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Steven: An Aspiring Disabled, Student, Veteran, and Divorcee
Posted by youngidealist on 2012-03-05 01:58:00
Hi.
Thanks for taking the time to read my request. I'm 30 years old, still in college and living with my parents. I've made a lot of great accomplishments in my life with far less support than most people who make it this far. Of course, with that said I've also made plenty of mistakes.
I grew up with a single parent, and another parent who visited annually just to stir up emotions and make my life miserable. When I was 18, I decided to work really hard to lose weight so that I could join the US Air Force. I had a strict plan that I was going to follow to succeed in life.
Unfortunately my superiors in the USAF would not accommodate that plan to independence as they forced me to find my own way from the barracks to work (a 40 mi drive), so I had to immediately struggle to get my drivers licence and I had to buy a car on an Airman's paygrade.
My income wasn't enough to afford the car and gas and other living needs that I was expected to pay, so eventually I had to leave the Air Force before my term was up (under honorable conditions). I tried to work as a civilian. The transfer was tough and I was vastly uninformed about what to do and what my options were. I'm the first first generation college student of my extended family.
After some petty jobs that would each take more than 10 years to be able to earn enough to live independently, I finally found a nice nighttime custodian job that was at least simple enough for that kind of pay. I was the night time custodian, but I was also a guy to have on call at this retirement home where I worked. If people's toilets flooded or a nearly deaf resident left their tv on past quiet hours (once I could hear one through 3 floors!) I was the guy to send up to fix it.
Having my first satisfying job as a civilian, I was able to investigate community college during the day, so eventually I enrolled and tried taking a few classes while working full-time. College was my saving grace. I never felt like I belonged anywhere until I first started to take college courses in math, science, and philosophy. I found the tutoring lounge on campus, made a lot of friends there, and I spent many hours cramming and helping those in need.
This soon led to me finding financial aid, making arrangements with my parents (my mom and my stepfather) to let me go to school full-time while I lived with them, and putting in my 2 weeks notice at work to focus exclusively on school.
My counselors advised that I pick where I want to transfer to and then figure out the details of how to get there after I got accepted. I think this was bad advice. While I ended up choosing to transfer to a university that had my desired major, Biophysics, it was 60 miles away from where my parents lived. My car that I had bought when I was in the Air Force also eventually broke down from not being able to afford maintenance while I worked, and was towed away for being in the public street for too long.
Finally, I got accepted to UC San Diego to work towards a degree in Physics with a specialty in Biophysics. When it came time to transfer, I got as involved as I could on how and when I was supposed to receive the financial aid so that I could go get an apartment and everything, and my school kept telling me, "you should get it tomorrow" until about 2 weeks into my first quarter when I finally got the support.
Despite this rocky start, I managed to get into a good shape for myself, making my way slowly but surely through school. Learning a great deal. Eventually when I felt the struggle was too difficult, I changed my major to Neuroscience before I began my upper division coursework.
So, as I settled into my schooling and struggled with maintaining financial independence on financial aid, I managed to get myself into maintaining a great aquarium hobby, owned two great little kittens from a street cat program, led as president of a student organization for one year, and eventually I got married. I also carefully learned about the stock market and managed to make some great gains with money that I had invested from financial aid savings.
In 2010, my gains were over 100%. That amounted to $2000 doubling itself, but still, that says a lot about me as a trader. However, 6 months into my marriage, she said she wanted out, grabbed the car that we both paid into (most of the money was mine from stocks; $5500 worth), and refused to pay her share of 2 months rent. That happened in December of the year of 2010.
2011 was a difficult year for me. I fought hard to maintain things, especially my head, but it was tough. I lost 45 lbs from exercising regularly, made lots of new friends, and I got some volunteer work experience in a Neuroscience lab. But I just couldn't focus well enough to maintain my finances and my grades, so I had to drop out and live back with my parents.
Despite how tough it's been, not finding work, struggling with the ins and outs of the VA, and just needing a professional therapist to talk to and help me keep my head straight but never being able to get one, I've managed to recuperate well enough and learn a lot more about this bottom floor of society that I've been so desperately trying to escape my whole life.
I've gone looking for opportunity in every direction. I've tried changing my career goals, collecting recyclables, writing online, trying any online scheme that didn't include me forking out money to get it, imagining what I could write as a novel, tried to make money through playing video games, making goal after goal after goal for myself, but still just not being able to get just the right amount of money to put me back on my feet.
I'll be going back to school in April at the risk of having to do it as a homeless person if the VA doesn't pull through for me. They recently approved my 10% service connected disability status and now I need to jump over a few more hurdles to get my more significant service connected disabilities recognized. I'm also seeing what the vocational rehab people can do for me despite the bureaucratic issues that are stopping them from helping me all the way.
BTW, this whole time that I've gone through life with common lower class difficulties, I've been disabled with a number of small conditions that all add up to a hard time. I have lower back issues that the military has yet to own up to. Community college found also that I have a learning disability which makes some intellectual tasks show up as lower than average ability for me while the rest of my intellect is high enough to expect that I could easily get a Masters Degree or a PhD. My biggest difficulty in school is that they don't give me enough time to show them what I know or what I'm capable of.
From working with special needs students as a tutor, I have proven to myself that there is a major problem in the education system. Most teachers never simplify the material into a clear picture of what they want to teach. If you want someone to learn something, the last thing you should be fuzzy on is what it is exactly that you want them to learn. We can't all work like intuitive Jedi or sophisticated parrots.
If you help me out, here is a list of the priorities of what your money will go towards, in order of their priority If you would like to request that I spend your donation on a specific cause, please let me know:
1. A working cheap economic vehicle.
I need something that I can sleep in and that will take me wherever I need to go. Preferably something that can stow quite a few recyclables as well to pay for gas, but not an SUV or truck or van (Unless that's all that is cheap of course. Not likely but you never know.).
I'll aim for great gas mileage, but I'm thinking that I should attend some police car auctions to see what the cheapest deal I can find is. This car would make a great shelter for me while I return to my far away school.
2. Investing on the stock market.
Trust me, I know how to fish. If you want to send me a request for proof I'd be glad to compose some evidence of my finest moments as well as my worst to show you that I can do well for myself on the stock market, even during the recession. What I could really use right now, is a little bait. Trading is good money for me, but to make enough to make gains worth more than the commission cost (about $10), you need about $300-1000 per investment. $300 is more for the high risk lottery plays on the market. I even made a blog about it if you would like to see:
http://www.squidoo.com/TheYoungidealistEconomyBlog
If you are willing, we can arrange something personal so that you wont need to worry about me putting the money you offer at high risk and blow it all. Might even be able to arrange something where I could make money for you to prove myself before accepting your donation. Whatever the case, I know we'd have to make it a personal arrangement to satisfy the current laws.
3. Working towards paying my debts to my friends.
My friends have been really supportive through these hard times, though they are starving students themselves. To keep up my morale they've bought me food, given me a place to crash when they could, and even paid to have me join them at fun local events. I have some money that I've promised them back, and I plan on making due on those promises as soon as possible.
4. Paying off my debts with companies.
I've had times where I couldn't afford to pay for rent and had to leave, like when my wife left me to live with her parents. These issues follow me on my credit score and I would like to work towards removing them so that I can turn my life around.
5. Getting a good start towards paying off my student loans.
I know I won't be able to pay them off before I find a good career with my degree. I would just like to have something to start making some automatic payments with and put that part of my bad credit score behind me as well.
6. Buying a home.
My mom never owned a home. No offense meant to land lords out there, but I really think the rental system is way out of line. My mom was always a hard worker. Way better than me, yet she could never own a home because she didn't have the money. Meanwhile, people with money could live in great big houses for less than she even had to pay.
I want a house to own. Probably start with a condo and seek ways to improve it and flip a profit out of it. Then I want to keep building up money from housing until I can manage to build an apartment building.
If I could, I'd like to make an apartment building near a university that offers cheap housing using the Japanese capsule model or something even more economic and more comfortable.
7. Making an online tutoring site meant to offer free tutoring and tutoring for tips. Imagine a site (I have yet to know of one) where people can collect their resources on a class, much like they collect info on ratemyprofessor.com, but also seek help from others who are taking the class or who have taken the class. Donors like you can offer money to tutors who post their notes and stories on the site, alongside ratings from other students that they helped.
Some tutors can offer their rates for help, sell their notes online for cheap, or just offer their help whenever they can and ask to be tipped through paypal if someone likes their work. My hope is that such a site could help to put an end to sophistry in the college system once and for all, making education easy and affordable for everyone.
8. After I have everything I'm hoping for above, the sky is the limit. But I would prefer to put the extra money that I don't need to good uses. I would spread a little philanthropy around, give to others in need on this site and through other resources.
I'd also look to teach others how to fish. I think a great way for the economy to be fixed would be if philanthropists made some really good employee owned companies. Make the place pay for itself, skim a little off the top, and walk away knowing that you really were a job creator.
I think that everyone who is capable of work and who chooses to work deserves to have their own independent living situation. I know that we are a long way from that, but I tend to be an optimist. I would like to try and make the world a better place, if nothing else.
Aside form financial help, I'm interested in anything else that I could get that's useful. Advice, Neuroscience Career connections, work, hobby or volunteer work that can easily become lucrative, I'm really all ears. Thanks again for taking the time to read my request. I hope you find it in you to help me out, even get to know me if you'd like. Bet you $5000 I can make you laugh. Did I win? >;) it was worth a try anyway.
Thanks for taking the time to read my request. I'm 30 years old, still in college and living with my parents. I've made a lot of great accomplishments in my life with far less support than most people who make it this far. Of course, with that said I've also made plenty of mistakes.
I grew up with a single parent, and another parent who visited annually just to stir up emotions and make my life miserable. When I was 18, I decided to work really hard to lose weight so that I could join the US Air Force. I had a strict plan that I was going to follow to succeed in life.
Unfortunately my superiors in the USAF would not accommodate that plan to independence as they forced me to find my own way from the barracks to work (a 40 mi drive), so I had to immediately struggle to get my drivers licence and I had to buy a car on an Airman's paygrade.
My income wasn't enough to afford the car and gas and other living needs that I was expected to pay, so eventually I had to leave the Air Force before my term was up (under honorable conditions). I tried to work as a civilian. The transfer was tough and I was vastly uninformed about what to do and what my options were. I'm the first first generation college student of my extended family.
After some petty jobs that would each take more than 10 years to be able to earn enough to live independently, I finally found a nice nighttime custodian job that was at least simple enough for that kind of pay. I was the night time custodian, but I was also a guy to have on call at this retirement home where I worked. If people's toilets flooded or a nearly deaf resident left their tv on past quiet hours (once I could hear one through 3 floors!) I was the guy to send up to fix it.
Having my first satisfying job as a civilian, I was able to investigate community college during the day, so eventually I enrolled and tried taking a few classes while working full-time. College was my saving grace. I never felt like I belonged anywhere until I first started to take college courses in math, science, and philosophy. I found the tutoring lounge on campus, made a lot of friends there, and I spent many hours cramming and helping those in need.
This soon led to me finding financial aid, making arrangements with my parents (my mom and my stepfather) to let me go to school full-time while I lived with them, and putting in my 2 weeks notice at work to focus exclusively on school.
My counselors advised that I pick where I want to transfer to and then figure out the details of how to get there after I got accepted. I think this was bad advice. While I ended up choosing to transfer to a university that had my desired major, Biophysics, it was 60 miles away from where my parents lived. My car that I had bought when I was in the Air Force also eventually broke down from not being able to afford maintenance while I worked, and was towed away for being in the public street for too long.
Finally, I got accepted to UC San Diego to work towards a degree in Physics with a specialty in Biophysics. When it came time to transfer, I got as involved as I could on how and when I was supposed to receive the financial aid so that I could go get an apartment and everything, and my school kept telling me, "you should get it tomorrow" until about 2 weeks into my first quarter when I finally got the support.
Despite this rocky start, I managed to get into a good shape for myself, making my way slowly but surely through school. Learning a great deal. Eventually when I felt the struggle was too difficult, I changed my major to Neuroscience before I began my upper division coursework.
So, as I settled into my schooling and struggled with maintaining financial independence on financial aid, I managed to get myself into maintaining a great aquarium hobby, owned two great little kittens from a street cat program, led as president of a student organization for one year, and eventually I got married. I also carefully learned about the stock market and managed to make some great gains with money that I had invested from financial aid savings.
In 2010, my gains were over 100%. That amounted to $2000 doubling itself, but still, that says a lot about me as a trader. However, 6 months into my marriage, she said she wanted out, grabbed the car that we both paid into (most of the money was mine from stocks; $5500 worth), and refused to pay her share of 2 months rent. That happened in December of the year of 2010.
2011 was a difficult year for me. I fought hard to maintain things, especially my head, but it was tough. I lost 45 lbs from exercising regularly, made lots of new friends, and I got some volunteer work experience in a Neuroscience lab. But I just couldn't focus well enough to maintain my finances and my grades, so I had to drop out and live back with my parents.
Despite how tough it's been, not finding work, struggling with the ins and outs of the VA, and just needing a professional therapist to talk to and help me keep my head straight but never being able to get one, I've managed to recuperate well enough and learn a lot more about this bottom floor of society that I've been so desperately trying to escape my whole life.
I've gone looking for opportunity in every direction. I've tried changing my career goals, collecting recyclables, writing online, trying any online scheme that didn't include me forking out money to get it, imagining what I could write as a novel, tried to make money through playing video games, making goal after goal after goal for myself, but still just not being able to get just the right amount of money to put me back on my feet.
I'll be going back to school in April at the risk of having to do it as a homeless person if the VA doesn't pull through for me. They recently approved my 10% service connected disability status and now I need to jump over a few more hurdles to get my more significant service connected disabilities recognized. I'm also seeing what the vocational rehab people can do for me despite the bureaucratic issues that are stopping them from helping me all the way.
BTW, this whole time that I've gone through life with common lower class difficulties, I've been disabled with a number of small conditions that all add up to a hard time. I have lower back issues that the military has yet to own up to. Community college found also that I have a learning disability which makes some intellectual tasks show up as lower than average ability for me while the rest of my intellect is high enough to expect that I could easily get a Masters Degree or a PhD. My biggest difficulty in school is that they don't give me enough time to show them what I know or what I'm capable of.
From working with special needs students as a tutor, I have proven to myself that there is a major problem in the education system. Most teachers never simplify the material into a clear picture of what they want to teach. If you want someone to learn something, the last thing you should be fuzzy on is what it is exactly that you want them to learn. We can't all work like intuitive Jedi or sophisticated parrots.
If you help me out, here is a list of the priorities of what your money will go towards, in order of their priority If you would like to request that I spend your donation on a specific cause, please let me know:
1. A working cheap economic vehicle.
I need something that I can sleep in and that will take me wherever I need to go. Preferably something that can stow quite a few recyclables as well to pay for gas, but not an SUV or truck or van (Unless that's all that is cheap of course. Not likely but you never know.).
I'll aim for great gas mileage, but I'm thinking that I should attend some police car auctions to see what the cheapest deal I can find is. This car would make a great shelter for me while I return to my far away school.
2. Investing on the stock market.
Trust me, I know how to fish. If you want to send me a request for proof I'd be glad to compose some evidence of my finest moments as well as my worst to show you that I can do well for myself on the stock market, even during the recession. What I could really use right now, is a little bait. Trading is good money for me, but to make enough to make gains worth more than the commission cost (about $10), you need about $300-1000 per investment. $300 is more for the high risk lottery plays on the market. I even made a blog about it if you would like to see:
http://www.squidoo.com/TheYoungidealistEconomyBlog
If you are willing, we can arrange something personal so that you wont need to worry about me putting the money you offer at high risk and blow it all. Might even be able to arrange something where I could make money for you to prove myself before accepting your donation. Whatever the case, I know we'd have to make it a personal arrangement to satisfy the current laws.
3. Working towards paying my debts to my friends.
My friends have been really supportive through these hard times, though they are starving students themselves. To keep up my morale they've bought me food, given me a place to crash when they could, and even paid to have me join them at fun local events. I have some money that I've promised them back, and I plan on making due on those promises as soon as possible.
4. Paying off my debts with companies.
I've had times where I couldn't afford to pay for rent and had to leave, like when my wife left me to live with her parents. These issues follow me on my credit score and I would like to work towards removing them so that I can turn my life around.
5. Getting a good start towards paying off my student loans.
I know I won't be able to pay them off before I find a good career with my degree. I would just like to have something to start making some automatic payments with and put that part of my bad credit score behind me as well.
6. Buying a home.
My mom never owned a home. No offense meant to land lords out there, but I really think the rental system is way out of line. My mom was always a hard worker. Way better than me, yet she could never own a home because she didn't have the money. Meanwhile, people with money could live in great big houses for less than she even had to pay.
I want a house to own. Probably start with a condo and seek ways to improve it and flip a profit out of it. Then I want to keep building up money from housing until I can manage to build an apartment building.
If I could, I'd like to make an apartment building near a university that offers cheap housing using the Japanese capsule model or something even more economic and more comfortable.
7. Making an online tutoring site meant to offer free tutoring and tutoring for tips. Imagine a site (I have yet to know of one) where people can collect their resources on a class, much like they collect info on ratemyprofessor.com, but also seek help from others who are taking the class or who have taken the class. Donors like you can offer money to tutors who post their notes and stories on the site, alongside ratings from other students that they helped.
Some tutors can offer their rates for help, sell their notes online for cheap, or just offer their help whenever they can and ask to be tipped through paypal if someone likes their work. My hope is that such a site could help to put an end to sophistry in the college system once and for all, making education easy and affordable for everyone.
8. After I have everything I'm hoping for above, the sky is the limit. But I would prefer to put the extra money that I don't need to good uses. I would spread a little philanthropy around, give to others in need on this site and through other resources.
I'd also look to teach others how to fish. I think a great way for the economy to be fixed would be if philanthropists made some really good employee owned companies. Make the place pay for itself, skim a little off the top, and walk away knowing that you really were a job creator.
I think that everyone who is capable of work and who chooses to work deserves to have their own independent living situation. I know that we are a long way from that, but I tend to be an optimist. I would like to try and make the world a better place, if nothing else.
Aside form financial help, I'm interested in anything else that I could get that's useful. Advice, Neuroscience Career connections, work, hobby or volunteer work that can easily become lucrative, I'm really all ears. Thanks again for taking the time to read my request. I hope you find it in you to help me out, even get to know me if you'd like. Bet you $5000 I can make you laugh. Did I win? >;) it was worth a try anyway.
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CommentsMust save my home and family!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:22
I am going through a really rough patch right now. I am afraid I will lose my home if I do not find work ASAP. I have been searching and still keep coming up with nothing. I learn quickly, however, and will do ANYTHING.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Must save my home and family!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:22
I am going through a really rough patch right now. I am afraid I will lose my home if I do not find work ASAP. I have been searching and still keep coming up with nothing. I learn quickly, however, and will do ANYTHING.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Must save my home and family!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:21
I am going through a really rough patch right now. I am afraid I will lose my home if I do not find work ASAP. I have been searching and still keep coming up with nothing. I learn quickly, however, and will do ANYTHING.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Must save my home and family!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:20
I am going through a really rough patch right now. I am afraid I will lose my home if I do not find work ASAP. I have been searching and still keep coming up with nothing. I learn quickly, however, and will do ANYTHING.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Trying to keep home for family and pets!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:19
I am going through a really rough patch right now. I am afraid I will lose my home if I do not find work ASAP. I have been searching and still keep coming up with nothing. I learn quickly, however, and will do ANYTHING.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Must save my home and family!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:18
I am going through a really rough patch right now. I am afraid I will lose my home if I do not find work ASAP. I have been searching and still keep coming up with nothing. I learn quickly, however, and will do ANYTHING.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Need rent or I lose everything
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:17
I am going through a really rough patch right now. I am afraid I will lose my home if I do not find work ASAP. I have been searching and still keep coming up with nothing. I learn quickly, however, and will do ANYTHING.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
About to lose home and cats
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 13:58:48
I am going through a really rough patch right now. I am afraid I will lose my home if I do not find work ASAP. I have been searching and still keep coming up with nothing. I learn quickly, however, and will do ANYTHING.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenât accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and Iâve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. Iâm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canât work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnât hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnât make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donât have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. Iâm struggling so much and feel like Iâm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a â3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canât get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and Iâm about to lose my mind.
I donât know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenât accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and Iâve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. Iâm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canât work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnât hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnât make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donât have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. Iâm struggling so much and feel like Iâm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a â3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canât get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and Iâm about to lose my mind.
I donât know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Student loan nightmare
Posted by S_Pyke on 2012-01-09 21:58:11
I just want to get these things paid off and get on with my life. Find ameaningless job that pays the bills and attempt to live my life out in a dark corner somewhere where nobodoy bothers me any more. i am at my wit's end. 90 calls per month from sallie mae. I can set my sleep and eating schedule by the way they call, once at 8:30 AM, once at 1:30 pm, and once at 7pm. Sometimes more depending on how they are set up, and from how many callcenters they are operating. I am depressed, hopeless, and unemployed. I have been looking through 2 HEARTBREAKING YEARS of unemployment, and my degree is useless and obsolete now. If things continue as they are I'm scheduled to retire about fifteen years after my 115th birthday. I am angry, suicidally depressed, anxious, hopeless, all of that rolled into one big human ball of failed promises, traumatic experiences, abusive relationships and broken dreams. I want to be able to heal. To get back on my feet and limp my way toward recovery, and that's how people can help me. I need to get out of debt. i can't take this anymore. i have a paypal account so please click on it. I would appreciate some help, and any amount will do. I have to get 75,000 of my back and this has proven an impossible task.
Student loans are all past due, and no help is coming
Posted by Spyke on 2011-12-15 19:58:51
I have been unemployed for two years following my graduation. I have been looking but it has been very hard in this economy. I desperately need help in repaying my loans so that I can put what seems right now to be a mistake in education and get on with my life working as a serf in retail or some other blue collar function that won't pay and has nothing to do with my education, though it will provide a full time job. Alternatively, with loans out of the way I might actually be able to take the jobs in my field that don't pay well and indeed pay less that I would be paid if I had never gone. At this point I am looking at a mountain of debt, broken promises and failed dreams. Can you help me get free of that mountain? I have nearly 100k in student debt between tuition, books, and interest on the loans. I graduated with a 3.8 so I am good at what I want to do, I just haven't found an opportunity that will allow me to both healthfully survive and pay my monthly loan bill.
Nazis are using CPS, cops,other government agencies, drugs and other methods to
Posted by Winner99 on 2011-10-30 14:58:56
destroy families. They are making false promises of large sums of money to people to commit crimes to steal for World War 3. Their prime method is prostitution of adults and children by force. Do not let them destroy the world we must stop them. Please help me they stold all I have. They took it when I left for 3o minutes. They filed false charges against me (a felony). They now have stopped my income illegaly. I will never lie and be a prostitute to help them fund a war. We must send them to hell. Thanks please help. I lost everything and now I have tons of bills. Stop the terrorists now.
lost and i feel like there is no way out
Posted by angel1974 on 2011-08-31 09:58:48
I'm going to be honest I don't even know really where to start but at this point I'm so desperate I'm willing to try anything, I am a 37 year old woman who about 8 years ago had it all was on top of the world, great job a home wonderful friends and family but then I met a guy on the internet from a different country and he sucked me in with his false promises and hopes of a beautiful life together, we started talking on the phone got to know eachother over a years time and I sold my house quit my job and closed out my savings to go be with him he ended up not being the wonderful man he had lead me on to believe he was. He started beating me I became pg with his child he put a gun to my head because I told him I wanted to leave him and proceeded to play russian roulet and by the grace of god the gun jammed on the last round and when that didn't work he tried to suffercate me until I was able to break free at which time he threw something at my stomach and I lost my child . I made it back to America and had to come back and stay with my parents now with no job no money and very depressed. I finally was able to get a job but am so far behind on bills that piled up while I was gone and some that I have gotten since I arrived home and I need the help so bad. I am a good person and if I had money I would be on this site helping anyone I could and many people I know and love who need help, I am not trying to get rich here I'm trying to be able to get to a point in my life again where I can breath and start to enjoy my life like I used to all those years ago. I'm so lost I worry and stress everyday and pray for god to help me show me my purpose in life and try to keep my faith knowing the pain I went through losing my child and my belongings was just gods way of preparing me for something beautiful in the future and that my pain was not without reason. I would be so greatful for anyones help so that I can get caught up get my health back so that maybe I will be able to have a child before my time runs out I'm getting at that age where its kinda now or never but I know I am not finacially able to support a child right now soo I would never bring one into the world without being able to provide for it. I grew up with struggles so I would never want to put my child through this. Anyway thank you so much for hearing my story and if you would be able to help that would help me more then you would ever know and if not and even if you just read my story and it touched you just a bit that was worth it to me cause it just goes to show that god is everywhere:-)
Can't afford to stop my tooth aching or my anti-depressants. In agony.
Posted by EmmaFaceOnFire on 2011-03-24 20:58:33
I've been on here for a while now and I'm so ashamed to resort to this. I've contacted two people on here posting offers to help and turns out they just wanted my bank details (to try and use them I'm now assuming as contact ceased once they got them)
Luckily or unluckily there actually isn't a single penny in my bank. I have a massive cavity in one of my molars (literally half my tooth is missing and I haven't been able to afford to get it fixed) and I'm in agony. It hurts to eat, it keeps me awake, it makes me cry.
I also can't afford the prescription cost for my anti depressants, so am suffering withdrawals. I'm crying, hypersensitive, having stomach aches, headaches, disorientation etc.. I'm truly miserable and back to feeling suicidal. I'm in about 700 pounds worth of debt. I can't cope. And I can't deal with another BASTARD trying to scam me for my bank details to try and take the last of my money. Good luck you swine, I don't have a single penny.
I sound self pitying, I know. I may even sound to some of you like I'm making it up. Or that my problems are lesser to yours. And for all of that I'm sorry. If I had the money to help you rather than be here humiliating myself by begging I would.
Please, help me. I will even repay in the future when I'm out of this financial rut. Or pay it forward if needs be.
If you've taken the time to read this thanks.
the_pain_and_promises@hotmail.com
Luckily or unluckily there actually isn't a single penny in my bank. I have a massive cavity in one of my molars (literally half my tooth is missing and I haven't been able to afford to get it fixed) and I'm in agony. It hurts to eat, it keeps me awake, it makes me cry.
I also can't afford the prescription cost for my anti depressants, so am suffering withdrawals. I'm crying, hypersensitive, having stomach aches, headaches, disorientation etc.. I'm truly miserable and back to feeling suicidal. I'm in about 700 pounds worth of debt. I can't cope. And I can't deal with another BASTARD trying to scam me for my bank details to try and take the last of my money. Good luck you swine, I don't have a single penny.
I sound self pitying, I know. I may even sound to some of you like I'm making it up. Or that my problems are lesser to yours. And for all of that I'm sorry. If I had the money to help you rather than be here humiliating myself by begging I would.
Please, help me. I will even repay in the future when I'm out of this financial rut. Or pay it forward if needs be.
If you've taken the time to read this thanks.
the_pain_and_promises@hotmail.com
Stuggeling painter
Posted by Ozzie on 2010-07-08 17:58:58
I have various medical issues that are making it difficult to do lots of physical labor. I am a master of colored knockdown texture and am wanting to write a e-book/ video on how to do my unique and beautiful textures as a possible way out of this mountain of debt.I spent my life working with my recently passed father working mostly for folks that could not really afford to have quality work done on their homes. To my father that did not mater and we did most of our jobs just barely breaking even. Fast forward to now and I find myself in financial dispair.My vehicle needs repairs,my teeth are driving me crazy for lack of money for dentist, have doctor bills and no insurance for chronic pain in my neck and back.Would be glad to do some of my textures for anyone with-en travel distance.Any help or donations greatly appreciated. Please no Nigerian scams, I cannot send you money for your false promises. My father was also known as Ozzie and our work has helped people thur the country.
Single mother..Lone Ranger
Posted by shethrives on 2010-06-28 15:58:58
My name is Ann.
My past:
I used to have 4 jobs and took care of myself and daughter. I fell in love with a man with maxxed out credit. That was 14yrs ago. After many promises to marry me I became ill. I had a birth deffect which caused weight gain, problems bending turning and lifting. Toxins filled my system until my bleeding in the embillical cord started. I became a prisoner in my non functioning body. After 6 months of bleeding and surgeries I was released but told I would have a long healing process. I am doing somewhat better but still cannot do alot of bending although I am proud to say I can tie my shoes :)
The Event that changed my daughters life:
My fiance and I had purchased a fixer upper and our family moved in and shortly after the economy messed up and so did our finances even more. My fiance left us with the mortgage and no car, no income, no food, no nothing. We lost our home and I was forced to move to the only place I could afford to move. I recieve $65 a month child support.
My daughter had spent her whole life going to the same school. She has dyslexia and is LD. She works hard and managed to be a honor student taking all honors classes. She plays 3 sports in hopes that she will be able to obtain a college scholarship otherwise she knows we will never afford to go. She was President of her class and Capt of her volleyball team when we had to remove her from her school. Her GPA dropped due to combining classes and classes where not on the same page. She lost a seal on her deploma because her new school didnt offer all the honor classes she needed. She is still working to get an advanced deploma and she just got back on the honor roll. She was lined up to get into the fire dept and to take lifeguard classes when her dad left. All things I couldnt afford to give her. :( I managed to sell half of our belongings to pay for drivers ed.
The home we moved into 8 months ago needed electrical work and more. We had no where else we could go so we had to take it. They agreed to let me move in for cheap if I could fix it. My brother pays my rent, phone and electric but I am still with out a car to allow me to get to work. We live about 20 minutes from town. Our driveway is 1/2 mile long and when we got 3 ft of snow this winter we walked out to get ride to the store. Our town has no job openings. I have no living room furniture, no tv and we have mattresses on the floor in the good part of the house.
Recently to add to the stress I had a tooth fall out and part of it remained. It got infected and when the gums swelled my tooth next to it broke out. :(
My future:
Right now I feel like I am losing the fight. I know my daughter deserves so much more and I am not afraid to work for it. I spent months online trying to make money online from home. No luck. I seriously dont know what else to do then to beg and pray. I spent many years volunteering my time and I was on many boards. I keep wondering why me and my daughter? Where is our help? I fear I will lose my home or even worse...my child. Please help.
I am looking for about $1000 to start my business which I can make my own hours and I have people lined up for business, I am a photographer.
I could seriously use a few thousand to get a reliable car.
I could use about $1000 for my daughter to go to camp and for much needed clothes.
I could use funiture, household items, towels, and a tv.
Thank you in advance, every dollar counts.
My past:
I used to have 4 jobs and took care of myself and daughter. I fell in love with a man with maxxed out credit. That was 14yrs ago. After many promises to marry me I became ill. I had a birth deffect which caused weight gain, problems bending turning and lifting. Toxins filled my system until my bleeding in the embillical cord started. I became a prisoner in my non functioning body. After 6 months of bleeding and surgeries I was released but told I would have a long healing process. I am doing somewhat better but still cannot do alot of bending although I am proud to say I can tie my shoes :)
The Event that changed my daughters life:
My fiance and I had purchased a fixer upper and our family moved in and shortly after the economy messed up and so did our finances even more. My fiance left us with the mortgage and no car, no income, no food, no nothing. We lost our home and I was forced to move to the only place I could afford to move. I recieve $65 a month child support.
My daughter had spent her whole life going to the same school. She has dyslexia and is LD. She works hard and managed to be a honor student taking all honors classes. She plays 3 sports in hopes that she will be able to obtain a college scholarship otherwise she knows we will never afford to go. She was President of her class and Capt of her volleyball team when we had to remove her from her school. Her GPA dropped due to combining classes and classes where not on the same page. She lost a seal on her deploma because her new school didnt offer all the honor classes she needed. She is still working to get an advanced deploma and she just got back on the honor roll. She was lined up to get into the fire dept and to take lifeguard classes when her dad left. All things I couldnt afford to give her. :( I managed to sell half of our belongings to pay for drivers ed.
The home we moved into 8 months ago needed electrical work and more. We had no where else we could go so we had to take it. They agreed to let me move in for cheap if I could fix it. My brother pays my rent, phone and electric but I am still with out a car to allow me to get to work. We live about 20 minutes from town. Our driveway is 1/2 mile long and when we got 3 ft of snow this winter we walked out to get ride to the store. Our town has no job openings. I have no living room furniture, no tv and we have mattresses on the floor in the good part of the house.
Recently to add to the stress I had a tooth fall out and part of it remained. It got infected and when the gums swelled my tooth next to it broke out. :(
My future:
Right now I feel like I am losing the fight. I know my daughter deserves so much more and I am not afraid to work for it. I spent months online trying to make money online from home. No luck. I seriously dont know what else to do then to beg and pray. I spent many years volunteering my time and I was on many boards. I keep wondering why me and my daughter? Where is our help? I fear I will lose my home or even worse...my child. Please help.
I am looking for about $1000 to start my business which I can make my own hours and I have people lined up for business, I am a photographer.
I could seriously use a few thousand to get a reliable car.
I could use about $1000 for my daughter to go to camp and for much needed clothes.
I could use funiture, household items, towels, and a tv.
Thank you in advance, every dollar counts.
hello my name is mitch i live in selma calif.but ...
Posted by 0 on 2010-01-19 22:58:58
hello my name is mitch i live in selma calif.but have only lived here approx.17 months.me and my family moved here from los angeles with promises of work and help from my sister. but after she met a man who treats her badly and is very controlling she just stopped speaking to us.so now we are stuck here in this "small town" with no work or funds to even pay our light or gas or rent. if you can help at all. it would be greatly appreciated and i always pay it foward when able to .thank you and god bless.you&yours. you can send to mitchell banuelos. 2318 park st. selma calif.93662 or email mitchellbanuelos@att.net any thing at all will help. thanx again.