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Selah Beloved Citizens Of This Divinely Intelligent Universe!!

If like 1,000s of 1,000,000s of people in USA Territories YOU TOO are living in fear about your finances and what appears to be happening with the money system, I respectfully request that you take this Beggar Request very seriously and act, (not just read), if your heart resonates with my words and my promise.

WHY? Because I am not some crazy Beggar hoping people will send me some of their money. Formerly known as The Prophetess Of Destiny and countless other titles you can pull up on Google, I am a Servant Of The Light bearing gifts in exchange for PROOF that you will open up to RECEIVING BACK FROM THE UNIVERSE in exchange for gifting me with $11-Bucks or more. My labor is to enrich, uplift and enliven Humanity worldwide and Google yields plenty of evidence.

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Whatever you have asked, hoped, prayed, searched for that has not shown up yet is now within reach!!

CLARION CALL: Whomever you may be, no matter your current conditions or station in life, know that we are now in a time deemed by The Angelic Forces to be the most pivotal year (2k12) in Human history; yes, in Human history!! And because the fact that we are all connected is provable within our experiences, I ask you to allow your heart intelligence to help you discern why my request for your financial support is a win-win-win agenda designed to prove that choosing to gift other people (can) yield perpetually increasing $financial$ returns on investments (ROI) when you are aligned with a lead by example expert at Human Potential Optimization who is 100% committed to consistently exercising her responsibilities without delays and/or excuses.

You see, there is more to you than flesh and blood and more to life than here, and each of us is a unique expression of Divine Intelligence, no matter how we name it, for Human Beings actually are the eyes, ears, hands, feet, heart and voice of Spirit/God, operating in the Earth!! Even though billions of spiritually asleep people do not believe it or (consciously) know this as their personal truth, we all have personal Spiritual Inheritances, and when we purposefully explore, reach for and accept the possibility that this statement is correct, we position ourselves to prove it and thereby, remembering how to optimally exercise our Human birthrights can happen for us this lifetime. Unfortunately, without receiving our inheritances, life on Earth tends to remain a haphazard walk on the wild side.

You are a SOUL-GEM; a luminous magnetic Spiritual Being on a Soul Journey through the Human experience here on Planet Earth and GRATITUDE IS an interactive magnetic force field that gets added unto your personal energy stream. Gratitude is a self chosen (adopted) heartfelt attitude of thanksgiving for WHATEVER WE DO HAVE IN LIFE (at the moment), and it is therefore a higher mind set. And when you connect with your world while living in the energy of gratitude, every single time you give from your heart, you open a spiritual portal through which The Universe itself delivers good unto you, whether you are paying attention to it or not!!

THIS IS WHY: The spiritual Cycle Of Abundance looks like this. (A) Your GRATITUDE for whatsoever you do have underlies feelings of generosity, for when you look at this world system you easily see there are billions of others with far less than you. (B) Your GENEROSITY allows you to be see/feel the pain of other people and/or their need and you become inspired to give. (C) Your GIVING uplifts others, especially strangers who cannot return the favor and this selfless act of giving makes you feel good, raises your vibration and thereby aligns you with higher energies. (D) Your ALIGNING with higher energies attracts similar experiences into your life which also makes you feel good/better. (E) Your RECEIVING, (even if receiving is only a smile, a friendly hello, an offer to help you in some seemingly unimportant way), makes you feel connected to others which makes you feel grateful for the gesture. (F) Your GRATITUDE is then at the top of your mind and when it is, a brand new cycle begins for you again. The magical working of our connectedness in the Universe is what makes life worth living.

The Cycle Of Abundance is: Gratitude, Generosity, Giving, Aligning, Attracting, Receiving and Gratitude. As a 25(+) year seasoned Agent Of Light in service to Spiritually Awakening Humanity, I ask that you link your Light with mine and make a donation to my cause, for making higher truth known and available to the masses worldwide is my task at hand. I am an Elder known as The HeartSeer people are chatting with worldwide. I have a global radio broadcast and walk my talk making knowledge of who and what we are as Divine Beings, known to all in search of answers and ways through the challenges of life.

Today is Mothers Day, May 13, 2k12, and if you do not™ choose to gift me below, feel free to check out my Light Portal (website) so you can gain all the details your mind may require to stop shouting NO in your head. My site was created in a FireFox Browser and it is picture perfect in that browser only. So please, please, only use FireFox Browser because all other browsers yield ugliness. Use FULL SCREEN MODE because you can know the whole site is loaded when you see HEARTS around the (3) columns.

When you get there you will find (3) columns; the two outside columns are the same no matter what you click on and the middle column is where whatever you click on (pages and posts) will appear. See Vital Page in top left column (or) Blog Archives in top right column. Check out (Gifting To The HeartSeer) in either column; they are identical and provide all details: A video, two radio show archives, all details and a way to gift me. Then you can explore the rest of site, or do that first if you prefer.

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Thank you for taking time to read this and please share because blessings and breakthroughs are guaranteed to all who dare to believe that everyone is not a criminal or a hustler out to get them. Now it can be your turn to begin wiping away whatsoever keeps you up at night biting your nails off and/or tearing your hair out, so if you have but a mustard seed worth of faith that there is A GOD, take several deep breaths and visit my light portal. Don't delay!!

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I need money for an apartment. I am currently living with my ex boyfriend because I would otherwise be homeless. He is emotionally and physically abusive and it is extremely difficult living with him. He wants me to move out as soon as possible, but no later than the end of July. I found an apartment for $700 a month, but need a few thousand to move in--deposit, furniture, two months rent.

I have a job but I barely make enough to pay my bills. I can't even buy myself groceries. I apply for other jobs every day and never get them. I am a college graduate and am intelligent and would appear to be pretty normal if you saw me at the store. But I have slept in my car when my ex boyfriend has kicked me out at times and I fear I will be living in it soon. It wouldn't be too bad, I guess, but I have cats and it's impossible for my cats to live in my car.

I am a good person and always try to help other people whenever I can. I just need a little help now. I have no friends or family anywhere in the area and I feel hopeless. I have had a hard life, from an abusive childhood to where I am today, but I am strong. I am positive about my future, if only someone would be willing to help me today.

Even a very small amount would be appreciated.

I’ve never asked for any kind of help before, and certainly not from people that I have never met! But my situation has become so desperate that I really do need help.
I have, for the last 15 years, struggled to make ends meet, following periods of ill-health, bad luck and catastrophic decision making. My circumstances are now very desperate indeed, and have even considered suicide.
In 1997 I suffered from a period of depression, that became so severe that I was forced to give up my job, and borrowed money to cover my mortgage and keep my house. Unfortunately the repayments on this ever increasing debt snowballed, and I found myself unable to meet my mortgage and household bills. I had ploughed my life savings into the home, and lost it all.
In 2006 I was approached by a friend, who was concerned for my financial circumstances, and suggested that we buy an old property, renovate it and sell it for a profit. I was desperate to make some money, and trusted my friend. I would refer you to full details of this in my Beg, as the project ended in complete failure having been ripped off by an unscrupulous builder. Work that should have taken 3 months took in excess of 9, and I ended up carrying out all the work myself. I regularly worked at the house from the early hours until well past midnight. The long hours left me exhausted, and in October 2008 I had a breakdown. I simply couldn’t carry on, and collapsed at work. My employer at the time was an unforgiving and vindictive man, and he said that I would be suspended if my work didn’t improve. I was afraid that I would lose my job, and under considerable psychological pressure from my employer I was forced to resign.
Following the failed business venture, which had plunged me into further debt, my breakdown and subsequent loss of my job, I simply couldn’t cope and pushed me into a long period of depression that became so severe that I planned to take my life. At the time I was so ill that I was unable to hold down a job, and this simply added to my woes - whilst out of work and undergoing intensive counselling I borrowed further. By the end of 2009 I was £15,000 ($23,250) in debt. I desperately want to rebuild my life now, but it is difficult to do so when I am saddled with a debt that is crippling me. Between 2009 and December 2010 my debt increased - there is no answer to it, and I will never ever me able to clear the £18,000 ($27,900) that I now owe. It is a debt that cripples me and prevents me from having a normal, happy life. I am 50 in February 2012, but have no future. I am tired of being worried, stressed, unable to sleep, and being depressed. Please, please help me start my life all over again. Please read my full story, and contact me if you have any questions. Thank you.

Filed and completed a Chapter 7 bankruptcy in Jan 2005. Thought that would get me back on my feet. Was affected by Katrina in Aug 2005. Bills and recovery from the hurricane started snowballing and adding up. Lost majority of the house items due to a fallen tree through the roof. Just couldnt catch a break. Managed to get another house even with the bankruptcy, which eventually was foreclosed on. Struggled thru years of money issues and still managed to give 100% to the military. Retired in 2007. Retired pay, nearly half, new it was coming but didnt sink in til it was done. Rated 60% disabled thru the VA. Currently helping 21 year old daughter with cell, auto, and insur, as she attends college. Sadly we are unable to help our 23 year old in college with anything. Luckily, she is very independant and understanding, but the guilt is unbearable. Currently attempting to support our family now including my 18 year old step son with a truck, insur, gas. Wife is out of work. Not enough cs money for food which is supposed to help son from his deadbeat father. Need help to get caught up/ahead, pay off medical bills, and common utilities. Been a very long while since we've had a time to sigh and not have a heavy load on our shoulders. My 21 year old has blessed us with our grand daughter but we can only do so much to help them, nothing extra. We manage to appear happy and the things we do have is it. Have rearranged bills in every way possible and yet again, money spent before the deposit. Any amount would be appreciated. We just need a breather. Please.

I was born with an endocrine disorder. At puberty my symptoms started to appear. 14 years ago I underwent surgery to correct a breast deformity. Unfortunately my right side was left scarred and with the need of more surgery. I have never had enough money to go back for correction. I'm self conscious about it and hide it, but I'd like to go swimming and have never been able to because it's noticeable. I know there are other causes to donate to, but that's why I placed this under unusual requests. I don't have any relatives and my medical conditions have me on SSDI. Can you help? Even if it's a nickel at a time?

Firstly I would like to say this is my last resort but I am at my wits end.
I am married adore my wife and have 5 children. I have served in the army,
and when coming out 9 years ago got a general job with a reasonable salary.
I have recently been made redundant and am now 4 months behind with the

rent. My children are not needy children but are now all at school and doing
well. I am trying desperately to get a job but to no avail, as there are so
many people trying to do the same, and I am now it appears the wrong side of
40. I would love to give my children and my wife a lovely xmas but as it is
stand to be evicted on the 23rd December if the rent is not paid, which

because of the size of the family would mean us being seperated. I am so
disappointed with myself that I do not appear to be able to support my
family at the moment, I would like to raise enough to guareentee a roof over
my familes head, and then hopefully love will be enough for xmas. I have
fought many wars in the army but this is the hardest by far a fight to keep
my family together. I have explained the situation to my family and imagine
the heartache when your little boy of 5 offers you his birthday money to
help!!!!
Please Please help me I am dying inside.

my electric was disconnected last Tuesday. It sucks! I don't get paid again til the 2nd. My relay on my a.c. went out and caused bill to skyrocket!! I really need a blessing for this.
to help with this you can go to
lakelandelectric.com
on the right side of the screen is a button to "pay bill online" click it
type in the account number which is 3301113
then my name will appear.
put in: 3939 Hamilton Rd.lot 1
lakeland, Fl 33811
863-327-9413

then your info and it will be taken care of!
Thank you to who ever does this for me!!!
My hubby left me a few months ago and doing everything on my own is so hard and just getting back on my feet has been trying.
Again, thank you thank you thank you!

my electric was disconnected last Tuesday. It sucks! I don't get paid again til the 2nd. My relay on my a.c. went out and caused bill to skyrocket!! I really need a blessing for this.
to help with this you can go to
lakelandelectric.com
on the right side of the screen is a button to "pay bill online" click it
type in the account number which is 3301113
then my name will appear.
put in: 3939 Hamilton Rd.lot 1
lakeland, Fl 33811
863-327-9413

then your info and it will be taken care of!
Thank you to who ever does this for me!!!
My hubby left me a few months ago and doing everything on my own is so hard and just getting back on my feet has been trying.
Again, thank you thank you thank you!

my electric was disconnected last Tuesday. It sucks! I don't get paid again til the 2nd. My relay on my a.c. went out and caused bill to skyrocket!! I really need a blessing for this.
to help with this you can go to
lakelandelectric.com
on the right side of the screen is a button to "pay bill online" click it
type in the account number which is 3301113
then my name will appear.
put in: 3939 Hamilton Rd.lot 1
lakeland, Fl 33811
863-327-9413

then your info and it will be taken care of!
Thank you to who ever does this for me!!!
My hubby left me a few months ago and doing everything on my own is so hard and just getting back on my feet has been trying.
Again, thank you thank you thank you!

I am asking for help for my son and his family. They are struggling in so many ways. Neither one has been able to get a job. They have 2 small children. They are dealing with a drug addiction which they are seeking help for. They have made many mistakes and bad choices but are wanting to make a better life for their children. The children are outgrowing their clothes. Their car needs new tires and a good tuneup. They are driving back & forth to a drug Rehab. All costs money and my 2 daughters & I have been paying for as much of it as we can. But the biggest problem facing them right now is huge fines from traffic tickets that did not get paid. If they are not paid in the next 3 or 4 weeks my son could go to jail for a good while. With everything that's happened in the last 2 years we just don't have the money to clear him up. I know that my son messed up and we have been trying so hard to get him free of these things, to give another chance. I just can not bare the thought of him going to jail for traffic tickets!
I know that this situation does not appear to be as urgent as other people on this site, but I know in my heart that these kids are going down in a bad way if someone does not help them! I am not asking to just their sake. I am asking for the sake of those dear little babies who love their daddy & mommy very much! My children want to be able to live a better life. They need your help! Please help.

Hello,

I am writing here to beg for help supporting myself. I never thought I would be in this situation, but I find myself alone and unable to pay my rent.

After 8 years with a physically and emotionally abusive man, a friend helped me find the strength to run. With her support and the help of the wonderful staff at a women's shelter, I have finally started to see myself as an independent person instead of the house pet of a horrible man.

While in this relationship, I was not allowed to work outside the house or interact with people outside of those acquaintances he approved for me. Figuring out how to support myself has been difficult and frightening, and I'm still learning and finding my way. I have a small basement bachelor apartment, and worked briefly as a waitress. Unfortunately I found the stress of being surrounded by so many strangers to be too big of a step and too soon, having so recently left the sheltered life I led for the last 8 years. I lost the waitressing job because of the anxiety and near panic attacks that kept me from performing my duties. I have since found a little work keeping house for a kind, quiet couple, but I make only about $60-$80/wk doing this. I cannot ask them for more, as I know they already do all they can for me. They do not know my story.

I cannot get a loan or line of credit to help pay my rent, because as far as the bank is concerned I have never had a job and I appear unemployable. The various charities that exist to help women in my situation give most of their aid to women with dependent children or parents, which is fair but frustrating.

If you are able, a donation from you could change my life. Eventually I want to go to college, maybe for culinary arts (cooking is the one thing I've gotten very good at!). For now, I just need to pay my rent.

Any help would be the greatest kindness, and would be so greatly appreciated.

Thank you.

My daughter has been taken from me by her meth-loving mother. She has done this 3 times and now she moves from state to state to avoid jurisdiction from the courts. I have hired lawyers in two states but the courts ultimately dismiss the custody case due to jurisdiction. Finally, I have opened a case in a third state and the judge vowed to take the case and put an end to this madness. My daughter is 6 years old and is begging to come home to her bedroom and pets here. But, due to the law, the mother has sole custody until there is an order from the courts, which until recently she has been able to avoid. I am a great father who would do anything for my daughter. My ex has had a dramatic lifestyle change in the last 2 years, meth, which ultimately led to our break-up and her chaotic lifestyle. She is now your typical "meth-mom" and is dragging my daughter from place to place, she finds a room to live in and gets kicked out and moves on. She has been doing this for the last year. I am confident this judge will finally take the time to look at the facts and ultimately I will raise my daughter. I have a decent job and work 50-60 hours a week. I have no choice but to ask on this site due to pure desperation. I have never asked for a handout in my life and have worked hard for everything I've ever had. I've been dealing with the family court process now for a year and finally have the opportunity to go in front of the judge. My lawyer has recently informed me that my retainer has run out and he will need another payment to represent me and ill need to appear in front of the judge which is 800 miles away. I have exhausted my savings but need to continue with the process. I feel the family court system is a joke. I've spent thousands of dollars to get to this point and my ex hasn't spent a dime while she lives like a bum with my daughter. My daughter hasn't had her own room or been able to keep the same friend without having to move again. My ex has just informed me that she is pregnant again and will be moving again so the baby isn't born in the same state as where the father lives because she will get "stuck" there. Trust me, I know how crazy this sounds. This is not how I live and can't believe things ended up this way. My ex was a great person but meth has changed everything about her. I have no choice but to ask for any help I can get. One day I could hope to repay someone else in need with your good deed. Thank you. My email is malone4403@gmail.com if needed.

Hello, my name is Emily and I am a struggling mother of two. My husband has a full time job (40 hrs). He works very hard for us and for that I am so grateful. He has no idea I am doing this. I use to work full time which has currently been cut back to 8 to sometimes 16 hours per week due to the economy. Still we are falling further behind. I am a hard worker, am steadily hitting the classifieds, numerous job sites, and am steadily falling into a hole of depression which I can't see the light of day.

Earlier this year, I had to have two surgeries, (more debt) which I can verify if you think I'm lying. I was off work 3 months which started our downfall. I was diagnosed with adenmyosis which has no cure except surgery which I can't afford. It sometimes paralyzes me with pain but you move on. My husband just recently went back to work after a 2 month layoff this led to us being further behind.

I fear my job is in jeopardy. I can not sleep, eat, my hair is falling out daily. My stress level is beyond breaking, but my 8 and ten year old keep me striving. I am searching online daily for jobs that don't seem to appear. I have minimized all my bills and cut out everything that is not an essential. Next month school starts and I have no idea where the money will come from to clothe these two children. Bills are behind, which as of now is down to gas, electric, rent, food and necessities, and our vehicle, which if I can't come up with $1,037.48 by August 16th, 2011 will be repossessed.

I have applied to Mcdonald's, Burger King, Wendy's, and Kentucky Fried Chicken only to be told I am over qualified. So this led me to lie on an application to Subway, which when I got an interview, I was flat out told I lied on the application therefore I was not Subway material. I am expecting nothing other than minimum wage and a chance to work, I tried to explain and was still denied. I am doing every survey site I can which is very discouraging but every penny will help.

I have been to Job and Family services and was told my household makes $23 too much to qualify for food stamps! If I could've received even $200 a month I could've made it work. While I know it is not Christian-like I can't help resenting the people down the street driving brand new vehicles, receiving $600+ a month on food stamps and the good Lord above only knows what else my tax dollars are paying for in their household.

Any and all help will be greatly appreciated. Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

I suppose I don't expect to much to come out of this post. After reading what other people appear to be going through, my situation may not seem to be as desperate as compared to theirs. With that said,I am not going to make up a sob story to make my case seem more than what it is. Nevertheless, to me my wife and three young boys these are desperate times.
We are in the process of putting our home of 10 years on the market. We are attempting to sell it before the bank takes it from us. We have until September before the bank takes it. We have struggled on and off for the past 5 or 6 years. A failed painting business and 2 job layoffs really pulled the rug out from under us. We just need a bit of help to see us through the next few months. We have no other family to rely on and no other means to generate money. I am currently working full time during the day while my wife is working 2 part-time jobs at night while I stay with the boys. Yet it is still not enough. Let me be clear,we are not dead beats looking for a free ride. We are hard working people who would like to think that we have a positive future ahead of us. With your help we hope to make this happen. We have decided that any donations that we receive will be paid back to the St. Judes Childrens Hospital in the form of a charitable contribution. This is a very worthy charity that could use all of our help. Any donation that you can make would be received with great humility and appreciation. Best of luck to you and your family. Thank you for taking the time to read my post.

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YOU CAN MAKE A FELLOW HUMAN BEING VERY HAPPY!
Being HAPPY is what life's about.
I've been plodding along in dead-end jobs for 46 years now and am so tired of being UNHAPPY! I just wish I could wake up and not have to worry about how I was going to make it to the end of the month. I'm not a lazy person at all and am reasonably intelligent yet I cannot seem to keep my head above water. I have never been the most outgoing or self-confident person in the world but have attempted to appear more than I am whilst inside I constantly battle a war with my self esteem and find it difficult to cope with everyday life. I would love to be able to rid myself of my financial burden and concentrate on improving myself and my life.
If everyone who reads this were to send me some money, no matter how little or how much, I would eventually have enough to make myself and my family very HAPPY. Imagine how HAPPY I could be. I could give up my horrible job and begin to ENJOY life for a change.
If you have any spare money and would like to make a difference in the life of an average guy, send me some and I will be forever GRATEFUL.
I'm not jumping on the band wagon or looking to get rich quick, I would just like to be debt-free and in a position to provide a comfortable life for my family. Every dad wants to give his kids a good life and I've got twin daughters who are still only toddlers and have yet to experience life and all its hardships. If I could make their lives a little bit easier I would be a very HAPPY man.
You may be as badly off as I am yet occasionally still give something to a charity and say to yourself,"I don't even know if this money will go to whom it is intended". Well if you send it to me I will receive it and I will use it as intended.
You may be getting a divorce after a long and painful marriage and rather than let the person who has caused you so much pain take half of everything you have, send some of it to me, a fellow human being, who you will make extremely HAPPY.
You may have loads of cash and don't know what to do with it, send me some and I will put it to good use, I promise.
I've applied for jobs that pay more and that I could definitely do but I never hear back from anyone. These days you can't even get to speak to a person - everything is done by computers.
I don't want to give you a sob story but the recent upheaval in my life has caused my family and me considerable stress, eventually causing my wife and me to separate. I am determined to re-unite my family and give my kids a mommy and a daddy. I have run out of options and so I am asking you for help.

Thank you for taking the time to read this article and remember any contribution you make will be making a fellow human being very HAPPY.

I have also started a site at: www.make-me-happy.co.uk

hi there my family needs your help. i have 3 kids twin boy and girl named hozae & ashanti and 6 month old baby. but im here for hozae and ashanti. they are turning 3 on 10th of may and i cant give them a birthday,ive just paid costs for my mothers funeral. who recently passed away to bell cancer. they have never had a birthday so i atleast would like there to be a once. all there pass birthdays. i just handmade gifts for them and did what was cheap or even free. i know they would like a birthday that they would always remember even when they turn 18. help put a smile on there dial. "give them joy and happiness" for once in there life. im sure once will be better then none. if i could wish to have a birthday cake and presents appear right in front of me for them. i would wish for just that for them. so im in no position to get funds. i have to pay rent,power,food and keep our bills at home up to date. so if your feeling generous throw these kids a birthday they will always remember. "thanks for reading and all your support" there paypal is- msrosenz@msn.com if you like to donate or website is http://inv.st/QE sign up

hi there my family needs your help. i have 3 kids twin boy and girl named hozae & ashanti and 6 month old baby. but im here for hozae and ashanti. they are turning 3 on 10th of may and i cant give them a birthday,ive just paid costs for my mothers funeral. who recently passed away to bell cancer. they have never had a birthday so i atleast would like there to be a once. all there pass birthdays. i just handmade gifts for them and did what was cheap or even free. i know they would like a birthday that they would always remember even when they turn 18. help put a smile on there dial. "give them joy and happiness" for once in there life. im sure once will be better then none. if i could wish to have a birthday cake and presents appear right in front of me for them. i would wish for just that for them. so im in no position to get funds. i have to pay rent,power,food and keep our bills at home up to date. so if your feeling generous throw these kids a birthday they will always remember. "thanks for reading and all your support" there paypal is- msrosenz@msn.com if you like to donate or website is http://inv.st/QE sign up

hi there my family needs your help. i have 3 kids twin boy and girl named hozae & ashanti and 6 month old baby. but im here for hozae and ashanti. they are turning 3 on 10th of may and i cant give them a birthday,ive just paid costs for my mothers funeral. who recently passed away to bell cancer. they have never had a birthday so i atleast would like there to be a once. all there pass birthdays. i just handmade gifts for them and did what was cheap or even free. i know they would like a birthday that they would always remember even when they turn 18. help put a smile on there dial. "give them joy and happiness" for once in there life. im sure once will be better then none. if i could wish to have a birthday cake and presents appear right in front of me for them. i would wish for just that for them. so im in no position to get funds. i have to pay rent,power,food and keep our bills at home up to date. so if your feeling generous throw these kids a birthday they will always remember. "thanks for reading and all your support" there paypal is- msrosenz@msn.com if you like to donate or website is http://inv.st/QE sign up

hi there my family needs your help. i have 3 kids twin boy and girl named hozae & ashanti and 6 month old baby. but im here for hozae and ashanti. they are turning 3 on 10th of may and i cant give them a birthday,ive just paid costs for my mothers funeral. who recently passed away to bell cancer. they have never had a birthday so i atleast would like there to be a once. all there pass birthdays. i just handmade gifts for them and did what was cheap or even free. i know they would like a birthday that they would always remember even when they turn 18. help put a smile on there dial. "give them joy and happiness" for once in there life. im sure once will be better then none. if i could wish to have a birthday cake and presents appear right in front of me for them. i would wish for just that for them. so im in no position to get funds. i have to pay rent,power,food and keep our bills at home up to date. so if your feeling generous throw these kids a birthday they will always remember. "thanks for reading and all your support" there paypal is- msrosenz@msn.com if you like to donate or website is http://inv.st/QE sign up

Hi Everyone, I'm 50 y/o and I have never thought of begging until now. Over the past few weeks I kept praying and asking God to help me, saying repeatedly, "Lord, there must be a way that I can ask people for help...I'm at my wits end". I started searching putting in phrases asking for help and discovered this site. All I can say is that so much is happening at once...I have faith, but it's really hard.

I suffer with bouts of hemorrhage which impede my ability to maintain a steady job because when it happens I'm absent from work almost two weeks. When it happens I lie in bed and wonder/pray Lord will I live or die? Do I need a transfusion? I'm about two points from a transfusion now. I need to purchase medical insurance so I can see a doctor and take care of this one way or another. Hospital bills are about 20,000 now. I need money for medical insurance and also to have dental work done. My teeth hurt. I need about several thousand dollars of dental work done. One dentist's attorney is threatening to seize my car. I owe him $6000.00. I had paid him $3000.00 already, but he raised it back up as if I had paid nothing. I couldn't make it to court because of hemorrhage and the judge put the judgment through.

Even worse, I have a son whom I love very much, living with his dad. David is 18 now with prior developmental challenges. His father made repeated threats on my life if I didn't transfer custody. How I mourn that I gave in. I owe back child support because I haven't been able to work steadily. I do whatever I can with dignity. I do private caregiving, clean houses, some occasional paralegal contract work, sew-make native coats and sew clothes in general--all when I'm able, feeling strong. When I'm not well with the hemorrhage I'm on bed rest. My earnings are not even enough to pay my bills...not to mention child support. I presented proof of hemorrhage to a semijudge(mediator etc.)in court and she rejected it and computed a monthly amount of $400.00 based on my ability to earn money because of my educational background. She didn't compute it based on facts. Anyway, I have to appear in court on May 2 for another violation of nonpayment not because I don't want to pay, but because I can't afford it. They're saying that in total I owe $26,000.00. There is a chance that they'll incarcerate me on 5/2/11 for nonpayment of child support. God says do not be afraid, but this is alot, more than I can bear alone.

Please, I am begging, pleading for help, for compassion with tears in my eyes and my heart just wants to burst. I feel so alone with these problems. No one really knows how badly I feel. I love life and I love people, and I do whatever I can to love my neighbor as myself and to love God with all my heart mind and soul, but this just seems to much to bear.

All I can offer is my love and friendship, appreciation if you will be so kind and compassionate as to donate to my cause. I will be forever grateful and I will pray that you have stored up treasures in heaven with Almighty God. I will pray for you and your loved ones. If you are ill or suffering with illness or addiction of some sort I will pray with you. I could meet with you in NYC or you could join me in the mid hudson valley, brunch, walk and talk when I'm able. I just mean to say that this is the truth. I need desperate help before May 2 and ongoing. I need an attorney as well as money. Please help me to turn this around. I'd have a hysterectomy if I could afford it. Leave your number or mailing address and I'll be glad to personally thank you. Money is a tool and I need the help now more than ever. Please help me. Thank you and God bless you.
Cristi

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Hi Everyone, I'm 50 y/o and I have never thought of begging until now. Over the past few weeks I kept praying and asking God to help me, saying repeatedly, "Lord, there must be a way that I can ask people for help...I'm at my wits end". I started searching putting in phrases asking for help and discovered this site. All I can say is that so much is happening at once...I have faith, but it's really hard.

I suffer with bouts of hemorrhage which impede my ability to maintain a steady job because when it happens I'm absent from work almost two weeks. When it happens I lie in bed and wonder/pray Lord will I live or die? Do I need a transfusion? I'm about two points from a transfusion now. I need to purchase medical insurance so I can see a doctor and take care of this one way or another. Hospital bills are about 20,000 now. I need money for medical insurance and also to have dental work done. My teeth hurt. I need about several thousand dollars of dental work done. One dentist's attorney is threatening to seize my car. I owe him $6000.00. I had paid him $3000.00 already, but he raised it back up as if I had paid nothing. I couldn't make it to court because of hemorrhage and the judge put the judgment through.

Even worse, I have a son whom I love very much, living with his dad. David is 18 now with prior developmental challenges. His father made repeated threats on my life if I didn't transfer custody. How I mourn that I gave in. I owe back child support because I haven't been able to work steadily. I do whatever I can with dignity. I do private caregiving, clean houses, some occasional paralegal contract work, sew-make native coats and sew clothes in general--all when I'm able, feeling strong. When I'm not well with the hemorrhage I'm on bed rest. My earnings are not even enough to pay my bills...not to mention child support. I presented proof of hemorrhage to a semijudge(mediator etc.)in court and she rejected it and computed a monthly amount of $400.00 based on my ability to earn money because of my educational background. She didn't compute it based on facts. Anyway, I have to appear in court on May 2 for another violation of nonpayment not because I don't want to pay, but because I can't afford it. They're saying that in total I owe $26,000.00. There is a chance that they'll incarcerate me on 5/2/11 for nonpayment of child support. God says do not be afraid, but this is alot, more than I can bear alone.

Please, I am begging, pleading for help, for compassion with tears in my eyes and my heart just wants to burst. I feel so alone with these problems. No one really knows how badly I feel. I love life and I love people, and I do whatever I can to love my neighbor as myself and to love God with all my heart mind and soul, but this just seems to much to bear.

All I can offer is my love and friendship, appreciation if you will be so kind and compassionate as to donate to my cause. I will be forever grateful and I will pray that you have stored up treasures in heaven with Almighty God. I will pray for you and your loved ones. If you are ill or suffering with illness or addiction of some sort I will pray with you. I could meet with you in NYC or you could join me in the mid hudson valley, brunch, walk and talk when I'm able. I just mean to say that this is the truth. I need desperate help before May 2 and ongoing. I need an attorney as well as money. Please help me to turn this around. I'd have a hysterectomy if I could afford it. Leave your number or mailing address and I'll be glad to personally thank you. Money is a tool and I need the help now more than ever. Please help me. Thank you and God bless you.
Cristi

Hi Everyone, I'm 50 y/o and I have never thought of begging until now. Over the past few weeks I kept praying and asking God to help me, saying repeatedly, "Lord, there must be a way that I can ask people for help...I'm at my wits end". I started searching putting in phrases asking for help and discovered this site. All I can say is that so much is happening at once...I have faith, but it's really hard.

I suffer with bouts of hemorrhage which impede my ability to maintain a steady job because when it happens I'm absent from work almost two weeks. When it happens I lie in bed and wonder/pray Lord will I live or die? Do I need a transfusion? I'm about two points from a transfusion now. I need to purchase medical insurance so I can see a doctor and take care of this one way or another. Hospital bills are about 20,000 now. I need money for medical insurance and also to have dental work done. My teeth hurt. I need about several thousand dollars of dental work done. One dentist's attorney is threatening to seize my car. I owe him $6000.00. I had paid him $3000.00 already, but he raised it back up as if I had paid nothing. I couldn't make it to court because of hemorrhage and the judge put the judgment through.

Even worse, I have a son whom I love very much, living with his dad. David is 18 now with prior developmental challenges. His father made repeated threats on my life if I didn't transfer custody. How I mourn that I gave in. I owe back child support because I haven't been able to work steadily. I do whatever I can with dignity. I do private caregiving, clean houses, some occasional paralegal contract work, sew-make native coats and sew clothes in general--all when I'm able, feeling strong. When I'm not well with the hemorrhage I'm on bed rest. My earnings are not even enough to pay my bills...not to mention child support. I presented proof of hemorrhage to a semijudge(mediator etc.)in court and she rejected it and computed a monthly amount of $400.00 based on my ability to earn money because of my educational background. She didn't compute it based on facts. Anyway, I have to appear in court on May 2 for another violation of nonpayment not because I don't want to pay, but because I can't afford it. They're saying that in total I owe $26,000.00. There is a chance that they'll incarcerate me on 5/2/11 for nonpayment of child support. God says do not be afraid, but this is alot, more than I can bear alone.

Please, I am begging, pleading for help, for compassion with tears in my eyes and my heart just wants to burst. I feel so alone with these problems. No one really knows how badly I feel. I love life and I love people, and I do whatever I can to love my neighbor as myself and to love God with all my heart mind and soul, but this just seems to much to bear.

All I can offer is my love and friendship, appreciation if you will be so kind and compassionate as to donate to my cause. I will be forever grateful and I will pray that you have stored up treasures in heaven with Almighty God. I will pray for you and your loved ones. If you are ill or suffering with illness or addiction of some sort I will pray with you. I could meet with you in NYC or you could join me in the mid hudson valley, brunch, walk and talk when I'm able. I just mean to say that this is the truth. I need desperate help before May 2 and ongoing. I need an attorney as well as money. Please help me to turn this around. I'd have a hysterectomy if I could afford it. Leave your number or mailing address and I'll be glad to personally thank you. Money is a tool and I need the help now more than ever. Please help me. Thank you and God bless you.
Cristi

So, I guess this is where I tell my story and list my reasons for needing assistance. This isn't so much begging as a loan request because I do intend to repay every cent to anyone who feels inclined to help.

Basically, I grew up in and out of group/foster homes because both of my parents were heroin addicts. Before I was taken away from them at age four we lived in junky squat motels where my father would boost and my mother would prostitute to support their habit. Eventually they were both arrested for crimes committed to support their habit and that's when I was made a ward of the state.

For a brief period my father got out of prison, cleaned up, and I lived with him from when I was about 8 to 11. He got me out of the foster home I was living in, met a woman at the church he started attending and got a job as a truck driver. While he was gone at work she would beat me continuing the abuse I endured previously in the foster homes I was shuffled through. It didn't take long until he started using again, and we found out that he had contracted AIDS from sharing dirty needles while he was in prison. During the time he was sick I ended up having to take care of him every day after I got home from school because my abusive stepmother was either at work or would have nothing to do with him when she wasn't. Of course, he got progressively worse and my step-mom decided she no longer wanted to support either of us, so she stuck him in a hospice. I came home from school one day and the paramedics were loading him into the back of an ambulance. For the next month she would not tell me where he was or let me contact him. At the end of that month, she left me on the doorstep of my grandmother's house (mom's mom) and was gone.

My father died about 3 weeks after that, but because my biological mother was living at my grandmother's as well we did make daily trips to see him those last weeks. A small mercy being able to spend some time with him before he died. My biological mother had gotten out of prison after my father had and had moved in with my grandmother because she was trying to get clean, but that did not last long and while we would go visit my father she would cop dope and fix up my dying father in front of me, as well as use herself. A couple weeks after my father died she split back out onto the streets leaving me in the care of my grandmother.

Needless to say with so much turmoil in my life I freaked out at this point. My grandmother couldn't handle her newly teenage grandson with so many emotional problems and kicked me out because I was so unruly. I lived on the streets, in and out of group homes until I was about 16 where finally I landed in a well run group home with staff that actually cared about the kids that lived there until I graduated high school. I re-established contact with my grandmother and mother who was once again trying to get clean. That didn't last and when she was out on the streets this time caught a lengthy prison sentence.

When I turned 18 I had to leave the group home so I stayed with friends and lived on the streets for a while again, but eventually ended moving back in with my grandmother. Not long after that she ended up being diagnosed with lung cancer. I spent the next few years nursing her, taking her back and forth to chemo and radiation treatments everyday after working the night shift as a waiter. During that time my mother got out of prison, but could no longer run the streets because now she was diagnosed with emphysema.

My grandmother did have a brief remission, but finally did succumb to her disease. After that, my mother's disease started getting progressively worse and worse. To top it all off after that she herself was also diagnosed with lung cancer. Thankfully during that time I did have some help taking care of her because I found a wonderful woman who became my fiancée. We took turns taking my mother to her chemo and radiation treatments.

Now, there is a lot more detail to this story with many more ins and outs, but that is the general outline. I guess you're probably wondering where the begging comes in and what I need it for?

Ok, here goes:

During that time my fiancée's horse riding lesson business tanked, and because of the nature of my mother's disease someone always had to be home with her because she would fall asleep sitting up and choke her self to death so someone always had to be home with her precluding at least one of us from having a regular job. We got a small stipend from the state for taking care of her in home, and she would do web design and find odd jobs off of craigslist/the internet and that's how we'd survive every month.

Unfortunately it ended up not being enough to survive or get my mother to her treatments every day. She was on medicare and the closest hospital that would accept her insurance was 40 miles each way. So, she ended up shoplifting groceries for us and got caught. I bailed her out and we took care of her case, or at least we thought we had. Cut to 2 days ago, my fiancée and I are awoken by bounty hunters stating that she missed a court date and they had to take her in. Her bail is $20,000 because now she has a failure to appear, and since my mother died about 6 months ago she's been taking care of me and has been the sole bread winner like I was when her business was tanking.

Our rent was due 3 days ago and the manager of the extended stay hotel place we live at told me we needed to be out by yesterday. I have about $10 to my name and if I don't have $600 to him in the next day or two I am sure his patience is going to run out and me, and my two dogs are going to be out on the streets, my fiancée will not have a home to come back to when she gets out of jail, and we will lose all of our stuff. If any of these details are unclear of if you have any questions about my situation please do not hesitate to ask.

If there is anyone out there that is inclined to help us in any way our gratitude would be eternal. As I said, this would be a loan. We would both work to pay you back as quickly as possible and I am not opposed to working for it now if someone has work for me to do. Also, if anyone would be inclined to help bail her out we could pay you back even more quickly. Neither of us has any family to fall back on or ask for help so this is the last thing I could think to do.

Feel free to contact me any time, and I will get back to you as soon as I can! Thank you for reading this, and considering to help. My gratitude is immense and eternal.

-Jason

Hi my name is Steve,
I live in fresno ca. I recently missed a court date do to working and got a bench warrant for a failure to appear which led to me getting my licence suspended. I am recently self employed in remodeling and can no longer schedule work. please help or give any suggestions thanks and god bless!!!! my phone number is (559) 251-0226