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Repossessed Home In Need of Repair.

Posted by khannah on 2012-05-21 08:58:22

Hello, My names Kaylee and I am in need of a little help if possible. My parents divorced this year and it ended with me, my mum and my brother moving to a 2 bedroom repossessed property that is in dire need of repair. My mum works, but her wages only cover our necessities and there’s no room to save for the house to be repaired. Me and my brother help where we can but we are on little wages ourselves. We currently have no ceiling or flooring in the lounge and kitchen and every wall in the house needs repairing and painting. We also need a sofa and other bits of furniture as we currently have plastic garden chairs. I have a friend who is a builder and is willing to do all the repairs for us, it's just the part of raising the money for materials that’s an issue.
I would be most grateful for any donation that could help towards my cause and I know it’s not life threatening and in some people’s eyes not a lot of money but for us it could make a huge difference to our lives. My mum suffers with Bipolar and this can have a huge impact on our everyday life, with the house in such disarray this can cause my mums behavior to be very erratic and disorganised, I just feel with a home she does not need to worry about that it will help us all to lead a better quality of life :)

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In Need of Clothes for my 3 kids

Posted by 3butterfliez on 2012-05-18 12:58:33

Single disabled mom of 3 kids, 14 boy and 8 year old girl and a 5 month old baby girl, with no help from the fathers. They're in need of clothes badly. I have very little clothes for my baby and I would appreciate if people can help one way or another by donating money or clothes, toys, diapers.We're surviving on my disability check at this moment, its not enough to get by. Its only enough to pay the rent and keep the lights on and personal needs so we could use some help. What ever you can donate would make a difference in our lives. God bless you.

Help with the Bar Application Fees

Posted by almostanattorney on 2012-05-16 19:58:01

Hi,

I just completed my legal studies and I would like to sit for the July Bar. After taking out a six figure debt, I am unable to get a loan to cover the cost of taking the bar in July. The reason I have been refused a private loan is because of my high student loan balance(ironically)

I am not a lazy person and I have worked my entire way through law school to help support my family and pay my bills. Now I feel helpless as I struggle to move onto the next phase of my life. $1500 would make all the difference in the world to me right now. .

Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Need money to pay bank

Posted by writeandknow on 2012-05-10 18:58:36

I'm a college student whose only income is from freelance writing (independent content writing). I currently owe approx $79 to pay the bank. They will not let me set up a payment plan. I am trying to write to earn this money but am struggling to do so. Even $1 can make a HUGE difference.

Former Stripper NEEDS MONEY to FINISH School!

Posted by abrazelton on 2012-05-09 01:58:21

Yes, I used to be a stripper. I have made some poor decisions in my life, but would like to put the past behind me and live a more philanthropic and spiritual life.

So here it is: I cannot receive my federal aid because of the 150% limit. Basically, I was unsure of what I wanted my major to be, and I took a lot of classes. Now I have a financial aid hold on my account, and I cannot register for the summer semester.

I only need 2 MORE CLASSES to graduate.
If I can pay my tuition for this semester, $1690.49, I can register for summer classes.

I need to be done with school so I can make a career for myself. Going back to stripping is not an option; the emotional, physical, and mental stress is too much.

I promise to you I will make a difference. A bachelor's degree is in the plan, and I enjoy helping others.

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Domino Effect

Posted by Trust11 on 2012-04-29 16:58:23

I had an emergency come up. I took a pay day advance, that led to two more pay day advances from two difference companies. Now, I'm up to three different companies that I owe. I've cut back dramatically on everything, I just can't catch up. All that I need is $1,500. Anything would help at this point.

Any donation would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for reading this and please help if you can.

Thank you,

Need money for living expenses!

Posted by AciPunkEx on 2012-04-20 13:58:41

Ive never done this before so i dont know what to expect from people, i'm just in desperate need of money and am running out of options. Basically me and my parter (21 and 19) moved out together about 5 months ago, she's at college and im still desperately looking for a job. Until now we have been able to just about get by by living off income support, only things have taken a turn for the worst. Our cat Yugi was hit by a car and needed surgery on his leg. It cost us £600 and now were seriously in debt. I owe companies such as british gas, souther electric ALOT of money and simply cant afford to pay them right now. We have had numerous letters threatening to send round the bayliffs and i'm scared for my partner and myself. I know some of you may be thinking it was stupid to of spent the money on the cat and get ourselves into this situation, but the cat means a great deal to us and is such a loving member of our little family that weve made together since moving out.

Sorry to ramble on, but please if your able to make any donations to help us out it would be greatly appreciated, even if its just a £1 it would still be appreciated and make a difference.

No matter what your decision is, thank you for you time and have a good day.

Ben.

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My aunt has Cancer and Cant afford her treatment and Medicine

Posted by nagetier47 on 2012-04-06 18:58:16

hi guys, i really need your help :(
on tuesday this week (4/3/12) we found out that my aunt has cancer and she is low on budget and cant afford to pay for her treatments and medicine. she has 2 kids that are 10 years old and another of 7 years and i woulnt like to see my little cousins see their mom ill and weak not know what happen to her. she is illegal and cannot get any help and my uncle is not working due to not being legal here in the u.s. she has lost her hope and faith because she dosent have enough money for her treatments and medicine. My uncle has tried to get donations by leaving boxes in super market also stating that she has cancer and is illegal cant get help and so far no success with that. ive tried my best to raise money for her walking door to door and all i got was a slammed door. i know its a rough economy right now but even a lil can make a difference.

IF YOU GOT QUESTIONS OR CONCERNS FEEL FREE TO EMAIL ME @ : (Da_nagetier2@live.com) i will be checking my email hourly. any advice is welcomed too.
please donate or help me get donations to my paypal: (da_nagetier@live.com)
i will also bee taking pictures of her bills for proof if you are interested.
Thanks, and have a great day

Please help if you can...

Posted by noko on 2012-03-22 15:58:33

I am Namibian in Africa, a first year student at Polytechnic Namibia for Bachelor of Transport Management. I tried many institutions to sponsor me as my course is very expensive but to no avail. I cant shoulder the bill too as am a single mom. Any one out there, please help. My tuition for a semester is almost $6000. I do not know how I can repay you, please help me. My number is +264 812 899 606 I can substantiate the authenticity of my studies if need be. Please!?Please help me with any amount as it will make a difference. Thanking you in advance

School fees too much for single dad in Taiwan

Posted by KangChiao on 2012-03-20 03:58:15

My son has to attend a private school, as I'm working in Taiwan at the moment and there are no other schools offering English instruction. The fees are astronomical. I don't have any other options. He was in the government Chinese school (Which is cheap) but it was way too difficult for him. Homeschooling is out, because no-one is home during the day. He is happy and well cared for at the private school, but the two of us hardly have money left for food. Please help if you can,I don't need thousands, a few dollars will make all the difference. Thanks in advance.

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My Story

Posted by Eliabe on 2012-03-11 23:58:20

Hi,

(Note: You may see this same post on beggingmoney.com)

My name is Eliabe. I am an 18-year-old guy from Brazil and I need your donation because I need to move away but I can't afford it.
Let me tell you why.

I grew up being abused by my dad -- emotionally and sexually. I did not realize what was happening until recently. I still have to deal with the consequences. I became social phobic, anxious and depressed. I am still afraid, disgusted of and uncomfortable with touch and closeness, yet I am dying for it. An African therapist agreed to help me for free, so I am getting better but only very recently am I making progress.

Three, almost four, years ago (2008), my family rejected me over religious issues. I wanted to join this Sabbatarian Christian religious association (this particular sect is a minority in Brazil and honestly everywhere else but they're more present in the US and England) and my family rejected me and reproached me so severely that it radically changed my personality. They wanted to throw me away. I was only 15. I had nowhere to go. I was deeply shocked and shaken on the inside. I never knew I could feel so hurt! I had never expected such sudden rejection from them. My mom said I was a disappointment to her and that I would not stay under the same ceiling as hers if I wanted to keep my faith. My siblings made fun of me and my new beliefs. My father demonized me and said he'd take me to their religious authorities to “straighten me out.” They accused me of bringing a curse into our lives and treated me as a shame to the family ("What will others think?" they wondered). My relatives (uncles, aunts, cousins -- I have a big family) were all against me too. I did not tell my friends because they belonged to the same religion as my parents. I started isolating from everybody. I became very deeply depressed. I would sleep just not to have to be awake and suffering.

It was really overwhelming to me. I had nowhere to go, no one to turn to. The congregation was out of town. So I decided to give up on joining that group. However, I did not stop believing in them but I had to pretend to be in my parents' religion on the outside.

But then my life became a nightmare. I had bad dreams at night. I became paranoid. Every time I was outside, I would walk around the house many times before taking the courage to go in. My heart would pound every time the phone or doorbell rang or someone called my name or asked about my religion. I would feel sick and go pale every time someone initiated a conversation about religion with me. I was traumatized. I am only getting better now. I fainted many times as I got weak because my mom refused to cook clean kosher dishes for me. I can’t even begin to describe all the sacrifices and pains I had to go through not to lose my identity. I can’t, for example, go out on a date or have a serious friendship because I am hiding the most important part of myself. Try to have a relationship where you do things you can’t explain the other party. Do you think it can ever work? My friendships are all shallow because of that.

I am a recent high school graduate. I took a basic course on administrative services and telemarketing last year, paid by the government as part of a program in Brazil called “Jovem Aprendiz” (“Young Apprentice” in English). As part of that course, I am working part-time, supposedly to acquire experience in the field, though I actually work as a warehousing assistant in the company (completely unrelated to administrative services). As I only work part-time (4 hours a day), I only receive HALF the minimum wage, which means I earn about $2 per hour. Yes, I could save that money to achieve my goals. It would take over two years but it would be possible. But I can't at the moment because I have to support my parents and siblings. My brother also works and my dad has recently found a job after three years of unemployment but I still have to give them a significant part of my salary or else we will starve. Also, even if I could, I’d still be desperate because I have been suffering for almost FOUR YEARS!

So I want to move away because I want to be free to convert and live my life, have friends, a girlfriend and a normal life. I got a passport and contacts in the United States. They can help me once I am there but they can’t buy my plane tickets as they cost over $800! There are also additional costs as I need a visa. I am currently looking for a job there. There have been people who want to hire me but they stopped contacting me after learning of the costs they would have to pay.
So please help me. It is the ONLY way for me to be happy again! It doesn’t matter how much you donate. It will make a HUGE difference.

Thank you very much. God bless you!

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Young couple in love. Out of options. Completely exasperated. Scared.

Posted by Hopingforhelp on 2012-02-29 17:58:06

I moved in with my girlfriend 2 months ago. I left Boston to come be with her in NYC. My work had run dry until April. She had just been evicted from her apartment by a slumlord landlord who stole her belongings. We were living from paycheck to paycheck. Supporting each other as best we could. We didn't have enough money to get an apartment of our own, so we got a one month sublet, which ended up being a nightmare-living in a closet with our 2 cats, and dealing with the scum of the earth roommates who made us feel uncomfortable, unwelcome, and awful. During that first Monty, we spent our savings just living. We both work in the creative fields, myself a musician, an she an actress. Work was spotty at best. We borrowed money from friends and family, feeling terrible about ourselves every time. Mid-month, I decided to file for unemployment. (something i had never thought I'd ever do)
The money we were expecting from that would have paid her union dues, giving her a pay bump by about 400%. This would have enabled us to not only survive, but get on our feet and pay back our friends/family. About a week and a half after filing, my boss calls me and tells me I can't file, or he'll go out of business due to the fact he's never paid insurance on his employees. He convinced me he'd cover my unemployment pay (totaling $4,343) if I agreed to recind my claim, thus saving him tens of thousands of dollars in back-taxes. I agreed. As soon as I'd done that- he tells me his lawyer advised him not to do that, and that he never agreed to that in the first place.
I have now been playing phone tag with my unemployment agent for weeks trying to restart the claim, and have the state go after him for the money he owes them.
Meanwhile, at the end of January, we had to move again. We couldn't find a place in time, and ended up staying in a motel in Stamford for a night while we made appointments to see a few places. We awoke to the front desk and housekeeping ladies banging on our door, telling us we have to leave or they'll call the cops. We are still fighting Hotwire.com for charging us for that.
Luckily, we found a place that night. The expenses of having to move though, totaled over $500. (rental car, motel, storage)
The apartment we are in now is shared with 4 other people. It's a two bedroom. There are 3 people sleeping in the living room. There are cockroaches. We once again have to move out, by March 7th. We have applied for foodstamps. (they have yet to be approved)
This time around, we have no money to move with. Our resources have been tapped. We are out of options. Work is still spotty, and we have borrowed from everyone we know.
We have a week to come up with rent, cell phone bills, and moving expenses. Nevermind money for food to ear everyday. (as I type this, we are preparing to go out and sell some things for food money)
I have never been this scared in my life. I doubt that writing this is going to make a difference, but I have to try everything.

If anyone reading this wants a specific number that would get us out of this- its $5,000. Here's the breakdown:
$1,000 rent. (not counting a deposit)
$1760 my girlfriends union dues (which means she makes enough to get us on our feet)
$175 storage fee
$250 cell phone bills (it's a month late, an we're on the same plan)
$130 car rental to get our stuff out of the apartment
$40 rental car gas (they charge $9 a gallon if you don't fill the tank when you return the vehicle)
$1,000 for food for the two of us and cats' supplies. (food,litter)
And the rest would be to pay back some of the people who've already been there for us helping us along the way.

Please. Please help. We are a young couple in love. Scared. Trapped. Out of options.

Thank you for reading, and I hope you will find it in your heart to consider helping us.
Hi i'm a 22 yr old female that doesn't leave her home. I've been like this since very young. I have these insecurities that give me nothing but paranoid/depressed feelings. I come from a poor family. I hope that one day i will be able to live my life because right now i just exist. My insecurities come from family, u see when i was younger i was abused by my older sisters. incest that went on for years though i cried out for help nobody believed me/or just didn't care. Not to mention i was continuously abandoned. . My sisters would make jokes about my teeth and my lower body telling me that my teeth were crooked and that i had a man's body. Telling me this wasn't enough they passed this on to their friends that also put me down & sexually abused me as well. i'm a genuine person with a lot of love but i'am too insecure to explore anything in life. My mother died not too long ago and i really have nobody to be there helping me in any way really. I have no income at all because i'm afraid to leave my home, My grandmother puts food on the table and does the best she can but as for anything else i have nothing. it's gotten so bad for me i know i won't b able to give my 100% working or in school anywhere with how i feel about myself always. It's been extremely hard for me i did not finish school and i have no friends. Nobody really knows i exist because they've never seen me. it's hard living a life peeking out the window sometimes seeing people with their children or coming from work knowing i'm way too scared to leave my house to even begin to have a family of my own or what they have. I don't need everything i really don't... Just want the option that i can make something of myself& finally put these insecurities behind me. I dream of being able to help myself support & be independent. But too insecure that people will point and stare like they have in my past. The truth is when u don't love yourself nobody else will. All my family has moved on in their life's, i'm the only one stuck with no help. & the only one so far behind with these things holding me back. I'M LOCKED IN MYSELF and i would really love if someone can help me with the money so i can fix my lower body and teeth. I just want the confidence so i can make a difference in my life. I know thats all i need is to feel good about myself. i'm strong to even still be alive after all i've gone through but that's the little faith i have that someone would help me. i'm not sure the exact amount but from what i've researched the cheapest amount it's about $12,000-13,000 thank you so much for taking the time out to read. Anything to help will be greatly appreciated i'm willing to even loan it until i can pay it back.thank you !!

Asking for help on Wedding and or Honeymoon

Posted by Mark611 on 2012-02-26 01:58:44

Hello,

My Fiancee Melissa and I are in need for donations for our wedding and or honeymoon. I was just let go from a Job and well we had to use our money to pay bills and catch up on a few items and now are short.

All I am asking for is a little bit of money that we can catch up on our wedding fund and put some into our honeymoon.

I do not want to sit on here and lay out our story to try and make you feel bad just asking for anyone to contribute knowing that you are making a difference in our lives and will be a big reason we get to keep our wedding venue and or go somewhere for our honeymoon.

Thank you
Mark L.

Needing Donation for Honeymoon Trip

Posted by Mark611 on 2012-02-26 01:58:42

Hello,

My Fiancee Melissa and I are in need for donations for our wedding and or honeymoon. I was just let go from a Job and well we had to use our money to pay bills and catch up on a few items and now are short.

All I am asking for is a little bit of money that we can catch up on our wedding fund and put some into our honeymoon.

I do not want to sit on here and lay out our story to try and make you feel bad just asking for anyone to contribute knowing that you are making a difference in our lives and will be a big reason we get to keep our wedding venue and or go somewhere for our honeymoon.

Thank you
Mark L.

Helping children live their best life into adulthood.

Posted by Windy on 2012-02-19 10:58:48

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Hair Transplant surgery

Posted by AJ2012 on 2012-02-16 02:58:48

I'm a female to male transgender guy who's lost his hair and feels the same way as any other guy out there who miss their full head of hair soooo much that it gets them down a lot of the time and has kinda eaten away at my confidence:( i could never afford to get it done myself so i need your help please :)as it would make me so happy and would make such a big difference to my life.


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Domestic Violence

Posted by Bagabones12 on 2012-02-12 10:58:50

Hello, I am looking for donation help to aid Domestic Violence victims get back on their feet mainly by getting a vehicle. I do all I can by providing shelter but I really want to make a difference by seeing these people start to live their life again and no go back to the violence because they have no funds to start over!! PLEASE PLEASE HELP...ANYTHING IS APPRECIATED AND PUT TO USE.

Making Ends Meet

Posted by InABind on 2012-02-02 09:58:26

I am fortunate in a lot of ways. I have a job... I have a couch to sleep on until I am back on my feet... I have friends who have taken in my fur babies until I can afford to give them their own home again... but I am still struggling. I am trying to pay off the debts I accumulated in order to get home when my marriage fell apart. I stretched myself too thin this last pay period.. I tried to do too much. I needed to get a few uniform items for work, some maintenance on my car, and catch up a couple of bills... I didn't leave myself enough for food and gas... I only have to make it another week. I don't need much.. I was planning to donate plasma to make up the difference but I got sick (I work around sick people a lot, go figure) and they won't let you donate when you are sick. I've given to people in need before.. even when I could barely afford to. I've always been a charitable person... so maybe someone out there might be willing to help me in my time of need?

Help me asap please

Posted by jadey101 on 2012-02-02 08:58:41

My names jade and i'm 20 years old. I am currently employed full time but I get less than minimum wage and because I work for a small company locally they can't afford to give me a pay rise. For the past few years I've had the odd loan here and there but when my father tragically died last year, my mother doesn't work and I've been trying to support us financially ever since (because It's been extremely hard being on less than minimum wage. I've tried to search for other jobs that pay more, but in these times it's very hard to find jobs! So therefore I've had to take our several loans which means I'm not in debt. I try not to tell my mother about this as I know it will worry her. I'm now overdue on serveral loans/bills, meaning heating, phone line, water etc will be cut off. I'm so so worried and don't see a way out anymore. My debts come to serveral 1000. I just need some sort of help for anyone please. Any donation would make a drastic difference to my life. Being only 20 I feel I've been through too much bad luck for someone so young. Just trying to get a break. Please help if you can, it will be greatly appriciated. Thank you.

Sincere Dire Need

Posted by PanSui on 2012-01-31 09:58:00

Dear Sir or Madam,

I'm a single parent that is experiencing financial hardship due to: job loss, health problems, medical bills etc.

I have fallen behind on my payments because my income has dropped considerably, and I have been unable to work for 2 years now. I'm behind on my rental and utilities. My landlord has been kind enough to help for the last 6 months, but we have been given a deadline of March 1st. My elderly parents depend on me as well.
The amount would help pay 6 months ahead, including utilities, and would keep a roof over our heads. This would allow me some time to keep working toward finding a solution for my situation.
Please consider my request.





I want to take this time to thank you for your generosity and support. There are no words to express the depth of my gratitude. Thank you for listening....
And no matter what you decide may you be continuously blessed for making a difference in peoples lives. Just the mere thought of acts of kindness still exists just warms my heart.
Our needs are dire.

MiddleAged Woman NEEDS money for SHELTER/FOOD and to FIX CAR

Posted by tcbconnected on 2012-01-28 17:58:58

PLEASE SOMEONE HEAR ME Hello Everyone
Well here I am and I don't know where to begin.
I am a middle aged intelligent business woman not a dater partier or drinker. However I am in deep trouble and cant get out without help. I am HOMELESS I moved in with a druggie who said he was not doing drugs anymore. Since I was desperate, I believed him. I have cleaned his home for days in was so dirty, do laundry been cleaning on a daily basis. He moves things around makes messes when he is doing drugs. Lighters in the bed, cigarettes burning ashes all over etc. I have been a caretaker of him and his home. His parents are wonderful Christian people he is not like them at all. His mother had said maybe this is God's will for me to move in. It has taken a toll on me. I have been a great influence on him. He had put a drug in my drink twice I could tell. I confronted him. I am a strong person, this has not been easy. I could see I have made a difference in him. At this point my belongings are in his garage the remainder of my belongings are in storage. I have been here 6 weeks 4 out of the six with no car. He would take me to a job I needed to get too 2 weeks ago. I have been in dire straights' in the house everyday. He has a gate out front which I do not have the code for to get out. He locks the door on me and I have to knock for 2 minutes to get in. I sleep in a room with no heat on. My car broke down once I am penniless, my car guy fixed it free. A 10 year old VW. Now the clutch went therefore I have been grounded. No money to fix it. I asked him since he spends money like water on his children and drugs, however, he says he has none he is on unemployment. He has a history of a felony. I need to get out of here, I do not have a place to go to and no car. Tomorrow he says he is going to put my belongings in the garage on his truck and take it out of here and he expects me to leave. I have no where that I can go. I am behind in my storage fees as well.
When I am on the phone he asks me who am Im taking too, on the computer he thinks I am videoing him his home etc. yes he is parinoid. He was at PASSAGES in Malibu for a few months but it's obvious they did not help him nearly enough. You know if this was a paying job I can I believe work wonders for him. There has been a change in him. It is a challenge but I would do it. I see some progress and that makes me happy. He needs to be held on the right track. I know he doesn't like me here because he really cant be himself. He is limited with me here watching him. Also I have two dogs that have worked wonders with him too... they keep my sanity.There is much too much to explain of what I have been through in my heart Gods knows. Once when he was doing drugs he said he would give me the money I need for my behind storages fees if I don't tell his parents he is doing drugs. I said no Im not that type of person. The more and more I think about it I should have said yes. He hates that I am so straight. Help help help that's all I do I am in a hole and need HELP MYSELF.
IF anyone could help PLEASE MAIL ME one dollar to MARIA L. PO Box 2011 Newburgh, NY 12550 IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!
IF MANY HELP I can get out and get on my feet.
I THANK YOU ALL there is all TOO MUCH more to say.
I WISH YOU ALL MANY BLESSINGS and MY HEARTFELT THANKS GOES OUT TO ALL WHO HEAR ME.

PLEEEEEEEEEEEZ HELP ME!!