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Need money to pay for trip to the ER
Posted by jemstone on 2012-05-16 10:58:25
MY BEG FOR HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by bryman2008 on 2012-05-11 13:58:57
My worst fear on this earth is being homeless. I am already very much physically alone--in the sense of the only daily companionship I have is my three cats.
I am really, really scared. In the last year and a half, I've lost, my educational future, three jobs, my home, my flat...I was just getting back on my feet and now am told I owe a huge sum to the govenment because they made a big foul up on my paperwork.
I so want to be dead, it's not funny. I am NOT committing suicide--but that said, I would give anything to be dead. To me, it would be like winning the lottery. Life is far worse than death, as far as I can see.
I would very literally rather be dead than homeless.
When you're poor, or alone, or mentally ill---people treat you like dirt--like you've no value, whatsoever.
But, when you're homeless--in most American's eyes---you cease to exisit altogether. I would rather be dead. I really would. I'm really, really scared. I could use a hug right now--not a "virtual" hug, but a real one--oh, how I would love to hear the words, "everything will be alright." But it's not, and there's no one there. I'm just so scared and lost and lonely. I wish I were dead.
Anything
Posted by della24 on 2012-02-07 08:58:45
Thank you
Must save my home and family!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:22
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Must save my home and family!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:22
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Must save my home and family!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:21
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Must save my home and family!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:20
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Trying to keep home for family and pets!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:19
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Must save my home and family!
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:18
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
Need rent or I lose everything
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 14:58:17
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenâÂÂt accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and IâÂÂve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. IâÂÂm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canâÂÂt work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnâÂÂt hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnâÂÂt make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donâÂÂt have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. IâÂÂm struggling so much and feel like IâÂÂm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a âÂÂ3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canâÂÂt get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and IâÂÂm about to lose my mind.
I donâÂÂt know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
About to lose home and cats
Posted by Snoh on 2012-01-23 13:58:48
If I lose my home, I lose everything, including my 2 cats. It would be devastating to me if i lost them.
I have appled for unemployment. Unfortunately, I was out of work for quite some time since I was only going to school and before that I was living at home as a stay-at-home dad/brother/son. So basically, I do not qualify since I havenât accumulated the ammount of hours I need. Also, in my past, I was into drugs and have a felony drug possession which bars me from so many opportunities. It was almost 6 years ago and Iâve changed a lot since then but it still haunts me. Iâm starting to feel like I want to give up on life altogether. I started going back to church and cleaned my life up since thenâ¦
A few months ago, I got a job at 7-Eleven and was using that to survive on. About a month into my job, my boss called me and told me I canât work there anymore because of my background check. Basicly got fired for the crimes I mentioned above. This crushed me. Then I found work at a restaurant and lasted there for another month. I lost that job as well because of a false accusation I had nothing to do with. I tried to speak on my defense but my boss wouldnât hear it. This crushed me too. So, out of desperation, I looked for work again and fell into Kirby⦠If anyone knows what this is, they can understand I was completely scammed. They made promises of $1850/month salary. I needed to make a quota of sales to earn that. Wellâ¦. they made it impossible for me to achieve that goal by the way the company is ran. I was working 80+ hours a week. In that time, I got very sick, broke my glassses, couldnât make it to church or my community group and everything was going down hill fast. I sold 3 Kirbys in that time and my boss says I will make a measly $75 commission total off those. I am physically, emotionally and spiritually drained because of thisâ¦
My rent was due on the 5th and I donât have a penny to show for it. I am on bad terms with my landlord now and have no idea what to do. Iâm struggling so much and feel like Iâm only spinning my wheels getting nowhere.What can I do?! If I lose my home, I lose EVERYTHING, including my 2 cats which I love more than anything... I worked so hard for Kirby and got nothing but a few bucks coming to me. All my time was wasted.
What can I do? I need a â3 day pay or vacateâ notice to receive any kind of rent assistance from an agency. All I want to do is to work and make money like everyone else but everything I do fails⦠I canât get work that requires a background check and have no transportation or money for a bus. My home has no food either and Iâm about to lose my mind.
I donât know what else to do but BEG on this website and pray someone is generous enough to help. I know after working 80+ hours a week in Kirby in the worst conditions that I have the drive and strength to work hard. All I need is some time to find work again.
Thanks so much for reading my story and thank you even more for donating. I hope this is the door God has opened for me to make that miracle.
HELP AN AMERICAN CITIZEN IN TIME OF GREAT NEED!
Posted by visnjas on 2012-01-18 19:58:45
Mother of 6... I need help with back rent and bills... immediately.
Posted by angel3 on 2011-11-20 02:58:47
In Desperate Need of Financial Help for School Expenses
Posted by futurecr on 2011-11-12 16:58:00
I began school a year ago, but now that my unemployment benefits have run out, I am unable to pay for the necessary expenses related to the program such as the final payment on proprietary software which is a necessity. Even my anti-virus software subscription is coming due very soon and I can't afford to renew. My computer itself is on it's last leg and I've struggled through crashes because it can barely handle the any of the newer programs which are power hogs. I've received notice that I must return a piece of equipment that I was renting and therefore must rent or lease to own from another company now that I've reached reached this milestone. The fact that it's a struggle to meet every day expenses is another subject altogether.
I must also add that I'm struggling so hard to survive in this economy, to find a job, and to do far better than I was before I lost my job. This is why I'm asking for your help. Please give whatever you can afford, Please and thank you.
selling michael jackson memorabilla including opus band member jacket and autograph with coa to pay off loans
Posted by astiga0802 on 2011-07-28 19:58:04
MENTALLY ILL! CAN'T WORK ON THE MEDICATIONS CAN'T WORK OFF THE MEDICATIONS!
Posted by mollymuledeer on 2011-06-04 22:58:05
My father was a schizophrenic my mother was a 1950's mom.
This was back in the early 1970's when people didn't know much about schizophrenia. The drugs made my dad really sick and he didn't want to take them. My mother, being from her generation, was ill prepared to deal with this kind of situation.
When I was 8 we moved to Woodstock, NY on my father's whim. Dad wouldn't work, so my Mom has to. I also have an older brother, Mitchell, who definitely picked up the mentally ill gene at an early age. After a time my Dad became really violent. He asked us all the time if we were afraid of him, but we were all too frightened to tell him "yes". my brother moved into a boy's shelter in town. He was 13 at the time. My brother got into lot's of fights. The night after the first time my father hit her, my Mom moved into a close-by seedy apartment to keep an eye on us kids, but my Dad wouldn't let her near us.
I was Daddy's princess which for some reason still makes me happy to this day. Being alone with him was a psychodelic nightmare. My Father told me that I was the Messiah(we're Jewish) returned to bring peace to the world. My Father said we would find the garden of Eden. I saw a lot of things that I'm sure couldn't possibly exist, but still think they were real.
It's difficult to explain what it's like to live with a schizophrenic. The person can be quite docile and then, on the drop of a dime, become a hideously violent person.
My father never physically hurt me, like he did my brother and my Mom. Nor did he ever molest me. my Dad did make me live in his mind like a cult makes you part of the group mind.
Eventually my Mother kidnapped me during the middle of the day from my elemenatarly school. She had got a legal separation from my Dad. He saw her car parked at a motel that night and kicked the door down. He asked me if I wanted to go with him or stay with her. I was 9 at the time, it seemed that the right thing to do was to go with my Mom, and my Dad agreed to let me go.
My Dad had visitation rights every weekend. He didn't show up the first weekend. We waited and waited.
The next weekend I slept in, not expecting him. Then, of course, he arrived. I knew it was going to be a bad deal.
The first thing my Dad did was try and kill me. He kept saying over and over, "why don't you love me!? why don't you love me!?" He was driving so fast and i was too small to see over the dash. He said, "if you don't love me I'm going to hit that tree and kill both of us!" I knew he meant it. We were going very fast but I got the car door opened and was going to jump it. He pulled the car door closed. I screamed, "Okay, I love you, I love you, I love you." and he slowed the car down.
We went to go have something to eat at some diner. We got back in the car and I promptly fell asleep and woke up in VIRGINIA.
Dad enrolled me in public school. I told the principle what was happening. The principle called my mother and she came with her father. The law at the time was if the kid was with you in a state, that kid was yours. But my Dad again did give me the choice to stay with him or go with my mother, and I chose my Mother.
At some point we moved down to Florida. My Dad was taking his meds so my Mom allowed him to follow us. Things went bad quickly and Mom called him from my Grandma's house around the street and told him to leave. When it was my turn to talk to him he asked me if I wanted him to leave to and I said "yes". He cursed me and said that he wished the same thing that happened to him would happen to me, and I'm not altogether sure it hasn't.
I've never really known how to relate to other people except tp people that are a lot like me. I'm being treated as bi-polar, but I have Boderline-Personality-Disorder and Post-Traumatic-Syndrome. I've taken classes that have helped me deall with sciety better. But the meds don't work so well. I have panic attacks being around people and hearing loud noises, which is at most jobs. I have trouble sleeping.
That was the last time I ever spoke to my Dad. He committed suicide a week later. My brother lives on the streets in Miami. And my Mom remarried somebody that is the exact opposite of my Dad.
HOMELESS SINGLE MOTHER WITH FIVE CHILDREN
Posted by summerdawnmoore on 2011-04-23 12:58:58
In Need of Dental Work
Posted by AnnieM on 2010-12-03 15:58:58
I am currently on the waiting list for new patients at the dental clinic of University of Texas at San Antonio. The major problem with the dental clinic, however, is that they require patients to commit to at least two daytime appointments a month, and often require that patients be available on short notice for appointments that are about 40 minutes from my home I cannot keep my job as a childcare provider while taking off twice each month for the extended period this would require, and especially cannot leave at short notice. But, Dr. Ngo, a dentist near me has office hours on Saturdays and in the very early mornings before I am needed as a childcare provider. If anyone is so kind as to offer me some money to put toward dental work with Dr. Ngo, he or she is offering me something quite priceless---the ability to restore my smile without depriving the families I work for of childcare. I would be so grateful for any donation, no matter how small, toward this endeavor. I plan to put small donations in an interest-bearing savings account separate from other household money to ensure that your donations go only to this much needed dental work.
Thank you for taking the time to read my story, and please have a great day.
Out of luck with everything and drowning in dept, please help!
Posted by suzi on 2010-09-02 14:58:58
In April I had to quit my little sewing business altogether, haven´t had any income since January, and Im starting to be desperate. Nothing goes well, no luck with job applications, loand that I used to be able to pay okay are now all falling apart and I´m getting bad credit, which will make life difficult for several years.
I had to move outside the city to be able to afford a rented flat, so now I´m all alone, every day all day long, losing my faith in life completely. I can´t remember the last time I laughed, I have no one to talk to, as it seems all my "friends" abandoned me as soon as I wasn´t useful to them anymore. My parents would love to help me, but they´re both retired and only get a small pension.
So, please, anyone who can spare me a dollar - even that would help tremendously!
I´m an arts&crafts person, and try to make these lovely crocheted & sewn bags to sell, so I can always make you one of them as a thank you - unfortunately that is all I have...
Running out of options =(
Posted by dubvchic on 2010-07-07 17:58:58
