Illegal Tags

I'm a 45 year old male with 5 children. In 2005 I got retrenched from the platinum mine were I worked and with the state that sa's economy is in I've struggled to get a job ever since and my savings are running out. My twins is 18 and in matric this year and both need new glasses and for that they also need new eye test done at specsavers the qoatation was R2000 ($250) for both. My youngest daughter's primary school is R1500 in arears ($200) and my 5year old needs to start play school and the baby needs formula and daipers,then there is food,rent and water and electricity bills and winters coming! I try do odd jobs to make ends meet but now my bakkie (pick up truck) broke down and I do steel works and used it to move my equipment. Any donations or amount money will do and wil be appriciated very much. There is a thousand illegal ways in SA to make money but Im not a theive. I was a policeman in my 20's and know how crime affect the lives of others.I'm alone with only my oldest daugter trying to help in between her job and 2 baby boys. Please I really dont know what to do anymore and what to pay and what not to pay this month.

please is there anyone out there that can help.ive been working for months trying to get employment and have come up short.i desperatly need finacial help to pay my bills.i cant get a loan because i am not working and i dont have any colateral.the government wont even help because they cut out alot of the programs that might have helped in the past.im a 37 yr old single parent trying to keep a roof over my childs head.please,please is there any one that can help without doing something very illegal?

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Please do not contact me if the purpose is for yourself gain and benefit. I had contacts from individuals who wanted to take advantage of my health and use my identity for fraudulent and illegal use and benefit for themselves. Please do not try to mess up my life, don't play with my health! May God Bless the ones who are ready to help from their free will with no intention and advantages!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Please do not contact me if the purpose is for yourself gain and benefit. I had contact from individuals who wanted to take advantage of my health and use my identity for fraudulent and illegal use. Please do not try to mess my life, don't play with my health! May God Bless the ones who are ready to health from their free will with no intention for self gain!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Please do not contact me if the purpose is for yourself gain and benefit. I had contact from individuals who wanted to take advantage of my health and use my identity for fraudulent and illegal use. Please do not try to mess my life, don't play with my health! May God Bless the ones who are ready to health from their free will with no intention for self gain!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Please do not contact me if the purpose is for yourself gain and benefit. I had contact from individuals who wanted to take advantage of my health and use my identity for fraudulent and illegal use. Please do not try to mess my life, don't play with my health! May God Bless the ones who are ready to health from their free will with no intention for self gain!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Please do not contact me if the purpose is for yourself gain and benefit. I had contact from individuals who wanted to take advantage of my health and use my identity for fraudulent and illegal use. Please do not try to mess my life, don't play with my health! May God Bless the ones who are ready to health from their free will with no intention for self gain!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Please do not contact me if the purpose is for yourself gain and benefit. I had contact from individuals who wanted to take advantage of my health and use my identity for fraudulent and illegal use. Please do not try to mess my life, don't play with my health! May God Bless the ones who are ready to health from their free will with no intention for self gain!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

Whoever is willing to promise me that they will help and turn up to try and benefit for themselves please do not contact me! I would rather remain ill for the rest of my life then gain unclean money! I had contacts from people who were pretending to be somebody who they are really not, pretending to be organisations and trying to put me into something illegal for their own gain and trying to use my identity! Please if you are willing to do that please do not contact me. My life is a mess as it is I dont want to make it worst. I dont want something illegal. I want real, genuine people who they want to really help with no self advantage and with no illegal intentions and measures. Whoever want to help me please provide me with identifications and some genuine proof which would prove that you want to support me with nothing in return or reward or using my identification for their own gain! It is my health concerned do not make a laugh and play with it!!!!


Many thanks

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

Whoever is willing to promise me that they will help and turn up to try and benefit for themselves please do not contact me! I would rather remain ill for the rest of my life then gain unclean money! I had contacts from people who were pretending to be somebody who they are really not, pretending to be organisations and trying to put me into something illegal for their own gain and trying to use my identity! Please if you are willing to do that please do not contact me. My life is a mess as it is I dont want to make it worst. I dont want something illegal. I want real, genuine people who they want to really help with no self advantage and with no illegal intentions and measures. Whoever want to help me please provide me with identifications and some genuine proof which would prove that you want to support me with nothing in return or reward or using my identification for their own gain! It is my health concerned do not make a laugh and play with it!!!!


Many thanks

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

Whoever is willing to promise me that they will help and turn up to try and benefit for themselves please do not contact me! I would rather remain ill for the rest of my life then gain unclean money! I had contacts from people who were pretending to be somebody who they are really not, pretending to be organisations and trying to put me into something illegal for their own gain and trying to use my identity! Please if you are willing to do that please do not contact me. My life is a mess as it is I dont want to make it worst. I dont want something illegal. I want real, genuine people who they want to really help with no self advantage and with no illegal intentions and measures. Whoever want to help me please provide me with identifications and some genuine proof which would prove that you want to support me with nothing in return or reward or using my identification for their own gain! It is my health concerned do not make a laugh and play with it!!!!


Many thanks

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

Whoever is willing to promise me that they will help and turn up to try and benefit for themselves please do not contact me! I would rather remain ill for the rest of my life then gain unclean money! I had contacts from people who were pretending to be somebody who they are really not, pretending to be organisations and trying to put me into something illegal for their own gain and trying to use my identity! Please if you are willing to do that please do not contact me. My life is a mess as it is I dont want to make it worst. I dont want something illegal. I want real, genuine people who they want to really help with no self advantage and with no illegal intentions and measures. Whoever want to help me please provide me with identifications and some genuine proof which would prove that you want to support me with nothing in return or reward or using my identification for their own gain! It is my health concerned do not make a laugh and play with it!!!!


Many thanks

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

Whoever is willing to promise me that they will help and turn up to try and benefit for themselves please do not contact me! I had contacts from people who were pretending to be someone who they are really not, pretending to be organisations and trying to put me into something illegal or fraudulent! Please if you are willing to do that please do not contact me. My life is a mess as it is I dont want to make it worst. I dont want something illegal. I want real, genuine people who they want to really help with no advantage and with no illegal intentions and measures. Please whoever want to help me please provide me with identifications and some genuine proof which would prove that you want to support me with nothing in return or reward. I can not assist anyone, if I would I would of helped myself. It is my health concerned do not make a laugh and play with it!!!! I hate when people take advantage of us who are really in need. I dont have a life to waste!!!


Many thanks

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

Whoever is willing to promise me that they will help and turn up to try and benefit for themselves please do not contact me! I had contacts from people who were pretending to be someone who they are really not, pretending to be organisations and trying to put me into something illegal or fraudulent! Please if you are willing to do that please do not contact me. My life is a mess as it is I dont want to make it worst. I dont want something illegal. I want real, genuine people who they want to really help with no advantage and with no illegal intentions and measures.

You who are genuine and want to really help may God always guide you and support you in every pathway in your life
Many thanks

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

Whoever is willing to promise me that they will help and turn up to try and benefit for themselves please do not contact me! I had contacts from people who were pretending to be someone who they are really not, pretending to be organisations and trying to put me into something illegal or fraudulent! Please if you are willing to do that please do not contact me. My life is a mess as it is I dont want to make it worst. I dont want something illegal. I want real, genuine people who they want to really help with no advantage and with no illegal intentions and measures.

You who are genuine and want to really help may God always guide you and support you in every pathway in your life
Many thanks

I have had depression and trauma every since I was 10 years old. It initiated when a guy attempted to rape me. Ever since then my life has been a disaster. I am always on anti depression tablets. I dont have confidence, I am paranoid, scared, afraid. I have nightmares, feel guilty and I hate my character soooooooooo much. I go to doctors all the time but they do not do anything about it apart from repeating the same medication all the time. This doctors are from National Health Service which is free for every citizen of UK. If I had money I would of gonne to a private doctor so maybe they could really help me with some kind of rehabilitations or other measures that would really help me in a long term run and transform my attitude, the way of thinking or something that would rekindle my spirit and make me a normal human being as everyone else.

I have been in university for more then I was supposed to because the trauma and depression has affected me drastically. Now I had to leave university because I can not cope because of my health and I can not even afford to pay it. If I had the opportunity to cure then I would of been able to study aswell as work. I fighted so much in life trying to pretend that I can do things like anyone else and there is nothing wrong with me but in my heart there is sorrow and pain.

Please help, you would make a miracle in my life, it would mean the world to me!!!!!!

Whoever is willing to help me they can contact me on b.paloja@hotmail.co.uk

Whoever is willing to promise me that they will help and turn up to try and benefit for themselves please do not contact me! I had contacts from people who were pretending to be someone who they are really not, pretending to be organisations and trying to put me into something illegal or fraudulent! Please if you are willing to do that please do not contact me. My life is a mess as it is I dont want to make it worst. I dont want something illegal. I want real, genuine people who they want to really help with no advantage and with no illegal intentions and measures. Please whoever want to help me please provide me with identifications and some genuine proof which would prove that you want to support me with nothing in return or reward. I can not assist anyone, if I would I would of helped myself. It is my health concerned do not make a laugh and play with it!!!! I hate when people take advantage of us who are really in need. I dont have a life to waste!!!


Many thanks

hi guys, i really need your help :(
on tuesday this week (4/3/12) we found out that my aunt has cancer and she is low on budget and cant afford to pay for her treatments and medicine. she has 2 kids that are 10 years old and another of 7 years and i woulnt like to see my little cousins see their mom ill and weak not know what happen to her. she is illegal and cannot get any help and my uncle is not working due to not being legal here in the u.s. she has lost her hope and faith because she dosent have enough money for her treatments and medicine. My uncle has tried to get donations by leaving boxes in super market also stating that she has cancer and is illegal cant get help and so far no success with that. ive tried my best to raise money for her walking door to door and all i got was a slammed door. i know its a rough economy right now but even a lil can make a difference.

IF YOU GOT QUESTIONS OR CONCERNS FEEL FREE TO EMAIL ME @ : (Da_nagetier2@live.com) i will be checking my email hourly. any advice is welcomed too.
please donate or help me get donations to my paypal: (da_nagetier@live.com)
i will also bee taking pictures of her bills for proof if you are interested.
Thanks, and have a great day

Just a little help for rent and food. I have never tried illegal drugs. Don't smoke.

I can collect money through the link below.
www.wepay.com/donations/food-and-rent

Dear Selfless Donor,

My name is Carol and I am a college grad facing extremely difficult times. Like many others, I have not been guaranteed success and steady employment after college. After living with my parents and endlessly floating from minimum wage job to another in a small rural town with no opportunities, I decided to take control of my life, take a risk, and move back to Philadelphia for more opportunities. I have finally landed a wonderful, amazing job in my field of marketing, but I just started so I won't be getting a paycheck for a few weeks, and I have no money left and nothing else to sell. I need to pay rent in order to continue on with my newfound career, and I am drowning in debt. I have over a hundred grand in student loan debt and am about to default; both of my bank accounts are negative several hundred dollars due to fees and returned payments from not having the funds; I also have credit card debt from having to resort to using only plastic due to lack of money to pay for things like transportation, food, and other bills like my cell phone, which is the most basic prepaid phone and plan possible. I am overwhelmed and my stress and worry level is so high, it interferes with my health, social life, and keeps me from being able to focus in my new work completely. I have panic attacks, nervous breakdowns, and crying fits daily and I have exhausted all options aside from anything immoral and illegal and have borrowed all the money I could. I hope that a generous person could give me the help that I desperately need and once I am back on my feet I would love to pay it forward to someone else who needs it because I know how it feels. Thank you.

I am a single mother of a 3 yr old girl. One who just can't seem to get ahead. Or even even. Bills that are due, some being paid with what little I have are limited to the necessities. I am getting help from my state with food and healthcare and that is wonderful. But here is where my downside comes into play. On 1/28/12, due to (see subject title) I had to quit my job. A job in which I love, in a field that i love, that i still have (outstanding) school loans required for me to be licensed in the field. Hold on now, this does tie together...I quit drinking 3 years ago,(I am past my 20's if that means anything.) I found though, once I quit drinking, that I had been self- medicating for partially debilitating mental illnesses. Though I have been doing my part since quitting the drink (therapy, psychiatry,and just holding on for dear life), I cannot seem to get to where I need/want to be, to be able to continue to provide for my kiddo. My credit is shot, I wasn't approved for a car loan of ANY sort (CARHOP DENIED ME!)and my car is dying. The anxiety I feel every day when I wake up and find that I have to take 10 or so pills to make it through the day, and then still figure out how to pay for my car insurance. And rent and phone bills and electricity blah blah blah, you get the picture. My credit cards (in which I have to use to purchase clothing for myself and my daughter) are maxed. My little one bedroom apartment just doesn't accommodate for myself and my 3 year old. She has no place to play outside, except for a pavement parking lot, all the while trying to shield her from the illegal activities which take place around here. I am in the process of starting to apply for disability, because that is all i know to do for the time being. I will be applying for housing assistance, I gotta get out of this place.
I don't know whom may be out there, and whom may be reading this, I hope at least someone does. What I really hope, is that there may be some helpful, generous, kind and empathetic soul who might be able to help me with this huge anxiety ridden request for help. I have never done anything like this before, for the worst quality I possess is asking for help. Or lack of being able to do so. But, here goes nothin!

I recently had a holiday overseas which was great. Though there was one stain on the whole experience. This beg is to help someone I wronged while there, and to help myself with the guilt I feel.

Not everything went perfectly while on holiday but it was mostly Ok. While there I met a gorgeous young girl who was very kind to me, and helped me around a foreign country. Unfortunetely I feel as though I took advantage of her but I won't go into specifics. Nothing I did was illegal, or even perhaps socially unnaceptable. But to me it was morally corrupt and it could affect her for the rest of her life.

I am not rich, but I do donate to charity also. And I ask humbly for any help offered. Any donations will go towards finding the one I have wronged, and helping her in the future.

2 weeks agoe my significant other fell down a flight of stairs, she has recently lost her job and has NO insurance... she broke her skull, orbital, coller bone, ribs 2,3,&4, L-5 vertibrea, pelvis, and tail bone. We also recently lost our home (trailor) due to a zoning issue. We got a notice and had 30 days to move out and get rid of it. We got a storage shed and went to stay with friends... seperate friends. We have two girls both 10 and things have been really hard on all of us. We already have enough medical bills with my recent neck surgery, and with this... it seems like there is no end to our peril. Ive been staying at the hospital because my love can not yet even stand so ive been by her side. The kids are staying with relatives but I dont know what to do. with no home to rehabilitate in and no insurance no one will take her in when the hospital releases her and she still needs care... PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN HELP OR TAKE THIS STORY TO THIER CHURCH... IM KINDA LOOSING ALL HOPE. We NEED HELP!!!! we could use food, clothes for the girls, money for gas, medical bills, scripts, A DOUBLE WIDE TRAILOR someone is not using or that is vacant in a trailor court... a double wide would be legal on our land, our single wide due to a zoning change was deemed illegal and we had to get rid of it. we went from having a paid for home to not having a place to live at all and now our world seems to be crashing in around us.... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD BE A GOD SEND... especially some help with scritps and med. bills.... IF ANYONE would like to get ahold of us our email is doglooplab69@live.com i can use the computer at the hospital or the friends house ONE of the girls and I are staying at... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD HELP... my brother set up a paypal account though i dont know how it works he does its at the email address above ... we could really use some kindness... please... im so stressed over my futer wife's medical condition and our little girl's wellfair... thank you for listening, i hope someone can help us...

2 weeks agoe my significant other fell down a flight of stairs, she has recently lost her job and has NO insurance... she broke her skull, orbital, coller bone, ribs 2,3,&4, L-5 vertibrea, pelvis, and tail bone. We also recently lost our home (trailor) due to a zoning issue. We got a notice and had 30 days to move out and get rid of it. We got a storage shed and went to stay with friends... seperate friends. We have two girls both 10 and things have been really hard on all of us. We already have enough medical bills with my recent neck surgery, and with this... it seems like there is no end to our peril. Ive been staying at the hospital because my love can NOT YET even STAND so i've been by her side. The kids are staying with relatives but I dont know what to do. with no home to rehabilitate in and no insurance no one will take her in when the hospital releases her and she still needs care... PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN HELP OR TAKE THIS STORY TO THIER CHURCH... IM KINDA LOOSING ALL HOPE. We NEED HELP!!!! we could use food, clothes for the girls, money for gas, medical bills, scripts, A DOUBLE WIDE TRAILOR someone is not using or that is vacant in a trailor court... a double wide would be legal on our land, our single wide due to a zoning change was deemed illegal and we had to get rid of it. we went from having a paid for home to not having a place to live at all and now our world seems to be crashing in around us.... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD BE A GOD SEND... especially some help with GAS, scritps, and med. bills, or an old used double wide (central iowa).... IF ANYONE would like to get ahold of us our email is doglooplab69@live.com i can use the computer at the hospital or the friends house ONE of the girls and I are staying at... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD HELP... my brother set up a paypal account though i dont know how it works he does its at the email address above ... we could really use some kindness... please... im so stressed over my futer wife's medical condition and our little girl's wellfair... thank you for listening, i hope someone can help us...

2 weeks agoe my significant other fell down a flight of stairs, she has recently lost her job and has NO insurance... she broke her skull, orbital, coller bone, ribs 2,3,&4, L-5 vertibrea, pelvis, and tail bone. We also recently lost our home (trailor) due to a zoning issue. We got a notice and had 30 days to move out and get rid of it. We got a storage shed and went to stay with friends... seperate friends. We have two girls both 10 and things have been really hard on all of us. We already have enough medical bills with my recent neck surgery, and with this... it seems like there is no end to our peril. Ive been staying at the hospital because my love can NOT YET even STAND so i've been by her side. The kids are staying with relatives but I dont know what to do. with no home to rehabilitate in and no insurance no one will take her in when the hospital releases her and she still needs care... PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN HELP OR TAKE THIS STORY TO THIER CHURCH... IM KINDA LOOSING ALL HOPE. We NEED HELP!!!! we could use food, clothes for the girls, money for gas, medical bills, scripts, A DOUBLE WIDE TRAILOR someone is not using or that is vacant in a trailor court... a double wide would be legal on our land, our single wide due to a zoning change was deemed illegal and we had to get rid of it. we went from having a paid for home to not having a place to live at all and now our world seems to be crashing in around us.... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD BE A GOD SEND... especially some help with GAS, scritps, and med. bills, or an old used double wide (central iowa).... IF ANYONE would like to get ahold of us our email is doglooplab69@live.com i can use the computer at the hospital or the friends house ONE of the girls and I are staying at... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD HELP... my brother set up a paypal account though i dont know how it works he does its at the email address above ... we could really use some kindness... please... im so stressed over my futer wife's medical condition and our little girl's wellfair... thank you for listening, i hope someone can help us...

2 weeks agoe my significant other fell down a flight of stairs, she has recently lost her job and has NO insurance... she broke her skull, orbital, coller bone, ribs 2,3,&4, L-5 vertibrea, pelvis, and tail bone. We also recently lost our home (trailor) due to a zoning issue. We got a notice and had 30 days to move out and get rid of it. We got a storage shed and went to stay with friends... seperate friends. We have two girls both 10 and things have been really hard on all of us. We already have enough medical bills with my recent neck surgery, and with this... it seems like there is no end to our peril. Ive been staying at the hospital because my love can NOT YET even STAND so i've been by her side. The kids are staying with relatives but I dont know what to do. with no home to rehabilitate in and no insurance no one will take her in when the hospital releases her and she still needs care... PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN HELP OR TAKE THIS STORY TO THIER CHURCH... IM KINDA LOOSING ALL HOPE. We NEED HELP!!!! we could use food, clothes for the girls, money for gas, medical bills, scripts, A DOUBLE WIDE TRAILOR someone is not using or that is vacant in a trailor court... a double wide would be legal on our land, our single wide due to a zoning change was deemed illegal and we had to get rid of it. we went from having a paid for home to not having a place to live at all and now our world seems to be crashing in around us.... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD BE A GOD SEND... especially some help with GAS, scritps, and med. bills, or an old used double wide (central iowa).... IF ANYONE would like to get ahold of us our email is doglooplab69@live.com i can use the computer at the hospital or the friends house ONE of the girls and I are staying at... PLEASE ANY HELP AT ALL WOULD HELP... my brother set up a paypal account though i dont know how it works he does its at the email address above ... we could really use some kindness... please... im so stressed over my futer wife's medical condition and our little girl's wellfair... thank you for listening, i hope someone can help us...