weaking causing damage areas all over my body, but the most serious being in my spine. Now comes the arthritis/lupus, they see these damaged areas and my own imune system attacks. Eating at the damaged areas creating even more damage, which increases the area the lupus attacks. It is a vicious circle. I have now been treated with medication over 10 yrs. But they can only slow the illness there is no cure, and dure to my scoliosis and the metal rods in my back surgical treatment options are very limited.
The damage is so severe I was decared legally disabled by the age of 23. My only income is SSI. I have to support my children and I on 658.00 a month. Thank God the court issued my ex to pay my rent in lue of child support. I am asking for help to cover upcoming medical bills. In the last 14 months I have had 5 seperate kidney surgery. My right kidney is damaged and I will soon be having a 6th surgery. This one to remove damaged section of the tube that leads from the kidney to bladder. then they will reattach at a higher section of bladder. I will aslo be having several Jaw surgeries. Due to exposure to radiation, osteoperosis a excessive vomiting of stomache acid my teeth are breaking and falling out. The doctor needs to repair what they can and put in inplants for what they cant. This will slow the degineration of my jaw. Without this treatment my jaw is going to cave in. Currently I am only able to eat mushy foods. I have drastically lost weight and my body is stuggling to heal due to the stress, pain and infection. So I hunbly beg of you to help me 1.00 or 50.00 anything would help. These procedures will not only improve my quality of life but aslo help extend my time here on earth just a little ehile longer. I just want to be with my kids as long as I can.Whith each dollar you donate its like adding an hour to my life.....What would you give for a few more hours with the ones you love?

Thank You so very much for your help. Heres my story. I am in my early 30s. I am a mother of two loving kids ages 4 and 9. My husband moved out a year ago after a bout of depression, stating "I love you thats why I cant stand to stay here n watch you die like this!" And it is true anyone who has watched a loved one waste away before thier eyes can tell you it eats your soul. In a way I cant blame him. I have hopes we will someday get our family back together. Untill then I am in this alone, and now find my self here asking you for help.
I have several cronic illnesses. Including scoliosis:Scoliosis is a sideways curvature of the spine that occurs most often during the growth spurt just before puberty. While scoliosis can be caused by conditions such as cerebral palsy and muscular dystrophy, the cause of most scoliosis is unknown. My scoliosis curve got worse, the spine rotated and twisted, in addition to curving side to side. This caused the ribs on one side of the body to stick out farther than on the other side. Severe scoliosis can caused back pain and difficulty breathing. In my case In severe scoliosis, the rib cage may press against the lungs and heart, making it more difficult to breathe and harder for the heart to pump.I also experience harsh neurological affects of Muscle weakness, Numbness and Abnormal reflexes. To save my life I had to have surgery.
Surgery involves correcting the curve (although not all the way) and fusing the bones in the curve together. The surgeon lays bone grafts across the exposed surface of each vertebra. These grafts will regenerate, grow into the bone, and fuse the vertebrae together. The bones are held in place with one or two metal rods held down with hooks and screws, helping to support the fusion of the vertebrae.I went through all this at age 13. But now with the onset of sevral more cronic illness complication from the surgery that once saved my life now slowly kill me.
Years later I began getting sicker and sicker by the time I was 20 my spine was degenerating causing horrible pain, I had to have my appendix removed, then gallblader went bad. We never dreamed these all had a common factor. Doctors just shook their head proclaiming :you are just so young for your body to be failing like this". Eventually it was discovered I have Lupus and severe arthritus. Lupus is an autoimmune disease, meaning that the body' s immune system mistakenly attacks healthy organs and tissue. Lupus can affect any part of the body, causing inflammation and damage in joints, skin, kidneys, heart, lungs, blood vessels, or the brain. More than 90% of people with lupus have skin rashes, often triggered by exposure to the sun, and about half have kidney and lung problems. Because lupus affects the joints, it is considered a rheumatic (arthritis) disease.
Upon this discovery things began to make sense. So doctors now knowing why began a body wide check up to see what all has been affected. One test was A bone mineral density (BMD) test measures how much calcium and other types of minerals are present in a section of your bone. Your health care provider uses this test, along with other risk factors, to predict your risk of bone fractures in the future and detect osteoporosis. Bone fracture risk is highest in people with osteoporosis. They found I indeed had osteoporosis at the age of 22. SO now My bones are weaking causing damage areas all over my body, but the most serious being in my spine. Now comes the arthritis/lupus, they see these damaged areas and my own imune system attacks. Eating at the damaged areas creating even more damage, which increases the area the lupus attacks. It is a vicious circle. I have now been treated with medication over 10 yrs. But they can only slow the illness there is no cure, and dure to my scoliosis and the metal rods in my back surgical treatment options are very limited.
The damage is so severe I was decared legally disabled by the age of 23. My only income is SSI. I have to support my children and I on 658.00 a month. Thank God the court issued my ex to pay my rent in lue of child support. I am asking for help to cover upcoming medical bills. In the last 14 months I have had 5 seperate kidney surgery. My right kidney is damaged and I will soon be having a 6th surgery. This one to remove damaged section of the tube that leads from the kidney to bladder. then they will reattach at a higher section of bladder. I will aslo be having several Jaw surgeries. Due to exposure to radiation, osteoperosis a excessive vomiting of stomache acid my teeth are breaking and falling out. The doctor needs to repair what they can and put in inplants for what they cant. This will slow the degineration of my jaw. Without this treatment my jaw is going to cave in. Currently I am only able to eat mushy foods. I have drastically lost weight and my body is stuggling to heal due to the stress, pain and infection. So I hunbly beg of you to help me 1.00 or 50.00 anything would help. These procedures will not only improve my quality of life but aslo help extend my time here on earth just a little ehile longer. I just want to be with my kids as long as I can.Whith each dollar you donate its like adding an hour to my life.....What would you give for a few more hours with the ones you love?

My daughter and I are in need of finding a place of our own. These past couple months have been extremely hard because of the death of my mother. We were all living together and my mom was splitting the rent with me and I was working to take care of her. She was sick with Cancer and she had the operation and we all thought she was going to be okay. She did not recover like we expected and she ended up going in a Rehabilitation Center and we visited her often until she came home. I am the youngest of her children. I have 3 brothers and 1 sister and we are called the Berry 5. We were allways known as the Berry Family from the time we were little. My mom started to do better and we were so happy to have her home. It came time for her to Start Chemotherapy and Radiation. She was scared but I and my sister talked her into it because we knew the doctors had told us that she needed it because the cancer had spread to her lymp nodes and when they did the surgery they were not able to get everything. My mom had done one week of Radiation and she went in for one session of Chemo. The same day she had Chemo she seemed fine and then 2 days later she was having fevers, throwing up and so extremely weak. I thought it was because of the Chemo because that is what was explained to us. My concern was she couldn't keep anything down. I needed to give her medication for her Diabetes and High Blood Pressure but everytime I gave her anything, it all came up and so I was so scared because her blood sugar was high and I didn't want it to get any higher. She began to complain of stomach pain and I thought it was another side effect of the Chemo. For a couple days of her vomiting and having diarrhea, I was able to get some fluids down her and it seemed to stay. Little by little we both thought she was doing better. Her strength was not there though, it was difficult for her to even get up to go to the bathroom. The following day she continued to vomit and I was scared so I told her she needed to go to the hospital, because I felt that they could help her more. They could give her medications through an IV and they could find out why she was so weak and everything. She was scared and did not want to go but I convinced her. The ambulance came and took her to the hospital. I tried to follow her but I had to pick up my 11 year old daughter from school. I did go and they would not let me go back right away. I told them my mom had been brought in and they told me she wasn't checked in yet. About 20 minutes passed and I went back up to the window and they told me they would see if the doctor would let me back there and they were saying my daughter couldn't come back there because she wasn't 14, I told them she is only 11 years old and I'm not leaving her in the waiting room with strangers and that she was coming back there with me. They finally let us in and we went back to see my mom. I couldn't believe they had her hooked up to so many machines and she was on morphine and so out of it. I walked up to her and I said Ma, I'm here and she turned and looked at me. She was happy to see me, but then she told me that they told her, they found blood in her stools. I told her it was probably just do to her Hemorrhoids. but she said they told her it was positive for something. I asked her for what and she didn't know. I began looking for the doctor so I could ask questions but he wasn't around and everyone I talked to told me the doctor would be in soon to go over my mom's condition. I stayed with my mom, just holding her hand, telling her I loved her and that she was going to be okay. They came in to take her to have an ultrasound and my daughter and I waited. The doctor finally came in and told me that my mom had an abcess in her stomach that had burst. I said what are you talking about? He said that she had a condition called peridonitis and that the abcess burst and was releasing all this poison inside her stomach and her blood pressure was dropping dramatically. He then told me it was too dangerous for them to operate at that time because her INR level to to high. My mom had been taking Cumadin for a blood clot that she previously had and the cumadin made her INR level extremely high and her blood was not clotting so they said if they did surgery, she would bleed out. They said they needed to correct it by giving her lots of blood products and they gave her all kinds of strong antibiotics and blood and plasma. They were pumping so much stuff into her, I didn't know what to do. Her blood pressure was like 85/60 and then like 76/40 and it was getting lower and lower. They had her hooked up to so many IVs and then they told me that she was the sickest person they had in the ER. So many doctors and interns and students and nurses overcrowded my mom's room. I called my sister and told her what was going on and she came down to be with me and my daughter. They told us they would do all they could for my mom but that it didn't look good. I began to pray, my mom had always taught me to pray and give things over to god. As the night went on, they decided to put an IV in my moms neck, they said it was more direct and if and when she went to surgery it would be better to have that in place. They made us leave the room and they had like 10 people in there with there machines and cameras and equipment to help guide them where to put the IV at. I had never gone through this before and I was so scared but I was keeping my faith. One doctor wanted to talk to me and my sister alone and I didn't want to hear him telling me anything negative. He asked us a lot of questions concerning my mom's health and history. He then told us that she was in acute renal failure and that her colon was damaged where the abcess bursts and fecal was being released into her abdomen. This is the last thing I wanted to hear. I asked him if they could fix it, he said they would do all they could but that their main focus was trying to bring her INR levels down because they were dangerously high. She was also anemic and that is why she was so weak, her blood level was extremely low. They were continuously giving her blood products, antibiotics and plasma. My sister decided to take my daughter home with her. I told her I would call her when I knew when they were going to do surgery. The surgeon had spoken to us and said that it was a good chance, and that operating was her only chance and once her blood level was corrected that they would go in and repair the damage. I felt some what relieved but as the night went on she was in a fight for her life. The main doctor working on my mom's case came and told me that her breathing was not getting any better and that he needed to put her to sleep so he could intubate her and put a breathing tube down her throat. He said it would be good to have anyways so that she would be ready when they went to surgery. There was nothing I could do except walk out of the room and wait. I continued to pray and wait and pray and wait. Hours went by and I would walk and peek inside the room and see my mom's blood pressure increasing some, this gave me hope but then the doctor would come and tell me it wasn't looking like she was improving and that we needed to prepare that she might not make it through the night. i couldn't believe what he was telling me. I called my sister and my brother and told them , they were praying as well. I didn't know who to listen to, one doctor is telling me it's hopeless and the surgeon is telling me it's a good chance she would be okay once taken to surgery. I sat in the hall because they wouldn't let me back in and they stayed with her at all times, monitoring her and giving her medicine and all the blood and stuff back to back. Then they came out in the hall and told me they were ready to take her to surgery. They said she might not hear you but you can still talk to her. I walked up to her lying there, so still and I told her how much I loved her and i told her to fight and that we would do it togther and that I would be here when she woke up and that I was not leaving her. The surgeon put me in the OR waiting room. I was all alone in there by myself. I waited and waited and only 20 mins went by and a security guard told me there was a cafe there and if I wanted to go grab a cup of coffee that I could. I went downstairs and got the coffee, as soon as I reached the OR floor I saw the surgeon standing there, he walked over to me and he said, I'm sorry but your mom's heart stopped during surgery and we revived her but then it stopped again and he said I don't we can get it back. My whole world just crumbled, I began screaming and crying and I fell to the floor. I was just askig God why. Why is this happening? This security lady came over to comfort me and began telling me how sorry she was and asked me if I had any family I could call. I called my sister and told her and she said she was on her way down. She lived in another city about 45 mins away. I was still on the ground just broken and this lady began to tell me that God would help me and give me the strength to go on. She asked me if I had any children, I told her I had a daughter, and she told me I needed to be strong for her. I wasn't trying to hear all that. My whole world was ripped right from under me. A couple of doctors and this lady helped me off the floor and the surgeon that came out , came out again and told me they would take me back to see her. They brought out a wheelchair and wheeled me back there and when they opened the door, my god I just saw them on top of her doing chest compressions and I was just screaming and then the surgeon is telling me I need to make a decision because everytime they do that, they are hurting her and he said, you don't want her to suffer anymore. I was just waiting on my sister4. I didn't want to make that call but I didn't want them pounding her chest in so I told them to stop. It killed in me inside. They wheeled me over to her and I just cried. My mom was only 60 years old and she had her whole life ahead of her and I don't understand why any of this happened. She was such a beautiful person and she had been a christian for 33 years. SHe loved the lord and she raised me and my siblings up in the church. I couldn't believe that she was gone because I had prayed and prayed and I just knew that God would spare her life. I lost my real father at the age of 16 and even then I didn't know him. I always had my mom and she remarried when I was 11 years old. She had been married for 19 years and my step father passed away in July of 2008. He was a sickly person and she took care of him and nursed him for all those years. He had diabetes, high blood pressure, prostate cancer, he was on dialysis for kidney failure, he had a four by pass surgery and he was in and out of the hospitals for years. She suffered so much seeing him suffer and taking care of him, he took what little strength she had. But because he was her husband she did all she could to help him and she loved him so much. So now all remains is just me and my siblings. It's hard because my mom was my best friend. I can't remember a time when she wasn't around. We did everything together and we lived together for years and I took care of her. I wanted so bad for her to be okay and to make it through surgery, I had been taught for years about the love of Jesus and I couldn't understand what he chose to take her away from her children and grandchildren. We had a two bedroom apartment and she had her room and my daughter and I shared a room. After she died, I went home that morning with my sister and I stayed over there for the remainder of the day. The whole day was just hurting, crying and calling the rest of the family. I felt so bad because my youngest brother, say youngest because he is the youngest of my 3 brothers, even though they are all older than me. He came to the hospital to see my mom but he thought she was still alive and the doctors didn't tell him, they let him in the room and she was already covered up and he walked in and was like, it's over ?? he couldn't believe it , he just broke down. One of the nurses that was in the OR called my sister and he was crying, apologizing to us because he thought my brother already knew. He told us how sorry he was. Now my family is broken, my mom was the rock that held us all together. We didn't have money growing up, we didn't have a lot of the finer things in life but we had love. She loved us like no one could. She did it all for her children and most importantly she taught us about God. She lived her life for Jesus, she would pray on a regular basis, read her bible daily, go to church often as she could and when things looked hopeless she took them to god in prayer. She prayed not only for her children, grandchildren and siblings but for people all over the world, she would pray for all the countries and for the sick and homeless and anyone she could pray for. She gave over the years endlessly to Trinity Broadcasting Network, Feed the children, CBN, David Terrell Ministries, Boys Town, Children International, Food For All and to so many others. Month after month, year after year she was giving. She taught us how to give and there were times when we would just make food and take it to the park to give to the homeless, bottled water, sandwiches, noodles, chicken or whatever we could. She would never turn down a person needing help or asking for spare change, she would give freely. She would tell me all the time, it's better to give than to receive and that god would bless me. So I began giving as well, I would call and donate and try to help whenever I could. My mom was also a big giver to the goodwill. Over the years we gave so much, and everytime they would ask if we wanted a donation paper for a tax write off she would say no. she didn't want that, she was giving freely and she didn't want anything in return. That's who she was, she was the person who would mentor you and talk to you about Jesus and how over the years he brought her and our family through so many trials and tribulations. SHe praised god for everything, for the good times and the bad. She used to always tell me to be thankful and to praise god. Now there were times when i was suffering so much and I didn't want to praise god, I wanted god to help me and at the time it seemed like he wasn't. My mom was always there to tell me baby, hold on.. give your burdens over to the lord and he will help you and supply all your needs. I realized that he did just that. I remember when she had surgery for the cancer and she was wondering why god allowed her to come down with that. It was hard for her because her faith was shaken then. She couldn't believe after she was faithful to him for so many years that he would allow her to suffer so horribly and there my sister and I were telling her that she would be okay, that God loved her still and he had not forsaken her and that he would bring her through this. She was so discouraged at the time but we would not let up. She couldn't believe this was her children mentoring and encouragiing her as she had done for us over the years. She told me, she was happy and she felt relieved that her living and everything she had taught us was not in vain. She was thankful to God that we were listening to her and by example we followed her footsteps. She began to get better and we thought she would be okay. My mom was a pure Christian, she didn't drink, didn't smoke, didn't do drugs, didn't curse. She would make you turn the tv channel if you were watching something that cursed. She loved her cowboys though. Her favorites were Bonanza, The rifle man, High Chapparal, Wagon Train, The Virginian and so many others. She also loved the old shows, the clean shows, the original dennis the menace, columbo, family affair, petticoat junction, I married joan, hawai five o, the streets of san francisco, i spy, murder she wrote, in the heat of the night, matlock, the big vally, dr quinn, little house on the prairie, family ties, good times, 227, what's happening, the jeffersons, the brady bunch and so many others. Her favorite game shows were The price is right, deal or no deal, let's make a deal, the newlywed game, match game and who wants to be a millionaire. I loved spending time with my mom, she was someone I could always talk to and she would never judge me, she would tell me how much she loved me and how proud she was of me. She taught me how to carry myself as a lady and she taught me how to stand up for myself and I owe her so much. I felt like I let her down that night she was in the hospital and I told her she would be okay and that I would be waiting for her when she woke up but she never woke up. I felt that made me a liar. I had been taking care of my mom for months and I was preparing her meals, giving her medications on schedule and was taking her to her appointments and running errands for her. My mom had been weak for so long because before she found out she had cancer she was bleeding perfusely having vaginal bleeding and they made her very anemic. Before surgery she had 4 transfusions and then after surgery she had 2 more. She never got all her strength back and after she had the first surgery, she was too weak that they sent her to Ballard Rehabilitation and they were working on getting her strength back and getting her up and walking. She did so much better when she was in there and when she came home, they sent out a home health nurse, a physcialy therapist and an occupational therapist. They began doing exercises with her and the physical therapist thought it would benefit my mom to have some help with getting around. So she ordered her an walker , the kind that had a seat on it, she ordered her a wheel chair, a raised toilet seat with the rails and a shower chair and shower bench. So when my mom started walking more better she was using her walker all the time, it was helping her because she had the support to keep her from falling and when she got tired , she could just sit down. I did all I could to take care of her, on a daily basis. She was not strong enough to shower herself, so I bought the shower hose and I began to shower her daily, dress her and do everything for her but I loved her so much and I didn't care what I had to do, she was my mom. There were days when she thought she was a burden to me and she would tell me, that I work to hard and that she was sorry she was not able to do things for herself and i would immediately tell her to stop talking like that. I would tell her, she was my mom, I loved her and wanted to look after her and that she wasn't a burden on me. That she took care of me when I was little and over the years and now it was my turn to take care of her. She told me a couple weeks before she passed away , you said, you really stood by your mom, when all the others went on their way. you stood by your mom. She said, I don't know what I would have done with out you. She said I don't know how I would have made it and she said god is really going to bless you and he will remember everything you did for your mother. She told me how special I was and now that she is gone , I remember everything she ever told me. It has been so hard, going through all her things and seeing all the cards and letters she gave me over the years. Everybody keeps telling me it will get better but I don't see that happening. I can't go one day without crying for missing her so much. I am grateful because she is not in any more pain but I am hurting so badly without her. I have a big sister but we have never been that close, she seems to want to spend more time with me now but nobody could ever feel that empty space inside my heart for my mother. I recently moved in with my brother and I want so desperately for me and my daughter to be able to get a place of our own. It costs so much to pay for first and last months rent and I have this old 1994 car that has been giving me so much trouble and I am barely scraping along , just trying to make it. I would appreciate any help I am given. If anyone can find it in their heart to help me and my daughter move out and get our own place or simply help us with the day to day necessities, it would be greatly appreciated.

My daughter and I are in need of finding a place of our own. These past couple months have been extremely hard because of the death of my mother. We were all living together and my mom was splitting the rent with me and I was working to take care of her. She was sick with Cancer and she had the operation and we all thought she was going to be okay. She did not recover like we expected and she ended up going in a Rehabilitation Center and we visited her often until she came home. I am the youngest of her children. I have 3 brothers and 1 sister and we are called the Berry 5. We were allways known as the Berry Family from the time we were little. My mom started to do better and we were so happy to have her home. It came time for her to Start Chemotherapy and Radiation. She was scared but I and my sister talked her into it because we knew the doctors had told us that she needed it because the cancer had spread to her lymp nodes and when they did the surgery they were not able to get everything. My mom had done one week of Radiation and she went in for one session of Chemo. The same day she had Chemo she seemed fine and then 2 days later she was having fevers, throwing up and so extremely weak. I thought it was because of the Chemo because that is what was explained to us. My concern was she couldn't keep anything down. I needed to give her medication for her Diabetes and High Blood Pressure but everytime I gave her anything, it all came up and so I was so scared because her blood sugar was high and I didn't want it to get any higher. She began to complain of stomach pain and I thought it was another side effect of the Chemo. For a couple days of her vomiting and having diarrhea, I was able to get some fluids down her and it seemed to stay. Little by little we both thought she was doing better. Her strength was not there though, it was difficult for her to even get up to go to the bathroom. The following day she continued to vomit and I was scared so I told her she needed to go to the hospital, because I felt that they could help her more. They could give her medications through an IV and they could find out why she was so weak and everything. She was scared and did not want to go but I convinced her. The ambulance came and took her to the hospital. I tried to follow her but I had to pick up my 11 year old daughter from school. I did go and they would not let me go back right away. I told them my mom had been brought in and they told me she wasn't checked in yet. About 20 minutes passed and I went back up to the window and they told me they would see if the doctor would let me back there and they were saying my daughter couldn't come back there because she wasn't 14, I told them she is only 11 years old and I'm not leaving her in the waiting room with strangers and that she was coming back there with me. They finally let us in and we went back to see my mom. I couldn't believe they had her hooked up to so many machines and she was on morphine and so out of it. I walked up to her and I said Ma, I'm here and she turned and looked at me. She was happy to see me, but then she told me that they told her, they found blood in her stools. I told her it was probably just do to her Hemorrhoids. but she said they told her it was positive for something. I asked her for what and she didn't know. I began looking for the doctor so I could ask questions but he wasn't around and everyone I talked to told me the doctor would be in soon to go over my mom's condition. I stayed with my mom, just holding her hand, telling her I loved her and that she was going to be okay. They came in to take her to have an ultrasound and my daughter and I waited. The doctor finally came in and told me that my mom had an abcess in her stomach that had burst. I said what are you talking about? He said that she had a condition called peridonitis and that the abcess burst and was releasing all this poison inside her stomach and her blood pressure was dropping dramatically. He then told me it was too dangerous for them to operate at that time because her INR level to to high. My mom had been taking Cumadin for a blood clot that she previously had and the cumadin made her INR level extremely high and her blood was not clotting so they said if they did surgery, she would bleed out. They said they needed to correct it by giving her lots of blood products and they gave her all kinds of strong antibiotics and blood and plasma. They were pumping so much stuff into her, I didn't know what to do. Her blood pressure was like 85/60 and then like 76/40 and it was getting lower and lower. They had her hooked up to so many IVs and then they told me that she was the sickest person they had in the ER. So many doctors and interns and students and nurses overcrowded my mom's room. I called my sister and told her what was going on and she came down to be with me and my daughter. They told us they would do all they could for my mom but that it didn't look good. I began to pray, my mom had always taught me to pray and give things over to god. As the night went on, they decided to put an IV in my moms neck, they said it was more direct and if and when she went to surgery it would be better to have that in place. They made us leave the room and they had like 10 people in there with there machines and cameras and equipment to help guide them where to put the IV at. I had never gone through this before and I was so scared but I was keeping my faith. One doctor wanted to talk to me and my sister alone and I didn't want to hear him telling me anything negative. He asked us a lot of questions concerning my mom's health and history. He then told us that she was in acute renal failure and that her colon was damaged where the abcess bursts and fecal was being released into her abdomen. This is the last thing I wanted to hear. I asked him if they could fix it, he said they would do all they could but that their main focus was trying to bring her INR levels down because they were dangerously high. She was also anemic and that is why she was so weak, her blood level was extremely low. They were continuously giving her blood products, antibiotics and plasma. My sister decided to take my daughter home with her. I told her I would call her when I knew when they were going to do surgery. The surgeon had spoken to us and said that it was a good chance, and that operating was her only chance and once her blood level was corrected that they would go in and repair the damage. I felt some what relieved but as the night went on she was in a fight for her life. The main doctor working on my mom's case came and told me that her breathing was not getting any better and that he needed to put her to sleep so he could intubate her and put a breathing tube down her throat. He said it would be good to have anyways so that she would be ready when they went to surgery. There was nothing I could do except walk out of the room and wait. I continued to pray and wait and pray and wait. Hours went by and I would walk and peek inside the room and see my mom's blood pressure increasing some, this gave me hope but then the doctor would come and tell me it wasn't looking like she was improving and that we needed to prepare that she might not make it through the night. i couldn't believe what he was telling me. I called my sister and my brother and told them , they were praying as well. I didn't know who to listen to, one doctor is telling me it's hopeless and the surgeon is telling me it's a good chance she would be okay once taken to surgery. I sat in the hall because they wouldn't let me back in and they stayed with her at all times, monitoring her and giving her medicine and all the blood and stuff back to back. Then they came out in the hall and told me they were ready to take her to surgery. They said she might not hear you but you can still talk to her. I walked up to her lying there, so still and I told her how much I loved her and i told her to fight and that we would do it togther and that I would be here when she woke up and that I was not leaving her. The surgeon put me in the OR waiting room. I was all alone in there by myself. I waited and waited and only 20 mins went by and a security guard told me there was a cafe there and if I wanted to go grab a cup of coffee that I could. I went downstairs and got the coffee, as soon as I reached the OR floor I saw the surgeon standing there, he walked over to me and he said, I'm sorry but your mom's heart stopped during surgery and we revived her but then it stopped again and he said I don't we can get it back. My whole world just crumbled, I began screaming and crying and I fell to the floor. I was just askig God why. Why is this happening? This security lady came over to comfort me and began telling me how sorry she was and asked me if I had any family I could call. I called my sister and told her and she said she was on her way down. She lived in another city about 45 mins away. I was still on the ground just broken and this lady began to tell me that God would help me and give me the strength to go on. She asked me if I had any children, I told her I had a daughter, and she told me I needed to be strong for her. I wasn't trying to hear all that. My whole world was ripped right from under me. A couple of doctors and this lady helped me off the floor and the surgeon that came out , came out again and told me they would take me back to see her. They brought out a wheelchair and wheeled me back there and when they opened the door, my god I just saw them on top of her doing chest compressions and I was just screaming and then the surgeon is telling me I need to make a decision because everytime they do that, they are hurting her and he said, you don't want her to suffer anymore. I was just waiting on my sister4. I didn't want to make that call but I didn't want them pounding her chest in so I told them to stop. It killed in me inside. They wheeled me over to her and I just cried. My mom was only 60 years old and she had her whole life ahead of her and I don't understand why any of this happened. She was such a beautiful person and she had been a christian for 33 years. SHe loved the lord and she raised me and my siblings up in the church. I couldn't believe that she was gone because I had prayed and prayed and I just knew that God would spare her life. I lost my real father at the age of 16 and even then I didn't know him. I always had my mom and she remarried when I was 11 years old. She had been married for 19 years and my step father passed away in July of 2008. He was a sickly person and she took care of him and nursed him for all those years. He had diabetes, high blood pressure, prostate cancer, he was on dialysis for kidney failure, he had a four by pass surgery and he was in and out of the hospitals for years. She suffered so much seeing him suffer and taking care of him, he took what little strength she had. But because he was her husband she did all she could to help him and she loved him so much. So now all remains is just me and my siblings. It's hard because my mom was my best friend. I can't remember a time when she wasn't around. We did everything together and we lived together for years and I took care of her. I wanted so bad for her to be okay and to make it through surgery, I had been taught for years about the love of Jesus and I couldn't understand what he chose to take her away from her children and grandchildren. We had a two bedroom apartment and she had her room and my daughter and I shared a room. After she died, I went home that morning with my sister and I stayed over there for the remainder of the day. The whole day was just hurting, crying and calling the rest of the family. I felt so bad because my youngest brother, say youngest because he is the youngest of my 3 brothers, even though they are all older than me. He came to the hospital to see my mom but he thought she was still alive and the doctors didn't tell him, they let him in the room and she was already covered up and he walked in and was like, it's over ?? he couldn't believe it , he just broke down. One of the nurses that was in the OR called my sister and he was crying, apologizing to us because he thought my brother already knew. He told us how sorry he was. Now my family is broken, my mom was the rock that held us all together. We didn't have money growing up, we didn't have a lot of the finer things in life but we had love. She loved us like no one could. She did it all for her children and most importantly she taught us about God. She lived her life for Jesus, she would pray on a regular basis, read her bible daily, go to church often as she could and when things looked hopeless she took them to god in prayer. She prayed not only for her children, grandchildren and siblings but for people all over the world, she would pray for all the countries and for the sick and homeless and anyone she could pray for. She gave over the years endlessly to Trinity Broadcasting Network, Feed the children, CBN, David Terrell Ministries, Boys Town, Children International, Food For All and to so many others. Month after month, year after year she was giving. She taught us how to give and there were times when we would just make food and take it to the park to give to the homeless, bottled water, sandwiches, noodles, chicken or whatever we could. She would never turn down a person needing help or asking for spare change, she would give freely. She would tell me all the time, it's better to give than to receive and that god would bless me. So I began giving as well, I would call and donate and try to help whenever I could. My mom was also a big giver to the goodwill. Over the years we gave so much, and everytime they would ask if we wanted a donation paper for a tax write off she would say no. she didn't want that, she was giving freely and she didn't want anything in return. That's who she was, she was the person who would mentor you and talk to you about Jesus and how over the years he brought her and our family through so many trials and tribulations. SHe praised god for everything, for the good times and the bad. She used to always tell me to be thankful and to praise god. Now there were times when i was suffering so much and I didn't want to praise god, I wanted god to help me and at the time it seemed like he wasn't. My mom was always there to tell me baby, hold on.. give your burdens over to the lord and he will help you and supply all your needs. I realized that he did just that. I remember when she had surgery for the cancer and she was wondering why god allowed her to come down with that. It was hard for her because her faith was shaken then. She couldn't believe after she was faithful to him for so many years that he would allow her to suffer so horribly and there my sister and I were telling her that she would be okay, that God loved her still and he had not forsaken her and that he would bring her through this. She was so discouraged at the time but we would not let up. She couldn't believe this was her children mentoring and encouragiing her as she had done for us over the years. She told me, she was happy and she felt relieved that her living and everything she had taught us was not in vain. She was thankful to God that we were listening to her and by example we followed her footsteps. She began to get better and we thought she would be okay. My mom was a pure Christian, she didn't drink, didn't smoke, didn't do drugs, didn't curse. She would make you turn the tv channel if you were watching something that cursed. She loved her cowboys though. Her favorites were Bonanza, The rifle man, High Chapparal, Wagon Train, The Virginian and so many others. She also loved the old shows, the clean shows, the original dennis the menace, columbo, family affair, petticoat junction, I married joan, hawai five o, the streets of san francisco, i spy, murder she wrote, in the heat of the night, matlock, the big vally, dr quinn, little house on the prairie, family ties, good times, 227, what's happening, the jeffersons, the brady bunch and so many others. Her favorite game shows were The price is right, deal or no deal, let's make a deal, the newlywed game, match game and who wants to be a millionaire. I loved spending time with my mom, she was someone I could always talk to and she would never judge me, she would tell me how much she loved me and how proud she was of me. She taught me how to carry myself as a lady and she taught me how to stand up for myself and I owe her so much. I felt like I let her down that night she was in the hospital and I told her she would be okay and that I would be waiting for her when she woke up but she never woke up. I felt that made me a liar. I had been taking care of my mom for months and I was preparing her meals, giving her medications on schedule and was taking her to her appointments and running errands for her. My mom had been weak for so long because before she found out she had cancer she was bleeding perfusely having vaginal bleeding and they made her very anemic. Before surgery she had 4 transfusions and then after surgery she had 2 more. She never got all her strength back and after she had the first surgery, she was too weak that they sent her to Ballard Rehabilitation and they were working on getting her strength back and getting her up and walking. She did so much better when she was in there and when she came home, they sent out a home health nurse, a physcialy therapist and an occupational therapist. They began doing exercises with her and the physical therapist thought it would benefit my mom to have some help with getting around. So she ordered her an walker , the kind that had a seat on it, she ordered her a wheel chair, a raised toilet seat with the rails and a shower chair and shower bench. So when my mom started walking more better she was using her walker all the time, it was helping her because she had the support to keep her from falling and when she got tired , she could just sit down. I did all I could to take care of her, on a daily basis. She was not strong enough to shower herself, so I bought the shower hose and I began to shower her daily, dress her and do everything for her but I loved her so much and I didn't care what I had to do, she was my mom. There were days when she thought she was a burden to me and she would tell me, that I work to hard and that she was sorry she was not able to do things for herself and i would immediately tell her to stop talking like that. I would tell her, she was my mom, I loved her and wanted to look after her and that she wasn't a burden on me. That she took care of me when I was little and over the years and now it was my turn to take care of her. She told me a couple weeks before she passed away , you said, you really stood by your mom, when all the others went on their way. you stood by your mom. She said, I don't know what I would have done with out you. She said I don't know how I would have made it and she said god is really going to bless you and he will remember everything you did for your mother. She told me how special I was and now that she is gone , I remember everything she ever told me. It has been so hard, going through all her things and seeing all the cards and letters she gave me over the years. Everybody keeps telling me it will get better but I don't see that happening. I can't go one day without crying for missing her so much. I am grateful because she is not in any more pain but I am hurting so badly without her. I have a big sister but we have never been that close, she seems to want to spend more time with me now but nobody could ever feel that empty space inside my heart for my mother. I recently moved in with my brother and I want so desperately for me and my daughter to be able to get a place of our own. It costs so much to pay for first and last months rent and I have this old 1994 car that has been giving me so much trouble and I am barely scraping along , just trying to make it. I would appreciate any help I am given. If anyone can find it in their heart to help me and my daughter move out and get our own place or simply help us with the day to day necessities, it would be greatly appreciated.

Hello, I am a young white female who is struggling. I don't like begging for money, but I have no where else to turn. My family can only help me out with so much, but they are struggling too. I need $300 for my rent. I have been struggling to get my associates degree, and I am just six months away from accomplishing my dream; however, I take courses online, and without a home, I have no internet, and I can not finish my dream of completing college. I am going to ask the department of social services for rental assistance, but I have to wait. They can not help me in the next week. In one week I will be evicted. Is there anyone who could be so kind hearted as to help me? If you need proof or verification that I am not lying, I can provide that. I don't have any children, but I do have two cats. This may sound silly, but I fear for them as well. I don't want them to wind up in shelter where they will be killed. I work two jobs, but I only earn commission. With the way things have been financially for society, I am now making a third of what I used too. A lot of people are struggling right now. My family always says that I have to stand on my own two feet. This I have done for many years, but what happens when your financial planning begins to fail you? I am experiencing this outcome already, but I fear the worst is yet to come. I have a plan on starting another job. If I could just get $300 dollars, I would be set for the next month and I can continue with school and proceed with my plan. I believe that even in this economy, I can succeed. I just need a little help getting there.

Thank You,
Anna

Ive been working for 44 years of my life. I have worked for my last company for 15 years. Due to a bad economy, I have been laid off. The unemployment money is less than half of my paycheck. I cannot keep up with my bills. I have two other people that I take care of living in my house. I will be 62 in August and could get early social security , but it will not be enough to pay the bills either. Ive been looking for work, but their are no jobs where I live that will pay well enough to meet my needs. We sell home grown produce on our land, but have been robbed a few times. Its a self serve stand. It just gives us a little money for gas for our cars. So thats my story and anyone that would like to help will be in our prayers. Thank you for reading this request.

RESPECTED READERS MY NAME IS MAHESH.S.P I AM 30 YEAR OLD GENTELMAN I AM LIVING IN THE NAME OF JESUS AND SPENDING MY WHOLE LIFE INCLUDING PAST LIFE , PRESENT LIFE ,FEATURE LIFE IN PRAYING JESUS . I WAS HAPPY WITH MY LIFE AND LIFESTYLE . BUT SUDDENLY UNFORTUNATLY DUE TO HYPERTENSION ( B.P ) MY BOTH KIDNEYS ARE FAILED MY DISEASE NAME IS CHRONIC KIDNEY DISEASE STAGE ; 5 SECONDARY TO REFLUX NEPHROPATHY HYPERTENSION ; GROSS VOLME OVERLOAD .PULMONARY EDEMA INITIATED ON HEMODIALYSIS DUE TO THIS A DROP OF URINE OUT PUT IS NOT COMMING FROM MY BODY DUE TO THIS MY BODY AND HEALTH CONDITION IS VERY BAD I CANNOT WORK , I CANNOT WALK , I CANNOT STAND FOR A HOUR OR SIT FOR A HOUR , AND I CANNOT SLEEP AT NIGHT TIME WELL AND DOCTER HAS ADVISED STRICTLY TO FALLOW FOOD DIET AND I SHOULD DRINK WATER LESS THAN HALF LITRE PER DAY SO IT IS VERY TOUGH TO LIVE . I AM TAKING WEEKLY 3 TIMES HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT IN HOSPITAL THAT TO IN OUT STATION FROM 22-02-2009 AND ERALIER TO THAT FOR ONE YEAR I WAS IN MEDICAL TREATMENT AND MY FISTULA OPERATION WAS DONE ON THAT TIME , OUR S IS A MIDDLECLASS FAMILY I AM THE ONLY ONE SON FOR MY PARENTS SO WE HAVE SPEND LOT OF MONEY FOR MEDCINE , BLOODTEST , FISTULA OPERATION , HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT , AND ETC . DOCTER HAS ADVISED TO KIDNEY TRANSPLATION DUE TO THAT MY HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT WILL BE STOPED SO THAT I WILL BE HEALTHY SO THAT ICAN HAVE ALMOST 100 % NORMAL LIFE SO THAT I CAN WORK AND I CAN EARN I CAN LOOK AFTER ME AND FAMILY AND MOST IMPORTENT DUITY IS TO DO IS I CAN PRAY JESUS FOR LONG TIME I DONT WANT TO MARRY I WANT TO SPEND WHOLE MY LIFE IN THE NAME OF JESUS , TO THE JESUS , FOR THE JESUS BUT ONLY THING IS WE DONT HAVE MONEY FOR KIDNEY TRANSPLATION AND TILL TRANSPLATION I HAVE TO TAKE WEEKLY 3 TIMES HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IN THE NAME OF JESUS I AM BEGGING ALL THE JESUS BELIVERS , JESUS FALLOWERS , JESUS RESPECTORS PLEASE DONATE AT LEAST A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY ALL SO THAT I CAN CUM UP FROM THIS BIG PROBLEM i can leave indipendent life PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU PLEASE SAVE MY LIFE & To over come from this big disease. BECAUSE operation cost AND MEDICATION is nearly 3.00.000 INDIAN RUPEE It is very difficult to arrange me please for the JESUS SAKE I am begging you & if the person or friend or any body or any charity OR ANY NGO S how can help me, you now please inform me on my E-MAIL -MAHESHSP30@GMAIL.COM My mobile no - 9964638566 my residence adress is MAHESH.S.P S\O S.Y.PANDURANGA RAO BANASHANKARI EXTSION BANAVARA ARASIKERE - 573103 TALUK HASSAN DISTRICT KARNATAKA STATE INDIA ( COUNTRY ) TO SEND MONEY my bank details are SYNDICATE BANK ACCOUNT NUMBER - 14022200075587 ISFC CODE - SYNB0001402 BANAVARA BRANCH ARASIKERE -573103 TALUK HASSAN DISTRICT KARNATAKA STATE INDIA COUNTRY THIS IS TRUTH TRUTH TRUTH PLEASE BELIVE IN ME OR JESUS PLEASE DONATE AT LEAST A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY ALL SO THAT ME AND JESUS WILL ALSO HAPPY IF JESUS IS HAPPY DEFNATLY HE WILL GIVE YOU GOOD HEALTH HAPPINESS , PROSPIRTY , MORE WEALTH , AND GLORY IN YOUR S LIFE AND YOURS FAMILY LIFE PLEASE DONT IGNORE THAT IT IS JOKE OR CHEETING BECAUSE IF YOU ARE IN MY CONDITION YOU WILL HAVE COME TO NOW THAT HOW TOUGH IS TO LIVE WITHOUT GOOD HEALTH AND WITHOUT HAVE ING MONEY TO LIVE IF YOU WONT SEND MONEY AFTER KNOWING THIS JESUS WILL DEFFANATLY FAILS YOUR KIDNEY , HEART FAIL , YOUR JOB WILL GO , YOUR FAMILY HAPPINESS WILL GO , YOUR BISSINESS WILL BE IN LOSS SO PLEASE TRUST ME AND SEND MONEY TO ME BECAUSE IF YOU TRUST ME JESUS WILL ALSO DEFFANATLY BILIVE YOU AND HE WILL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT IN YOUR LIFE AND WHAT YOU LIKE IN LIFE AND DIFFANATLY I WILL PRAY JESUS WHOLE MY LIFE FOR YOU PEOPLES TO GIVE GOOD HEALTH , MORE WEALTH , HAPPINESS , PROSPRITY AND GLORY IN LIFE AND SHOW MERCY AND FORGIVE ALL YOUR SIN THANKING YOU AND JESUS AND I DONT HAVE PAYPAL ACCOUNT PLEASE SORRY FOR THAT YOUR S RESPECTING MAHESH.S.P

RESPECTED READERS MY NAME IS MAHESH.S.P I AM 30 YEAR OLD GENTELMAN I AM LIVING IN THE NAME OF JESUS AND SPENDING MY WHOLE LIFE INCLUDING PAST LIFE , PRESENT LIFE ,FEATURE LIFE IN PRAYING JESUS . I WAS HAPPY WITH MY LIFE AND LIFESTYLE . BUT SUDDENLY UNFORTUNATLY DUE TO HYPERTENSION ( B.P ) MY BOTH KIDNEYS ARE FAILED MY DISEASE NAME IS CHRONIC KIDNEY DISEASE STAGE ; 5 SECONDARY TO REFLUX NEPHROPATHY HYPERTENSION ; GROSS VOLME OVERLOAD .PULMONARY EDEMA INITIATED ON HEMODIALYSIS DUE TO THIS A DROP OF URINE OUT PUT IS NOT COMMING FROM MY BODY DUE TO THIS MY BODY AND HEALTH CONDITION IS VERY BAD I CANNOT WORK , I CANNOT WALK , I CANNOT STAND FOR A HOUR OR SIT FOR A HOUR , AND I CANNOT SLEEP AT NIGHT TIME WELL AND DOCTER HAS ADVISED STRICTLY TO FALLOW FOOD DIET AND I SHOULD DRINK WATER LESS THAN HALF LITRE PER DAY SO IT IS VERY TOUGH TO LIVE . I AM TAKING WEEKLY 3 TIMES HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT IN HOSPITAL THAT TO IN OUT STATION FROM 22-02-2009 AND ERALIER TO THAT FOR ONE YEAR I WAS IN MEDICAL TREATMENT AND MY FISTULA OPERATION WAS DONE ON THAT TIME , OUR S IS A MIDDLECLASS FAMILY I AM THE ONLY ONE SON FOR MY PARENTS SO WE HAVE SPEND LOT OF MONEY FOR MEDCINE , BLOODTEST , FISTULA OPERATION , HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT , AND ETC . DOCTER HAS ADVISED TO KIDNEY TRANSPLATION DUE TO THAT MY HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT WILL BE STOPED SO THAT I WILL BE HEALTHY SO THAT ICAN HAVE ALMOST 100 % NORMAL LIFE SO THAT I CAN WORK AND I CAN EARN I CAN LOOK AFTER ME AND FAMILY AND MOST IMPORTENT DUITY IS TO DO IS I CAN PRAY JESUS FOR LONG TIME I DONT WANT TO MARRY I WANT TO SPEND WHOLE MY LIFE IN THE NAME OF JESUS , TO THE JESUS , FOR THE JESUS BUT ONLY THING IS WE DONT HAVE MONEY FOR KIDNEY TRANSPLATION AND TILL TRANSPLATION I HAVE TO TAKE WEEKLY 3 TIMES HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IN THE NAME OF JESUS I AM BEGGING ALL THE JESUS BELIVERS , JESUS FALLOWERS , JESUS RESPECTORS PLEASE DONATE AT LEAST A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY ALL SO THAT I CAN CUM UP FROM THIS BIG PROBLEM i can leave indipendent life PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU PLEASE SAVE MY LIFE & To over come from this big disease. BECAUSE operation cost AND MEDICATION is nearly 3.00.000 INDIAN RUPEE It is very difficult to arrange me please for the JESUS SAKE I am begging you & if the person or friend or any body or any charity OR ANY NGO S how can help me, you now please inform me on my E-MAIL -MAHESHSP30@GMAIL.COM My mobile no - 9964638566 my residence adress is MAHESH.S.P S\O S.Y.PANDURANGA RAO BANASHANKARI EXTSION BANAVARA ARASIKERE - 573103 TALUK HASSAN DISTRICT KARNATAKA STATE INDIA ( COUNTRY ) TO SEND MONEY my bank details are SYNDICATE BANK ACCOUNT NUMBER - 14022200075587 ISFC CODE - SYNB0001402 BANAVARA BRANCH ARASIKERE -573103 TALUK HASSAN DISTRICT KARNATAKA STATE INDIA COUNTRY THIS IS TRUTH TRUTH TRUTH PLEASE BELIVE IN ME OR JESUS PLEASE DONATE AT LEAST A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY ALL SO THAT ME AND JESUS WILL ALSO HAPPY IF JESUS IS HAPPY DEFNATLY HE WILL GIVE YOU GOOD HEALTH HAPPINESS , PROSPIRTY , MORE WEALTH , AND GLORY IN YOUR S LIFE AND YOURS FAMILY LIFE PLEASE DONT IGNORE THAT IT IS JOKE OR CHEETING BECAUSE IF YOU ARE IN MY CONDITION YOU WILL HAVE COME TO NOW THAT HOW TOUGH IS TO LIVE WITHOUT GOOD HEALTH AND WITHOUT HAVE ING MONEY TO LIVE IF YOU WONT SEND MONEY AFTER KNOWING THIS JESUS WILL DEFFANATLY FAILS YOUR KIDNEY , HEART FAIL , YOUR JOB WILL GO , YOUR FAMILY HAPPINESS WILL GO , YOUR BISSINESS WILL BE IN LOSS SO PLEASE TRUST ME AND SEND MONEY TO ME BECAUSE IF YOU TRUST ME JESUS WILL ALSO DEFFANATLY BILIVE YOU AND HE WILL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT IN YOUR LIFE AND WHAT YOU LIKE IN LIFE AND DIFFANATLY I WILL PRAY JESUS WHOLE MY LIFE FOR YOU PEOPLES TO GIVE GOOD HEALTH , MORE WEALTH , HAPPINESS , PROSPRITY AND GLORY IN LIFE AND SHOW MERCY AND FORGIVE ALL YOUR SIN THANKING YOU AND JESUS AND I DONT HAVE PAYPAL ACCOUNT PLEASE SORRY FOR THAT YOUR S RESPECTING MAHESH.S.P

RESPECTED READERS MY NAME IS MAHESH.S.P I AM 30 YEAR OLD GENTELMAN I AM LIVING IN THE NAME OF JESUS AND SPENDING MY WHOLE LIFE INCLUDING PAST LIFE , PRESENT LIFE ,FEATURE LIFE IN PRAYING JESUS . I WAS HAPPY WITH MY LIFE AND LIFESTYLE . BUT SUDDENLY UNFORTUNATLY DUE TO HYPERTENSION ( B.P ) MY BOTH KIDNEYS ARE FAILED MY DISEASE NAME IS CHRONIC KIDNEY DISEASE STAGE ; 5 SECONDARY TO REFLUX NEPHROPATHY HYPERTENSION ; GROSS VOLME OVERLOAD .PULMONARY EDEMA INITIATED ON HEMODIALYSIS DUE TO THIS A DROP OF URINE OUT PUT IS NOT COMMING FROM MY BODY DUE TO THIS MY BODY AND HEALTH CONDITION IS VERY BAD I CANNOT WORK , I CANNOT WALK , I CANNOT STAND FOR A HOUR OR SIT FOR A HOUR , AND I CANNOT SLEEP AT NIGHT TIME WELL AND DOCTER HAS ADVISED STRICTLY TO FALLOW FOOD DIET AND I SHOULD DRINK WATER LESS THAN HALF LITRE PER DAY SO IT IS VERY TOUGH TO LIVE . I AM TAKING WEEKLY 3 TIMES HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT IN HOSPITAL THAT TO IN OUT STATION FROM 22-02-2009 AND ERALIER TO THAT FOR ONE YEAR I WAS IN MEDICAL TREATMENT AND MY FISTULA OPERATION WAS DONE ON THAT TIME , OUR S IS A MIDDLECLASS FAMILY I AM THE ONLY ONE SON FOR MY PARENTS SO WE HAVE SPEND LOT OF MONEY FOR MEDCINE , BLOODTEST , FISTULA OPERATION , HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT , AND ETC . DOCTER HAS ADVISED TO KIDNEY TRANSPLATION DUE TO THAT MY HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT WILL BE STOPED SO THAT I WILL BE HEALTHY SO THAT ICAN HAVE ALMOST 100 % NORMAL LIFE SO THAT I CAN WORK AND I CAN EARN I CAN LOOK AFTER ME AND FAMILY AND MOST IMPORTENT DUITY IS TO DO IS I CAN PRAY JESUS FOR LONG TIME I DONT WANT TO MARRY I WANT TO SPEND WHOLE MY LIFE IN THE NAME OF JESUS , TO THE JESUS , FOR THE JESUS BUT ONLY THING IS WE DONT HAVE MONEY FOR KIDNEY TRANSPLATION AND TILL TRANSPLATION I HAVE TO TAKE WEEKLY 3 TIMES HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IN THE NAME OF JESUS I AM BEGGING ALL THE JESUS BELIVERS , JESUS FALLOWERS , JESUS RESPECTORS PLEASE DONATE AT LEAST A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY ALL SO THAT I CAN CUM UP FROM THIS BIG PROBLEM i can leave indipendent life PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU PLEASE SAVE MY LIFE & To over come from this big disease. BECAUSE operation cost AND MEDICATION is nearly 3.00.000 INDIAN RUPEE It is very difficult to arrange me please for the JESUS SAKE I am begging you & if the person or friend or any body or any charity OR ANY NGO S how can help me, you now please inform me on my E-MAIL -MAHESHSP30@GMAIL.COM My mobile no - 9964638566 my residence adress is MAHESH.S.P S\O S.Y.PANDURANGA RAO BANASHANKARI EXTSION BANAVARA ARASIKERE - 573103 TALUK HASSAN DISTRICT KARNATAKA STATE INDIA ( COUNTRY ) TO SEND MONEY my bank details are SYNDICATE BANK ACCOUNT NUMBER - 14022200075587 ISFC CODE - SYNB0001402 BANAVARA BRANCH ARASIKERE -573103 TALUK HASSAN DISTRICT KARNATAKA STATE INDIA COUNTRY THIS IS TRUTH TRUTH TRUTH PLEASE BELIVE IN ME OR JESUS PLEASE DONATE AT LEAST A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY ALL SO THAT ME AND JESUS WILL ALSO HAPPY IF JESUS IS HAPPY DEFNATLY HE WILL GIVE YOU GOOD HEALTH HAPPINESS , PROSPIRTY , MORE WEALTH , AND GLORY IN YOUR S LIFE AND YOURS FAMILY LIFE PLEASE DONT IGNORE THAT IT IS JOKE OR CHEETING BECAUSE IF YOU ARE IN MY CONDITION YOU WILL HAVE COME TO NOW THAT HOW TOUGH IS TO LIVE WITHOUT GOOD HEALTH AND WITHOUT HAVE ING MONEY TO LIVE IF YOU WONT SEND MONEY AFTER KNOWING THIS JESUS WILL DEFFANATLY FAILS YOUR KIDNEY , HEART FAIL , YOUR JOB WILL GO , YOUR FAMILY HAPPINESS WILL GO , YOUR BISSINESS WILL BE IN LOSS SO PLEASE TRUST ME AND SEND MONEY TO ME BECAUSE IF YOU TRUST ME JESUS WILL ALSO DEFFANATLY BILIVE YOU AND HE WILL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT IN YOUR LIFE AND WHAT YOU LIKE IN LIFE AND DIFFANATLY I WILL PRAY JESUS WHOLE MY LIFE FOR YOU PEOPLES TO GIVE GOOD HEALTH , MORE WEALTH , HAPPINESS , PROSPRITY AND GLORY IN LIFE AND SHOW MERCY AND FORGIVE ALL YOUR SIN THANKING YOU AND JESUS AND I DONT HAVE PAYPAL ACCOUNT PLEASE SORRY FOR THAT YOUR S RESPECTING MAHESH.S.P

RESPECTED READERS MY NAME IS MAHESH.S.P I AM 30 YEAR OLD GENTELMAN I AM LIVING IN THE NAME OF JESUS AND SPENDING MY WHOLE LIFE INCLUDING PAST LIFE , PRESENT LIFE ,FEATURE LIFE IN PRAYING JESUS . I WAS HAPPY WITH MY LIFE AND LIFESTYLE . BUT SUDDENLY UNFORTUNATLY DUE TO HYPERTENSION ( B.P ) MY BOTH KIDNEYS ARE FAILED MY DISEASE NAME IS CHRONIC KIDNEY DISEASE STAGE ; 5 SECONDARY TO REFLUX NEPHROPATHY HYPERTENSION ; GROSS VOLME OVERLOAD .PULMONARY EDEMA INITIATED ON HEMODIALYSIS DUE TO THIS A DROP OF URINE OUT PUT IS NOT COMMING FROM MY BODY DUE TO THIS MY BODY AND HEALTH CONDITION IS VERY BAD I CANNOT WORK , I CANNOT WALK , I CANNOT STAND FOR A HOUR OR SIT FOR A HOUR , AND I CANNOT SLEEP AT NIGHT TIME WELL AND DOCTER HAS ADVISED STRICTLY TO FALLOW FOOD DIET AND I SHOULD DRINK WATER LESS THAN HALF LITRE PER DAY SO IT IS VERY TOUGH TO LIVE . I AM TAKING WEEKLY 3 TIMES HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT IN HOSPITAL THAT TO IN OUT STATION FROM 22-02-2009 AND ERALIER TO THAT FOR ONE YEAR I WAS IN MEDICAL TREATMENT AND MY FISTULA OPERATION WAS DONE ON THAT TIME , OUR S IS A MIDDLECLASS FAMILY I AM THE ONLY ONE SON FOR MY PARENTS SO WE HAVE SPEND LOT OF MONEY FOR MEDCINE , BLOODTEST , FISTULA OPERATION , HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT , AND ETC . DOCTER HAS ADVISED TO KIDNEY TRANSPLATION DUE TO THAT MY HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT WILL BE STOPED SO THAT I WILL BE HEALTHY SO THAT ICAN HAVE ALMOST 100 % NORMAL LIFE SO THAT I CAN WORK AND I CAN EARN I CAN LOOK AFTER ME AND FAMILY AND MOST IMPORTENT DUITY IS TO DO IS I CAN PRAY JESUS FOR LONG TIME I DONT WANT TO MARRY I WANT TO SPEND WHOLE MY LIFE IN THE NAME OF JESUS , TO THE JESUS , FOR THE JESUS BUT ONLY THING IS WE DONT HAVE MONEY FOR KIDNEY TRANSPLATION AND TILL TRANSPLATION I HAVE TO TAKE WEEKLY 3 TIMES HEMODIALYSIS TREATMENT SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IN THE NAME OF JESUS I AM BEGGING ALL THE JESUS BELIVERS , JESUS FALLOWERS , JESUS RESPECTORS PLEASE DONATE AT LEAST A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY ALL SO THAT I CAN CUM UP FROM THIS BIG PROBLEM i can leave indipendent life PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU PLEASE SAVE MY LIFE & To over come from this big disease. BECAUSE operation cost AND MEDICATION is nearly 3.00.000 INDIAN RUPEE It is very difficult to arrange me please for the JESUS SAKE I am begging you & if the person or friend or any body or any charity OR ANY NGO S how can help me, you now please inform me on my E-MAIL -MAHESHSP30@GMAIL.COM My mobile no - 9964638566 my residence adress is MAHESH.S.P S\O S.Y.PANDURANGA RAO BANASHANKARI EXTSION BANAVARA ARASIKERE - 573103 TALUK HASSAN DISTRICT KARNATAKA STATE INDIA ( COUNTRY ) TO SEND MONEY my bank details are SYNDICATE BANK ACCOUNT NUMBER - 14022200075587 ISFC CODE - SYNB0001402 BANAVARA BRANCH ARASIKERE -573103 TALUK HASSAN DISTRICT KARNATAKA STATE INDIA COUNTRY THIS IS TRUTH TRUTH TRUTH PLEASE BELIVE IN ME OR JESUS PLEASE DONATE AT LEAST A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY ALL SO THAT ME AND JESUS WILL ALSO HAPPY IF JESUS IS HAPPY DEFNATLY HE WILL GIVE YOU GOOD HEALTH HAPPINESS , PROSPIRTY , MORE WEALTH , AND GLORY IN YOUR S LIFE AND YOURS FAMILY LIFE PLEASE DONT IGNORE THAT IT IS JOKE OR CHEETING BECAUSE IF YOU ARE IN MY CONDITION YOU WILL HAVE COME TO NOW THAT HOW TOUGH IS TO LIVE WITHOUT GOOD HEALTH AND WITHOUT HAVE ING MONEY TO LIVE IF YOU WONT SEND MONEY AFTER KNOWING THIS JESUS WILL DEFFANATLY FAILS YOUR KIDNEY , HEART FAIL , YOUR JOB WILL GO , YOUR FAMILY HAPPINESS WILL GO , YOUR BISSINESS WILL BE IN LOSS SO PLEASE TRUST ME AND SEND MONEY TO ME BECAUSE IF YOU TRUST ME JESUS WILL ALSO DEFFANATLY BILIVE YOU AND HE WILL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT IN YOUR LIFE AND WHAT YOU LIKE IN LIFE AND DIFFANATLY I WILL PRAY JESUS WHOLE MY LIFE FOR YOU PEOPLES TO GIVE GOOD HEALTH , MORE WEALTH , HAPPINESS , PROSPRITY AND GLORY IN LIFE AND SHOW MERCY AND FORGIVE ALL YOUR SIN THANKING YOU AND JESUS AND I DONT HAVE PAYPAL ACCOUNT PLEASE SORRY FOR THAT YOUR S RESPECTING MAHESH.S.P