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lost my car!!

Posted by dest101526 on 2012-03-29 09:58:52

Hi. Yesterday my car got repo I have two small kids and now no way to get to work or around. Please someone help me!! Its gonna be 1600.00 to get it out. Please help me in any kinda way. Please!!!

Damsel In Distress

Posted by damselindistress911 on 2012-03-28 13:58:56

Hey everyone,This is my first time doing this,but I had push aside my pride to seek help.I am a 22 year old female part-time student,and was a full time worker.I currently am seeking help for my utility bills because I lost my job due to my circumstances with an ex boyfriend.He abused me physically and kept showing up to my job,so yeah I was terminated for that and missing days of work due to bruises.Now he's long gone and Im stuff with bills and rent,that I have idea how I will pay.I know if something don't come through for me I will end of at a local Salvation Army and Im not saying that would be a bad thing but It would make my life kinda more difficult than what it already is.I am hoping someone will read my letter and is able to spare atleast 10 or 20 dollars,honestly any amount will be appreciated.Here are my bills listed,I do have 240$ in savings accoun, but not enough to help me through this stressful situation.Rent:400,Water:95,Lights:130,and Gas:99(The gas I can go without since its getting pretty warm.

Just one of another

Posted by Mikeprinsen on 2012-03-25 09:58:36

Hello there fellow earthlivers,

Before I will begin my letter I will first introduce myself. My name is Mike, I am 16 years old and from the Netherlands, if you are a millionaire or just someone that can afford it to give away money I encourage you to continue reading. I know it already sounds it will be like a ''begging letter''. And yes it kinda will be like that. There are people that will need money more than I am, but I am bold enough to ask for it. The U.S. census bureau estimates the world population passed 7 billion on March 12, 2012. There is no doubt possible that there are some very kind persons that awards this to other people. I would like to have a starting capital, so I don't have to work that hard anymore to achieve things. Life is just about working hard so after some time if you have saved some money you can do or buy that one thing you would like to have. You just live life once, and I think you should just live it up as you wanted to. But unfortunately you can't because there are to many rules in the way and don't forget about the money you will need to do this. Fortunately I am doing a good study, so I hope this will lead me to a good job in the future. I already said I would like to have a starting capital. I am working as a postman now, but that will just edify this starting capital a little bit. My parents are both working, but they haven't the ''best'' job either. My dad has his own construction business, but he is just working on his own he has no staff. All the money that he earns goes straight to a house that he must rebuild. He wanted to do buy houses and rent them immediately. This went well just a couple of times. But 10 years ago he did put his money in a wrong house what's even nice to say. And it still isn't finished yet. The walls and roof are there but on the inside is a lot to do. If there would be some money that will be donated, I will certainly give something to my father. I would like to start this buy and rent a house progress too, if everything goes well you can earn some nice extra money with it. My mother schedule dates at a rating agency, she is working 3 days a week, to sustain us and do the payments for the house. Now you know a little bit of the things where it was mostly about, I hope you understand it well and I will wait for answers. If you have any questions (maybe something like this: I don't believe the house story, can you send me pictures of it?) feel free to ask me. Contact me: mikeprinsen@rocketmail.com God bless you all and have a nice day! Mike

Just one of another

Posted by Mikeprinsen on 2012-03-25 09:58:36

Hello there fellow earthlivers,

Before I will begin my letter I will first introduce myself. My name is Mike, I am 16 years old and from the Netherlands, if you are a millionaire or just someone that can afford it to give away money I encourage you to continue reading. I know it already sounds it will be like a ''begging letter''. And yes it kinda will be like that. There are people that will need money more than I am, but I am bold enough to ask for it. The U.S. census bureau estimates the world population passed 7 billion on March 12, 2012. There is no doubt possible that there are some very kind persons that awards this to other people. I would like to have a starting capital, so I don't have to work that hard anymore to achieve things. Life is just about working hard so after some time if you have saved some money you can do or buy that one thing you would like to have. You just live life once, and I think you should just live it up as you wanted to. But unfortunately you can't because there are to many rules in the way and don't forget about the money you will need to do this. Fortunately I am doing a good study, so I hope this will lead me to a good job in the future. I already said I would like to have a starting capital. I am working as a postman now, but that will just edify this starting capital a little bit. My parents are both working, but they haven't the ''best'' job either. My dad has his own construction business, but he is just working on his own he has no staff. All the money that he earns goes straight to a house that he must rebuild. He wanted to do buy houses and rent them immediately. This went well just a couple of times. But 10 years ago he did put his money in a wrong house what's even nice to say. And it still isn't finished yet. The walls and roof are there but on the inside is a lot to do. If there would be some money that will be donated, I will certainly give something to my father. I would like to start this buy and rent a house progress too, if everything goes well you can earn some nice extra money with it. My mother schedule dates at a rating agency, she is working 3 days a week, to sustain us and do the payments for the house. Now you know a little bit of the things where it was mostly about, I hope you understand it well and I will wait for answers. If you have any questions (maybe something like this: I don't believe the house story, can you send me pictures of it?) feel free to ask me. Contact me: mikeprinsen@rocketmail.com God bless you all and have a nice day! Mike

Just one of the others

Posted by Mikeprinsen on 2012-03-22 12:58:23

Hello there fellow earthlivers,

Before I will begin my letter I will first introduce myself. My name is Mike, I am 16 years old and from the Netherlands, if you are a millionaire or just someone that can afford it to give away money I encourage you to continue reading. I know it already sounds it will be like a ''begging letter''. And yes it kinda will be like that. There are people that will need money more than I am, but I am bold enough to ask for it. The U.S. census bureau estimates the world population passed 7 billion on March 12, 2012. There is no doubt possible that there are some very kind persons that awards this to other people. I would like to have a starting capital, so I don't have to work that hard anymore to achieve things. Life is just about working hard so after some time if you have saved some money you can do or buy that one thing you would like to have. You just live life once, and I think you should just live it up as you wanted to. But unfortunately you can't because there are to many rules in the way and don't forget about the money you will need to do this. Fortunately I am doing a good study, so I hope this will lead me to a good job in the future. I already said I would like to have a starting capital. I am working as a postman now, but that will just edify this starting capital a little bit. My parents are both working, but they haven't the ''best'' job either. My dad has his own construction business, but he is just working on his own he has no staff. All the money that he earns goes straight to a house that he must rebuild. He wanted to do buy houses and rent them immediately. This went well just a couple of times. But 10 years ago he did put his money in a wrong house what's even nice to say. And it still isn't finished yet. The walls and roof are there but on the inside is a lot to do. If there would be some money that will be donated, I will certainly give something to my father. I would like to start this buy and rent a house progress too, if everything goes well you can earn some nice extra money with it. My mother schedule dates at a rating agency, she is working 3 days a week, to sustain us and do the payments for the house. Now you know a little bit of the things where it was mostly about, I hope you understand it well and I will wait for answers. If you have any questions (maybe something like this: I don't believe the house story, can you send me pictures of it?) feel free to ask me. Contact me: mikeprinsen@rocketmail.com God bless you all and have a nice day! Mike

Just one of the others

Posted by Mikeprinsen on 2012-03-22 12:58:22

Hello there fellow earthlivers,

Before I will begin my letter I will first introduce myself. My name is Mike, I am 16 years old and from the Netherlands, if you are a millionaire or just someone that can afford it to give away money I encourage you to continue reading. I know it already sounds it will be like a ''begging letter''. And yes it kinda will be like that. There are people that will need money more than I am, but I am bold enough to ask for it. The U.S. census bureau estimates the world population passed 7 billion on March 12, 2012. There is no doubt possible that there are some very kind persons that awards this to other people. I would like to have a starting capital, so I don't have to work that hard anymore to achieve things. Life is just about working hard so after some time if you have saved some money you can do or buy that one thing you would like to have. You just live life once, and I think you should just live it up as you wanted to. But unfortunately you can't because there are to many rules in the way and don't forget about the money you will need to do this. Fortunately I am doing a good study, so I hope this will lead me to a good job in the future. I already said I would like to have a starting capital. I am working as a postman now, but that will just edify this starting capital a little bit. My parents are both working, but they haven't the ''best'' job either. My dad has his own construction business, but he is just working on his own he has no staff. All the money that he earns goes straight to a house that he must rebuild. He wanted to do buy houses and rent them immediately. This went well just a couple of times. But 10 years ago he did put his money in a wrong house what's even nice to say. And it still isn't finished yet. The walls and roof are there but on the inside is a lot to do. If there would be some money that will be donated, I will certainly give something to my father. I would like to start this buy and rent a house progress too, if everything goes well you can earn some nice extra money with it. My mother schedule dates at a rating agency, she is working 3 days a week, to sustain us and do the payments for the house. Now you know a little bit of the things where it was mostly about, I hope you understand it well and I will wait for answers. If you have any questions (maybe something like this: I don't believe the house story, can you send me pictures of it?) feel free to ask me. Contact me: mikeprinsen@rocketmail.com God bless you all and have a nice day! Mike

Hair Transplant surgery

Posted by AJ2012 on 2012-02-16 02:58:48

I'm a female to male transgender guy who's lost his hair and feels the same way as any other guy out there who miss their full head of hair soooo much that it gets them down a lot of the time and has kinda eaten away at my confidence:( i could never afford to get it done myself so i need your help please :)as it would make me so happy and would make such a big difference to my life.


Thank you for taking the time to read my
request.

Antony.J.Slavin

A light at the end of the tunnel?

Posted by doomed1 on 2012-01-30 02:58:37

I'm a 31 year old male, oh and my 4 year old kitty. Life has not been easy but I always did my best to keep moving forward. From dealing with childhood abuse to climbing the corporate/social latter and falling.. I've always tried to "handle it" and do everything the right way, all on my own and helping everyone I could in anyway I could along the way.

I've worked very hard and instead of being out there in the world stealing or making babies I can't afford I got a good job, car, and bought my first home at age 20. I'm the kinda friend you know has his own issues and he don't wanna bum you out with them but you can say "Hey James, I can't make my rent, can I borrow this.." or "James my house burned down can I come live wit you?" or "my boyfriend is about to be deported can you buy his old car so we can afford the lawyers?" and my answers are as follows; How much you need?, how long Can you stay + here's $2000 come buy a co-op in my building I'll put in a good word for you, and will it pass inspection?? All this before I was even 25 and these people were older than me! Grown men coming up to my desk at work tell me "I'm hungry" or even just a simple "Feed me" while perched atop my cubicle like a starving pigeon and we'd laugh and joke and sure enough I would buy or bring in something good to eat. I'm the kind of friend that for your birthday from me your most likely to get something we saw in a store window months ago, just to surprise you and make you happy cause it was meaningful to you. Also very kind to those I don't know who seem to be in need, even when we didn't speak the same language, they were drunk and I didn't know if I was walking into trouble.

Somewhere between then and now my life has turned completely upside down. The weight of what I had previously survived (praise God) and what I am now going through don't balance anymore. I lost that home and car and job due to a disability and even though by now you must think me a generally upbeat, diligent, resourceful, praise his name in wrong or right soul I'm lost and I need to rebuild. My entire support system was slowly picked off by my family and close friends life circumstances. I hate telling people how it all happened because to me it sounds like I'm saying I'm cursed and horrible things just keep happening to me. I accept my responsibility for my end and do self checks constantly. Even when thrown into situations far beyond my years, or no one should expect and try to deal with careful thought, civility and grace.

The one last thing I had to hold on to, that was keeping me strong and helping me grow as a person was the love I thought I had but apparently I did not. Lying, fear, cheating, HIV, emotional abuse, sneakiness, poverty, hurt, uncertainty, finding out the person who was the love of your life gave him HIV on purpose but still didn't want him!, cancer and treatments, severely persistent and mental illnesses, self-centeredness, the loss of friends and family acting shady and all that was just my relationship with my EX! So of course me being me for the most part stowed my problems.. "as usual" even if it left me in a bad spot financially, emotionally or physically and I was there! Loving and Supportive even after I was almost attacked. It's a fine line between being a damn fool and doing the right thing, I know but now I'm all on my own. I'm on medicare but the co-pays and deductible are killing me, I can't stay where I am, I'm fat, unhappy and depressed but still thanking God for all the blessing, some time's I feel like asking for more would be an exercise in futility But I'm here. I recently learned that it's ok for me to ask for help. What I'm begging for is to please, please, say a prayer for one another and me! be good to one another and if you could please help me reach my $2,000 goal to a new begining of self sufficiency so I can stop being a broken person and go back to helping others, me and kitty would be forever in your debt and pray for you as well. Amen

PLEASE HELP US IN CENTRAL IOWA

Posted by dogloop on 2012-01-29 23:58:14

2 weeks agoe my significant other fell down a flight of stairs, she has recently lost her job and has NO insurance... she broke her skull, orbital, coller bone, ribs 2,3,&4, L-5 vertibrea, pelvis, and tail bone. We also recently lost our home (trailor) due to a zoning issue. We got a notice and had 30 days to move out and get rid of it. We got a storage shed and went to stay with friends... seperate friends. We have two girls both 10 and things have been really hard on all of us. We already have enough medical bills with my recent neck surgery, and with this... it seems like there is no end to our peril. Ive been staying at the hospital because my love can not yet even stand so ive been by her side. The kids are staying with relatives but I dont know what to do. with no home to rehabilitate in and no insurance no one will take her in when the hospital releases her and she still needs care... PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN HELP OR TAKE THIS STORY TO THIER CHURCH... IM KINDA LOOSING ALL HOPE. We NEED HELP!!!! we could use food, clothes for the girls, money for gas, medical bills, scripts, A DOUBLE WIDE TRAILOR someone is not using or that is vacant in a trailor court... a double wide would be legal on our land, our single wide due to a zoning change was deemed illegal and we had to get rid of it. we went from having a paid for home to not having a place to live at all and now our world seems to be crashing in around us.... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD BE A GOD SEND... especially some help with scritps and med. bills.... IF ANYONE would like to get ahold of us our email is doglooplab69@live.com i can use the computer at the hospital or the friends house ONE of the girls and I are staying at... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD HELP... my brother set up a paypal account though i dont know how it works he does its at the email address above ... we could really use some kindness... please... im so stressed over my futer wife's medical condition and our little girl's wellfair... thank you for listening, i hope someone can help us...

PLEASE HELP US IN CENTRAL IOWA

Posted by dogloop on 2012-01-29 23:58:13

2 weeks agoe my significant other fell down a flight of stairs, she has recently lost her job and has NO insurance... she broke her skull, orbital, coller bone, ribs 2,3,&4, L-5 vertibrea, pelvis, and tail bone. We also recently lost our home (trailor) due to a zoning issue. We got a notice and had 30 days to move out and get rid of it. We got a storage shed and went to stay with friends... seperate friends. We have two girls both 10 and things have been really hard on all of us. We already have enough medical bills with my recent neck surgery, and with this... it seems like there is no end to our peril. Ive been staying at the hospital because my love can NOT YET even STAND so i've been by her side. The kids are staying with relatives but I dont know what to do. with no home to rehabilitate in and no insurance no one will take her in when the hospital releases her and she still needs care... PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN HELP OR TAKE THIS STORY TO THIER CHURCH... IM KINDA LOOSING ALL HOPE. We NEED HELP!!!! we could use food, clothes for the girls, money for gas, medical bills, scripts, A DOUBLE WIDE TRAILOR someone is not using or that is vacant in a trailor court... a double wide would be legal on our land, our single wide due to a zoning change was deemed illegal and we had to get rid of it. we went from having a paid for home to not having a place to live at all and now our world seems to be crashing in around us.... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD BE A GOD SEND... especially some help with GAS, scritps, and med. bills, or an old used double wide (central iowa).... IF ANYONE would like to get ahold of us our email is doglooplab69@live.com i can use the computer at the hospital or the friends house ONE of the girls and I are staying at... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD HELP... my brother set up a paypal account though i dont know how it works he does its at the email address above ... we could really use some kindness... please... im so stressed over my futer wife's medical condition and our little girl's wellfair... thank you for listening, i hope someone can help us...

PLEASE HELP US IN CENTRAL IOWA

Posted by dogloop on 2012-01-29 23:58:13

2 weeks agoe my significant other fell down a flight of stairs, she has recently lost her job and has NO insurance... she broke her skull, orbital, coller bone, ribs 2,3,&4, L-5 vertibrea, pelvis, and tail bone. We also recently lost our home (trailor) due to a zoning issue. We got a notice and had 30 days to move out and get rid of it. We got a storage shed and went to stay with friends... seperate friends. We have two girls both 10 and things have been really hard on all of us. We already have enough medical bills with my recent neck surgery, and with this... it seems like there is no end to our peril. Ive been staying at the hospital because my love can NOT YET even STAND so i've been by her side. The kids are staying with relatives but I dont know what to do. with no home to rehabilitate in and no insurance no one will take her in when the hospital releases her and she still needs care... PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN HELP OR TAKE THIS STORY TO THIER CHURCH... IM KINDA LOOSING ALL HOPE. We NEED HELP!!!! we could use food, clothes for the girls, money for gas, medical bills, scripts, A DOUBLE WIDE TRAILOR someone is not using or that is vacant in a trailor court... a double wide would be legal on our land, our single wide due to a zoning change was deemed illegal and we had to get rid of it. we went from having a paid for home to not having a place to live at all and now our world seems to be crashing in around us.... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD BE A GOD SEND... especially some help with GAS, scritps, and med. bills, or an old used double wide (central iowa).... IF ANYONE would like to get ahold of us our email is doglooplab69@live.com i can use the computer at the hospital or the friends house ONE of the girls and I are staying at... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD HELP... my brother set up a paypal account though i dont know how it works he does its at the email address above ... we could really use some kindness... please... im so stressed over my futer wife's medical condition and our little girl's wellfair... thank you for listening, i hope someone can help us...

PLEASE HELP US IN CENTRAL IOWA

Posted by dogloop on 2012-01-29 23:58:10

2 weeks agoe my significant other fell down a flight of stairs, she has recently lost her job and has NO insurance... she broke her skull, orbital, coller bone, ribs 2,3,&4, L-5 vertibrea, pelvis, and tail bone. We also recently lost our home (trailor) due to a zoning issue. We got a notice and had 30 days to move out and get rid of it. We got a storage shed and went to stay with friends... seperate friends. We have two girls both 10 and things have been really hard on all of us. We already have enough medical bills with my recent neck surgery, and with this... it seems like there is no end to our peril. Ive been staying at the hospital because my love can NOT YET even STAND so i've been by her side. The kids are staying with relatives but I dont know what to do. with no home to rehabilitate in and no insurance no one will take her in when the hospital releases her and she still needs care... PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN HELP OR TAKE THIS STORY TO THIER CHURCH... IM KINDA LOOSING ALL HOPE. We NEED HELP!!!! we could use food, clothes for the girls, money for gas, medical bills, scripts, A DOUBLE WIDE TRAILOR someone is not using or that is vacant in a trailor court... a double wide would be legal on our land, our single wide due to a zoning change was deemed illegal and we had to get rid of it. we went from having a paid for home to not having a place to live at all and now our world seems to be crashing in around us.... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD BE A GOD SEND... especially some help with GAS, scritps, and med. bills, or an old used double wide (central iowa).... IF ANYONE would like to get ahold of us our email is doglooplab69@live.com i can use the computer at the hospital or the friends house ONE of the girls and I are staying at... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD HELP... my brother set up a paypal account though i dont know how it works he does its at the email address above ... we could really use some kindness... please... im so stressed over my futer wife's medical condition and our little girl's wellfair... thank you for listening, i hope someone can help us...

Parents Just Divorced Second Time

Posted by yoyoma12345 on 2012-01-29 00:58:40

Hey my mom just recently got divorced to the second man she's married and now we're kinda short on money, just getting through the month we a bit of money left over. A break would be really appreciated for my mom since she's been raising me and my sister as a single mom on and off for her whole parenthood.

Please Help if you can

Posted by Believeingod on 2012-01-26 19:58:38

and thanks for reading this,that in itself is appreciated, I am not really sure how this works but a friend told me about this after reading about it in a magazine article.
Well let me start at the begining, for the last 20 years I have worked for the same company and never had a days sickness, yes not one single day, in October 2011 I went to work one day and just quit felling I had just had enough, I did not tell them I was feeling depressed & suicidal and sick, I just said I no longer want to work here and I left that day.
As I was depressed and on the verge of killing myself, something I had actually felt for many years, I spent the next three days at home not washing,cleaning or speaking to anyone, I looked on the internet and searched "The best way to commit suicide" I was that low, I had no money and in fact had huge debts, to my friends and family I was always the strong one always the one person they could rely on,but reality was I was a broken man my spirit my soul was empty I wanted to die.
After those three days of no sleep and thoughts of how I would die I took a shower, whilst in the shower I just completely broke down I just lay on the floor in uncontrolable crying I just lay there for about an hour, and suddenly it came to me that I needed to speak to some one and quick.
Enter my Sister, since childhood my Sister has been like a mother to me(My own mother left when I was 3) she is truly a beautiful person a wonderful role model and just the most fantastic spirited person I know. Why I had not just told her how I felt at the start I just dont know, because we talk about everything, maybe its the depression and anxiety of it all, I dont know.
I called her in tears and told her I need her to come over, she was here within half an hour, we spent the day crying she more than me, I was kinda cried out, she had never seen me cry since I was probably ten years old, that is probably a sadness in itself.
She did everything for me in those early days, took me to my Doctors a Doctors I had not been to in 10 years, it had been that long that when we booked the appointment I was informed my Doctor died 4 years ago. Anyway I was put under a mental health program and prescribed Anti-depressants and also some sleeping tablets(these killed me my spirit and thoughts were numbed). my sister has been my Angel my saviour, there is no doubt in my mind I would be dead now if it was not for my sister, thinks are still bad, very bad at times, but I see my sister every day she comes around cooks,talks does coffee and is constantly on the phone(sometimes this does my head in) but I understand that she is scared that I may harm myself,she has come to the doctors and psychiatrist with my giving me huge support and a hand to hold that I needed, I cant tell you in words how special she is to me, I am not actually suicidal at the moment although I still think if I got a terminal illness this would be ideal, mad I know but I am being honest, I have huge debts and on sick benefit but this is not enough to live on or enough to pay debts. I actually owe £50,000 and I know this will never be paid so I will lose my home and everything else that goes with bankruptcy, but I will always have my sister their supporting me, she has helped me financially for three months but I dont want this to continue its wrong.
Well now to my BEG, well I dont want money for my debts I understand they are way too much to ever believe I can pay them back, no the reason I want help is because later this year my sister is 50 yes the big Five O and for the last three years she has been kinda planning what she will do and where she will go, she has decided that she wants to rent a Villa in Spain and have all her friends & family come for one week, when we discussed this last year obviuosly I was always included in this week, but I do not want her paying for me its Her birthday after all, I will not be able to pay my own way and I will not be working in the next few months as I am soon to under go councilling, the truth is I dont really want to go as I am actually feeling stressed about it all, hoping it goes away, but at the same time I understand how much it means to her to have me there, I know she wont take no for an answer and will want to pay for me.
All I ask is that if anyone on here could donate so I can at least pay some part in some way to my own way.She is not going until August or September and I think it will cost around £300 as a guess maybe slightly more.
If just a little from a lot of people then I can make some head way, or if you just want to mail me if you have similar problems as I have learned that talking problems through does help.
I know its a long beg but I want you to know the background.
Thanks for reading and hopefully you can help in some small way.

My Beautiful Sister

Posted by Believeingod on 2012-01-24 15:58:49

and thanks for reading this,that in itself is appreciated, I am not really sure how this works but a friend told me about this after reading about it in a magazine article.
Well let me start at the begining, for the last 20 years I have worked for the same company and never had a days sickness, yes not one single day, in October 2011 I went to work one day and just quit felling I had just had enough, I did not tell them I was feeling depressed & suicidal and sick, I just said I no longer want to work here and I left that day.
As I was depressed and on the verge of killing myself, something I had actually felt for many years, I spent the next three days at home not washing,cleaning or speaking to anyone, I looked on the internet and searched "The best way to commit suicide" I was that low, I had no money and in fact had huge debts, to my friends and family I was always the strong one always the one person they could rely on,but reality was I was a broken man my spirit my soul was empty I wanted to die.
After those three days of no sleep and thoughts of how I would die I took a shower, whilst in the shower I just completely broke down I just lay on the floor in uncontrolable crying I just lay there for about an hour, and suddenly it came to me that I needed to speak to some one and quick.
Enter my Sister, since childhood my Sister has been like a mother to me(My own mother left when I was 3) she is truly a beautiful person a wonderful role model and just the most fantastic spirited person I know. Why I had not just told her how I felt at the start I just dont know, because we talk about everything, maybe its the depression and anxiety of it all, I dont know.
I called her in tears and told her I need her to come over, she was here within half an hour, we spent the day crying she more than me, I was kinda cried out, she had never seen me cry since I was probably ten years old, that is probably a sadness in itself.
She did everything for me in those early days, took me to my Doctors a Doctors I had not been to in 10 years, it had been that long that when we booked the appointment I was informed my Doctor died 4 years ago. Anyway I was put under a mental health program and prescribed Anti-depressants and also some sleeping tablets(these killed me my spirit and thoughts were numbed). my sister has been my Angel my saviour, there is no doubt in my mind I would be dead now if it was not for my sister, thinks are still bad, very bad at times, but I see my sister every day she comes around cooks,talks does coffee and is constantly on the phone(sometimes this does my head in) but I understand that she is scared that I may harm myself,she has come to the doctors and psychiatrist with my giving me huge support and a hand to hold that I needed, I cant tell you in words how special she is to me, I am not actually suicidal at the moment although I still think if I got a terminal illness this would be ideal, mad I know but I am being honest, I have huge debts and on sick benefit but this is not enough to live on or enough to pay debts. I actually owe £50,000 and I know this will never be paid so I will lose my home and everything else that goes with bankruptcy, but I will always have my sister their supporting me, she has helped me financially for three months but I dont want this to continue its wrong.
Well now to my BEG, well I dont want money for my debts I understand they are way too much to ever believe I can pay them back, no the reason I want help is because later this year my sister is 50 yes the big Five O and for the last three years she has been kinda planning what she will do and where she will go, she has decided that she wants to rent a Villa in Spain and have all her friends & family come for one week, when we discussed this last year obviuosly I was always included in this week, but I do not want her paying for me its Her birthday after all, I will not be able to pay my own way and I will not be working in the next few months as I am soon to under go councilling, the truth is I dont really want to go as I am actually feeling stressed about it all, hoping it goes away, but at the same time I understand how much it means to her to have me there, I know she wont take no for an answer and will want to pay for me.
All I ask is that if anyone on here could donate so I can at least pay some part in some way to my own way.She is not going until August or September and I think it will cost around £300 as a guess maybe slightly more.
If just a little from a lot of people then I can make some head way, or if you just want to mail me if you have similar problems as I have learned that talking problems through does help.
I know its a long beg but I want you to know the background.
Thanks for reading and hopefully you can help in some small way.

Please Help if you can

Posted by Believeingod on 2012-01-24 15:58:48

and thanks for reading this,that in itself is appreciated, I am not really sure how this works but a friend told me about this after reading about it in a magazine article.
Well let me start at the begining, for the last 20 years I have worked for the same company and never had a days sickness, yes not one single day, in October 2011 I went to work one day and just quit felling I had just had enough, I did not tell them I was feeling depressed & suicidal and sick, I just said I no longer want to work here and I left that day.
As I was depressed and on the verge of killing myself, something I had actually felt for many years, I spent the next three days at home not washing,cleaning or speaking to anyone, I looked on the internet and searched "The best way to commit suicide" I was that low, I had no money and in fact had huge debts, to my friends and family I was always the strong one always the one person they could rely on,but reality was I was a broken man my spirit my soul was empty I wanted to die.
After those three days of no sleep and thoughts of how I would die I took a shower, whilst in the shower I just completely broke down I just lay on the floor in uncontrolable crying I just lay there for about an hour, and suddenly it came to me that I needed to speak to some one and quick.
Enter my Sister, since childhood my Sister has been like a mother to me(My own mother left when I was 3) she is truly a beautiful person a wonderful role model and just the most fantastic spirited person I know. Why I had not just told her how I felt at the start I just dont know, because we talk about everything, maybe its the depression and anxiety of it all, I dont know.
I called her in tears and told her I need her to come over, she was here within half an hour, we spent the day crying she more than me, I was kinda cried out, she had never seen me cry since I was probably ten years old, that is probably a sadness in itself.
She did everything for me in those early days, took me to my Doctors a Doctors I had not been to in 10 years, it had been that long that when we booked the appointment I was informed my Doctor died 4 years ago. Anyway I was put under a mental health program and prescribed Anti-depressants and also some sleeping tablets(these killed me my spirit and thoughts were numbed). my sister has been my Angel my saviour, there is no doubt in my mind I would be dead now if it was not for my sister, thinks are still bad, very bad at times, but I see my sister every day she comes around cooks,talks does coffee and is constantly on the phone(sometimes this does my head in) but I understand that she is scared that I may harm myself,she has come to the doctors and psychiatrist with my giving me huge support and a hand to hold that I needed, I cant tell you in words how special she is to me, I am not actually suicidal at the moment although I still think if I got a terminal illness this would be ideal, mad I know but I am being honest, I have huge debts and on sick benefit but this is not enough to live on or enough to pay debts. I actually owe £50,000 and I know this will never be paid so I will lose my home and everything else that goes with bankruptcy, but I will always have my sister their supporting me, she has helped me financially for three months but I dont want this to continue its wrong.
Well now to my BEG, well I dont want money for my debts I understand they are way too much to ever believe I can pay them back, no the reason I want help is because later this year my sister is 50 yes the big Five O and for the last three years she has been kinda planning what she will do and where she will go, she has decided that she wants to rent a Villa in Spain and have all her friends & family come for one week, when we discussed this last year obviuosly I was always included in this week, but I do not want her paying for me its Her birthday after all, I will not be able to pay my own way and I will not be working in the next few months as I am soon to under go councilling, the truth is I dont really want to go as I am actually feeling stressed about it all, hoping it goes away, but at the same time I understand how much it means to her to have me there, I know she wont take no for an answer and will want to pay for me.
All I ask is that if anyone on here could donate so I can at least pay some part in some way to my own way.She is not going until August or September and I think it will cost around £300 as a guess maybe slightly more.
If just a little from a lot of people then I can make some head way, or if you just want to mail me if you have similar problems as I have learned that talking problems through does help.
I know its a long beg but I want you to know the background.
Thanks for reading and hopefully you can help in some small way.
My paypal account is added, maybe you can spare a few pence to help

Not sure anyone can help me

Posted by Believeingod on 2012-01-24 06:58:21

Hi and thanks for reading this,that in itself is appreciated, I am not really sure how this works but a friend told me about this after reading about it in a magazine article.
Well let me start at the begining, for the last 20 years I have worked for the same company and never had a days sickness, yes not one single day, in October 2011 I went to work one day and just quit felling I had just had enough, I did not tell them I was feeling depressed & suicidal and sick, I just said I no longer want to work here and I left that day.
As I was depressed and on the verge of killing myself, something I had actually felt for many years, I spent the next three days at home not washing,cleaning or speaking to anyone, I looked on the internet and searched "The best way to commit suicide" I was that low, I had no money and in fact had huge debts, to my friends and family I was always the strong one always the one person they could rely on,but reality was I was a broken man my spirit my soul was empty I wanted to die.
After those three days of no sleep and thoughts of how I would die I took a shower, whilst in the shower I just completely broke down I just lay on the floor in uncontrolable crying I just lay there for about an hour, and suddenly it came to me that I needed to speak to some one and quick.
Enter my Sister, since childhood my Sister has been like a mother to me(My own mother left when I was 3) she is truly a beautiful person a wonderful role model and just the most fantastic spirited person I know. Why I had not just told her how I felt at the start I just dont know, because we talk about everything, maybe its the depression and anxiety of it all, I dont know.
I called her in tears and told her I need her to come over, she was here within half an hour, we spent the day crying she more than me, I was kinda cried out, she had never seen me cry since I was probably ten years old, that is probably a sadness in itself.
She did everything for me in those early days, took me to my Doctors a Doctors I had not been to in 10 years, it had been that long that when we booked the appointment I was informed my Doctor died 4 years ago. Anyway I was put under a mental health program and prescribed Anti-depressants and also some sleeping tablets(these killed me my spirit and thoughts were numbed). my sister has been my Angel my saviour, there is no doubt in my mind I would be dead now if it was not for my sister, thinks are still bad, very bad at times, but I see my sister every day she comes around cooks,talks does coffee and is constantly on the phone(sometimes this does my head in) but I understand that she is scared that I may harm myself,she has come to the doctors and psychiatrist with my giving me huge support and a hand to hold that I needed, I cant tell you in words how special she is to me, I am not actually suicidal at the moment although I still think if I got a terminal illness this would be ideal, mad I know but I am being honest, I have huge debts and on sick benefit but this is not enough to live on or enough to pay debts. I actually owe £50,000 and I know this will never be paid so I will lose my home and everything else that goes with bankruptcy, but I will always have my sister their supporting me, she has helped me financially for three months but I dont want this to continue its wrong.
Well now to my BEG, well I dont want money for my debts I understand they are way too much to ever believe I can pay them back, no the reason I want help is because later this year my sister is 50 yes the big Five O and for the last three years she has been kinda planning what she will do and where she will go, she has decided that she wants to rent a Villa in Spain and have all her friends & family come for one week, when we discussed this last year obviuosly I was always included in this week, but I do not want her paying for me its Her birthday after all, I will not be able to pay my own way and I will not be working in the next few months as I am soon to under go councilling, the truth is I dont really want to go as I am actually feeling stressed about it all, hoping it goes away, but at the same time I understand how much it means to her to have me there, I know she wont take no for an answer and will want to pay for me.
All I ask is that if anyone on here could donate so I can at least pay some part in some way to my own way.She is not going until August or September and I think it will cost around £300 as a guess maybe slightly more.
If just a little from a lot of people then I can make some head way, or if you just want to mail me if you have similar problems as I have learned that talking problems through does help.
I know its a long beg but I want you to know the background.
Thanks for reading and hopefully you can help in some small way.

Money for Alienware PC (70$ profit for YOU)

Posted by GameMan39 on 2012-01-10 13:58:13

Hi people.
Let me tell what happened:
I love Minecraft and Team Fortress 2 VERY VERY much. Without them i have no reason to get up every morning. I had a PC wich ran both games perfectly. But then a friend "accidentaly" droped a glass of beer all over it. It never worked again.
After a while i got a new laptop, but it isn't designed for gaming. Result: Minecraft has an average of 2 FPS in minimal graphics, aswell as TF2. Since that day I'm kinda depressed and hopping to get a way better computer, but it could take years... I precisely want an Alienware PC wich everyone knows it's a gammer's dream. It's very expensive, but I just made a plan to easily get one. While searching on google "How to get money" i came across with a tutorial called RankToRiches. It teachs us how to make about 300$ in a WEEK, but i first need just 30$ to get started. After that, i can finish the plan and from the 300$ i get repeat the process by myself. I would be REALLY glad to anyone who donates the money i need and would be delighted to give you 100$ from the 300$ i'll make.

Money for Alienware PC (70$ profit for YOU)

Posted by GameMan39 on 2012-01-10 13:58:12

Hi people.
Let me tell what happened:
I love Minecraft and Team Fortress 2 VERY VERY much. Without them i have no reason to get up every morning. I had a PC wich ran both games perfectly. But then a friend "accidentaly" droped a glass of beer all over it. It never worked again.
After a while i got a new laptop, but it isn't designed for gaming. Result: Minecraft has an average of 2 FPS in minimal graphics, aswell as TF2. Since that day I'm kinda depressed and hopping to get a way better computer, but it could take years... I precisely want an Alienware PC wich everyone knows it's a gammer's dream. It's very expensive, but I just made a plan to easily get one. While searching on google "How to get money" i came across with a tutorial called RankToRiches. It teachs us how to make about 300$ in a WEEK, but i first need just 30$ to get started. After that, i can finish the plan and from the 300$ i get repeat the process by myself. I would be REALLY glad to anyone who donates the money i need and would be delighted to give you 100$ from the 300$ i'll make.

Money for Alienware PC (70$ profit for YOU)

Posted by GameMan39 on 2012-01-10 13:58:11

Hi people.
Let me tell what happened:
I love Minecraft and Team Fortress 2 VERY VERY much. Without them i have no reason to get up every morning. I had a PC wich ran both games perfectly. But then a friend "accidentaly" droped a glass of beer all over it. It never worked again.
After a while i got a new laptop, but it isn't designed for gaming. Result: Minecraft has an average of 2 FPS in minimal graphics, aswell as TF2. Since that day I'm kinda depressed and hopping to get a way better computer, but it could take years... I precisely want an Alienware PC wich everyone knows it's a gammer's dream. It's very expensive, but I just made a plan to easily get one. While searching on google "How to get money" i came across with a tutorial called RankToRiches. It teachs us how to make about 300$ in a WEEK, but i first need just 30$ to get started. After that, i can finish the plan and from the 300$ i get repeat the process by myself. I would be REALLY glad to anyone who donates the money i need and would be delighted to give you 100$ from the 300$ i'll make.

Money for Alienware PC (70$ profit for YOU)

Posted by GameMan39 on 2012-01-10 12:58:57

Hi people.
Let me tell what happened:
I love Minecraft and Team Fortress 2 VERY VERY much. Without them i have no reason to get up every morning. I had a PC wich ran both games perfectly. But then a friend "accidentaly" droped a glass of beer all over it. It never worked again.
After a while i got a new laptop, but it isn't designed for gaming. Result: Minecraft has an average of 2 FPS in minimal graphics, aswell as TF2. Since that day I'm kinda depressed and hopping to get a way better computer, but it could take years... I precisely want an Alienware PC wich everyone knows it's a gammer's dream. It's very expensive, but I just made a plan to easily get one. While searching on google "How to get money" i came across with a tutorial called RankToRiches. It teachs us how to make about 300$ in a WEEK, but i first need just 30$ to get started. After that, i can finish the plan and from the 300$ i get repeat the process by myself. I would be REALLY glad to anyone who donates the money i need and would be delighted to give you 100$ from the 300$ i'll make.

Need any help at all

Posted by Princess84 on 2011-12-05 14:58:48

Im 7 months pregnant and the babys dad is kicking me out. Im waiting on housing and right now have nowhere to go. I dont want to lose my child due to being homeless. I have a very short time to find a place or someone to help. I have no family to help either so im kinda on my own. Any help is great. Thank you.

Young Heart Patient And Family Needing Help

Posted by TSALBRIGHT77 on 2011-11-17 19:58:59

I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ MY POST. I AM COMING TO YOU BROKEN HEARTED BECAUSE I AM HAVING TO ASK FOR HELP FOR MY FAMILY AND I. THE REASON WE ARE NEEDING HELP IS WE ARE HAVING TROUBLE PAYING OUR BILLS AND TROUBLE BUYING MEDICINE. WELL TO START OFF MY FAMILY IS LEAVING IN A 3 BEDROOM HOUSE THAT MY PARENTS ARE TRYING THEIR BEST TO WORK AND PAY OFF. IT'S 5 ADULTS IN THE HOUSE. MY BROTHER SLEEPS ON THE LIVING ROOM FLOOR. I HAVE A ROOM, MY SISTER HAS A ROOM, AND MY PARENTS. ITS ANYWHERE FROM 5 ADULTS TO 7 CHILDREN HERE AND THEY SLEEP ON THE FLOOR.ON THE WEEKEND. IT WAS JUST MY PARENTS AND I LIVING HERE BUT SOMETHINGS HAPPENED AND MY BROTHER AND SISTER HAD TO MOVE BACK AND MY SISTER IS EXPECTING HER FIRST CHILD IN APRIL. THE REASON I WAS BACK HOME IS I HAD A HEART ATTACK IN JULY 2010 AND MY MAIN ARTERY WAS BLOCKED AND THEY HAD TO PUT A STENT IN AND I STILL HAVE SOME BLOCKAGES BUT THEY COULDN'T CHANCE UNBLOCKING ALL THEM. MY HEART FUNCTION IS ONLY AT 35 TO 40% WHICH MAKES IT KINDA HARD FOR ME TO DO MUCH. I AM ON MEDICINE FOR DIABETES, HIGH BLOOD, HIGH CHOLESTROL, HEART DISEASE, IRON, DEPRESSION, AND A FEW OTHER THINGS. I DON'T HAVE ANY INCOME COMING IN SO IT MAKES IT HARD TO GET MEDICINE. I HAVE TO DEPEND ON MY PARENTS FOR SO MUCH AND THEY ARE STRUGGLING THEMSELVES. THEY DO ALL THEY CAN TO SUPPORT US IN ANYWAY THEY CAN BUT ITS GETTING HARDER AND HARDER FOR THEM. MY MOM IS ALWAYS TAKING OFF WORK TO TAKE ME BACK AND FORTH TO MY DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS BECAUSE I CAN AFFORD A VEHICLE WITHOUT HAVIN A JOB. WE ARE A FAMILY THAT NEVER LETS OTHER KNOW WHEN WE ARE IN NEED AND IF WE WASN'T IN NEED i WOULDN'T BE E IT TO WRITING NOW. MY MOM MAYBE UPSET IF SHE FIND OUT BUT I AM TIRED OF US STRUGGLING. SHE IS QUICK TO HELP OTHERS EVEN WHEN SHE REALLY DONT HAVE IT TO GIVE BUT SHE WILL FIND A WAY EVEN IF THAT IS HER LAST. WE ARE CHRISTIANS AND BELIEVE ME I AM NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON TO LIE ABOUT SITUATIONS LIKE THIS. I KNOW OTHERS OUT THER WORSE OFF THAN MY FAMILY AND GOD IS LETTING US GO THROUGH THESE TRIALS FOR A REASON. WE ARE JUST IN THE NEED OF SOME BLESSINGS. MY PARENTS BILLS ARE ATLEAST 2 MONTHS BEHIND ON EVERYTHING. I HAVE A BILL WITH MY HOSPITAL ABOUT $13,000 FROM WHEN I HAD MY HEART ATTACK AND THE BILLS KEEP GOING UP BECAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY TO PAY TOWARDS MY BILLS EACH TIME I GO AND I GO ATLEAST ONE A MONTH. MY MOM WORKS A FULL TIME JOB AND MY DAD A PARTTIME BUT THAT'S NOT ENOUGH MONEY COMING IN TO KEEP THE BILLS UP. MY PARENTS ARE LIVING PAY CHECK TO PAY CHECK. I AM WILLING TO PROVIDE ANY INFORMATION THAT YOU MAY NEED IF YOU ARE WILLING TO HELP US. I JUST WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE AND PRAY I NEVER HAVE TO AGAIN BUT I AM JUST TRYING TO GET HELP FOR MY FAMILY.

MY NAME IS TAMEKA AND IM 34. THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOU IN ALL YOU CAN AND WILL DO.

lost and i feel like there is no way out

Posted by angel1974 on 2011-08-31 09:58:48

I'm going to be honest I don't even know really where to start but at this point I'm so desperate I'm willing to try anything, I am a 37 year old woman who about 8 years ago had it all was on top of the world, great job a home wonderful friends and family but then I met a guy on the internet from a different country and he sucked me in with his false promises and hopes of a beautiful life together, we started talking on the phone got to know eachother over a years time and I sold my house quit my job and closed out my savings to go be with him he ended up not being the wonderful man he had lead me on to believe he was. He started beating me I became pg with his child he put a gun to my head because I told him I wanted to leave him and proceeded to play russian roulet and by the grace of god the gun jammed on the last round and when that didn't work he tried to suffercate me until I was able to break free at which time he threw something at my stomach and I lost my child . I made it back to America and had to come back and stay with my parents now with no job no money and very depressed. I finally was able to get a job but am so far behind on bills that piled up while I was gone and some that I have gotten since I arrived home and I need the help so bad. I am a good person and if I had money I would be on this site helping anyone I could and many people I know and love who need help, I am not trying to get rich here I'm trying to be able to get to a point in my life again where I can breath and start to enjoy my life like I used to all those years ago. I'm so lost I worry and stress everyday and pray for god to help me show me my purpose in life and try to keep my faith knowing the pain I went through losing my child and my belongings was just gods way of preparing me for something beautiful in the future and that my pain was not without reason. I would be so greatful for anyones help so that I can get caught up get my health back so that maybe I will be able to have a child before my time runs out I'm getting at that age where its kinda now or never but I know I am not finacially able to support a child right now soo I would never bring one into the world without being able to provide for it. I grew up with struggles so I would never want to put my child through this. Anyway thank you so much for hearing my story and if you would be able to help that would help me more then you would ever know and if not and even if you just read my story and it touched you just a bit that was worth it to me cause it just goes to show that god is everywhere:-)

String Of Unfortunate Events For A Single Mother

Posted by BurntAnimalCrakers on 2011-08-26 11:58:21

I am ashamed to that it has come to this. I need help so badly it seems so unreal... I don't know how it go this bad...
I am a 25 years old and I have a 2 year old, who brings such happiness to me. I rent a house for $300.00 a month. seem good deal right. That's what I thought while I was pregnant with my son. I had to move out of a apartment complex because they upped the rent to $850.00 a month for a 1bed/1bath and I still had to pay all the utilities. That was coming out way to high for me, know I had a little on on the way. I canceled my contract 3 months before it was up and I go A huge penalty bill for that, but I had no choice. I packed every thing I owned and move to a really really bad part of the city. It was 2am so I just went in with a blanked and a pillow and crashed on a couch that was left behind by some Tweakers. When I woke up I started to bawl. The front door was not Even a front door, it was a temp door that you find a a construction site. Th wall between to living room and kitchen was gone and the support beams were being held by a 2x4, The ceiling was sagging. the kitchen had water damage and the celling was dripping black water. The counter tops was pieces of plywood with wallpaper nailed to it. The bath hall bathroom was nasty like "stuff" all on the tub side wall and spoons that looked burnt? not sure on that but there were needles there. the three rooms not so bad a little drywall work and done. that master bath (if that was what was supposed to be) was backed up black mold? and something dead int the shower part. I called the lad lord and he said "you signed to contract knowing what was wrong". I reminded him of what he told me you said a LITTLE bit of work, Like little patches here and there... he told me you signed it and it said you were to fix up the house for part of the rent and pay 300 for the last bit. fine any how. the whole time I have been here it has be fixing on the house and trying to nurse a baby and work to pay the bills. 2 years down the line the roof leaks every time it rains, I landlord was so kind to replace toe swamp cooler for an AC. That gave me a $900.00 bill, because the house has so many cracks and leaks, it was cooling the out side world too. The hall bathroom tub has a cracked pipe under it and the wall around the spigot started to degrade. the cracked pipe leaks in to the master bathroom and floods part of the master bedroom. I could not pay my gas bill so I had to turn it off, but I boil our bath water to bathe. Work has slowed down so bad and I used all my unemployment to barely keep my head above the water. Now that it is gone... my rent is backed up to 1200.00 I still have to pay 900.00 for electric. I applied for food stamps but budgets had been cut back for the state that I get 150.00 for the month. so I applied for WIC and it gives us a little bit (two gal of milk, a loaf of bread, and 6.00 worth of veggies along with the cheese and peanut butter) I went and got a food box but there was not much ( a bit of pork, 6 mystery cans, and crunchy hamburger buns) all this was to last us for the month. I had to cut back to one meal a day so my son can have his 3 meals and 2 snacks. but lately I have gone with out eating but only once every two days. It hurts bad to do that. I lost 50lbs from this, I mean I looked at it positively, I kinda needed it. but my clothing dont fit any more, they hang on my body or fall off my waist and Now that winter is coming along... I cant get fall/winter clothing for my son, I am okay, I guess I have coats that work for me, He dose not fit any thing that he had last winter. I feel like I am a horrible mother, that cant even get her child clothing and I cant lose our home even tho it is old, run down, leaky, and falling apart. It is still a place that we can be safe for the elements of the outside world. I Have tried asking my mother to help us but she is having a hard time, too.
I am sorry to bother and ask y'all for some help. I am so very sorry, But I have to do what I can to help my son, so he dose not have to worry about when his next meal is or if he is going to be warm enough. I want him to say innocent as long as possible. No child should have to grow up so fast and leave their childhood behind. He is to young to know how harsh and hard the real world is. I want to see him smile over the smallest things at life, It makes all this worth it... for him. Please anything will help us. I will be so ever thankful and know that there still are people out there that have a heart and would show it to the world. Thank You for your time and Thank You for being so kind enough to read this. Thank You from the bottom of my heart.