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OF MONEY, RATS, MOSQUITO AND OCCASSIONALLY SNAKES....

I am a stay at home mom with 3 boys 9, 7 and 2. They are the only reason i am still going strong.

I live with my husband, 3 boys and my 2 elderly in laws. We live in a wooden and brick 50 year old house. Just a few months ago it was leaking in so many places untill the charity department replaced part of our roof. We have rats running around at night and mosquito all day and night. I am raising my children in this situation and it breaks my heart everyday. they are simply not safe!!!!

Disease is a huge concern... And occasionally snakes....

Anybody with a hammer can simply break the wooden walls. Easily...

And my husband has been laid off in 2008 without any given compensation. We are still claiming it in court. it was suppose to help us for the next few months or maybe start a small business of some sort. But on the last day of work they came and told us that they refuse to pay when they PROMISED to 2 months prior. We were utterly shocked and unprepared!!!!

We've always had a lot of money troubles but this still effect us to this very day.

My husband has been in and out of jobs since then....

Begging and borrowing, not paying our bills...

Our debt has grown to about $20,000usd.
We simply couldnt make ends meet for years...

We couldnt start anything new to make money...
There is none to spare.. no more to save..........

We couldnt move on... we couldnt do anything new... We are trapped.... stuck!

And i couldn't work.. I have to take care of my boys and my 2 elderly inlaws..

I have deppression. I have a memory of a sixty year old and i am only 36, and i am also a borderline agarophobic...

Its hard to get out of bed and do anything and i've been homebound for the last 10 years.. Most days i feel numb...

We are so miserable... My husband and i would fight a lot from money issues sorrounding our lives eventhough we love each other dearly...

A good amount to have a month is at least $800usd and we have never made that much.

Living expenses skyrocket day by day...

Everything seems so illusive..

What we need is to start a business of some sort to put together a better future..

Our children are growing up.. Today it takes about $70,000 usd per child to go to college.. I have 3...And it will surely be a lot more when they are going to college later..

I dont see how we are going to pull through if we dont find our way now....

And so i would like to request for another $20,000 usd plus the $20,000 to pay for our debt so that i can make it through all this and start a business to secure the future for my family....

Please please help us... You would help 7 souls... And you would make us very very happy for a long time to come...

Again i humbly ask for your help... Please help us by giving us a better chance for our future.... Please strongly consider my request... For the sake of our childrens future...


I desperately need your help...
Please help us....

Thank You Very Much.

I am a stay at home mom with 3 boys 9, 7 and 2. They are the only reason i am still going strong.

I live with my husband, 3 boys and my 2 elderly in laws. We live in a wooden and brick 50 year old house. Just a few months ago it was leaking in so many places untill the charity department replaced part of our roof. We have rats running around at night and mosquito all day and night. I am raising my children in this situation and it breaks my heart everyday. they are simply not safe!!!!

Disease is a huge concern... And occasionally snakes....

Anybody with a hammer can simply break the wooden walls. Easily...

And my husband has been laid off in 2008 without any given compensation. We are still claiming it in court. it was suppose to help us for the next few months or maybe start a small business of some sort. But on the last day of work they came and told us that they refuse to pay when they PROMISED to 2 months prior. We were utterly shocked and unprepared!!!!

We've always had a lot of money troubles but this still effect us to this very day.

My husband has been in and out of jobs since then....

Begging and borrowing, not paying our bills...

Our debt has grown to about $20,000usd.
We simply couldnt make ends meet for years...

We couldnt start anything new to make money...
There is none to spare.. no more to save..........

We couldnt move on... we couldnt do anything new... We are trapped.... stuck!

And i couldn't work.. I have to take care of my boys and my 2 elderly inlaws..

I have deppression. I have a memory of a sixty year old and i am only 36, and i am also a borderline agarophobic...

Its hard to get out of bed and do anything and i've been homebound for the last 10 years.. Most days i feel numb...

We are so miserable... My husband and i would fight a lot from money issues sorrounding our lives eventhough we love each other dearly...

A good amount to have a month is at least $800usd and we have never made that much.

Living expenses skyrocket day by day...

Everything seems so illusive..

What we need is to start a business of some sort to put together a better future..

Our children are growing up.. Today it takes about $70,000 usd per child to go to college.. I have 3...And it will surely be a lot more when they are going to college later..

I dont see how we are going to pull through if we dont find our way now....

And so i would like to request for another $20,000 usd plus the $20,000 to pay for our debt so that i can make it through all this and start a business to secure the future for my family....

Please please help us... You would help 7 souls... And you would make us very very happy for a long time to come...

Again i humbly ask for your help... Please help us by giving us a better chance for our future.... Please strongly consider my request... For the sake of our childrens future...


I desperately need your help...
Please help us....

Thank You Very Much.

I retired on disability three years ago. I have a reverse mortgage and I'm just out of bankrupcy. The bills are piling up again. I have rheumatoid arthritis and I need help. My car broke down, I sometimes go without food, and property taxes keep coming. I never thought I'd end up like this. I went to college, I supported myself, I was a runner. Now I can barely walk, I can't do housework, I'm taking drugs for pain that are making my feet numb. Please help me.

It took my dentist about a half hour to numb me up, and 10 minutes to extract 22 teeth. It was the most horrible thing I've ever experienced! Twisting and pulling and cracking and bleeding and swelling..bruises and infection. NEVER let anyone do this to you. I cant believe that this was the best option for me. I hate my dentures, I hate the hassle, I hate the "glue" and I hate my toothless reflection in the mirror and I hate myself for letting it happen! I want dental implants if possible on the lower teeth. There's nothing to secure the denture to. Cant speak clearly, cant eat, cant chew....Been eating soup..smoothies and mush! HELP!!! Why are dental implants sooo expensive??? If 4000 people would donate $1.50 each, my prayers would be answered!Until then, I'm SOL..I'm in pain...I'm scarred for life!

I recently saw this posted on some shitty website i dont care to disclose. not because i dont like the website, i just really dont give a fuck.

"Force people to feel your pain, put it on them. Show them how this world can create someone like you. Remind them that the state of the world we are in will continue to bring about people like us, the unloved, un-noticed, under-appreciated."

And it made me think, wow thats a fucking GREAT idea!!, what a wonderful way to make yourself feel better, why did i never think of that before? Well it seems like everybody else is doing it so why not? the worlds already fucked up so lets just add to all the bullshit and drama of life and see just how bad we can make it for others, after all wont we then realize just how good we've got it? even when you think you have nothing at all, if you think about children that are kidnapped, taken to a place their not familiar with, repeatedly raped by ass holes who would rather pay somebody to fuck a kid than find a real woman, beaten, held down and forced to develop an awful drug addiction that will keep them in a lifestyle of tragedy for the rest of their lives. Do we really have it bad? I want to kick myself in the ass sometimes for pitying myself and wishing i had it better. but then again is it really so bad to want the finer things in life? i mean it seems hope is what drives most people in life, without it where would we be? if we didnt have any hope at all why get out of bed in the morning? we do it for various reasons but mainly because we hope to achieve some kind of goal whether it be to see whats going on in the world around us, complain about it, to suppress that feeling of hunger, to use the bathroom instead of shitting or pissing on yourself, go to work or whatever. im tired of hearing about people being depressed because there is no hope in their life. the only people that really have no hope at all are already dead. Show yourself no mercy, make life what you want it to be, after all life really is whatever you make it. You can have nothing at all and not have eaten in days and still be a happy fucking go lucky numb skull without a care in the world if you pity not yourself but everyone else. I served a few months in jail this past year and found that i was really fucking HAPPY! I know what your thinking, what kind of brain dead fucking idiot could be happy to be in jail? i was not happy to be in jail but happy that i had a roof over my head, a mat to sleep on, a blanket to stay warm, 2 meals a day i mean what else could you ask for? all of your basic needs are met. Do you really deserve to have anything more than anybody else? when there are people out there that die all the time because they CANT get those basic needs fulfilled why in the hell are we driving brand new cars or even cars at all, living in homes made of enough aluminum, brick, wood and other materials to feed someone enough to keep them alive for a good part of their life. Doesnt it seem to you that if people really gave a shit about themselves or anybody else they would be more than grateful to be able to give up material possessions to give someone else a chance to live a life at all? The truth is we are all stuck up pricks that dont give a shit about anything but satisfying our own lust of pleasure. I will say there are a "few" good people out there but if your sitting there reading this on a computer and you think youve got it bad, your a stuck up peice of shit too. After all you can afford to spend money on electricity but you cant afford to feed someone, even if you do donate to charities are you really doing enough? No because your still on the computer wasting money that you could be using to feed a kid somewhere out there that otherwise will starve to death. Thats just the way it is and we've been doing it our whole lives. If you dont like the thought of being a selfish peice of shit, youve got 2 choices. Either get over it and accept the fact that your just as bad as the shit heads that flew their planes into the twin towers and killed all those people, or give up everything you have and help somebody out, stop wanting, start giving. Which will you do? If you want to change your ways you can start by donating a few dollars to help keep food in my stomach and a warm place to sleep. We'll see just how many "good" people are out there, i doubt many of you are. - Gabriel Turner You can email me at damaster406@gmail.com or send money to that email address using paypal at http://www.paypal.com

I am a single mother of 3 children I am morbidly obese 400 lbs and i have been fighting for my s.s for 6 years now the keep on denying me due to my age but i really cant work I have tried doing home businesses but I fail at everything when i leave the house my legs go numb and I have fallen with my baby in my arms I cant afford someone to help with the kids and the government will not help me i've exhausted my resources I just want to stop crying live a normal life with my kids run play and enjoy them for they are my life i have tried diets but i have a metabolic disorder which has my body on hibernation mode due to lack of food and malnourishment i starve myself hoping to loose weight but i gain more please help me get the help i need till i get my gastric bypass please God bless you and yours If you cannot help with money my children are sizes boys 3t girls sz 14 and boys 12 months thank you send donations to:Help me c/o vickina Ildefonso 99 harriet 2 providence r.i 02905

I am a single mother of 3 children I am morbidly obese 400 lbs and i have been fighting for my s.s for 6 years now the keep on denying me due to my age but i really cant work I have tried doing home businesses but I fail at everything when i leave the house my legs go numb and I have fallen with my baby in my arms I cant afford someone to help with the kids and the government will not help me i've exhausted my resources I just want to stop crying live a normal life with my kids run play and enjoy them for they are my life i have tried diets but i have a metabolic disorder which has my body on hibernation mode due to lack of food and malnourishment i starve myself hoping to loose weight but i gain more please help me get the help i need till i get my gastric bypass please God bless you and yours If you cannot help with money my children are sizes boys 3t girls sz 14 and boys 12 months thank you send donations to:Help me c/o vickina Ildefonso 99 harriet 2 providence r.i 02905

I am a single mother of 3 children I am morbidly obese 400 lbs and i have been fighting for my s.s for 6 years now the keep on denying me due to my age but i really cant work I have tried doing home businesses but I fail at everything when i leave the house my legs go numb and I have fallen with my baby in my arms I cant afford someone to help with the kids and the government will not help me i've exhausted my resources I just want to stop crying live a normal life with my kids run play and enjoy them for they are my life i have tried diets but i have a metabolic disorder which has my body on hibernation mode due to lack of food and malnourishment i starve myself hoping to loose weight but i gain more please help me get the help i need till i get my gastric bypass please God bless you and yours If you cannot help with money my children are sizes boys 3t girls sz 14 and boys 12 months thank you send donations to:Help me c/o vickina Ildefonso 99 harriet 2 providence r.i 02905

I am a single mother of 3 children I am morbidly obese 400 lbs and i have been fighting for my s.s for 6 years now the keep on denying me due to my age but i really cant work I have tried doing home businesses but I fail at everything when i leave the house my legs go numb and I have fallen with my baby in my arms I cant afford someone to help with the kids and the government will not help me i've exhausted my resources I just want to stop crying live a normal life with my kids run play and enjoy them for they are my life i have tried diets but i have a metabolic disorder which has my body on hibernation mode due to lack of food and malnourishment i starve myself hoping to loose weight but i gain more please help me get the help i need till i get my gastric bypass please God bless you and yours If you cannot help with money my children are sizes boys 3t girls sz 14 and boys 12 months thank you send donations to:Help me c/o vickina Ildefonso 99 harriet 2 providence r.i 02905

I am a single mother of 3 children I am morbidly obese 400 lbs and i have been fighting for my s.s for 6 years now the keep on denying me due to my age but i really cant work I have tried doing home businesses but I fail at everything when i leave the house my legs go numb and I have fallen with my baby in my arms I cant afford someone to help with the kids and the government will not help me i've exhausted my resources I just want to stop crying live a normal life with my kids run play and enjoy them for they are my life i have tried diets but i have a metabolic disorder which has my body on hibernation mode due to lack of food and malnourishment i starve myself hoping to loose weight but i gain more please help me get the help i need till i get my gastric bypass please God bless you and yours If you cannot help with money my children are sizes boys 3t girls sz 14 and boys 12 months thank you send donations to:Help me c/o vickina Ildefonso 99 harriet 2 providence r.i 02905

I am a single mother of 3 children I am morbidly obese 400 lbs and i have been fighting for my s.s for 6 years now the keep on denying me due to my age but i really cant work I have tried doing home businesses but I fail at everything when i leave the house my legs go numb and I have fallen with my baby in my arms I cant afford someone to help with the kids and the government will not help me i've exhausted my resources I just want to stop crying live a normal life with my kids run play and enjoy them for they are my life i have tried diets but i have a metabolic disorder which has my body on hibernation mode due to lack of food and malnourishment i starve myself hoping to loose weight but i gain more please help me get the help i need till i get my gastric bypass please God bless you and yours If you cannot help with money my children are sizes boys 3t girls sz 14 and boys 12 months thank you send donations to:Help me c/o vickina Ildefonso 99 harriet 2 providence r.i 02905

I am a single mother of 3 children I am morbidly obese 400 lbs and i have been fighting for my s.s for 6 years now the keep on dening me due to my age but i really cant work I have tried doing home bussinesses but I fail at everything when i leave the house my legs go numb and I have fallen with my baby in my arms I cant afford someone to help with the kids and the govern ment will not help me ive exhausted my resourses I just want to stop crying live a normal life with my kids run play and enjoy them for they are my life i have tried diets but i have a metabolic disorder which has my body on hybernation mode due to lack of food and malnourishment i starve myself hoping to loose weight but i gain more please help me get the help i need till i get my gastric bypass please God bless you and yours

send donations to:Help me c/o vickina Ildefonso 99 harriet 2 providence r.i 02905

No, really...that's my name...at 25 years old it seems like it has always been a embarrassment. For some reason I never think about it until it is the first day of class and the professor is about to call roll. And I sit there just waiting for the moment when the professor gets to my name. Crinkles his or her brow, and says "Cary Grant??!" And I raise my hand or whatever and entire class looks at my ugh.
Sorry i guess I will get to the point. I have no job. Had to quit college for the 3rd time in my life due to money reasons. Kind of hard to get to class when you run out of gas 10 miles from school. It finally got to the point where I just withdrew...whats the point. As the bills pile up and the collection calls for car payments and the car insurance starts to lapse. And I spend time sleeping in the car and with family if/when they will take me. Its all just become too much.
At first I was sad, depressed, angry, even suicidal at times, but I didn't have the courage to do it. Now I just feel nothing, I want help, I need help. But life has just kicked me in the nads so many times they are just numb. I guess its my mind's way of protecting it from itself. Nothing has worked so far, nobody will give me a loan due to dumb mistakes like skipping out on utility bills and petty 500 dollar limit credit cards when I first turned 18. So, this is the last ditch effort, maybe it will work, maybe it wont. I want to have hope but experience has taught me that hope can be a cruel mistress. But at least I can say I tried, and that's all I can do until it is not possible to try anymore.

Thank You if you read this, help if you can, but most of all if you read this, thanks for reading that because it helps me for people to listen and remember me.

-Cary Grant

I need $1.00
I’m not here to beg for money to pay off my credit cards or to pay off my mortgage or even buy myself a new car. No, im asking for your support for a very different reason. Let me explain.

During the 90’s there was a war in Europe, the Bosnian war. I was working in London at the outbreak of the conflict and, like most other people, didn’t pay too much attention to the conflict. However, after getting home one night from work i switched on the TV to watch the evening news. (BBC) The lead story was of a very young girl beIng held down on an operating table by three nurses while a doctor pulled shrapnel from her body without anaesthesia. That one news report changed my life forever, I was horrified and very upset to say the least. 3 days later i am in Split (Croatia) trying to find a safe way into the think of the conflict area’s to see how i could help. To cut a 4 year long story short i managed to save many thousands of Bosnian lives regardless of ethnicity. I stood up against the war lords when evacuating wonded women and children, successfully begged the assistance of UNHCR to supply me with safe houses in Croatia, to house the women and children i sneaked across the border before i could find the funds to evacuate them, found an abandoned air strip that very rich donators flew aircraft into to evacuate seriously wounded children in need of urgent medical treatment. I was arrested twice by various warlords and locked up in makeshift Prisons. (i broke out) The list of things i did in the name of humanity is endless. I always worked alone without the protection of any organisation.

You may think (as most do) that my story is very far fetched. However, Micheal Nicolson OBE, chief War correspondent for ITN news, Dan Damion Sky News, Bianca Jagger, King Constantine ll of Greece were all donators of the day. They paid for all the secret aircrafts into Bosnia .

Why do i want your money now?

I recently had the good fortune of spending some time in Zimbabwe. Not in the cities but in the very poor outback regions. The lasting impression that that experience has had on me has once again moved me to tears and has left me numb. Very young Children have no food (and i mean no food) children are forced to perform sexual favours for food, children as young as 6 are turned away from school for the lack of $1 per term, there is no clean water.. the list goes on and on.

How do i know every penny of my Dollar will be spent at a grass roots level?

The one thing people always want to know is how their Dollar will be spent. A great way of donators to understand exactly how there hard earn money is being spent is by pictures and photographs. A facebook page will be set up with daily uploads, updates, news, and achievements. Facebook also gives donators the opportunity to ask questions and interact with the very people they are helping to survive on a day to day basis. Children will have the opportunity to thank donators personally for their education payments, psychologists ( for the children’s sexual abuse trauma) will leave daily updates so donators are able to ask questions and interact. You will also be able to leave messages to teachers.

So there it is.. $1.00 can make a big difference in a world without hope.

Thank you for reading and i hope you will consider parting with just $1.00 to bring some happiness into the lives of the unfortunate. If you would like to know more you can email me at kev.bird@yahoo.co.uk