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I am confident, responsible young woman from Poland. I am a hard working and ambitious, stubbornly strive to end. But there are things that I will never overcome ... political system, unemployment, legal and economic conditions.
Books of Brian Tracy and Robert Kyiosaki won't help me , no seminars or personal trainer. I want to fulfill my dreams, I want to have the possibility to study, travel, and in the future, I want to live in my dream home.

At the moment i'm unemployed and I realy need your financial help to pay my bils and fulfill my dreams.

I have a precise plan. I know it may take some time but I am prepared for this.

Hello. Im writing this with my pride put aside because i've let the love of my life down as far as im concerned and need help in order to pay the remaining past due rent for this month. This is not easy for me to do because of the overwhelming feeling of failure that just eats me up inside. We have been together for more than 12 yrs now and we have always managed somehow to make it through some extremely difficult times. This women is an Angel of Mercy for those who know her and to her family she is simply the rock. She is 1 of 5 sisters, all having 2 children a piece, and to which all 10 children she has taken in under our roof for extended periods through all the years i've known her. She is the most positive and giving person I have ever met! I LIVE FOR THIS WOMEN and have always reassured her that I could never at any cost, no matter how tough things got, give her reason for serious concern or not be able to get us past any finacial issues no matter how bad it looks. Yes im feeling very sorry for myself because I was a truck driver and lost my job because of an accident that was my fault and where knowone was injured, resulted in a dollar amount that was too high for my company to retain insurance in order for me to continue in thier employment. Week to week we got by and then back in December the freight slowed and my checks that the bulk of our bills and all the rent came out of, was now barely making the household bills. We fell behind Dec and Jan rent and was given such a break from an understanding landlord and we caught up in Feb with every dime of our tax refund given to a thankful landlord but one that stated, from that point on, we must be on time. After all the struggle we went through and the extreme patients and understanding of our landlord....now i've lost my job! We have spent the first half of this month calling and talking to and submitting applications to so many programs for assistance but getting turned away with no solutions. We have no more time and if forced to moved i will have let down the last person on earth that deserves it. Our rent is $675 a month and sent $300 yesterday and it was everything we had. we need $375 and nothing more. if anyone can help, you will find knowone more greatful beyond words can trully express and any additional info needed for your consideration can be provided if requested. Thanks to all that take the time to consider any possibility for help.

Selah Beloved Citizens Of This Divinely Intelligent Universe!!

If like 1,000s of 1,000,000s of people in USA Territories YOU TOO are living in fear about your finances and what appears to be happening with the money system, I respectfully request that you take this Beggar Request very seriously and act, (not just read), if your heart resonates with my words and my promise.

WHY? Because I am not some crazy Beggar hoping people will send me some of their money. Formerly known as The Prophetess Of Destiny and countless other titles you can pull up on Google, I am a Servant Of The Light bearing gifts in exchange for PROOF that you will open up to RECEIVING BACK FROM THE UNIVERSE in exchange for gifting me with $11-Bucks or more. My labor is to enrich, uplift and enliven Humanity worldwide and Google yields plenty of evidence.

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Whatever you have asked, hoped, prayed, searched for that has not shown up yet is now within reach!!

CLARION CALL: Whomever you may be, no matter your current conditions or station in life, know that we are now in a time deemed by The Angelic Forces to be the most pivotal year (2k12) in Human history; yes, in Human history!! And because the fact that we are all connected is provable within our experiences, I ask you to allow your heart intelligence to help you discern why my request for your financial support is a win-win-win agenda designed to prove that choosing to gift other people (can) yield perpetually increasing $financial$ returns on investments (ROI) when you are aligned with a lead by example expert at Human Potential Optimization who is 100% committed to consistently exercising her responsibilities without delays and/or excuses.

You see, there is more to you than flesh and blood and more to life than here, and each of us is a unique expression of Divine Intelligence, no matter how we name it, for Human Beings actually are the eyes, ears, hands, feet, heart and voice of Spirit/God, operating in the Earth!! Even though billions of spiritually asleep people do not believe it or (consciously) know this as their personal truth, we all have personal Spiritual Inheritances, and when we purposefully explore, reach for and accept the possibility that this statement is correct, we position ourselves to prove it and thereby, remembering how to optimally exercise our Human birthrights can happen for us this lifetime. Unfortunately, without receiving our inheritances, life on Earth tends to remain a haphazard walk on the wild side.

You are a SOUL-GEM; a luminous magnetic Spiritual Being on a Soul Journey through the Human experience here on Planet Earth and GRATITUDE IS an interactive magnetic force field that gets added unto your personal energy stream. Gratitude is a self chosen (adopted) heartfelt attitude of thanksgiving for WHATEVER WE DO HAVE IN LIFE (at the moment), and it is therefore a higher mind set. And when you connect with your world while living in the energy of gratitude, every single time you give from your heart, you open a spiritual portal through which The Universe itself delivers good unto you, whether you are paying attention to it or not!!

THIS IS WHY: The spiritual Cycle Of Abundance looks like this. (A) Your GRATITUDE for whatsoever you do have underlies feelings of generosity, for when you look at this world system you easily see there are billions of others with far less than you. (B) Your GENEROSITY allows you to be see/feel the pain of other people and/or their need and you become inspired to give. (C) Your GIVING uplifts others, especially strangers who cannot return the favor and this selfless act of giving makes you feel good, raises your vibration and thereby aligns you with higher energies. (D) Your ALIGNING with higher energies attracts similar experiences into your life which also makes you feel good/better. (E) Your RECEIVING, (even if receiving is only a smile, a friendly hello, an offer to help you in some seemingly unimportant way), makes you feel connected to others which makes you feel grateful for the gesture. (F) Your GRATITUDE is then at the top of your mind and when it is, a brand new cycle begins for you again. The magical working of our connectedness in the Universe is what makes life worth living.

The Cycle Of Abundance is: Gratitude, Generosity, Giving, Aligning, Attracting, Receiving and Gratitude. As a 25(+) year seasoned Agent Of Light in service to Spiritually Awakening Humanity, I ask that you link your Light with mine and make a donation to my cause, for making higher truth known and available to the masses worldwide is my task at hand. I am an Elder known as The HeartSeer people are chatting with worldwide. I have a global radio broadcast and walk my talk making knowledge of who and what we are as Divine Beings, known to all in search of answers and ways through the challenges of life.

Today is Mothers Day, May 13, 2k12, and if you do not™ choose to gift me below, feel free to check out my Light Portal (website) so you can gain all the details your mind may require to stop shouting NO in your head. My site was created in a FireFox Browser and it is picture perfect in that browser only. So please, please, only use FireFox Browser because all other browsers yield ugliness. Use FULL SCREEN MODE because you can know the whole site is loaded when you see HEARTS around the (3) columns.

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I have made many bad financial choices over the years and have been trying to turn things around. Unfortunately, I am now so far behind on my bills that the possibility of becoming current is very slim without some help. I want so much to be current on my bills, but when you can't even see the light at the end of the tunnel, it is hard to even try. I just don't know what to do anymore. I am a single mother of three wonderful children, and I have done everything I can to provide for them the things they need. Soon though, if I do not figure out how to get caught up on some of the most basic of our bills, they will be without a home. I don't know what I am going to do at this point. Any little bit will help, I do not want to be a financial burden on my children when they become adults, and where I am right now, I am afraid that it will happen.

I am confident, responsible young woman from Poland. I am a hard working and ambitious, stubbornly strive to end. But there are things that I will never overcome ... political system, unemployment, legal and economic conditions.
Books of Brian Tracy and Robert Kyiosaki won't help me , no seminars or personal trainer. I want to fulfill my dreams, I want to have the possibility to study, travel, and in the future, I want to live in my dream home.

At the moment i'm unemployed and I realy need your financial help to pay my bils and fulfill my dreams.

I have a precise plan. I know it may take some time but I am prepared for this.

“The size of your success is measured by the strength of your desire; the size of your dream; and how you handle disappointment along the way.”
---Robert Kiyosaki---

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I hate to do this but i need money for my wedding my fiance works like crazy as well as i do and i just want to have a dream wedding, i can't be more thankful to God for the men i have! he is really a jewel we been dating for four years and have thought about the possibility of getting married this year in november/2012 i didn't know how expensive a wedding could be :( i am so stress out he is a little sick and needs to go to the hospital now and then but the bills keep adding up and we are paying them but we are left with nothing for our wedding if you coud help us that will be awesome! i pray to God someone cares enough to give me a hand. thanks!

Hello all

I hate to do this but i need money for my wedding my fiance works like crazy as well as i do and i just want to have a dream wedding, i can't be more thankful to God for the men i have! he is really a jewel we been dating for four years and have thought about the possibility of getting married this year in november/2012 i didn't know how expensive a wedding could be :( i am so stress out he is a little sick and needs to go to the hospital now and then but the bills keep adding up and we are paying them but we are left with nothing for our wedding if you coud help us that will be awesome! i pray to God someone cares enough to give me a hand. thanks!

Hello all

I hate to do this but i need money for my wedding my fiance works like crazy as well as i do and i just want to have a dream wedding, i can't be more thankful to God for the men i have! he is really a jewel we been dating for four years and have thought about the possibility of getting married this year in november/2012 i didn't know how expensive a wedding could be :( i am so stress out he is a little sick and needs to go to the hospital now and then but the bills keep adding up and we are paying them but we are left with nothing for our wedding if you coud help us that will be awesome! i pray to God someone cares enough to give me a hand. thanks!

Hello all

I hate to do this but i need money for my wedding my fiance works like crazy as well as i do and i just want to have a dream wedding, i can't be more thankful to God for the men i have! he is really a jewel we been dating for four years and have thought about the possibility of getting married this year in november/2012 i didn't know how expensive a wedding could be :( i am so stress out he is a little sick and needs to go to the hospital now and then but the bills keep adding up and we are paying them but we are left with nothing for our wedding if you coud help us that will be awesome! i pray to God someone cares enough to give me a hand. thanks!

Hello all

I hate to do this but i need money for my wedding my fiance works like crazy as well as i do and i just want to have a dream wedding, i can't be more thankful to God for the men i have! he is really a jewel we been dating for four years and have thought about the possibility of getting married this year in november/2012 i didn't know how expensive a wedding could be :( i am so stress out he is a little sick and needs to go to the hospital now and then but the bills keep adding up and we are paying them but we are left with nothing for our wedding if you coud help us that will be awesome! i pray to God someone cares enough to give me a hand. thanks!

Hello all

I hate to do this but i need money for my wedding my fiance works like crazy as well as i do and i just want to have a dream wedding, i can't be more thankful to God for the men i have! he is really a jewel we been dating for four years and have thought about the possibility of getting married this year in november/2012 i didn't know how expensive a wedding could be :( i am so stress out he is a little sick and needs to go to the hospital now and then but the bills keep adding up and we are paying them but we are left with nothing for our wedding if you coud help us that will be awesome! i pray to God someone cares enough to give me a hand. thanks!

Hello all

I hate to do this but i need money for my wedding my fiance works like crazy as well as i do and i just want to have a dream wedding, i can't be more thankful to God for the men i have! he is really a jewel we been dating for four years and have thought about the possibility of getting married this year in november/2012 i didn't know how expensive a wedding could be :( i am so stress out he is a little sick and needs to go to the hospital now and then but the bills keep adding up and we are paying them but we are left with nothing for our wedding if you coud help us that will be awesome! i pray to God someone cares enough to give me a hand. thanks!

Hello all

I hate to do this but i need money for my wedding my fiance works like crazy as well as i do and i just want to have a dream wedding, i can't be more thankful to God for the men i have! he is really a jewel we been dating for four years and have thought about the possibility of getting married this year in november/2012 i didn't know how expensive a wedding could be :( i am so stress out he is a little sick and needs to go to the hospital now and then but the bills keep adding up and we are paying them but we are left with nothing for our wedding if you coud help us that will be awesome! i pray to God someone cares enough to give me a hand. thanks!

Hello all

I hate to do this but i need money for my wedding my fiance works like crazy as well as i do and i just want to have a dream wedding, i can't be more thankful to God for the men i have! he is really a jewel we been dating for four years and have thought about the possibility of getting married this year in november/2012 i didn't know how expensive a wedding could be :( i am so stress out he is a little sick and needs to go to the hospital now and then but the bills keep adding up and we are paying them but we are left with nothing for our wedding if you coud help us that will be awesome! i pray to God someone cares enough to give me a hand. thanks!

Hello all

I hate to do this but i need money for my wedding my fiance works like crazy as well as i do and i just want to have a dream wedding, i can't be more thankful to God for the men i have! he is really a jewel we been dating for four years and have thought about the possibility of getting married this year in november/2012 i didn't know how expensive a wedding could be :( i am so stress out he is a little sick and needs to go to the hospital now and then but the bills keep adding up and we are paying them but we are left with nothing for our wedding if you coud help us that will be awesome! i pray to God someone cares enough to give me a hand. thanks!

First let me say thank you for taking the time to read my post weather you choose to help us, are in a position to help us, or even if you are able to do no more than pray for us. Thank you

My youngest (of 4) daughter Isabella was born in 12/17/2004 with Osteogenesis Imperfecta. OI in short is brittle bone disease and Bella was born with 12 fractures. The doctors gave Isabella 48 hour to live and told me that there was nothing they could do for her. After 12 weeks of fighting for her life and begging the doctors to help her and no success I demanded the doctors to release her and on BLIND FAITH we loaded our 4 children ages 7-12 weeks old and everything that would fit into our 2 trucks and with $4000 we set out from dallas to the tampa shriners hospital for childrens for medical care.
In the first year of Isabellas life she was life flighted 5 times over a 6 month period, spent spent 80% of the year living in ICU, was vented 2x and spent 28 days in a coma.
We quit counting Isabellas fractures at 50 and by the grace of God last december Isabella turned 7. She is currently 20.9 pounds and 29 inches. She is a smart happy well adjusted 1st grader with a sunshine yellow wheelchair and a 1 on 1 para in a regular classroom. She is funny and the glue that binds our family together.
We have been ok with Isabellas medical care for the last 7 years and Shriners is amazing and does the best for her that they can but in this economy we find that they are more reactive than proactive. I have been researching around for state of the art medical care for kids with OI and I have found it in Omaha NE. We have contacted the doctor and have been accepted as a paitent as soon as we can raise the nearly $10,000 we will need to relocate our family to Omaha.
With that said and Isabellas mounting unpaid medical bills we are buried with nothing in savings. We are in search of someone or many someons who would be willing to help us raise the funds to move this amazing child as her dream is to be rodded and stand (a very reall possibility in Omaha)!
We would be willing to accept any reasonable loan offered and would be blessed with any donation (big or small)

Thank you again for taking the time to read my post and for any help financial or emotional that you may be able to afford us.
God bless you!
Lorraine

Good morning,

I am married and have three children. We live from one salary and have no possibility to change this. Due to a series of unhappy events for the last 29 months we have now problems with our mortgage. First it was an extreme gas/electricity bill for over 2000 euro, then a very serious sickness in the family, then the car reparation of 1000 euro, then my grandmother died leaving a not insured loan. But it was just the beginning. The health problems in the family persisted and I was the one to pay for an unisured family member. Two surgeries abroad, plane tickets. In a situation like this, when someone is sick you jst dont think about your bills, just pay for the hospital, medicines, doctors. This is what I did and what made me suffer a lot now. I have no savings, no car as it completely broke in October and we cannot afford to buy a new engine. The backlog in the mortgage pazments is really terrible and I dont see any solution to this. I cant even afford to pay for the school cantine for my children as the mortgage takes almost everything. I would be very grateful for each single euro, dollar or pound.

I've decided to try and get help through donations http://www.giveforward.com/unbreakmyheart and funding http://unbreakmyheart2011.blogspot.com/from outside sources since every doctor I've seen in 2 years agree that I need the leads to my ICD (defibrillator) replaced; but shuffle me back to the original doctor and wash their hands of me.

I'm raising funds for ICD replacement surgery, to go see a HOCM specialist (Dr. Craig Asher) at Cleveland Clinic in S. Florida and to have advanced testing through Vanderbilt Autonomic Center in Tennessee.

I don't want to admit I need help; I've always been a strong, independent person who took care of everything and everyone. In August 2009, my whole world changed. After my procedure, I applied for disability and was turned down twice and had to hire an attorney. I went from being "super" mom, wife & friend and care taker of an Autistic son to being the one who had to be taken care of.

So how did I get to the point I have to ask others for help? Shortly before Father's Day 2009, I fell and broke my foot. When it didn't heal, I went to my primary with a broken foot and came out with a broken heart. After the shock wore off from the doctor telling me that I was going to die if I didn't have valve surgery; I started asking questions.

I didn't quite believe him and thought he was over reacting when he told me I was going to die because I walked and ran 3-5 times weekly and even did strenuous yard work. I felt fine and have 4 children aged 9-26 and kept up with them and stayed very active in things they did; but I was a ticking time bomb just waiting for the right time for my heart to stop.

He sent me to several specialists who said I had nothing really wrong, just some mild valve problems associated with aging; which was a huge relief. Everything seemed normal except my EKG's; they showed I had a huge amount of PVC's (premature ventricular contractions) roughly 50,000 “extra” heartbeats daily.

My heart didn't really beat fully; it only quivered like a bowl of jello day in day out. The problem with it beating like this is, the heart becomes very ineffective at pumping and your cardiac output drops and heart muscle damage can occur.

The cardiologist and electrophysiologist I saw did extensive testing and recommended more testing in the hospital. I went in for a sleep study, Tilt table test and EP Study with Ablation. The sleep study revealed I had moderately severe sleep apnea and my oxygen goes from 99% down to 73% at night making it very dangerous for me when I sleep.

The tilt table test was the first inkling that something dangerous was going on inside. I fainted and had no palpable pulse; which is a very rare thing to happen. I was diagnosed with Dysautonomia - Neurocardiogenic Syncope and Orthostatic Intolerance.
I then had an ablation to burn the extra pathways in my heart and get rid of the pvc's I was living with daily. I was told this would be a relatively easy process and given a 95% success rate to get rid of the extra beats completely but it never crossed my mind that anything would happen.

What preliminary tests failed to show, is the pattern and origin of my arrhythmias were in a very dangerous spot to ablate - the RV Apex – in the bottom thin underside of the heart.

During the EP Study, I went into cardiac arrest and my heart stopped completely with no rhythm they could shock (Asystole), some how it started again for a few minutes but then stopped again. They were able to shock me back to normal sinus rhythm and luckily, the third time it stopped; it restarted on it's own so I didn't have to be shocked again.

I was diagnosed with Polymorphic Ventricular Tachycardia; a very dangerous, life threatening arrhythmia. I stayed in the hospital for 4 days trying to find a cause and to be prepped for an ICD (implantable cardiac defibrillator).

It took a cardiac catherization to finally find the problem and to show I had HOCM (obstructive Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy) and internal high pressures in my valves.

My regular EP had to go out of town after the first procedure, so his partner had to do the implant; he wasn't as skilled as my regular dr and botched the lead implants.

When they checked the leads the next day before releasing me, they found a problem with the lead placement but the dr said it was "ok" and sent me home. Since then, I've had nothing but problems with the unit and been told by several other EP's I need to have the leads replaced and the ICD could be causing part of my problems.

Doctors think my other problems are related to HOCM (obstructive hypertrophic cardiomyopathy) and Autonomic nervous system failure and when I faint, my heart stops briefly causing damage each time this happens.

After the procedure, my body started failing from the damage it sustained the 4 times my heart stopped. My original cardiologist told me I would be in a wheel chair and totally dependent on others for everything by the time I'm 50; which is daunting because in March I'll be 45 and I can't deny the facts - my body is failing.

I was put on 10,000g sodium daily, water/fluid loading, Midodrine (insurance won't cover it $312 - 30 day supply), Propanolol, Pantoprazole, pain meds, suppression hose and binders as well as having to stay supine the majority of the day - which caused my heart failure to worsen and my EF (ejection fraction) to go down.

Nothing the doctor's have tried has helped, I still faint and my heart stops on a daily basis and I never know from one day to the next if something is going to trigger fluid build up and I have an acute attack.

In June 2011 I fainted falling into the side of my tiled tub, lacerating the side of my head in the process, severely sprained my neck and suffered a concussion. After that episode, I became a bit more cautious with every move I make because the dr found declining neurological functioning and mild brain damage; he said any more falls could lead to permanent major brain damage.

With so many previous medical bills and co-pays, I can't afford the 20% co-insurance to have my ICD replaced and Mayo Clinic wants a $5,000 deposit up front even with insurance. My ICD alone is $125,000, leads another $30,000 and then there's the doctor and hospital fees; which I won't know the cost until the procedure is done.

Each heart rhythm specialist and cardiologist I see tell me there is nothing more they can do after going over my history and treatments; I have a long hard fight to go and I have to just be thankful each day I'm alive. Some days I'm really glad I made it through, other days when the problems and pain take over; I wish the dr's had let me die.

I developed PTSD after the procedure, panic disorder and extreme agoraphobia. I went into such a deep depression over my health issues, I was afraid I would never see the lighter side of things again. I finally went to see a psychologist who prescribed Lamictal and diagnosed me with Bi-Polar disorder which has helped greatly but I still struggle on a daily basis.

One day we were just the “normal” every day family and the toughest thing we had to deal with is a child with Autism. Then; our whole lives changed in an instant we were dealing with mounting medical bills, expensive prescriptions, tests, appointments, loss of income and dealing with the possibility of death on a daily basis.

You just never know what the day may bring, so keep those you love close to you and never take one second for granted.
From the bottom of my heart thank you - even if it's support to say hey; I'm here if you need to talk or I know how you're feeling.

I've decided to try and get help through donations http://www.giveforward.com/unbreakmyheart and funding http://unbreakmyheart2011.blogspot.com/from outside sources since every doctor I've seen in 2 years agree that I need the leads to my ICD (defibrillator) replaced; but shuffle me back to the original doctor and wash their hands of me.

I'm raising funds for ICD replacement surgery, to go see a HOCM specialist (Dr. Craig Asher) at Cleveland Clinic in S. Florida and to have advanced testing through Vanderbilt Autonomic Center in Tennessee.

I don't want to admit I need help; I've always been a strong, independent person who took care of everything and everyone. In August 2009, my whole world changed. After my procedure, I applied for disability and was turned down twice and had to hire an attorney. I went from being "super" mom, wife & friend and care taker of an Autistic son to being the one who had to be taken care of.

So how did I get to the point I have to ask others for help? Shortly before Father's Day 2009, I fell and broke my foot. When it didn't heal, I went to my primary with a broken foot and came out with a broken heart. After the shock wore off from the doctor telling me that I was going to die if I didn't have valve surgery; I started asking questions.

I didn't quite believe him and thought he was over reacting when he told me I was going to die because I walked and ran 3-5 times weekly and even did strenuous yard work. I felt fine and have 4 children aged 9-26 and kept up with them and stayed very active in things they did; but I was a ticking time bomb just waiting for the right time for my heart to stop.

He sent me to several specialists who said I had nothing really wrong, just some mild valve problems associated with aging; which was a huge relief. Everything seemed normal except my EKG's; they showed I had a huge amount of PVC's (premature ventricular contractions) roughly 50,000 “extra” heartbeats daily.

My heart didn't really beat fully; it only quivered like a bowl of jello day in day out. The problem with it beating like this is, the heart becomes very ineffective at pumping and your cardiac output drops and heart muscle damage can occur.

The cardiologist and electrophysiologist I saw did extensive testing and recommended more testing in the hospital. I went in for a sleep study, Tilt table test and EP Study with Ablation. The sleep study revealed I had moderately severe sleep apnea and my oxygen goes from 99% down to 73% at night making it very dangerous for me when I sleep.

The tilt table test was the first inkling that something dangerous was going on inside. I fainted and had no palpable pulse; which is a very rare thing to happen. I was diagnosed with Dysautonomia - Neurocardiogenic Syncope and Orthostatic Intolerance.
I then had an ablation to burn the extra pathways in my heart and get rid of the pvc's I was living with daily. I was told this would be a relatively easy process and given a 95% success rate to get rid of the extra beats completely but it never crossed my mind that anything would happen.

What preliminary tests failed to show, is the pattern and origin of my arrhythmias were in a very dangerous spot to ablate - the RV Apex – in the bottom thin underside of the heart.

During the EP Study, I went into cardiac arrest and my heart stopped completely with no rhythm they could shock (Asystole), some how it started again for a few minutes but then stopped again. They were able to shock me back to normal sinus rhythm and luckily, the third time it stopped; it restarted on it's own so I didn't have to be shocked again.

I was diagnosed with Polymorphic Ventricular Tachycardia; a very dangerous, life threatening arrhythmia. I stayed in the hospital for 4 days trying to find a cause and to be prepped for an ICD (implantable cardiac defibrillator).

It took a cardiac catherization to finally find the problem and to show I had HOCM (obstructive Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy) and internal high pressures in my valves.

My regular EP had to go out of town after the first procedure, so his partner had to do the implant; he wasn't as skilled as my regular dr and botched the lead implants.

When they checked the leads the next day before releasing me, they found a problem with the lead placement but the dr said it was "ok" and sent me home. Since then, I've had nothing but problems with the unit and been told by several other EP's I need to have the leads replaced and the ICD could be causing part of my problems.

Doctors think my other problems are related to HOCM (obstructive hypertrophic cardiomyopathy) and Autonomic nervous system failure and when I faint, my heart stops briefly causing damage each time this happens.

After the procedure, my body started failing from the damage it sustained the 4 times my heart stopped. My original cardiologist told me I would be in a wheel chair and totally dependent on others for everything by the time I'm 50; which is daunting because in March I'll be 45 and I can't deny the facts - my body is failing.

I was put on 10,000g sodium daily, water/fluid loading, Midodrine (insurance won't cover it $312 - 30 day supply), Propanolol, Pantoprazole, pain meds, suppression hose and binders as well as having to stay supine the majority of the day - which caused my heart failure to worsen and my EF (ejection fraction) to go down.

Nothing the doctor's have tried has helped, I still faint and my heart stops on a daily basis and I never know from one day to the next if something is going to trigger fluid build up and I have an acute attack.

In June 2011 I fainted falling into the side of my tiled tub, lacerating the side of my head in the process, severely sprained my neck and suffered a concussion. After that episode, I became a bit more cautious with every move I make because the dr found declining neurological functioning and mild brain damage; he said any more falls could lead to permanent major brain damage.

With so many previous medical bills and co-pays, I can't afford the 20% co-insurance to have my ICD replaced and Mayo Clinic wants a $5,000 deposit up front even with insurance. My ICD alone is $125,000, leads another $30,000 and then there's the doctor and hospital fees; which I won't know the cost until the procedure is done.

Each heart rhythm specialist and cardiologist I see tell me there is nothing more they can do after going over my history and treatments; I have a long hard fight to go and I have to just be thankful each day I'm alive. Some days I'm really glad I made it through, other days when the problems and pain take over; I wish the dr's had let me die.

I developed PTSD after the procedure, panic disorder and extreme agoraphobia. I went into such a deep depression over my health issues, I was afraid I would never see the lighter side of things again. I finally went to see a psychologist who prescribed Lamictal and diagnosed me with Bi-Polar disorder which has helped greatly but I still struggle on a daily basis.

One day we were just the “normal” every day family and the toughest thing we had to deal with is a child with Autism. Then; our whole lives changed in an instant we were dealing with mounting medical bills, expensive prescriptions, tests, appointments, loss of income and dealing with the possibility of death on a daily basis.

You just never know what the day may bring, so keep those you love close to you and never take one second for granted.

From the bottom of my heart thank you - even if it's support to say hey; I'm here if you need to talk or I know how you're feeling.

My husband is an amazing father of two beautiful kids, ages 8 and 9. He served in the US Army, special forces. He is the greatest man I have ever met, strong, loving, and giving to others. He currently has and was diagnosed with testicular cancer. He is in desperate need of chemotherapy and radiation. Due to insurance issues and our lack of funds, he might not be able to receive the proper treatment necessary to give him the possibility of recovery. His children need him, he is all they have, and they are still so young. They are going through a hard time themselves knowing that daddy is sick.

We just sold our house to get all the money we could get for chemo. Right after selling our home, we had to put everything we owned in a storage POD. Over the course of a week, without us knowing, our POD was broken into and EVERYTHING was stolen out of it. We lost our entire life. We don't have anything we can sell to even raise more money, the money we need to get treatment for my husband!

Please please! Anything will help us. I just want to see my husband better and give his children the ability to grow up with their father! Thank you so very much in advance if you feel called to help us out! And thank you for taking the time to just read my post. We believe in the power of prayer, also, so send them our way.

My husband is an amazing father of two beautiful kids, ages 8 and 9. He served in the US Army, special forces. He is the greatest man I have ever met, strong, loving, and giving to others. He currently has and was diagnosed with testicular cancer. He is in desperate need of chemotherapy and radiation. Due to insurance issues and our lack of funds, he might not be able to receive the proper treatment necessary to give him the possibility of recovery. His children need him, he is all they have, and they are still so young. They are going through a hard time themselves knowing that daddy is sick.

We just sold our house to get all the money we could get for chemo. Right after selling our home, we had to put everything we owned in a storage POD. Over the course of a week, without us knowing, our POD was broken into and EVERYTHING was stolen out of it. We lost our entire life. We don't have anything we can sell to even raise more money, the money we need to get treatment for my husband!

Please please! Anything will help us. I just want to see my husband better and give his children the ability to grow up with their father! Thank you so very much in advance if you feel called to help us out! And thank you for taking the time to just read my post. We believe in the power of prayer, also, so send them our way.

Please help. We had a house fire 2 years ago and I have been battling with Travelers Insurance to get them to pay our claim ever since. I have run up debt trying to survive and have been embattled with lawyers. My wife left with my 2 youngest children (a little girl 4 years old and a boy 10 years old) and we are now separated. My eldest son lives with me and will be starting High School this year. I am now facing the possibility of foreclosure on my home as a result of all this and need to find a solution.

I am asking for any help that you can give a dollar or two or more, whatever you think you can afford. I will use the money to get out of debt and hopefully save my family and my house. I thank you in advance for your kindness.

May God Bless You.

Dear Reader,

Setting up the website below is likely the most practical avenue that I can take at this point. I am caught in the payday loan trap. My overall credit rating is low. I have somewhere between $20,000 and $30,00 of overall debt. At the same time, I have a stable job in the professional world, while I also do some independent freelance work in my field on the side. Both of my checking accounts are in the negative right now. I have regular bills coming due very soon! So, I am utilizing the Internet to ask folks to donate money to me with respect to my present circumstances.

Even if you are only willing and/or able to donate $1, this would be helpful. The website is not a landing page. There are no sponsored ads on this site. This is not a scam. I will use the money for my immediate financial needs, to pay the payday loan companies, to start paying down my overall debt at a better pace, and to invest in my independent freelance work. If you have any questions about any relevant details, please do ask (contact info is on the website).

I had thought about asking for folks to consider the possibility of providing a direct personal loan for my own emergency needs, debt consolidation, etc., but I am not sure if that is wise. However, this sort of loan could be used for consolidation. In the big picture, it might be best to ask for donations, be thankful for what I receive, and focus on earning money in as many legitimate/legal/ethical ways as possible.

As I write this here, it might be acceptable to you (if you are not willing to donate) to ask me to do some freelance work for you in my field. We could discuss that option by E-mail of course (again, contact info is on the website).

Again, thank you for your consideration.

https://sites.google.com/site/emergencydonations/

Hi, this will be probably the fourth post I have made. I am writing because I am desperate for someone to save me. My best friend is currently dying of cervical cancer. She is only 23 years old. I have practically no money because I have severe back injuries which disable me from working. I have a cleaning job in which I only get paid $200 a month. My friend Melani who has cancer has no family and neither do I. I am desperate for help or support from someone. One treatment is about $2,000+ and there have already been 3 treatments. We thought about the possibility of a hysterectomy which the doctors said it'd be about $10,000 or more. I don't have that kind of money. Melani has a younger brother who just had his 8th birthday party and she was unable to attend because she was sick. He doesn't know that she has cancer yet because they don't ever see each other. I want to help her be happy with him and live a full and healthy life. I am afraid because the doctor says she may not have more than a few months. If I don't get the money for some type of treatment, she will die. Honestly, I'd probably die too, she is my life and pretty much my only friend, I have no one left in this world for me. She brings me happiness and laughter even in this time of sadness. I need her with me, please someone I am begging, please help me. I can't stand the sight of disappointing her and letting her go without a fight. I am willing to pay back half of whatever is given. Thanks.

Hi, this will be probably the fourth post I have made. I am writing because I am desperate for someone to save me. My best friend is currently dying of cervical cancer. She is only 23 years old. I have practically no money because I have severe back injuries which disable me from working. I have a cleaning job in which I only get paid $200 a month. My friend Melani who has cancer has no family and neither do I. I am desperate for help or support from someone. One treatment is about $2,000+ and there have already been 3 treatments. We thought about the possibility of a hysterectomy which the doctors said it'd be about $10,000 or more. I don't have that kind of money. Melani has a younger brother who just had his 8th birthday party and she was unable to attend because she was sick. He doesn't know that she has cancer yet because they don't ever see each other. I want to help her be happy with him and live a full and healthy life. I am afraid because the doctor says she may not have more than a few months. If I don't get the money for some type of treatment, she will die. Honestly, I'd probably die too, she is my life and pretty much my only friend, I have no one left in this world for me. She brings me happiness and laughter even in this time of sadness. I need her with me, please someone I am begging, please help me. I can't stand the sight of disappointing her and letting her go without a fight. I am willing to pay back half of whatever is given. Thanks.