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I recently got out of a Long term relationship with a girl who was unwilling to look for a job. She left me ib this relationship with $19,000 in credit card debt, wrn i already have almost $60,000 in student loans that i can barely pay back. I was laid off in 2008 and had to take a series of odd jobs over the past few years before finally settling in with my current position at $3 an hour less than I was making. I am currently living I. My friends basement because adter taxes my take home is only 1200 a month. My bare minimum payments combined with the 500 a month I give them for rent and food I am left with just enough to stay alive.

As a practitioner of Buddhist meditation, I have a strong belief in the power of karma and losing kindness. I am not asking for a complete bail out but I have faith that there is someone out there that has te means and desire to help out. A large portion of my credit card debt was built up after offering up my car to help those in need, including my ex. If these bills were at the very least lessened, I would have the financials and to continue to help those in needs which is something hat I draw much happiness from.

If you Have the means and te desire to help me get back in my feet i promise you that I will return that generosity to others based in your example. Thank you

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Hi there:

I now realized that my financial woes are much worse than before. Now my state forced us to now spend $282.00 in a now state mandated Medicaid spendown that will take a good chunk of our monthly checks that both my husband and I make together. Our combined total is $2,114.00. According to the state, they claimed "We make way beyond the limit". But one thing they don't understand that other expenses takes a good bite of our checks also. Rent is $1,200.00.00. Cell phones, $170.00. Cable/phone/internet, $190.00. Leaving me/us with little or noting to my/our names. What's worse is he is in a nursing home and it's stressfull enough for me already. Carfare is also expensive to see him every day and it all adds up. My family put more financial pressure to help them also and makes me feel small inside because of what I get each month. It's difficult to have substancial amount to for any entertainment purpose. I hate to go anywhere empty. My pets did not get any of their shots because our finances are high and we can't afford it. With all that I had mentioned above, I'm seriously and desperately need financial help at this time. Whatever I'm getting every will never get me by and I'm barely hanging on a string struggling to make ends meet and I get little or no financial help anywhere else, please. I can't live like this. I can't stand when other put any financial pressure on me. Medical bills are now harder to swallow and I can't hanldle it. The rent is donwright high still and I the rent is outrageously high. Please, I desperately need help right now. I have no one to turn to. Thank you so much. Thank you and God bless.

I'm going to get straight to the point and be %100 honest so that I don't waste your time.

My name is Micheal. I am a 23-year-old male living in the midwest. I currently have a job at a failing restaurant and am struggling to look for a job in a failing job market.

My old roommate left me to join the Navy and I have been in dire financial straits ever since (I have gone through dozens of potential roommates and NONE of them were responsible enough to pay their rent or they failed to move in). My rent is VERY high (a little over $700). I can only take serving jobs, because they are the only type of job which provides an average amount of money per hour for me to barely scrape by (I have to make at LEAST $15-$20 an hour to have a place to live and there are no non-specialized jobs that will pay that much per hour to someone with no advanced education).

To the point though, this post isn't really for me; it is for my parents. My parents are BOTH on disability and barely make enough COMBINED to pay for the house that they live in. I constantly have to assist them with living expenses among other things (food and medicine usually). Yes they do get quite a bit of government assistance, but with NO other source of income, things are impossible for them without my help (for example, I had to take on the full car payment for an Acura that my father owned that costs me nearly $400 a month NOT including the insurance).

Now, with myself in financial difficulties, they too are faced with the threat of losing much-needed medicine, vehicle transportation, and possibly their home.

I am making this post in hopes that there is someone who can help keep the worst from happening in my life and for my parents. I don't want to fail them as a son, so I have made this post in a last-ditch effort to plead for assistance. Anything that you can contribute would help me with bills for both myself and my parents. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I wish that you be blessed.

Hi, I am aspiring to be a music producer. About two years ago I decided that this is what I want to do for the rest of my life, which is why I spend so much time practicing, every spare minute I have is spent learning new aspects of audio production. I'm so dedicated to this, all I wan't to do is produce music.

I still feel that my skills are lacking in a few different areas, so last year I started sending out applications to studio's around the UK, the replies that I got stated that I need a degree in Audio Production to be able to work in a recording studio. So since last year I have been searching for an institute to study at and found an amazing place to study called SAE Institute in Liverpool. The course is a 2 year BA/BSc (Hons) Degree in Audio Production, and after the course ends you are prepared for work in any sector of the audio production industry, from music production to live sound and broadcast, post production for film, video and TV. So there are many different roots I would be able to go down if I was lucky enough study there.

I have managed to save £4000 up to now, however, the fee's and living expenses amount to around £29,000, (this is a link to view the living expensis http://www.saeuk.com/downloads/FeeSchedule(Combined)Liverpool.pdf) Unfortunately, I cannot get funding for the course and a bank loan is not available to me but by the time the course starts on 07/10/2012 I will hopefully have saved around another £4000.

After looking for ways to generate the funds I need to be able to study at SAE I came across this website, I think it's an amazing way to help someone out who is in need. I'm just really hopefull that there will be someone out there who has been in the same situation as I am now, who know's how it feels to wan't something so bad that it hurts. I really feel I have the drive and determination to succeed in reaching my goals of becoming a music producer and any donation that you make, big or small, will have helped me get a step closer to fulfilling my dreams. I appreciate you taking the time to read this, and if you are kind enough to donate and help me, I will be forever in you debt. Thankyou.

I've always been too proud and independent to ask for help... now I feel like im drowning. This is my last resort, I can't face the world with my poor excuse of a life!
The love of my life left me, left me with a note that said 'stay cool'. He had surrounded me with fake love and security. Convincing me that my best choice in life was to discharge from the military (after eight years of service) and be a stay at home mum to our children. I obliged. I loved him and I believed he loved me. I ask you, what would you have done??
So it turns out he never loved our children or myself. He left, never to be heard from since (eight months ago). I was left with combined debts totalling $180k. His not an Australian citizen meaning I am responsible for this debt. I have no income and two children. Is bankruptcy my only option?
Please help me, I have tried to stay composed and in control, I have tried to reinlist (not targets for fy 12/13), i have tried to find employment. I have a casual job, however I am not covering the loan repayments! I am begging for your help, please help me. I constantly ask myself 'how could i not have seen this coming??' but i loved him, i loved him so much. He was a professional on a good income and we had a family together. Was it wrong of me to feel secure. Was my choices considered normal, would you have done things differently?

Hello,

As someone who is in a leadership position at YourCompany, I know that you’re pressed for time. But please, could you give me your full attention for the next 30 seconds as you read this letter?

You see, the children at Plainfield 5 Star Gym would like to continue to have a place to call theirs this year. But you know how it is: government budget cuts, on top of too-small budgets in the first place, have combined to make it impossible for them to be able to do so.

Unless someone steps in to help them. And that’s where you come in.

The benefits of being at Plainfield 5 Star Gym are priceless: teaching children about the wonders of self esteem and motivating them to learn about their ability to achieve goals with discipline is one of the best ways they can learn about themselves and develop their interests, leading to future careers in hundreds of fields.

By helping the children at Plainfield 5 Star Gym to be able to have a place to retreat , you are not just helping them, but you’re also investing in the long-term future health of your community and even your company. A healthy, well-trained workforce is the most valuable asset at any company, and by helping our children to have gym they so desperately desire, you will be planting seeds for future employees loyal to your company.

Not only that, by contributing you will also be receiving free advertising and positive public relations in the community. That’s because we will post your name in the program for the boxing events , as well as on any materials produced promoting the amateur events. To top it all off, we will have a “Partner Wall,” bearing the names of all the contributors to the gym, which will be prominently displayed at the boxing events itself.

By contributing towards the boxing gym in Plainfield you can help our children immeasurably, receive free advertising and promotion for your company and feel good about it all!

Would you please help? We’re are out funds to pay the rent for our gym. We need to raise a total of $50,000.00, which will cover the cost of 50 children from the community to attend without cost, rent,equipment rentals,presentation tables and chair rentals, printed materials like entry forms and flyers .

Any amount you’re willing to donate will be greatly appreciated!

Please contact Rich Johnson at 908 447 7174 to find out how we can work together to give our children the best opportunities to succeed while giving your company the exposure it deserves for helping us out.

Hope to hear from you and thank you for your time.

Sincerely,

Rich Johnson

PS: In lieu of a financial donation, we’d be happy to accept any donation in form of donated items or services. Please contact Rich Johnson 908 447-7174 to find out what items or services will be needed to maintain a place for our children.

Hello!

My passion in life is visual arts and how it can be used to bring together and help communities. I currently work as an assistant in an Art Gallery (I was lucky enough to be picked out of 30 possible candidates). I have dreams of setting up my own studios/gallery/cafe/community project combined in the future. I am planning to go back to university part time, whilst working, and study an arts and community MA to help towards my goals. I hope to meet like-minded people and useful contacts, and take advantage of the support and resources of an institution. I am saving as I go and looking for a second job to help towards raising the money needed for the course. I know I will raise the money eventually, I would just REALLY love to get going and not see it as something way off in the distant future! It's not a massive sob story, I know, but I am ambitious (I am the only person in my family to go to university, coming from a very uninspiring town) I don't earn a lot, and anything to help me get there quicker would be a huge, huge help. I am 100% committed to having a great career ahead of me and reaching my goals!

Thank you for reading my post and taking an interest! :)

"If you live life aiming to do things that makes YOU feel truly proud (however big or small or insignificant it may seem to others)then you are living a good life and that's all there is to it!"

Hello, my name is Jim and i'm a teacher by trade. I also own a small woodworking business. We (my son and I) build adirondack chairs planter boxes and patio furniture. This business is my passion, but like so many today I have fallen on hard times. My dog needed emergency surgery last winter to the tune of $5,000 and that, combined with other things wiped me out! I had to sell or pawn most (pretty much all) oft tools to pay the vet bill. My beloved dog didn't make it and we are still on pain for that. I would love to get back to woodworking, but need help to re-tool. I need at least $4000 to get back in business. Thank you for reading my story and God bless! Any amount you could send would be so appreciated.

Haven't been very smart in life. I've made some very bad mistakes and foolish decisions that I'm now having to pay for. Just found out my fiance is pregnant and have a lot to get straightened out in a hurry. I know I'm not the type of person who people usually like to help but please keep my girl and baby in mind. With all my fees and surcharges combined, I owe a total of $3,854.50. This will allow me to get back and forth to work everyday without fear of not making it back home to her. Please help me out, I beg you. Believe me I've learned my lesson. Just need some help to make a second start.

Haven't been very smart in life. I've made some very bad mistakes and foolish decisions that I'm now having to pay for. Just found out my fiance is pregnant and have a lot to get straightened out in a hurry. I know I'm not the type of person who people usually like to help but please keep my girl and baby in mind. With all my fees and surcharges combined, I owe a total of $3,854.50. This will allow me to get back and forth to work everyday without fear of not making it back home to her. Please help me out, I beg you. Believe me I've learned my lesson. Just need some help to make a second start.

Haven't been very smart in life. I've made some very bad mistakes and foolish decisions that I'm now having to pay for. Just found out my fiance is pregnant and have a lot to get straightened out in a hurry. I know I'm not the type of person who people usually like to help but please keep my girl and baby in mind. With all my fees and surcharges combined, I owe a total of $3,854.50. This will allow me to get back and forth to work everyday without fear of not making it back home to her. Please help me out, I beg you. Believe me I've learned my lesson. Just need some help to make a second start.

Haven't been very smart in life. I've made some very bad mistakes and foolish decisions that I'm now having to pay for. Just found out my fiance is pregnant and have a lot to get straightened out in a hurry. I know I'm not the type of person who people usually like to help but please keep my girl and baby in mind. With all my fees and surcharges combined, I owe a total of $3,854.50. This will allow me to get back and forth to work everyday without fear of not making it back home to her. Please help me out, I beg you. Believe me I've learned my lesson. Just need some help to make a second start.

Haven't been very smart in life. I've made some very bad mistakes and foolish decisions that I'm now having to pay for. Just found out my fiance is pregnant and have a lot to get straightened out in a hurry. I know I'm not the type of person who people usually like to help but please keep my girl and baby in mind. With all my fees and surcharges combined, I owe a total of $3,854.50. This will allow me to get back and forth to work everyday without fear of not making it back home to her. Please help me out, I beg you. Believe me I've learned my lesson. Just need some help to make a second start.

Hello,
Im 27 years old and 3 years ago met the love of my life we quickly fell in love. The hard part is we both have so much debt and no way to pay it down. We have debt from student loans to hospital bills. All I would like is to pay down the debt so we can one day purchase a home together. We do not have any type of government assistance and typically we make it to the next check by pennies. I am thankfully of the loving relationship we are in and am just looking for help from anywhere. I want to eventually go back to school to either be a nurse or a school teacher. Our debt totals at about $40,000 combined. Please if anyone our there has the means to help out this family we would be grateful.

Dear Reader:
I am currently an unemployed law school graduate who has over $275,000 in student loans to pay (college, law school, and bar study loans combined). I went to school with the goal of increasing my ability to earn a good living but I cannot find a job to save my life. I have been rejected from retail and restaurant jobs because I'm overqualified while being rejected from law firms because I am under qualified. I am now sinking into a deep state of depression over the fact that the tiny bit of savings I have left in the bank to pay my bills is rapidly shrinking as each month passes. School should not cost so much, especially if there is little promise for employment following graduation.

Unlike the average person who could use a little extra cash for something, I am nearing complete homelessness. My struggle is not with credit card debt but with educational debt and the fact that I'm unemployed and cannot convince any employer to hire me. Without an income and bills mounting, I will end up on the street by January. With little hope left, I issue this beg for help.

Dear Donors,

I am a mother of four kids. My husband and I have a combined income of three thousand dollars.

So far we have managed.

My daughter has graduated with a diploma in Psychology and and is looking forward to pursue a degree in the same subject.

The fees for a degree is between $30,000 to $35,000 which is not within our reach.

The bank can only give a loan of about $20,000 as we are still paying them for the loan that we have taken for our daughter diploma course.

We hope that we can raise some fund for our daughter fees on top of the loan that we will be getting from the bank.

Your every dollar donated to us will be greatly appreciated.

Thank you.


Regards
Siti Zahrah Tumin

I have been in some form of debt since I was 18, and it has grown over the last 6 years. I am now in a combined debt of over $50,000 resulting from failed ventures, purchasing faulty cars and medical bills for my teeth, hips and back.

I have now also lost my job, as my situation is starting to effect my life in a large way, mostly from being depressed and distracted in day to day tasks. I am working on securing a new job, but this is proving difficult, and I have tried to obtain help from the government to no avail so far.

The bills are quickly piling up, and rent is due at the end of the month. My bills currently stand overdue at over $1600 right now. Luckily my room mate can cover my rent for this month, but that is not going to help me next month. I am doing everything I can to get a job and earn money for myself, but I feel that I have to give this a shot.

I don't expect much, but anything will be an amazing help. I would also like to donate a share of any donations (1/4 of amount) to a charity, specifically one that helps depression as it hits close to home, as a way to thank you for your kindness and in order to share any assistance provided to me with others that need a hand.

Thank you!

I have been in some form of debt since I was 18, and it has grown over the last 6 years. I am now in a combined debt of over $50,000 resulting from failed ventures, purchasing faulty cars and medical bills for my teeth, hips and back.

I have now also lost my job, as my situation is starting to effect my life in a large way, mostly from being depressed and distracted in day to day tasks. I am working on securing a new job, but this is proving difficult, and I have tried to obtain help from the government to no avail so far.

The bills are quickly piling up, and rent is due at the end of the month. My bills currently stand overdue at over $1600 right now. Luckily my room mate can cover my rent for this month, but that is not going to help me next month. I am doing everything I can to get a job and earn money for myself, but I feel that I have to give this a shot.

I don't expect much, but anything will be an amazing help. I would also like to donate a share of any donations (1/4 of amount) to a charity, specifically one that helps depression as it hits close to home, as a way to thank you for your kindness and in order to share any assistance provided to me with others that need a hand.

Thank you!

I am a single mother of two high school aged children (15 & 17) seeking immediate assistance to pay my debts, bills and secure affordable housing for my family again. We were displaced in April from our home of 5 years.

My family was involved in an automobile accident (not our fault, but thankfully no injuries)in January of this year in the only vehicle our family owns and while it is still drivable and in need of repair, I am still settling the outstanding claim (for the past 8 months) with the other person's insurance company who hit us, which includes fighting in court to recover damages.

Additionally, my income has dropped drastically due to loss of work and we are barely surviving on $500 a month.

Unforeseen hardships, deaths in our family, my childrens' education, lack of involvement from their father and other financial strains continue to take a huge toll on us and our ability to maintain a sustainable home. It seems bleak at times to feel as though we have no sense of real security in our lives. And, it serves only to divide us, which makes it even more difficult for any of us to stay together, focused, driven and motivated..

I am struggling to find sustainable employment to no avail and we had no choice except to move in with a family friend who is retired and living on a fixed income and struggling to save his home from foreclosure. Our combined contributions do not adequately cover the expense of managing the home, but there is little recourse to either of us at the moment to change the situation. We have only patched the situation, not repaired it. It still feels as though the boat is sinking....

I have never sought this type of assistance before and while it makes me feel extremely uncomfortable seeking this help, I feel I have no other choice but to BEG for immediate relief before something drastic happens to permanently alter our lives forever in ways I do not want to even imagine. I cannot allow what is happening to us (be it pride or pity) destroy our hope, my children and their vision for the future. We must turn our situation around to restore balance back into my family's life. Any generosity would be an eternal blessing...

My husband and I are lifelong radio personalities and producers. We have enjoyed a good life and always a good income. When the largest radio conglomerate in the nation fired (layoff my a$$) everyone over 40 we lost our jobs. Our 401K was the first to go. It fed us and we paid a premium to the IRS. Our savings account of 20,000 is long gone for rent, utilities, our internet bill so we can search & apply for jobs, and food. My husband has heart failure. He requires 10 medications a day. We couldn't pay our land line so this means the data can't be fed from his pacemaker to the cardiologist's office isn't being transmitted and has not been for over two months. We worked our way up. We scrimped and saved. Neither of us smoke, we don't use drugs, we do not drink, we do not waste money. I shopped for us at a Goodwill in the River Oaks area, the best clothes in town as far as resale goes; even when times were good. My unemployment pay of $800 monthly is gone 3 months now. His is $812 and our rent & utilities are combined; $725 monthly which is the least expensive we could find - is not paid almost 2 months as of August 1. We face being homeless very soon. Not a slice of bread in our house. We have sold our wedding bands and every piece of jewelry we had. We've sold our furniture; the best pieces. We are down to nothing. The social service agencies are out of funds as so many are in the same position. If you can find it in your heart to help us, it would be a blessing as we pray without ceasing. We thank you in faith and divine hope. Thank you for reading our post and we'll hope for miracles.

I will provide professional audio editing and we both will provide voiceover work sent to you via e-mail on an mp3 file. We are working people and we are more than willing to work to earn any help for us.

Last year was a disaster for our family and we have now exhausted every possible resource and emptied our savings just to stay in our home. Two family members lost our jobs due to downsizing, and have been unable to find employment because with college educations we are "overqualified" for the McDonald's jobs. We are three grown children living in my mother's home and trying to contribute anything we can to the bills. She is working full time while also attending grad school, and her income simply isn't enough. She also has a young teen still at home. She loves sharing her home with us, but we have lost the ability to contribute.

At this time we have sold a few things on Craigslist in order to prevent our water being shut off tomorrow, but I have a car payment due (I need the car to look for jobs), and we have no way to pay the mortgage next month unless we allow the electricity and phones to be shut off. Any amount would be a blessing which would be combined with the occasional $20 we are able to earn by offering tutoring and music lessons now and then. Thank you so much for anything you can do.

In recent years I have put so much focus into taking care of the cost of living including rent, car costs, and medical costs for some unexpected health issues. My job does not offer health insurance and when I looked into out of pocket cost I just could not afford it. Health wise I am doing pretty well. But, even with daily care, including brushing, flossing and mouth wash my teeth proceed to decay. I try my hardest to care for my teeth, I do not smoke, I don't regularly drink alcohol, and I invested in a cyber-sonic tooth brush after reading about the over all benefits of using one. I maintain regular normal oral hygiene, but I have defined decay and pain.

I have a family history of poor dentition. When I was a child I used to have enamel treatments in which is they would put a layer of clear acrylic over my teeth once a year. It has been many years since those treatments. Another issue that compacts the pre-existing issues is acid reflux I suffer from while I sleep, which the dentist told me furthers the decay, especially in the back. My teeth desperately need care.

Recently one of my teeth began to hurt, I bought a few over the counter remedies and tried to deal with the pain in hopes it was temporary. The pain persisted so I decided visit a dentist. After examining me he told me the immediate problem was two abscessed teeth both needing root canals. Both teeth combined were $6300. I need far more work than that done and some of my teeth may be beyond repair.

They say the smile is the gateway to the soul. I want to feel comfortable smiling and talking. I don't want to wonder if someone see's my teeth. People shouldn't judge but they do. I just wish I could do what is needed to feel comfortable. At this moment, it seems such a difficult goal to reach. Please help me.

We have had a really tough time the last few months. My boyfriend lost his job, my job is not paying a much, bills are going up because of summer heating expenses. Then gas went up and on top of that my car needs major repairs. We have three pets that we are trying to keep fed as well a ourselves. We don't have many bills (rent,electricity, phone and car insurance). We just need a little help while we get back on our feet. In the state we live in if you do not pay your car insurance you lose your license. We can not afford for me to not be able to get to work. So we need help with at least this bill. It is $51. Our phone bill is $90 a month and rent and elect. is around $600 combined. ANY and ALL help is very much appreciated. I will try my hardest to pay it forward in the future. Thank you for taking the time to read this and for any help that is sent our way. It is hard to ask for help but sometimes it is your only option.

Hello all. I am a 31 year old woman who is in need of divine intervention. I have worked hard my whole life, worked full time since high school, and scraped by with no help or assistance. I put myself through college on my own dime, but had to stop after I received my associates degree because I ran out of money. I have always tried to do the right thing in life, but always seemed to have a rough time of it. Finally, my luck started to change a few years ago when I met the man who I thought was the one. I fell madly in love. I would do anything for him, and it seemed he would do the same for me. While he did not make a lot of money, with our finances combined life was much easier than I had ever experienced. We decided to move to Florida from up north because his family was here, and he wanted to be close to his aging parents. I had always wanted to live in warmer weather, and I would follow him anywhere, so we packed up our lives and moved south. Now, two years later, my world is upside down. My fiance had a child with another woman and has now dropped me like a bad habit. That alone, devastated me so badly that I didn't know if I wanted to live anymore. But I tried to pull myself together. I still wake up in the mornings and feel like someone died. Four days after the breakup, I lost my job because the office I worked for shut its doors. I have never had to accept unemployment, or any other kind of assistance in my life, but I had to file. I am still waiting to be approved for unemployment. And then, today I went to the dentist with the intention of taking care of a long-standing dental problem that I have been saving for about a year. I found out that another tooth is decaying under a crown and I need a total of $5,450 of dental work done. This is after I have already lost a tooth (a back one, thank God) because of another failed root canal and crown a past dentist had done. And I was unable to sue her because I found out two weeks after the dental malpractice statute of limitations had expired. I am just so sickened and saddened by the turn of events my life has taken. I know that everyone always says that what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger, and that may be true. But I can't help but feel so hopeless and helpless in my own life right now. I have already sold almost everything I own to try to put money together to move back to my home state. Because I am also getting kicked out by my ex fiance. He acts like he doesn't even care. It makes me feel stupid and used that I ever cared about someone who obviously never cared about me. I am begging for help. I know times are hard out there for everyone right now. But I have no one else to rely on. Any donation that you are able or willing to give would be immensely appreciated. I am a real person. This is my life right now. I know this may sound ridiculous to some, but anyone who has ever been in a situation like mine can identify with what I am going through. I have no one else to rely on. I have no pride left. Any amount would help, even a dollar. I will take the time to send a heartfelt thank you to every single person who finds it in their heart to help. Please. I'M BEGGING YOU! Thank you.

Hello all. I am a 31 year old woman who is in need of divine intervention. I have worked hard my whole life, worked full time since high school, and scraped by with no help or assistance. I put myself through college on my own dime, but had to stop after I received my associates degree because I ran out of money. I have always tried to do the right thing in life, but always seemed to have a rough time of it. Finally, my luck started to change a few years ago when I met the man who I thought was the one. I fell madly in love. I would do anything for him, and it seemed he would do the same for me. While he did not make a lot of money, with our finances combined life was much easier than I had ever experienced. We decided to move to Florida from up north because his family was here, and he wanted to be close to his aging parents. I had always wanted to live in warmer weather, and I would follow him anywhere, so we packed up our lives and moved south. Now, two years later, my world is upside down. My fiance had a child with another woman and has now dropped me like a bad habit. That alone, devastated me so badly that I didn't know if I wanted to live anymore. But I tried to pull myself together. I still wake up in the mornings and feel like someone died. Four days after the breakup, I lost my job because the office I worked for shut its doors. I have never had to accept unemployment, or any other kind of assistance in my life, but I had to file. I am still waiting to be approved for unemployment. And then, today I went to the dentist with the intention of taking care of a long-standing dental problem that I have been saving for about a year. I found out that another tooth is decaying under a crown and I need a total of $5,450 of dental work done. This is after I have already lost a tooth (a back one, thank God) because of another failed root canal and crown a past dentist had done. And I was unable to sue her because I found out two weeks after the dental malpractice statute of limitations had expired. I am just so sickened and saddened by the turn of events my life has taken. I know that everyone always says that what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger, and that may be true. But I can't help but feel so hopeless and helpless in my own life right now. I have already sold almost everything I own to try to put money together to move back to my home state. Because I am also getting kicked out by my ex fiance. He acts like he doesn't even care. It makes me feel stupid and used that I ever cared about someone who obviously never cared about me. I am begging for help. I know times are hard out there for everyone right now. But I have no one else to rely on. Any donation that you are able or willing to give would be immensely appreciated. I am a real person. This is my life right now. I know this may sound ridiculous to some, but anyone who has ever been in a situation like mine can identify with what I am going through. I have no one else to rely on. I have no pride left. Any amount would help, even a dollar. I will take the time to send a heartfelt thank you to every single person who finds it in their heart to help. Please. I'M BEGGING YOU! Thank you. <3