Cop Tags

The contents and purpose of this letter have caused any pride I might have had to disappear and the level of embarrassment and shame that I am feeling, even as I write this small introduction to grow beyond compare with something I NEVER want to feel again in my life.

I will make an honest attempt at keeping it quick and to the point, since you know how I can get to rambling on forever about nothing. I am going to start with the immediate and EXTREMELY URGENT situation at hand with prior situations that have created a situation that I cannot handle alone.

3 or so weeks ago….
I was pulled over for my front license plate and registration being expired (had only recent got the vehicle back) I was personally searched 3 times... my car was loaded to capacity, and I said I would rather them not search it, due to it contents and the time and energy spent loading it. He said he would call k-9. I had no problem with this. The dogs were 2 hrs away and apparently this cop was set on this, so he tells me, “im going to search your car” so the car was searched extensively and illegally by 3 officers while I was told I had to sit in the officers back seat, locked, of course.... as expected, there was nothing found anywhere in my car by 3 police over the course of a few hours.... Keep in mind, i was searched three times before being placed in his car.... wearing a bathing suit..

They let me go, and told me I could load my car back up.... then, for some reason....the initial officer removed the lower portion of his back seat???. Found something (controlled substance, less than a gram, schedule 1) that i have yet to be informed as to what it was…. Screamed to put my hands behind my back, confusing, arresting and humiliating me.

Have spent money that I could not spare to get out of jail, get my car back and wasted close to a week of my life.

One level 3 tampering with evidence… (Claiming that I put the controlled substance in the back seat)
$10,000 and 2-10
The other, possession of a controlled substance, less that a gram level 1….. is a state felony and brings similar time and money



There is a camera in the back of this officer’s car as well as one on the small building at which the incident happened…
Its all on video, and the lawyers i have talked to have assured me that this is an easy one, “wont be a problem” and it’s a “no brainer”.

But given the circumstances leading up to and surrounding these ridiculous legal charges I cannot obtain the services of these lawyers since I am unable to afford what they are asking. Was told if I could bond myself out, then I couldn’t have a public defender, and even if that isn’t true, I wouldn’t want one simply due to the fact that I am not prepared to settle or accept a plea bargain for something that is going to ruin me.

Court is TOMORROW, the 10TH

Like I said… this is the most embarrassing and shameful thing I have had to face.


Please help my family and i. This is injust, I am scared, don’t know what to do and I cannot take it.

They are asking for 8k, and 1/2 down...

Thursday, may 10... TOMORROW, i will go from a normal, once succesful person who fell on hard times to an animal in a prison cell.

Please please please. I will do whatever it takes to pay you back. Interest, labor, ANYTHING.. i will just need a bit of time to get through this situation and i will focus on repaying

Please email asap.

Thanks.

The contents and purpose of this letter have caused any pride I might have had to disappear and the level of embarrassment and shame that I am feeling, even as I write this small introduction to grow beyond compare with something I NEVER want to feel again in my life.

I will make an honest attempt at keeping it quick and to the point, since you know how I can get to rambling on forever about nothing. I am going to start with the immediate and EXTREMELY URGENT situation at hand with prior situations that have created a situation that I cannot handle alone.

3 or so weeks ago….
I was pulled over for my front license plate and registration being expired (had only recent got the vehicle back) I was personally searched 3 times... my car was loaded to capacity, and I said I would rather them not search it, due to it contents and the time and energy spent loading it. He said he would call k-9. I had no problem with this. The dogs were 2 hrs away and apparently this cop was set on this, so he tells me, “im going to search your car” so the car was searched extensively and illegally by 3 officers while I was told I had to sit in the officers back seat, locked, of course.... as expected, there was nothing found anywhere in my car by 3 police over the course of a few hours.... Keep in mind, i was searched three times before being placed in his car.... wearing a bathing suit..

They let me go, and told me I could load my car back up.... then, for some reason....the initial officer removed the lower portion of his back seat???. Found something (controlled substance, less than a gram, schedule 1) that i have yet to be informed as to what it was…. Screamed to put my hands behind my back, confusing, arresting and humiliating me.

Have spent money that I could not spare to get out of jail, get my car back and wasted close to a week of my life.

One level 3 tampering with evidence… (Claiming that I put the controlled substance in the back seat)
$10,000 and 2-10
The other, possession of a controlled substance, less that a gram level 1….. is a state felony and brings similar time and money



There is a camera in the back of this officer’s car as well as one on the small building at which the incident happened…
Its all on video, and the lawyers i have talked to have assured me that this is an easy one, “wont be a problem” and it’s a “no brainer”.

But given the circumstances leading up to and surrounding these ridiculous legal charges I cannot obtain the services of these lawyers since I am unable to afford what they are asking. Was told if I could bond myself out, then I couldn’t have a public defender, and even if that isn’t true, I wouldn’t want one simply due to the fact that I am not prepared to settle or accept a plea bargain for something that is going to ruin me.

Court is TOMORROW, the 10TH

Like I said… this is the most embarrassing and shameful thing I have had to face.


Please help my family and i. This is injust, I am scared, don’t know what to do and I cannot take it.

They are asking for 8k, and 1/2 down...

Thursday, may 10... TOMORROW, i will go from a normal, once succesful person who fell on hard times to an animal in a prison cell.

Please please please. I will do whatever it takes to pay you back. Interest, labor, ANYTHING.

Please email asap.

Thanks.

I'm from Mississippi, went to Oklahoma last year to see my mum, sistera, uncle.. started helping out an old friend/employer & one evening while fixing the boss' dad's computer for free, met a girl, love at first sight. Then, my parents got me to come back to MS to try out a job. I got the job, very enjoyable, $10/hr, but couldn't forget the girl, she was going crazy thinking I was ignoring her online, I was working & didn't check my messages frequently enough. So I missed her, she missed me.. I came back to OK the day after my birthday & we started our relationship. Everything was perfect. Then, she started losing it, getting stressed for no apparent reason. It turned out the boss had been feeding her meth.(this was oklahoma, after all) so we move out to be happy together, all december we just spent the money I had accumulated working in MS, then stayed in bed together until about New Years, when the boss came around.. we went to casino with her and started working for the ol' boss again, because my job search attempts during December had been fruitless without a vehicle or $ for transportation. So, living with the boss again, problems/drama came back around, my girlfriend would occasionally disappear for 3 days with no communication. I would worry about her, couldn't sleep, worrying/wondering.. we took off to Kansas to get away from the meth-heads. left everything behind, just took a few clothes & ewch other. Everything was perfect.. then my girlfriends aunt started feeding her lies and meth. Effin' meth. girls really get hooked on the stuff. so my first Valentines day was ruined because my girlfriends aunt fed her drugs and lies (i must be a cop because i wont smoke meth with them) and made her think she hates me. She also broke my phone in half and physically assaulted me, but I don't hit females, no matter how obnoxious.. I went back to Oklahoma to work with the boss. this was okay for awhile, but being depressed and lonely, having nothing else to livs for, i stuck with it, no matter how stressful. I was working(for weak pay, but i had free use of vehicles and a place to stay, this was Meth City, Oklahoma, after all - I was the only licensed, insured driver & trustworthy worker they had. I was hoping to accumulate enough funds to take a trip to KS and rescue her from corruption, or at least get her an android to keep in touch, but that never happens when the boss pays you then borrows it back. eventually, the boss' husband went crazy, thought everybody was supplying his wife drugs, or having sex with her, neither of which was I doing, but he kicked everyone out except his nephew, which turned out to be who the one who had sexted his wife from my phone. They were having a relationship, aunt & nephew, which disgusts me.. Anyway, I w(as kicked out as well, my grandparents wanted me to come to Florida to help, meanwhile, my ex comes back from KS with a boyfriend, i get a greyhound ticket to FL.. then the ex kicks her new bf back to KS, comes over needing a place to sleep & get away from meth. I give her uninterrupted sleep, feed her, etc.. and pretty soon we are together again. Nobody helps me get her a ticket to FL for what happened in KS, and before long, matching tickets are sold out. After a hellish, lonely journey in Greyhound, I end up in what seems like paradise, lonely, depressed. My girlfriend wants to get out of Meth City, and I've been trying to make the money with no luck. its been about a week now. My GF texted me how she is heartbroken and wants me to get her out of there. I need to fly her to Jacksonville airport, get her a ride to the nearest airport, and feed her, and I think it can all be accomplished for about $400. I do have intentions of repaying anyone that helps, once I start making money out here. All i need is about $400 to get her out of that drug infested town and out here to the country where she will be away from it all, distracted by lizards, squirrels, bunnies, etc. This girl means the world to me, she's had a rough life, and I want to make her life better like it should be. $400 will get her here to FL with me and I can take over from there, and when I repay, it will be more than was originally contributed, as it should be. this is "begslist" so: Pleeeeeeeease?

I'm a single mother aged 35. I've lived in California for almost 14 years ( it will be 15 this year on memorial day weekend.)
I’m going to be a little blunt, because I'm tired and I want to give up so bad, but I can't. I'm better than that and my kids are my motivator. I wake up everyday and remind myself of 2 things :1) Faith is what you have when you all your beliefs are blown to hell. 2) What doesn't kill you makes you stronger -Nietzsche

I am a 35 year old educated, ambitious, head strong woman. I have owned my own business with my soon to be ex. I know what hard work and determination are. I went to private school and I am educated. I value my community and have always given back and will continue to do so. I also know that I have the drive and determination to get myself back on track. I'm not ASKING for a handout, I'm asking for help up! I also know what loss is. I don't have the business, a house or EVEN the car anymore. We lost everything. He bounced back , I didn’t. All I have is HOPE, that someone or some program can help me carve a path back to self sufficiency.
It's gone continually downhill.I am amazed at the allotment of programs for both housing and employment for all different walks of life. However, what about those that are just struggling. No hang ups, no record, just struggling and are LOW INCOME. I'm not writing this to make you feel sorry, I'm writing this because I have exhausted possibilities that I have researched both on my own or been given the information to do the work with.
There are people who struggle everyday through no fault of their own. They don't want a hand out, but help up would be a relief. Society doesn't need band-aids they need solutions.
Not every county, city or state program fits everyone's needs.
First of all Section 8 has been closed since BEFORE I left my marriage so that idea could never work. The list has been closed for years. Because I have limited time with my children, I do not qualify for CALWORKS. I have tried getting assistance in every way possible. I had very little unemployment left since I have been struggling to find work. I was delayed for about 3 months because they needed verification and I had to appeal and request a hearing. I have won my appeal but will only receive $91/week and for a short period of time.
I took a project management class through WIA in 2011, and I was able to get CTB benefits. I NEED HELP. I have hit the absolute worst point in my life and still refuse to give up. I have been looking for work and am now HOMELESS.I am in week 3 of staying in an extended stay hotel (paid for by my mother back east, who makes maybe $26,000/yr in PA) I recently sold my car because I needed to pay bills and rent. I have maybe $75 to my name.
The fact that they say there are services for low income/ homeless is frustrating. I say this because there is no category for me. I'm not a drug addict or in recovery. I don't have a mental illness. I wasn't in prison, I don’t' even have a RECORD. I can proudly say I've never been arrested or even in the back of a cop car. I'm not a victim of domestic violence and I do not beat my kids. Why aren't there programs in place for single parents struggling to make it? Everyday people that are responsible and respectable. I understand the need to assist those that may not have the capacity to take care of themselves. However, I have a huge problem with the fact that Santa Clara County & all programs (private, govt or state funded) will rehabilitate and reintroduced felons into the community, but if you're poor, homeless, no record, are looking for work, have high intelligence; sorry, you can't get help. This sounds extremely cynical and jaded, but I am a little after going through all I have.
I have been told constantly “I wish I could do something but we don't have any programs to help you.” My favorite reply is: "Yeah and you have done everything. I'm surprised you even knew about all the programs you did"
I have talked to employment counselors, program coordinators, program advocates and case managers, volunteers, just about anyone. The bankruptcy is hindering my chances of securing housing, even if I had employment.

The icing on the cake has to be with food stamps and General Assistance. I qualified for Cal-Fresh. However, at the time I had a car worth $2200. So I wasn't able to get General Assistance. Fast Forward a year later, I HAD to sell my car to pay bills. Now this month when I went for General Assistance, I qualify.

It's a never ending cycle, a constant push down. I can take public transportation to work, but to get around and see my boys and being able to transport them would be extremely difficult, not to mention financially stressing. I have scoured employment books, read articles, searched the library, spent hours online trying to find a job, program, a company, anybody who could be a resource whether for low income assistance or employment.
I can probably tell you about a plethora of services this county (Santa Clara) offers for both income assistance and job services.I am registered with CALJOBS; I know all the career sites and have my resume there. I get interviews, however I am starting to think the bankruptcy from loss of business is holding me back when employers do background check.
I also could teach the business writing class or the resume writing classes they offer at Work2Future, I practically did when I took them. I could do the same at Sacred Heart. I've been to InnVision and EHC. I’ve talked to Sunnyvale Community Services. Boy he was a treat he sounded older then my 80 yr old grandma. When I said I need housing and employment help, he gruffly told me to check the newspaper and hung up. I've called St Josephs in Gilroy. I've talked to a program coordinator at West Valley Community Services. I called the Sobrato Organization hoping they had ties to something and one the employees just by grace of god happened to pick up and take my call. I was able to talk to someone at HIF (they couldn't help)
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I am responsible, respectable and just want to work, have a place to live, and be able to have my children 50/50. I have no police record. I am not in recovery, nor have I ever had to be in a program
I want to work and am attaching a compilation of ALL my work skills. I would not send this out otherwise, I would tailor it specifically to the job I am applying for.

I used to volunteer as much as I could I like being active in my community and helping others. I'm still about that I believe in PAY IT FORWARD. I believe the good you do comes back to you tenfold and that no matter what is going wrong in your life, someone else is struggling just as much if not more; so be thankful for what you have.
I attend church and was a hospitality volunteer for that as well.
I just need help getting on my feet. I have no family, other than my children here in CA.
I do not want to move back east and be far away from them. I want to work, I want to live again. I want to smile and mean it.

I hate what my life has become and know that I am SO MUCH BETTER THEN THIS.
Please help me : money is fine, but it's only a temporary fix, please help me find a program that can assist me in getting on my feet, direct me to employment, and most of all afford me the opportunity to have my children much more consistently so I can be a mom again.
Thank you
Courtney DiMiceli

he lives in aa house with his step mom and step dad whos a cop they make him go to a catholic school were they shove religion down your throught and say not to give any one your opinion unless its about jesus i was recently kicked out so i know how it feels to have my religion offended by teachers mocking you and saying your retarded and we were going to start a band and then the teachers started making fun of us and told us we will never make it

I have worked since I was 14 years old. My father became terminally ill when I was 11. My mother left him for a scam artist who was out to destroy my family and nothing more. She had his child and he never gave her a cent. He took all we had including our house. My father stayed anyway and was always a good man. He was a hard worker too. He was killed a few years ago by Nazis. They have now had their cop beat me and threaten me. They want to take what we have which is not much for free. I own nothing after working 2 and 3 hard labor jobs a time. They beat me up very badly and all of my bills are piling up. I also got robbed by some of the gang. I am in dire need. These people are very corrupt and my life is a living hell. Please help. Even $1 will help. I just need to get out of here and catch up my bills. I have been trapped and others are depending on me. This is the truth and it is worse than what I am posting. I will donate to cyber begg, as soon as, I get some money. Please help. I will do good with the money and you can take it off your taxes. They got me fired from my job, tortured me and took all of my college stuff so I could not graduate.

We were thrilled to receive a letter from People to People that our daughter had an opportunity to travel to Italy, Sicily, and Greece for 20 days to participate in a community help program. She is a pre-AP student, volleyball player, cross country runner, softball player, basketball player. She wants to be a Pediatrician.

I would love for her to take advantage of this life enhancing opportunity. My husband is a cop and I am a kindergarten teacher. The cost of the trip is $6500.00. If anyone is able to help it would make a big difference in our little girl's life.

Hi there, thank you for taking the time to read my post. I am a recent high school graduate (June 2010) looking into going to school in September for Criminology; to eventually become a police officer in the Canadian forces. I have been accepted into the program, however I was recently declined government funding. The government will not help me pay for school, and I have no other way of paying for it... I do however currently hold a part-time job to help my mom pay for rent as we live in a low-income housing, with three other of my younger siblings. Going to post-secondary and becoming a cop has always been a dream of mine, I love helping people out, and I hope that you generous individuals can help me fulfill this dream of mine. I appreciate your time and considerations, good day to you all.
Rebecca.

I have a service dog and the social security office threw me out of the building for having him with me for my seizures. My son and I our about to lose out electricity. We have not been approved for leap for food stamps yet.... The local churches say until we get answers from those places they won't help us either.... Anything helps... i don't want to say what my balance is with the electric company or my rent because that is asking too much in these times... I just ask, for anything you can spare... And if anyone knows a pro bono lawyer I need a restraining order against my ex to keep him away from my son any myself... He got locked up for assult on an officer in 06 because he came after me and someone called 911 on him and he hit the cop (no they didn't get him for hitting me just the cop) but now he's out....

I have a service dog and the social security office threw me out of the building for having him with me for my seizures. My son and I our about to lose out electricity. We have not been approved for leap for food stamps yet.... The local churches say until we get answers from those places they won't help us either.... Anything helps... i don't want to say what my balance is with the electric company or my rent because that is asking too much in these times... I just ask, for anything you can spare... And if anyone knows a pro bono lawyer I need a restraining order against my ex to keep him away from my son any myself... He got locked up for assult on an officer in 06 because he came after me and someone called 911 on him and he hit the cop (no they didn't get him for hitting me just the cop) but now he's out....

I have a service dog and the social security office threw me out of the building for having him with me for my seizures. My son and I our about to lose out electricity. We have not been approved for leap for food stamps yet.... The local churches say until we get answers from those places they won't help us either.... Anything helps... i don't want to say what my balance is with the electric company or my rent because that is asking too much in these times... I just ask, for anything you can spare... And if anyone knows a pro bono lawyer I need a restraining order against my ex to keep him away from my son any myself... He got locked up for assult on an officer in 06 because he came after me and someone called 911 on him and he hit the cop (no they didn't get him for hitting me just the cop) but now he's out....

I have a service dog and the social security office threw me out of the building for having him with me for my seizures. My son and I our about to lose out electricity. We have not been approved for leap for food stamps yet.... The local churches say until we get answers from those places they won't help us either.... Anything helps... i don't want to say what my balance is with the electric company or my rent because that is asking too much in these times... I just ask, for anything you can spare... And if anyone knows a pro bono lawyer I need a restraining order against my ex to keep him away from my son any myself... He got locked up for assult on an officer in 06 because he came after me and someone called 911 on him and he hit the cop (no they didn't get him for hitting me just the cop) but now he's out....

I have a service dog and the social security office threw me out of the building for having him with me for my seizures. My son and I our about to lose out electricity. We have not been approved for leap for food stamps yet.... The local churches say until we get answers from those places they won't help us either.... Anything helps... i don't want to say what my balance is with the electric company or my rent because that is asking too much in these times... I just ask, for anything you can spare... And if anyone knows a pro bono lawyer I need a restraining order against my ex to keep him away from my son any myself... He got locked up for assult on an officer in 06 because he came after me and someone called 911 on him and he hit the cop (no they didn't get him for hitting me just the cop) but now he's out....

I have a service dog and the social security office threw me out of the building for having him with me for my seizures. My son and I our about to lose out electricity. We have not been approved for leap for food stamps yet.... The local churches say until we get answers from those places they won't help us either.... Anything helps... i don't want to say what my balance is with the electric company or my rent because that is asking too much in these times... I just ask, for anything you can spare... And if anyone knows a pro bono lawyer I need a restraining order against my ex to keep him away from my son any myself... He got locked up for assult on an officer in 06 because he came after me and someone called 911 on him and he hit the cop (no they didn't get him for hitting me just the cop) but now he's out....

I have a service dog and the social security office threw me out of the building for having him with me for my seizures. My son and I our about to lose out electricity. We have not been approved for leap for food stamps yet.... The local churches say until we get answers from those places they won't help us either.... Anything helps... i don't want to say what my balance is with the electric company or my rent because that is asking too much in these times... I just ask, for anything you can spare... And if anyone knows a pro bono lawyer I need a restraining order against my ex to keep him away from my son any myself... He got locked up for assult on an officer in 06 because he came after me and someone called 911 on him and he hit the cop (no they didn't get him for hitting me just the cop) but now he's out....

My husband was a Police Officer for 19.5 years. He was injured on the job in 1998 but through surgery and physical therapy he was able to go back to work as a full duty police officer. At that time in 1998, the neurosurgeon who performed his surgery (chipped bones in his neck) told him he would need a second surgery in approx. 10-12 years, totally related to the first injury.(we chose not to have a fusion of C5-C6-C7 so that he could go back to work) He had his second surgery in April 2010 and hasn't been back to work since. He has used all his sick time, holidays, vacation time and donated time by other officers as of Jan. 17, 2011 and we have been without pay since. The Police Pension Board has been playing games with us, sending him to 3 of their own doctors (doctors who don't specialize in this area) and we have 3 of our own drs who say he is disabled and unable to return to work as a police officer. (So a total of 5 drs say he is disabled - the 6th dr. still unclear) The village will not give him light duty. Our lawyer is costing a fortune that we don't have, and we are still waiting for the board to be "decent" and "helpful" to a fellow police officer and give my husband a 50% disabilty without prejudice until the hairs are split for the on-duty disability of 65% but they refuse. I am currently working two jobs (hourly wage) we are unable to purchase our presscriptions, we are unable to purchase groceries, other than necessities, our credit cards are maxed out which we used to pay utilities. After giving 19.5 years as a fulltime Police Officer, the dangers on a daily basis that he has faced, and I as his wife, have feared for his safety for the past 23 years (he was a part-time police officer for 3 years prior to full-time)and this pension board and village cannot see the pain and suffering they are causing. We are not beggers, we need assistance to stay in our home,(we're late on our mortgage)we are Christian people who will pay it forward as we can. Please consider helping us, maybe next time you need 911 in an emergency and a cop shows up at your door - apprciate what he does, he may save your life, or the life of someone you know. NO POLICE OFFICER should be treated the way my husband is being treated.

Hello!

I have been a struggling entreprenuer since the early 90's. While I was a law enforcement officer full time.I have owned a cleaning services in nyc for a few years that I lost trying to help others that only cared about themselves. I Lost alot of money and all my cleaning contracts with the applebees restaurants. Then in 2007 I left my cop job to work for myself full time instead. I opened a partnership business as a financial consultant. The economy killed that business. My lenders and investment firms just stopped lending money. So therefore, my clients couldn't get the funds they needed for their projects. Which meant that I couldn't get any commissions from my clients. So that business died. As you can see I have been trying to acheive financial freedom for well over a decade. And I am still determined to do just that. I am now fixing to get into a business that I should have gotten involved with back in the 90's. It's definitely recession proof! In fact the bad economy has set the demand for this type of service in over drive. Heck! The need for this type of service has been in over drive since the 9/11 tragedies. The industry I am talking about is SECURITY!!!. I know I cannot fail with this business! Why?! Because there is a strong demand for it! Especially down here in charlotte nc where I now live. Security covers a broad spectrum in services. I intend to do the obvious. Which is security guard and patrol services. The problem is I have no more money to start my security guard business. I am currently an armed security guard who just got laid off as of 03/31/11. And I can't go back to work until my GUARD CARD from the state comes back. I can no longer work while waiting for it to come in (ALTHOUGH I'VE BEEN ACTIVELY WORKING SINCE LAST SEPTEMBER). The bright side is that I have time to set things in motion for my own business. The downside is, I will be living off of $155.00 in unemployment benefits. Which I won't receive my first payment for another two weeks. Which will not do much since I have a pregnant wife, a 5 year old autistic daughter, a one year old son. And I am also paying child support to my 15 year old son's mom back in nyc. YES I AM FLAT BROKE! If it wasn't for my daughter's SSI benefits our rent wouldn't be paid this month. I really am feeling like less of a man on that fact alone. I want to provide for my family the way a REAL man should. And I know that I can do it again with this security business! But I need money to get it going. I am going to need about $500,000.00. This 500K will afford me the opportunity to buy patrol vehicles, uniforms, office space,supplies, business insurance, equipment and at least 2 salaries for the first year out. I intend to service the neighborhood watch program communities. Since no companies are doing it. I don't know why they aren't but it is a HOT market right now. And with my 13 years of law enforcement experience. As well as an additional 8 years of security experience. I know that I can put together a very effective and well saught after security force. So if there is anyone out there, out of the millions upon millions of people that are online right now, tomorrow, and everyday that wants to help me out. Please donate a simple measley $1.00 bill towads my business venture. If you want to donate more $2.00,$5.00, or even $10.00 or $20.00. Obviously I will NOT turn those donations down. But knowing how hard it is these days for people financially. I know $10.00 to $20.00 just might be just too much. But four quarters, 100 pennies shouldn't be hard at all to donate to some stranger that you don't even know. And I must say that I also have a deep passion to help others. Their are so many good people out there that want to work. But just cannot find a decent paying job. I will be in the position to hire these people that want to pursue a career in the security field. This will be my way of paying back what you do for me. If you want to talk to me personally we can even chat on google chat line. Or email me at: bart.wilson.jr@gmail.com. This is my personal email. My paypal email just so happens to be my future security company's name: blackopsprotectionagency@gmail.com.
Or call me direct: 980.395.7423

Thanking you well in advance for your support.

So, I guess this is where I tell my story and list my reasons for needing assistance. This isn't so much begging as a loan request because I do intend to repay every cent to anyone who feels inclined to help.

Basically, I grew up in and out of group/foster homes because both of my parents were heroin addicts. Before I was taken away from them at age four we lived in junky squat motels where my father would boost and my mother would prostitute to support their habit. Eventually they were both arrested for crimes committed to support their habit and that's when I was made a ward of the state.

For a brief period my father got out of prison, cleaned up, and I lived with him from when I was about 8 to 11. He got me out of the foster home I was living in, met a woman at the church he started attending and got a job as a truck driver. While he was gone at work she would beat me continuing the abuse I endured previously in the foster homes I was shuffled through. It didn't take long until he started using again, and we found out that he had contracted AIDS from sharing dirty needles while he was in prison. During the time he was sick I ended up having to take care of him every day after I got home from school because my abusive stepmother was either at work or would have nothing to do with him when she wasn't. Of course, he got progressively worse and my step-mom decided she no longer wanted to support either of us, so she stuck him in a hospice. I came home from school one day and the paramedics were loading him into the back of an ambulance. For the next month she would not tell me where he was or let me contact him. At the end of that month, she left me on the doorstep of my grandmother's house (mom's mom) and was gone.

My father died about 3 weeks after that, but because my biological mother was living at my grandmother's as well we did make daily trips to see him those last weeks. A small mercy being able to spend some time with him before he died. My biological mother had gotten out of prison after my father had and had moved in with my grandmother because she was trying to get clean, but that did not last long and while we would go visit my father she would cop dope and fix up my dying father in front of me, as well as use herself. A couple weeks after my father died she split back out onto the streets leaving me in the care of my grandmother.

Needless to say with so much turmoil in my life I freaked out at this point. My grandmother couldn't handle her newly teenage grandson with so many emotional problems and kicked me out because I was so unruly. I lived on the streets, in and out of group homes until I was about 16 where finally I landed in a well run group home with staff that actually cared about the kids that lived there until I graduated high school. I re-established contact with my grandmother and mother who was once again trying to get clean. That didn't last and when she was out on the streets this time caught a lengthy prison sentence.

When I turned 18 I had to leave the group home so I stayed with friends and lived on the streets for a while again, but eventually ended moving back in with my grandmother. Not long after that she ended up being diagnosed with lung cancer. I spent the next few years nursing her, taking her back and forth to chemo and radiation treatments everyday after working the night shift as a waiter. During that time my mother got out of prison, but could no longer run the streets because now she was diagnosed with emphysema.

My grandmother did have a brief remission, but finally did succumb to her disease. After that, my mother's disease started getting progressively worse and worse. To top it all off after that she herself was also diagnosed with lung cancer. Thankfully during that time I did have some help taking care of her because I found a wonderful woman who became my fiancée. We took turns taking my mother to her chemo and radiation treatments.

Now, there is a lot more detail to this story with many more ins and outs, but that is the general outline. I guess you're probably wondering where the begging comes in and what I need it for?

Ok, here goes:

During that time my fiancée's horse riding lesson business tanked, and because of the nature of my mother's disease someone always had to be home with her because she would fall asleep sitting up and choke her self to death so someone always had to be home with her precluding at least one of us from having a regular job. We got a small stipend from the state for taking care of her in home, and she would do web design and find odd jobs off of craigslist/the internet and that's how we'd survive every month.

Unfortunately it ended up not being enough to survive or get my mother to her treatments every day. She was on medicare and the closest hospital that would accept her insurance was 40 miles each way. So, she ended up shoplifting groceries for us and got caught. I bailed her out and we took care of her case, or at least we thought we had. Cut to 2 days ago, my fiancée and I are awoken by bounty hunters stating that she missed a court date and they had to take her in. Her bail is $20,000 because now she has a failure to appear, and since my mother died about 6 months ago she's been taking care of me and has been the sole bread winner like I was when her business was tanking.

Our rent was due 3 days ago and the manager of the extended stay hotel place we live at told me we needed to be out by yesterday. I have about $10 to my name and if I don't have $600 to him in the next day or two I am sure his patience is going to run out and me, and my two dogs are going to be out on the streets, my fiancée will not have a home to come back to when she gets out of jail, and we will lose all of our stuff. If any of these details are unclear of if you have any questions about my situation please do not hesitate to ask.

If there is anyone out there that is inclined to help us in any way our gratitude would be eternal. As I said, this would be a loan. We would both work to pay you back as quickly as possible and I am not opposed to working for it now if someone has work for me to do. Also, if anyone would be inclined to help bail her out we could pay you back even more quickly. Neither of us has any family to fall back on or ask for help so this is the last thing I could think to do.

Feel free to contact me any time, and I will get back to you as soon as I can! Thank you for reading this, and considering to help. My gratitude is immense and eternal.

-Jason

I'm the personifacation of wasted potential. I'm a very smart person who has never been able to live life because life keeps happening to me. I was a teen father, a soilder, a police officer, a up and coming finance guy a business owner, a landlord, a supervisor, a manager, a regional manager, and now a begger. I wish I could say that I knew what happend and could blame it on one thing, but I can't. Had a kid at 19 left school to feed him and joined service, got hurt in trainning and discharged w/o benifits, became a cop but only made 24,000 yr left got into finance was laid off after 9/11. to every odd job debt collector, waiter, pizza delivery you name it i did it but still lost my house. and am about $300,000.00 in the whole. I dont want fish I know how to fish at on time I had several rental properties, but sold them to open a restaurant i'd hope'd to make a chain, but it failed in 2 years.

I have no legacy to pass on to my kids only pride and determination. But I need your help to get back on my feet. I want to fish, not be given fish. I want to restart my realestate business but give back to the community by providing low income housing and shelter for battered and abused woman and children. I need to clear my debt and raise 50,000.00 seed money to do it that will get me into my first property and all i have to do from there is what i did the first time to get multible properties. but this time I will keep them and add value to the community and my family.

I ask you to give what you would waste, a pack of smokes, a drink a dinner out a movie, miss one and you will make countless lives better through me. This I promise and I've lived and served long and hard enough to know not to squander what I get and to build on your kindness and generosity. I've never asked for help before but I've grown to understand what no man is an island means. Please help me and I will help others by helping myself.

Thank you in advance for your time and consideration in this matter.

I remain your humble servant in waiting.

I'm the personifacation of wasted potential. I'm a very smart person who has never been able to live life because life keeps happening to me. I was a teen father, a soilder, a police officer, a up and coming finance guy a business owner, a landlord, a supervisor, a manager, a regional manager, and now a begger. I wish I could say that I knew what happend and could blame it on one thing, but I can't. Had a kid at 19 left school to feed him and joined service, got hurt in trainning and discharged w/o benifits, became a cop but only made 24,000 yr left got into finance was laid off after 9/11. to every odd job debt collector, waiter, pizza delivery you name it i did it but still lost my house. and am about $300,000.00 in the whole. I dont want fish I know how to fish at on time I had several rental properties, but sold them to open a restaurant i'd hope'd to make a chain, but it failed in 2 years.

I have no legacy to pass on to my kids only pride and determination. But I need your help to get back on my feet. I want to fish, not be given fish. I want to restart my realestate business but give back to the community by providing low income housing and shelter for battered and abused woman and children. I need to clear my debt and raise 50,000.00 seed money to do it that will get me into my first property and all i have to do from there is what i did the first time to get multible properties. but this time I will keep them and add value to the community and my family.

I ask you to give what you would waste, a pack of smokes, a drink a dinner out a movie, miss one and you will make countless lives better through me. This I promise and I've lived and served long and hard enough to know not to squander what I get and to build on your kindness and generosity. I've never asked for help before but I've grown to understand what no man is an island means. Please help me and I will help others by helping myself.

Thank you in advance for your time and consideration in this matter.

I remain your humble servant in waiting.

I am a 38yr old male living in scotland where i work all the hours god sends as a cop.
i was married for 13years in what i thought was a wonderful relationship until it went sour when my ex wife ran up horrendous debts i knew nothing about and finally about 2 years ago it took its toll and ended,this left me having to move out of the home into rented accom where i still am and having to settle most of my ex wifes debts leaving me penniless.
THAT to me really dos'nt matter to me though what matters is the fact that of the absolutely catastrophic affect it had on my beautiful wee daughter who i adore more than life.
I try my best juggling work to see her every second day but with paying maintenance,rent,clearing the debts i mentioned before when it comes to near the end of the month i am having to beg, steal and borrow just to put a decent dinner in front of my daughter.
i am a hardworking man who has never shirked my responsibilities in any way but now i am just broken and desperate i feel like a total failure as a father and as a human being.
I REALLY NEED HELP FROM SOMEONE!!!!!
all i want to do is raise £2000 sterling so i can clear my feet and be able to give my daughter the things i should be able too as a father.
through everything my daughter has given me her total undying love and devotion ,it is her a 9yr old who has constantly dried my eyes when things have got on top of me put her arms round me and told me it will be allright daddy. i just want to repay that.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP I AM TRUELY DESPERATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never thought that i would have trouble paying for college until it came. The government will not help no give me grants because my parents make too much money. My parents however think that i should pay for college myself. I have a job, but recently they have cut hours and i only work 2 days which gives me $150 every 2 weeks. My car costs $30 a week to run, from school and work and home. A few days ago, i was running late for class because i tried to work a few more hours at work before i had to go to class. I got pulled over by a cop and he gave me a $250 ticket. I explained to him how i cant even afford anything and he didn't care at all. Oh and i forgot, on top of everything else, i pay $69 a month to have a phone and $150 a month for Car insurance. I simply cant afford it. About 1 month ago, i had two jobs. Between the two jobs i made about $500 every two weeks. That was barely enough. and now they laid me off so i make less than half. I just dont understand why i cant get any help from the government. My parents will not cosign for a student loan either. My passion in life is to become a Male Nurse. I really want to succeed. But right now, my dreams are not looking to good. I thought America was the land of oprtunity? Guess not. Any money would help me. Im desperate at this point. I have been selling things from my room on ebay trying to make little money here and there, but i have nothing left to sell but my bed and my car. Please help me. please. I will do anything for help right now.

Hi. My name is Ben, I am embarrassed, first of all, but I come before you humbly. A little about me, and my situation, I am a family man, with a wife, and a 2 month old daughter at home. Currently, I'm looking for a job, and selling candy bars (that I get with food stamps) door to door to make ends meet. I'm at my wits end. Its so frustrating in today's economy in America. I told a cop today to go f**k yourself when he stopped me and harassed me for soliciting people door to door. I lost my nerve and got arrested for disorderly conduct. I apologized at the station and told them my situation and how I was just trying to make ends meet for my family. I'm very lucky the chief understood, and was not like the officer who arrested me, and let me go with a warning. We are sinking fast, facing eviction, and would very much appreciate a random act of kindness from a stranger. If you've been in this boat then you now what I'm talking about.

Ive been thinking though, I want to be a vendor, and sell hot dogs and hamburgers and things like that on the street, but I don't have the money for a cart, or anything to start a business. That's where your donations would come in. Again, I humbly ask for your help. And thank you for reading.

Alright my best friend is graduating from Basic Training in Fort Sill, OK on March 26th. im in California and havent seen Jake for 8 months. i really want to go out there for his graduation and meet all his family and friends ive never met before. Thing is, i went up snowboarding the other day and my friend was driving like an idiot and we got pulled over. he let the cop search the car and the guy found my weed and my pipe so i got a posession of a controlled substance ticket. now im out 400 dollars that i was gonna use to pay for my airplane ticket and hotel room. i dont wanna let my best friend down, i miss him so much. havent seen him since April when he came to CA for my birthday. hes like my older brother man i love the guy. please, if anyone can give anything to help me pay for an airplane ticket and hotel room. i swear one day ill make it up to you

Thanks,
Tim Kiefer

Please help us, our home, health, and life or what remains of it is about to be totally destroyed! My exwife beat my oldest daughter from her shoulder to her thigh in 1993, I came home from work and found 1 of the bruises, after she confessed I asked her for a divorce and went to bed! When I got up my then 2 girls were gone she took them,had a affair with a policeman, and minister, next thing I knew the same cop charged me with abuse and rape of my then wife, the charges were dismissed eventually! the cop early retired unvoluntarily, the minister fired! The past follows you and those allegations were used by child protection to take my other 2 children away and put up for adoption in 08 I went to therapy or rx my therapist said I was a victim of the system and that I suffer from post tramatic stress! Been rebuilding my life everysince, recently got hurt on the job, my hands and left knee, had 2 surgeries just found out I will need more and additional therapy! Work is fighting paying compensation, hoping I will be forced to move away! They know I am not from here! I've 3.000.00 a month bills and no way to pay them, so please help! If you can help e-mail me at friendlyreferral@hotmail.com for my address thank you in advance